Monday, February 28, 2011

February 28, 2011

2-28-11 Monday, 6:38 am, 35 degrees, cloudy

I will be part of the Board of Ordained Ministry team conducting interviews today with candidates for the ordained ministry. This meeting was postponed from a month ago due to severe winter weather. I also have a peer mentoring group with the bishop where we will be discussing the Rendle book Journey in the Wilderness. Yesterday the four worship services went well as we received 30 new members, and the afternoon meetings with confirmation kids and their parents and the Honduras steering committee were fruitful.

Isaiah 38

Hezekiah gets sick and Isaiah the prophet tells him to put his house in order, this sickness is unto death. The king then humbles himself and prays, and God promises 15 more years. God gives the sign of the sun’s shadow going backwards 10 steps, and tells Isaiah to prepare a poultice and apply it to Hezekiah’s boil. The bulk of the chapter is a psalm written by the king in which he thanks God, and also recognizes his mortality.

Just yesterday I was contemplating how much longer I might live. The actuaries predict I will live to about 80, or 25 more years. I could die this week, or live to be a hundred. The fact is that this is a short life (when viewed from the end), and every day counts. I am thankful for each day of this human experience, and I seek to live it fully in the presence of God, for the building of God’s kingdom. Guide me today Lord as I work with candidates, mentors and make decisions about the future pastors of the United Methodist church here in Missouri.

Sunday, February 27, 2011

February 27, 2011

2-27-11 Sunday, 5:58 am Springfield, 50 degrees, birds singing.

Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God. (Matthew 5:8) This morning at Wesley I will be teaching about purity of heart and the housecleaning choice. Everyone has the stain of sin and is in need of the savior’s sacrifice to make possible a new heart, pure and holy. In Psalm 51 David asked God for a new heart after his sin with Bathseba. Every human is tainted with the effect of sin and needs to be washed, cleansed, remade, forgiven. A rock guitarist, Brian “Head” Welch walked into a church in Bakersfield, California in 2005 high on methanpetamines looking for a new life, and found Jesus Christ. He resigned from his band Korn, and is today walking with Jesus Christ and teaching others the Way.

Guide me holy Lord as I preach and teach, communicating the necessity of self-examination, the potential for new life, new heart, and the possibility of seeing You, in this life and the next. May the four services of worship, complete with new members joining be a means of grace today for many people.

Saturday, February 26, 2011

February 26, 2011

2-26-11 Saturday, 6:59 am Springfield, 34 degrees

I will leave shortly for the United Methodist Men’s breakfast, head from there to the Pancake breakfast at Applebees sponsored by our Kids of Creation, and then back to Wesley for a 9:30 visit with a member. The remainder of the day I have for sermon prep, exercise, rest, and preparation for the Board of Ordained Ministry Interviews which begin on Monday.

Isaiah 37

The first 7 verses are a continuation of the storyline of the previous chapter, and involve Hezekiah’s response of tearing his clothes, donning sackcloth as a symbol of repentance and humility and going to the house of the Lord. Through Isaiah God gives him a message which promises deliverance from the army of the Assyrians. Verse 36 records the event in which 185,000 soldiers were struck dead by the angel of the Lord, and Sennacherub departed, went back home to Ninevah, and was assassinated by two of his sons, with a third son taking his throne.

Verses 30-35 are a promise to the remnant of Judah. I am especially blessed by verse 31 “and the surviving remnant of the house of Judah shall again take root downward and bear fruit upward.” This is a beautiful picture of the people of God trusting him for strength and bearing fruit. This is what I desire on a daily basis, to be growing deeper in my spiritual root system, and more fruitful in my life. May this be true for me today, most holy Lord of heaven and earth.

Friday, February 25, 2011

February 25, 2011

2-25-11 Friday, 7:47 am Springfield, 31 degrees, cloudy.

Yesterday I had several delightful conversations. Arriving in Springfield on a college visit with his daughter and wife, I spoke with my friend from high school who was essential in my spiritual growth during my first 5 years of walking with Christ. I also had a telephone conversation with a friend from seminary whose parents live here in Springfield, and whose church is experiencing leadership challenges. We had a great staff birthday lunch during the noon hour at Wesley.

Isaiah 36

Sennacherib, king of Assyria sends a general to Jerusalem with a message. He stands by the conduit of the upper pool on the highway of the fuller’s field (the exact spot Isaiah stood in chapter 7, verse 3 to deliver a message to Ahaz (king Hezekiah’s father). This loudly proclaimed message, heard by a delegation of three from king Hezekiah, and all who were lining the Jerusalem wall, included a reminder of the great power of the Assyrian army, and the inability of the armies or the gods of the neighboring people to resist it. Verse 20 is a key verse: “who among all the gods of these lands have delivered their land from my hand, that the Lord should deliver Jerusalem from my hand?” The delegation returns to King Hezekiah with their clothes torn (symbolizing their anguish) and tells him of the message they have received.

This is a crucial event for the small nation of Judah, faced with a powerful invading army. Hezekiah’s father, Ahab, when threatened by invasion from Damasacus (Syria) had turned to his enemy Assyria for help, instead of God. In this event, it is Assyria who is threatening Judah, and Hezekiah has a dilemma. Who will deliver Judah from this world power which is attacking them? (Chapter 37 will be exciting to read tomorrow!)

As I read this account this morning, my nation is currently the strongest in the world, and not threatened. The temptation is to trust in one’s own strength and power. I must daily renew my trust in God, even during these peaceful, bountiful days of late middle age. Guide me today Lord as I trust completely in you, my rock and my redeemer.

Thursday, February 24, 2011

February 24, 2011

2-24-11 Thursday, 4:54 am Springfield, 48 degrees, cloudy

I have awakened early, and am adequately rested for the day. I exercised yesterday, for the first time in about 7 days, running 3 miles from the Chesterfield center, and then a round of upper body strengthening. My schedule was simply packed and did not allow for the window needed for fitness. I hope to exercise regularly for the next several days. This morning, following scripture and prayer, I will work on preparing for the board of ordained ministry interviews for next week. I have several dvds to watch of candidate’s worship and preaching, and several essays to read. Yesterday I spoke to Jim Blue about my upcoming preaching at SunRise, and how that ministry is going during this 20th anniversary year.

Isaiah 35

This poem describes the abundance of the desert blooming, and the wilderness rejoicing, all at the pleasure of God who redeems. Verses 3-4 “Encourage the exhausted, and strengthen the feeble. Say to those with anxious heart, ‘Take courage, fear not. Behold your God will come with vengeance; The recompense of God will come, but He will save you.’” It is a joy as a pastor to speak words of encouragement, and to comfort those with anxious heart, reminding of the promises and power of God.

In the 1970’s I sang a scripture chorus from verse 10. This verse is a beautiful picture of God’s people returning with joyful shouting to Zion: “And the redeemed of the Lord shall return, and come with singing unto Zion, and everlasting joy shall be upon their heads. They will find gladness and joy, and sorrow and sighing will flee away.” This is a wonderful promise, especially to a people (the Israelites) who were about to experience huge disappointment and punishment for their rebellion and lack of trust in God.

On the currency of the United States of America is the phrase “In God We Trust”. I need to continue to think and write about the implications of this nation and its stated, implied, and actual trust in God. Yesterday I had lunch with John M. who is on the national steering committee for Cry Out America, an ecumenical effort to organize prayer for our country, especially in light of 9-11. “If my people, who are called by my Name will humble themselves and pray, and turn from their wicked ways … I will heal their land (II Chronicles 7:14).

Today Lord I call out to you from this comfortable family room as I read your Word and contemplate the current situation in my country and in this world. Guide me as I serve you through the pastoral office at Wesley UMC. Bless Frank McCoy and Danny Summers and their families today.

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

February 23, 2011

2-23-11 Wednesday, 6:47 am Springfield, 33 degrees, cloudy.

My days are beginning to run together. The meetings and the work with HCI coach Doug Anderson have been very fruitful, and required much exertion. I arose thinking I had a 7:30 breakfast meeting, only to review my schedule and discover it is for tomorrow. I will instead head to the office and prepare for today’s worship planning meeting. Tonight our new member class will have its final session. Yesterday I had a delightful email from my friend Greg, who was best man at our wedding, stating that he and his wife and daughter will be in Springfield, checking out a college. We will get to spend time with them Friday night.

Isaiah 34

The 17 verses of this chapter are a poem, describing the destruction that awaits for Edom in particular, and in general for all who trust in themselves and not God. It paints the picture of a fertile land turned desolate, possessed by pelican and hedgehog. This chapter reminds the reader that even the most abundant setting is not permanent, and God will judge those who ignore Him and try to save themselves. The next chapter will describe the reverse – a desert that springs to life, representing the effects of turning to God, even when it seems there is no hope.

What was true in Isaiah’s day, is true today. Especially in the prosperous nation of the United States of America it is easy to lose sight of God, and believe the lie that we are a “self-made people”. When any people forget God and try to make it on their own, destruction is around the corner. The application of this is lived out in daily decisions and activities. How does one trust God? What is the relationship of this trust and pursuing education? How does one orient toward career goals and choose wisely each step, and the pathway when more than one exists? These are the questions of discipleship and spiritual discernment. My working theory is that for the person whose life is committed to following God, and whose heart is tuned to His will, God will guide the steps and the choices, and even redeem the mistakes. We are not alone, and the body of Christ is His Bride, being prepared for the end of time.

Guide me today, most holy Lord as I live and breathe in this wonderful world, this abundant nation in which you have blessed me to be born and to love. Guard me from the temptation that I can make it on my own. Use me to lead the church to greater fruitfulness in this generation.

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

February 22, 2011

2-22-11 Tuesday, 6:19 am Springfield, clear, 21 degrees. (This is my 300 posting on this blog, begun in Lent, 2010.)

I have just reviewed my schedule for the upcoming week. Yesterday I had a very good day, finalizing the purchase of the 2003 Kawasaki Concours at 10, working in the office til noon, lunch with Doug Anderson followed by meeting with him as coach until 3:45. The communications task force met with us at 4, followed by the staff parish committee at 5:30 until 8:45. Today’s schedule begins with a breakfast meeting at 8:15, followed by a 10 – 2:30 session with the pastors and executive staff, then the Sunday morning task force at 4:00, followed by the dinner and visioning with church council (60 reservations so far) from 5:30 til 9:00. Whew! All of this work is so important to becoming a more fruitful, effective congregation that makes more disciples of Jesus Christ who worship care and serve. I am thankful for this process, and I recognize that it could wear me out!

Isaiah 33

Contrasting the outlook of chapters 28-31, this chapter continues the theme of chapter 32 which states the benefits of trusting in God completely, rather than a foreign ruler or anything else. The prayer in verse 2 is my prayer this morning: “O Lord, be gracious to us; we have waited for you. Be our strength every morning, our salvation also in the time of distress.”

My trust is completely in God, and as we walk through the HCI process at Wesley, there will be conflict stirred up as we seek to expand the fruitfulness and the reach of the gospel in our generation. Lord be my strength every morning, specifically this cold February morning in the Ozarks. Guard me from complacency, give me the courage to act with confidence, even in the face of resistance to change. Guard me from resentment, and help me to choose the “long view of this short life”.

Monday, February 21, 2011

February 21, 2011

2-21-11 Monday, Presidents Day, 7:36 am Springfield, 44 degrees, cloudy.

Today I will meet with Doug Anderson from noon until about 8:30 pm. He is our HCI coach and is here for two days to meet with various teams and leaders. Given his schedule, I will rearrange my sabbath schedule for the week, and my celebration of presidents day. Doug will be very helpful to me, and to Wesley as we move forward in making more fruitful disciples of Jesus Christ.

Yesterday was another day of meaningful worship, spiritual response, and personal interaction. We have rearranged the order of the service so that a call to pray at the altar comes after the sermon, rather than earlier in the service. There has been significant response to this invitation in all services. It feels like there is a spiritual movement at Wesley that we have been praying for, hoping for, and working hard to organize for months. Additionally, our youth put on their traditional Presidents day weekend dinner theater, which was delightful, funny, delicious and well attended.

Isaiah 32

This chapter includes two sections, verses 1-8 and 9-20, both describe the nature of true leadership and how this depends on God at the center. Throughout the book of Isaiah, “he considers it as a given that life lived within the confines of the natural spiritual order will produce life and health, whereas life which flies in the face of God’s order can only produce disorder and disaster.” (Oswalt, p 579)

Guide me Lord as I seek to live today depending upon You completely, following the leading of Your Spirit.

Sunday, February 20, 2011

February 20, 2011

2-20-11 Sunday, 5:50 am Springfield, 44 degrees, cloudy.

I got a good night’s sleep, and am ready for the day. Our youth performed their dinner theater last night, and will repeat tonight. This morning my message will be on the beatittude “blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth.” The words humble and gentle are better terms than meek for this Greek word, and meek does not mean weak, but rather controlled strength, as a horse that is broken to the bit, and whose power is at the command of the rider. Guide me holy Lord as I preach and teach your word to those who gather this morning.

Saturday, February 19, 2011

February 19, 2011

2-19-11 Saturday, 7:45 am Springfield, 53 degrees, cloudy.

I just got off the phone from a delightful conversation with my friend Malcolm in Birmingham England. He saw that I had fired up my computer, and he rang me up on Skype. Audrey and I hope to visit them this year, as their travel is restricted by health concerns.

Yesterday I arose at 4:43 am and had driven to Columbia by 8:45 to conduct interviews with pastors who are en route to ordination, and this year are continuing as “commissioned” elders. Following those interviews I stopped near New Bloomfield and visited friends who were charter members at SunRise. We had delightful conversation over lunch. Back in Springfield I visited the ICU where one of our members has been for weeks. Today I will focus on writing sermon, preparation for our HCI work next week with our coach, Doug Anderson, and congregational care. Upward basketball will be filling the building with children, youth and their adult supporters from now until 8:00 tonight.I always enjoy these Saturdays with Upward.

Isaiah 31

This chapter continues the denunciation of trusting in Egypt that was begun in chapter 30. Verse one specifically mentions trust in horses and chariots. Apparently introduced into the Middle East culture around 1800 BC, horses brought an advance in military capabilities. Chariots provided a moving, shielded platform, and a growing use of cavalry forces multiplied the impact of the number of men. No matter what the weapons, the clear point is that Israel as a nation has turned from trusting God, to trusting people and weapons instead of God. I see this happen repeatedly today, both individually with firearms, and nationally with weapons of mass destruction. I own a rifle and a shotgun, and am careful to keep my trust in God for my protection. In a fallen world weapons seem to always be necessary, and reliance upon the supreme power of the universe is clearly the best orientation.

Isaiah repeats his familiar style with first the announcement of how foolish it is for God’s people to trust in anyone or anything else, and then extends the constant invitation to return to following God. Verse 6 says: “Return to Him from whom you have deeply defected, O sons of Israel.” May the people of God in my generation be constantly invited to turn back to trusting Him, and to casting away all their idols and any alliances made which detracts from trust in God.

Thursday, February 17, 2011

February 17, 2011

2-17-11 Thursday, 5:10 am Springfield, 58 degrees, partly cloudy, with the full moon providing broken silver linings to the west.

Yesterday was long, exerting, and fruitful. Following my last meeting of the day, with a delightful young couple who will be married in March, I came home completely worn out, having appropriately invested the energy of my day in prayer, leadership, preparation, learning, planning, and pastoral care. Lunch with a group of pastors hosted by Ridgecrest Baptist was especially beneficial, as I got to catch up with several local pastors who I see about twice a year. The book study was centered on The Minister as Shepherd by Charles Edward Jefferson. (Written in 1906, the insights of this book are relevant in 2011!)

Isaiah 30

“”Woe to the rebellious children,’ declares the Lord, ‘who execute a plan, but not mine, and make an alliance, but not of My Spirit, in order to add sin to sin; Who proceed down to Egypt, without consulting Me…Therefore the safety of Pharaoh will be your shame, and the shelter in the shadow of Egypt, your humiliation.’” (Verses 1-2). The people of God, His chosen nation, are not consulting His will, nor depending upon His deliverance. They load their treasures on donkeys and camels and head to Egypt for protection and safety (verse 6).

In my imagination I picture the chaos and panic of a nation facing an invasion of a powerful foreign army. Given the options available, fleeing to Egypt seems the best and most hopeful. Isaiah was one of the lone voices saying “don’t depend on them for protection – depend upon God, He will deliver you.” How would this message be worked out today? What are the tempting substitutes for God’s deliverance? How does God work among the nations today – Is Israel, with its secular government still the apple of His eye? Is the United States, as a nation, capable of relying upon God instead of its nuclear arsenal? Should I as an individual continue to pay the monthly fee to the security company which monitors my house? Is there anything or anybody that I rely upon or look toward more than God? (pension plan, health insurance, motorcycles, education, civil government?)

The second half of this chapter is a glimpse of how the future can be different for God’s people, when they turn to him and totally trust him. Verse 18 speaks to this possibility “Therefore the Lord longs to be gracious to you, and therefore He waits on high to have compassion on you.” A close, intimate, responsive relationship with God is possible as described in verses 20b-21 “your teacher will no longer hide Himself, but your eyes will behold your Teacher. And your ears will hear a word behind you, ‘This is the way, walk in it,’ whenever you turn to the right or to the left.’”

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

February 16, 2011

2-16-11 Wednesday, 5:57 am Springfield, 50 degrees, clear.

I stepped outside to get the paper, and the ground appears to be sweating after this “warm” night. There is a heavy dew, and the temperature feels very moderate. We understand a lot about weather, and there is still so much mystery. Today I have meetings at Wesley with several staff, lunch at Ridgecrest Baptist for a book study on The Minister as Shepherd led by John Marshall and Hosea Bilyeu. Tonight I have two meetings which involve discipleship and one marriage planning session. I will also be planning for this week’s sermon, and preparing some teaching material for pastors and other leaders. Last night we had our second life group, adding four additional people as we considered the nature of God and the benefit of trusting Him in all our pain.

Isaiah 29

This is the third part of the denunciation of Jerusalem – “woe, O Ariel, Ariel the city where David once camped!” Ariel clearly refers to Jerusalem, and linguistically scholars have three theories on the meaning of this word. This chapter conveys the basic message that even as the regular festivals are celebrated in Jerusalem with the remembrance of what God has done in the past, the people are failing to trust God in the present and to obey Him from the heart.

Verses 13-14 speak to the people of Jerusalem around 705 BC, and have a message to every religious person and institution throughout time: “Because this people draw near with their words and honor Me with their lip service, but they remove their hearts far from Me, and their reverence for Me consists of tradition learned by rote, Therefore behold, I will once again deal marvelously with this people…”
As a leader of a faith community, planning weekly worship and regular religious celebrations, I must pay special attention to the warning of this chapter. It is much easier to simply keep alive traditions, even after they become empty, than it is to keep one’s walk with God fresh, personal, and engaged.

Lord, I trust you for today. Speak to me once again your message of hope, forgiveness, and comfort. Give me the courage of Joshua and David to move forward into areas of your promise, even among your enemies. Guard me from just going through the motions, or saying the right words. I trust You today to lead my steps, guide my thoughts, guard my heart and use my hands and feet for your glory. Amen.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

February 15, 2011

2-15-11 Tuesday, 5:38 am Springfield, 42 degrees, breezy from the south.

Last night Audrey and I enjoyed the Valentine’s party of the choir. She was elected queen of the choir for the next year, with Dan Menzie being elected king. We started the day yesterday with breakfast at our favorite waffle house, then shopping at Sam’s and a visit to the library. Through the afternoon I went to look at a motorcycle which doesn’t run and is somewhat disassembled, but which I think I will buy today because I am confident in its history, and it is the same make, model, and color that I was willing to drive to Memphis to look at. (It is almost as if God has said, “okay, if this is the type that would work best for you, I will point you to one within walking distance of your house, at a price below what you could imagine”.) I also went to the airport and made 4 great take-offs and landings in the Cherokee.

Today we will pray together as a staff, plan worship, prepare for next week’s HCI, etc. I feel rested and ready for a busy and strenuous week after a sabbath. As I retired last night I read about Henri Nouwen, with an excerpt from his book The Return of the Prodigal. Nouwen’s most famous book is probably The Wounded Healer, and the tensions he lived through and wrote about have been helpful to many people.

Isaiah 28

What a powerful chapter! It begins with “Woe to the proud crown of the drunkards of Ephraim”, contrasting it with “the Lord of hosts will become a beautiful crown and a glorious diadem to the remnant of His people”. The theme of this chapter, and this section (chapters 28-33) is the foolishness of trusting in the nations rather than God. Verses 15-16 paint a vivid picture of this contrast: “Because you have said, ‘we have made a covenant with death…we have made falsehood our refuge and we have concealed ourselves with deception. Therefore thus says the Lord God, Behold I am laying in Zion a stone, a tested stone, a costly cornerstone for the foundation, firmly placed. He who believes in it will not be disturbed.”

As I set out to read chapter 28 I did not know what content I would encounter. In the New Testament, and other parts of the Old Testament I often have a good idea of the general material. Feeling led by the Holy Spirit to embark on this daily chapter study of Isaiah I am regularly surprised and very blessed by the substance of this prophet, which is oft quoted elsewhere. Referring to the commentary by Oswalt is a great help for context and explanation of the historical setting, and the history of interpretation for various sections.

Application for me today: do not trust in anything or anyone other than God alone. Bruce, place your hope in the costly Cornerstone of Zion, Jesus Christ, firmly placed. Believe in Him, you will not be disturbed. Though drunken revelers ignore God, their span is short, God’s judgement is sure. Take the “long view of this short life” and trust in God, do not be afraid. (Drunken revelers gathered for the Grammy music awards this week, highlighting again our culture’s fascination with celebrity, transferring the desire to be known onto those with dubious character, and often ignoring God in whom every desire can be met.)

Yes Lord, in You I trust for every aspect of my life and leadership in the church. Guard me from any revelry or the proud crowns of the drunkards of Ephraim. I will be numbered with those who are poor in spirit and who mourn. Lead me in your righteousness and your divine judgements.

Monday, February 14, 2011

February 14, 2011

2-14-11 Monday, 6:45 am Valentine’s Day in Springfield, 37 degrees, clear and still.

Isaiah 27

This chapter concludes the unit comprised of chapters 24-27. Verse 1 is an interesting account of the Lord punishing Leviathan the fleeing serpent, with His fierce and great and mighty sword killing the dragon who lives in the sea. Commentators liken this account to Babylonian and Ugarit creation epics, concluding that God is the sole sovereign of the universe, even though evil and destruction now threaten the principles of justice upon which the universe is founded.

The remainder of the verses promise the deliverance of Judah by the Lord. In verse 2 God’s chosen people are likened to a vineyard with the Lord its keeper, guarding it day and night. I realize that the church is God’s vineyard, he tends it and appoints shepherds to care for it and increase it. Guide me Lord on this day as I seek to be your faithful shepherd in Springfield, Missouri.

Yesterday was a good day at Wesley United Methodist Church, with an invitation to pray at the altar in each service. I had the privilege of baptizing 3 people, preaching about the blessings for those who mourn, and encouraging hearers to make the hope choice. In the afternoon I drove to Lebanon and met with one of our members who has moved away. We talked about motorcycles, and I took his Concours for a short ride. In the evening Audrey and I watched the Grammy awards and planned our trip to Bethany’s senior recital which is on April 1.

Sunday, February 13, 2011

February 13, 2011

2-13-20 Sunday, 5:31 am Springfield, 38 degrees, heading for a high of 55 with full sun!

I love the contrast of the changes in the weather and the seasons. From cold to hot, from cloudy to sunny all contribute to my full experience of the human life. This morning in worship I am preaching on the 2nd beatitude, “blessed are they who mourn, for they shall be comforted”. My emphasis will be upon feeling the pain and grief of loss, and allowing this feeling be a reminder that it is only in God that true comfort is found, only in God is their really hope. Trusting in anything else, or anybody else will ultimately disappoint.

Guide me today Lord as I speak words of hope. I thank you that my hope is in you, Lord, my life is in you, Lord. May the words of my mouth, and the meditations of my heart be acceptable in your sight, O Lord my strength and my redeemer.

Saturday, February 12, 2011

February 12, 2011

2-12-11 Saturday, 6:52 am Springfield, 23 degrees and sunny, heading for a high of 45.

It is so good to experience this break in the weather. Two weeks of snow and extreme cold have taken their toll on the way people are feeling. The sun and warmer temperatures are brightening people up, me included. I am looking forward to this day of sermon planning, church planning, and discipleship.

Isaiah 26

Verses 3-4 powerfully speak to me this morning: “You (God) will keep in perfect peace all who trust in you, all whose thoughts are fixed on you! Trust in the Lord always, for the Lord God is the eternal Rock.”(NLT) The NASB uses the phrase “The steadfast of mind Thou wilt keep in perfect peace”. I know this to be true from my life experiences and my walk with God. There are so many ways that a person’s mind can be distracted and unsteadfast. It is easy to let one’s thoughts not be fixed on God. As I have been considering a different motorcycle, it has filled my thoughts with the what, where, and how much of the decision. These two verses tremendously reorient my thoughts and remind me of the eternal rock!

Yesterday Audrey and I saw a newly released movie called “The Eagle”. It was set in 120 AD in England, with the Roman legion fighting local tribes in the north. It was gory and pretty dark. One benefit was the portrayal of courage, loyalty, and single-mindedness of the lead character. I do not recommend this PG 13 movie, however if I substitute the Cross for the Eagle, remembering that Jesus died for my freedom, I am motivated to serve Him at all costs.

Guide me today Lord as my thoughts are fixed on You, as I trust in You for every detail. Guard me from distraction, give me great discipline, discernment, wisdom and compassion in all I do, think, and say.

Friday, February 11, 2011

February 11, 2011

2-11-11 Friday, 5:29 am Springfield, 6 degrees.

I prayed with two pastors yesterday here in Springfield with whom I have a regular prayer commitment. One is burdened down with an unusual amount of grief and hardship, and is bearing up remarkably well during this unusual season in his life, and the other has weathered much conflict in his church, with things going quite well now. I brought before them a side issue I am dealing with, which is very much a spiritual issue for me, the possibility of replacing my current motorcycle with one designed for touring. I explained that this summer my brother-in-law and I are planning a trip to Yellowstone with a couple of other guys, and Audrey is open to this idea. These two pastors encouraged me not to have false guilt or set artificial limits on what might be a great measure of freedom. I related how for all of my adult life the possibility of owning a motorcycle has been a spiritual issue, from late teenage years when it was strictly prohibited by my parents, to the first motorcycle I purchased during our first year of marriage. My desire is to please God and not allow a “thing” to interfere in any way, or in any relationship.

Isaiah 25

What a beautiful chapter! It is my heart and prayer, beginning with “Lord, Thou art my God; I will exalt Thee, I will give thanks to Thy name… (NASB). As I stated yesterday, chapters 24-27 are eschatological. Reading this chapter this morning has blessed my soul. The feast described in verse 6 is similar to the banquet at the end of time described in Revelation. Last night Audrey and I enjoyed a delightful meal with the gift card given to us by the church for pastor’s appreciation month. It was such a treat. Verse 6 says “and the Lord of hosts will prepare a lavish banquet for all peoples on this mountain; a banquet of aged wine, choice pieces with marrow, and refined, aged wine.” I am picturing in particular the poor of the world, struggling to survive on rice, or beans, or fish being especially blessed by this meal.

Yesterday I visited Isabelle’s House with our missions team, and observed the beautiful way this ministry blesses the poor by caring for their children on a crisis basis, and sends them home with basic necessities. Yesterday I also spoke with my friend who was homeless when he called me 2 years ago, and who now is married and barely eking out a life with his wife. He trusts God completely, and this “lavish banquet” at the end of time will bless his socks off! Jesus was often among the poor, and I strive to also be with the poor, as there is so much to learn from them. My friend on the phone yesterday was describing how he has experienced God’s grace and forgiveness for the rotten things he did as a young man. His son is incarcerated now for breaking into churches, and he would like for me to go visit his son.

Guide me Lord as I follow you, tend your sheep, and share your love in this journey toward the lavish banquet you are preparing for all people on Your mountain. This life is so brief, you have blessed me with such richness of relationships, ample resources for daily life, and the hope of eternity in your presence. You are my God, I will exalt you, I will give thanks to your Name.

Thursday, February 10, 2011

February 10, 2011

2-10-11 Thursday, 6:38 am Springfield, -9 degrees, wind-chill -23 Wow!

Isaiah 24

Verse 1 “Behold, the Lord lays the earth waste, devastates it, distorts its surface, and scatters its inhabitants.” According to Oswalt, chapters 24-27 of Isaiah have been called the Apocalypse of Isaiah, but he thinks it more accurate to consider this material eschatological. It certainly reminds me of the type of writing found in the book of Revelation. These three chapters lack specific references to historical events that could date the predicted destruction.

Reading this chapter alerts me to the power of God and His word. It leads me to worship the One who has the power, authority, capacity, and timing to destroy or raise up the entire world or the smallest sparrow. As scientists and politicians debate global climate change and its causes, the role of God is not in the news. Believing that God can do anything, at any time reminds me of the order of creation, and that as a human I am created in his image, a little lower than the angels, and I yield my life to His will and purposes.

Thank you Lord for your word to Isaiah about devastation. Guard me from ever seeing this world as permanent or my role as other than serving You. On this extremely cold day in Springfield, guide me as I pray, serve, lead, plan, prepare, and recreate. I see your hand in the extremes of creation, and in your tender love to your creatures.

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

February 9, 2011

2-9-11 6:59 am Wednesday, Springfield, snowing, 9 degrees, -5 wind chill

The Springfield public schools have cancelled, and Pastor Jerry and I have decided to announce the cancelation of WOW and Lick n Stick today, and that the church office will be open today. I look forward to our 10:00 staff meeting.

Isaiah 23

This is an oracle concerning Tyre and Sidon, who were “playing the harlot with all the kingdoms on the face of the earth” (verse 17). Their gain “will become sufficient food and choice attire for those who dwell in the presence of the Lord” (verse 18). This is my earnest desire – to dwell in the presence of the Lord constantly, trusting Him for sufficient food and attire. Thank you Lord for this chapter.

Following is the “pastor’s pen” in this week’s church newsletter:

Update – The Healthy Church Initiative at Wesley:

I would like to share a progress report on our work with the prescriptions from the Healthy Church Initiative. On February 21 and 22 our coach, Doug Anderson will be in Springfield and meeting with several groups, including pastors and directors, Staff Parish Committee, Church Council, and two task forces – the “Sunday Morning Enhancement Task Force” and the “Communication Evaluation Team”.

I will chair the “Sunday Morning Enhancement Task Force” as we “take the Mystery Worshipper report and improve the Sunday morning experience in very specific ways.” The members include: Marty Anderson, Matt Fields, Ann Moore, Beverly Boehmer, Paul White, Rochelle Collette, Marcia Himes.

Ann Gilmore will chair the “Communication Evaluation Team” which “will evaluate the effectiveness of current communication within the congregation, as well as the community, and will research and explore healthy communication practices of very large churches.” Team members include: Josey McPhail, Brian Mattson, Ann Owsley, Iva Schmidt, Ryan McDonald, Jonathan Gilmore, and Pastor Jerry Boehmer.

May our Lord guide us as we journey forward together with our life group series “Life Hurts, God Heals” and our pursuit to develop more fruitful disciples of Jesus Christ who worship, care and serve.

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

February 8, 2011

2-8-11 Tuesday, 7:14 am Springfield, 13 degrees, rosey glow in the clouds on the horizon as the sun would be appearing.

Yesterday I worked at the office and people were surprised to see me on my “day off”. It was good to get much done and to make progress for the week, anticipating a snow day tomorrow, and some time off at the end of the week. Working yesterday reminded me of the feeling I had as a CPA when on occasion I would go in to work on a Saturday – it felt odd and good and unusual. I suppose this means I have successfully oriented my inner clock to experiencing “sabbath” regularly on Mondays.

Isaiah 22

This chapter contains an oracle against Jerusalem and its leaders. They are celebrating and building their burial places while destruction is just around the corner. Their immediate future seems to be a relief from attack, but as they neglect to trust in God, His Word and purposes, they will be surprised by the swiftness of their calamity.

While the commentators struggle to define exactly what historical events to which this chapter refers, this morning my takeaway is that at any point in history there is a temptation for God’s people to lose sight of His power, might and purposes, and to engage in short-term revelry and self-absorption. I must diligently consider my own heart and mind and calibrate my orientation to God’s purposes, attending to the stewardship to which He has entrusted me.

Monday, February 7, 2011

February 7, 2011

2-7-11 Monday, 6:24 am Springfield, 30 degrees, snow flurries

The super bowl is history, with the Packers beating the Steelers in an exciting game down to the finish. Our staff-parish committee met in the afternoon, and I stopped by our youth Super Bowl party as Christina Aguilera fumbled the words to the national anthem. Today I will put in a full day at the office, and switch my day off to Friday, as there are grant forms to finish, newsletter article to write, sermon planning and HCI task force preparations to be done.

Isaiah 21

This chapter contains two oracles against Babylon and those who trust her. According to Oswalt, there are many possibilities concerning the time frame and meaning of these oracles. For me this morning, my main take away is that strong governments and armies are not permanent (even though they might seem so) and our only trust should be in God as we carefully navigate the politics and power struggles of the world.

Lord I am your servant. This is the beginning of a new week. Guide my thoughts, my writing, my planning, my hopes and dreams, according to your perfect and holy will. Amen.

Sunday, February 6, 2011

February 6, 2011

2-6-11 Sunday, 5:51 am Springfield, 30 degrees, partly cloudy

I am eagerly anticipating the morning worship services today. We will celebrate communion and begin the 8-part series “Life Hurts, God Heals”. This morning I will be introducing the Sermon on the Mount and the first beatitude “it will go well with those who know their spiritual needs” (my paraphrase of “blessed are the poor in spirit”).

I will apply this scripture individually, and corporately to the church, emphasizing the necessity of regular spiritual audit for haughtiness or presumption. The main theme of this week is recognizing our needs, and identifying denial in any form. This is not easy, but it is foundational to a healthy, growing, Christ-centered life. Guide me Holy Lord today as I speak, serve and lead Your body, Wesley United Methodist Church.

Friday, February 4, 2011

February 4, 2011

2-4-11 Friday, 5:59 am Springfield, 17 degrees

There is snow in the forecast for this afternoon, as I plan to drive the short distance to Branson for the funeral of one of our staff member’s father. Yesterday was a fairly normal day at the church, with most of our folks making it in, and our preparation for the weekend looking pretty good. The Springfield public schools will be closed again today, for the fourth day in a row. Wow. (I just checked the School’s Facebook page for closings, and while on Facebook made several comments to friends around the country, including Snooks, Moehrings, Smiths, and Garskas.)

Isaiah 20

Continuing the oracle to Egypt, the prophet describes defeat at the hands of Assyria. The previous chapter closed with a section describing a future day when Egypt would return to worship the God of Israel, as would Assyria. This is a prophecy of the end times, or a time in the future when God takes definitive action in world events (19:16-25).

Chapter 20 reinforces the folly of trusting in Egypt for security. This chapter probably refers to actions around 713 and the defeat of Ashdod, the leading city of a revolt against Assyria. With Assyria crushing this revolt, the Egyptians, “faced with an Assyrian army on their borders, lost all of their bluster about defying Assyria …” (Oswalt, 383).

Today Egypt is in chaos. It is about the 8th day of mass protests in Cairo, demanding the immediate resignation of their president Mubarak. Counter protestors, pro-Mubarak, have violently attacked the peaceful protestors. The country has come to a screeching halt. The Muslim Brotherhood seems poised to fill any vacuum in the power structure. The United States is working behind the scenes for a peaceful transition. The news makes no mention of where God is in all this revolt. The book of Isaiah is clear that God is in charge at all times. I must constantly remember that even though God is not reported on in the media, He reigns over nations, peoples, nature, and is the Lord of my life.

Guide me today as a pastor in Missouri, caring for Your sheep, preaching your Word, seeking Your will, most holy, living Lord.

Thursday, February 3, 2011

February 3, 2011

2-3-11 Thursday, 5:55 am Clear and cold -5 degrees.

Audrey and I are up watching the news and sipping coffee. I have a breakfast meeting, a day at the office, and then an evening meeting of our pilot leadership experience. Even though schools are closed for a third day, we will open the church office as staff makes their way there.

Isaiah 19

“So I will incite Egyptian against Egyptian; and they will each fight against his brother, and each against his neighbor” (Verse 2). This could describe last night’s evening news. The entire NBC evening news team, led by Brian Williams is in Egypt covering the massive demonstrations. Yesterday it turned ugly, with violent supporters of the president, referred to as goons, who attacked the peaceful crowds that have been gathering for days. What will be Egypt’s future? Verse 4 says “Moreover, I will deliver the Egyptians into the hand of a cruel master, and a might king will rule over them, says the Lord God of hosts.”

This prophecy was written 2700 years ago, and continues to have a freshness. How does the current circumstances in Egypt relate to this prophecy? Only time will tell. I never want to be too quick to apply Biblical prophecy to current events, but always to keep in mind the presence and power of God in history and in the daily life of people and nations. The words of Jesus that I am digesting for this upcoming sermon series come from the beginning of his sermon on the mount, and I love the first one “blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven."

Guide me holy Lord as I recognize the poverty of my spirit, and seek you every moment of every day.

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

February 2, 2011

2-2-11 Wednesday, 8:05 am Springfield, 6 degrees, 9 inches of snow on the ground, winds 16 mph out of the northwest, and the sun beginning to peek through the clouds.

Having spoken with several staff, and decided that the church office would be officially closed again today, I settle into this time of scripture, prayer, and writing. I will head to church late morning, and spend much of this day in sermon series preparation and planning. I also will make several phone calls today (expecting to find many people at home!) concerning the HCI tasks forces that are necessary.

Isaiah 18

It is interesting to read this chapter in light of the huge demonstrations going on in Egypt, with the call for its president (Hosny Mubarak) of 30 years to resign. Isaiah 19-20 is clearly an oracle addressed to Egypt. John Oswalt provides light on this somewhat mysterious chapter. Basically the chapter contains a message to all the world that God is Lord of all, and that people tall and smooth, even people feared far and wide will bring homage to the Lord of Hosts, even to mount Zion.

The news coverage of these mass demonstrations has not asked the question “where is God in all of this?” There are religious references, to the possibility of a radical Muslim regime, to a war between Israel and Egypt. But the sovereignty of God, His will and purpose for these times has not been covered. And though this is beyond the typical scope of the press, it is a clear question for followers of Christ to ask. The scripture is clear in pointing out that humans have a tendency to trust international alliances more than God. I must daily seek the face of God and His direction for my steps as I serve Him alone, and lead the church in developing disciples of Jesus Christ who worship, care and serve.

Guide me on this snow-covered arctic day as I follow You and trust You for my life. May my words and actions resemble Isaiah’s as he pointed his people to trust You and to be aware of the destruction of the nations who rise up against You. Give me wisdom as this relates to Springfield Missouri in 2011.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

February 1, 2011

2-1-11 Tuesday, 11:30 am Springfield, 19 degrees, blizzard in progress.

My schedule has deviated from normal, as I made a 6:15 am hospital call prior to a surgery, then visited the other hospital CCU. I saw folks from Wesley all over both hospitals, patients, doctors, staff, volunteers. This severe winter storm has shut down the schools, and most everything else that is possible. The National Guard is standing by, as this is predicted to be the worst winter storm in 100 years. I am safely at home, and looking forward to the next two days of writing and preparation from the comfort of this warm house, well-stocked with food.

Isaiah 17

This is a prophecy against Syria, including Damascus, which at the same time indicts Northern Israel (the glory of Jacob). This could have been written during the alliance between Syria and Ephraim (735-732 BC). The main message is that when anyone forgets God, does not remember the Rock of refuge, then even if you plant pleasant plants, “yet the harvest will flee away in a day of grief and incurable pain.” (verse11)

It is so easy to disregard God, to trust in what can be seen, arranged for, negotiated. As a believer, I must daily trust God and rely totally upon Him in all that I do. The Honduran team is writing testimonies from their experiences last week, and Steve has shared how he relied upon God for every solution to the construction problems that surfaced, as ideas popped into his head, he recognized they came from God.

Guide me today Lord as I serve you with joy, worshiping you alone, trusting you as God in the midst of this incredible winter storm sweeping the nation. You are the one in whom I live and move and have my being.