I awoke at 3:30 am, gave my body a good 30 minutes
to go back to sleep, and when it didn’t, I got up. The coffee tastes delicious,
my blood pressure was 125 /70, pulse 52 (on my new BP device from Walgreens)
and the soreness in my throat does not seem to be severe. Upon opening the back
door the house alarm went off, so I had a nice chat with the good people at the
24 hour monitoring center. Audrey was awakened, and asked me who was calling at
4:15 in the morning. Now she is back to sleep, and I have this beautiful day to
serve Christ. I have read and prayed the first part of John Wesley’s prayer for
Tuesday morning. I will return there after I read more in the scriptures.
I Samuel 31, I Chronicles 10
Saul and his three sons are killed in battle on Mt.
Gilboa. Saul was guilty of actively disobeying God (seeking to kill David,
seeking advice from a medium) and passively disobeying God (did not consult God
for direction.) There are so many lessons to be learned from the life of Saul
that might be overlooked because of how quickly he becomes a villain as David
becomes the hero. Leadership is learning from the mistakes and successes of
others, and my main take away this morning from the life of Saul is: do not
trust in yourself, in chariots, or horses, but remember the name of the Lord
your God. With my 30 years of experience, my academic degrees and the gifts God
has given me for pastoral leadership, today the prayer of Wesley reminds me to
not think too highly of myself, but lowly, and to give to God all the praise,
credit, and glory for each day, each hour, and every blessing.
From
Wesley’s prayer for Tuesday morning:
“Pour
into me the whole spirit of humility; fill, I beseech thee, every part of my
soul with it, and make it the constant, ruling habit of my mind, that all my
other tempers may arise from it; that I may have not thoughts, no desires, no
designs, but such as are the true fruit of a lowly spirit. … Herein may I
exercise myself continually, when I lie down and when I rise up, that I may
always appear poor, and little, and
mean, and base, and vile in mine own eyes. O Convince me that ‘I have
neither learned wisdom, nor have the knowledge of the holy.’ Give me a lively
sense that I am nothing, that I have nothing, and that I can do nothing. Enable
me to feel that I am all ignorance and error, weakness and uncleanness, sin and
misery; that I am not worth of the air I breathe, the earth I tread upon, or
the sun that shines upon me. And let me be fully content when all other men
think of me as I do of myself.”
I am yours, O Lord, I have heard thy voice. Use my
feeble body, my weak mind and my vacillating commitment to accomplish your
great purposes today.
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