6-30-10 Wednesday, 7:57 am Summer in the Ozarks.
Tuesday was a full day of pastoral leadership. From the staff prayer time, followed by initial planning for the children’s Christmas program, I travelled by motorcycle to Camp Galilee and had lunch with our junior and senior high campers under the leadership of Julie MacLachlan. On the way home I stopped by the Nathan Boone home near Ash Grove where one of our members is the director. Last night I had a great conversation with one of our members about his baptism.
Today I will finish up tasks and projects that will allow me to be on vacation for a while. Summer vacation for us is a time to recharge and refocus.
II Kings 17- 18:12
This section records the defeat of Israel by the Assyrians, and their captivity. 17:15 is descriptive of the cause: “They rejected his decrees and the covenant he had made with their ancestors, and they despised all his warnings. They worshiped worthless idols, so they became worthless themselves. They followed the example of the nations around them, disobeying the Lord’s command not to imitate them.” And so, God allowed the Assryians to haul them off to captivity, and then the 10 Northern Tribes essentially disappeared. Judah would be taken captive a few years later, but would emerge from captivity and return to the promised land.
Gleanings from this scripture: 1. Accept God’s decrees. 2. Embrace His covenant. 3. Heed His warnings. 4. Don’t worship idols. 5. Do not follow the example of godless people.
These five gleanings are foundational to a life of faith and could be developed and fleshed out into great practices for all followers of Christ. For me, today, I believe I am aligned with these five. Reading the scripture daily is a crucial part of staying tuned in and tuned up to following God. Carefully applying what I read to my life, here and now is a must for moving forward. Guide me today, Holy Lord.
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
June 29, 2010
6-29-10 Tuesday, 7:25 Grayrock deck, 72 degrees, partly sunny.
I am here outside on this beautiful morning. I will be visiting our youth at camp today, as I ride my motorcycle to El Dorado Springs and have lunch with the campers. Here at home the bluebirds have a nest of live young, which chirp loudly when one of the parents arrives with food. It is interesting how the sparrows and the bluebirds vied for occupation of my birdhouse. The sparrows won initially, but did not raise a brood. The bluebirds reappeared a month ago, and their chicks hatched about 5 days ago.
II kings 15 – 16:20
Continued chronicle of kings of Israel and Judah. Assinations, construction projects, wars fill these brief tributes, with the main aspect being whether or not the king pleased God (very few of them) or whether the king did evil in God’s sight. This will ultimately be the measurement of every life, regardless of other accomplishments. I desire to please You, Holy Lord, with every breath I take, every move I make, every word I speak. Guide me today here in Missouri.
I am here outside on this beautiful morning. I will be visiting our youth at camp today, as I ride my motorcycle to El Dorado Springs and have lunch with the campers. Here at home the bluebirds have a nest of live young, which chirp loudly when one of the parents arrives with food. It is interesting how the sparrows and the bluebirds vied for occupation of my birdhouse. The sparrows won initially, but did not raise a brood. The bluebirds reappeared a month ago, and their chicks hatched about 5 days ago.
II kings 15 – 16:20
Continued chronicle of kings of Israel and Judah. Assinations, construction projects, wars fill these brief tributes, with the main aspect being whether or not the king pleased God (very few of them) or whether the king did evil in God’s sight. This will ultimately be the measurement of every life, regardless of other accomplishments. I desire to please You, Holy Lord, with every breath I take, every move I make, every word I speak. Guide me today here in Missouri.
Monday, June 28, 2010
June 28, 2010
6-28-10 Monday, 7:50 am Grayrock Dr. (our home in Springfield) 71 degrees, cloudy.
Yesterday was a huge day at Wesley. Four services in the morning, and two Patriotic Pageants in the afternoon and evening. It all went very well, even with a severe thunderstorm in the late afternoon. Several people were deterred by it, but the 6:30 pm pageant was reasonably well-attended. Sleep was sweet at the end of the day. (An interesting aside – Barna’s research about “captive Christians” revealed that a good night’s sleep was one of the main things they (we) look forward to. Perhaps this contributes to the lower stress levels in this tribe.)
II Kings 13 – 14:29
Several Kings of Israel and Judah, their successors, and the key evaluation of their lives – they either pleased the Lord, or did not please the Lord. For each of us, this is the final measurement, the final appraisal of the totality of life. Moshie Rosen, founder of Jews for Jesus, died May 19 of this year. I just read his final article, in which he describes what it is like to be dying at age 77 from prostate cancer. His confidence is that his life has been pleasing to God, and that his passing will glorify God. Early this morning, Senator Bird from West Virginia (age 93) died. Each person has one opportunity to live, and then eternity with God or separated from God. Guide me holy Lord as I live this one life.
Yesterday was a huge day at Wesley. Four services in the morning, and two Patriotic Pageants in the afternoon and evening. It all went very well, even with a severe thunderstorm in the late afternoon. Several people were deterred by it, but the 6:30 pm pageant was reasonably well-attended. Sleep was sweet at the end of the day. (An interesting aside – Barna’s research about “captive Christians” revealed that a good night’s sleep was one of the main things they (we) look forward to. Perhaps this contributes to the lower stress levels in this tribe.)
II Kings 13 – 14:29
Several Kings of Israel and Judah, their successors, and the key evaluation of their lives – they either pleased the Lord, or did not please the Lord. For each of us, this is the final measurement, the final appraisal of the totality of life. Moshie Rosen, founder of Jews for Jesus, died May 19 of this year. I just read his final article, in which he describes what it is like to be dying at age 77 from prostate cancer. His confidence is that his life has been pleasing to God, and that his passing will glorify God. Early this morning, Senator Bird from West Virginia (age 93) died. Each person has one opportunity to live, and then eternity with God or separated from God. Guide me holy Lord as I live this one life.
Sunday, June 27, 2010
June 27, 2010
6-27-10 Sunday, 5:59 am Grayrock Dr. 74, sunny, the full moon setting in the west.
Jonah 3
He finally obeys God, goes to Nineveh and delivers the message God instructed. The people of Nineveh repent, including their king, who orders everyone to wear sackcloth, even the animals, and all will fast from all food, even from water, with the hopes that God may relent and change His mind about their destruction.
This morning I will be continuing my theme and telling this part of the story. I will be applying it to each of our lives, with practical ways we can obey God, and also creating the expectation that God might interrupt and lead in a specific way, at any time. We have the option to obey or ignore.
My desire, holy Lord, is to do your will, especially when it is inconvenient. Guard me from comfortably avoiding the more difficult aspects of following you completely. Empower me today to preach with confidence, power and love. I am yours.
Jonah 3
He finally obeys God, goes to Nineveh and delivers the message God instructed. The people of Nineveh repent, including their king, who orders everyone to wear sackcloth, even the animals, and all will fast from all food, even from water, with the hopes that God may relent and change His mind about their destruction.
This morning I will be continuing my theme and telling this part of the story. I will be applying it to each of our lives, with practical ways we can obey God, and also creating the expectation that God might interrupt and lead in a specific way, at any time. We have the option to obey or ignore.
My desire, holy Lord, is to do your will, especially when it is inconvenient. Guard me from comfortably avoiding the more difficult aspects of following you completely. Empower me today to preach with confidence, power and love. I am yours.
Saturday, June 26, 2010
June 26, 2010
6-26-10 Saturday, 5:53 am Grayrock, 75, humid, clear.
Yesterday was a strenuous and fruitful day. A wedding in the morning, hospital visits in the afternoon, sermon work and leadership development in between. Late afternoon and evening helping Jennifer and her children enjoy the last part of their vacation and assisting them to the gate for their Allegiant flight home. Audrey and I finished up the day by watching the end of an excellent documentary on Dietrich Bonhoeffer’s life, produced in 2003. This film reminded me of the cost of discipleship, the value of writing, and living fully each day as one “runs with God” (my sermon title tomorrow).
II Kings 9:14-10:31
This is a very bloody portion of scripture. Jehu kills king Joram and king Ahaziah. He proceeds to have Jezebel killed, all the children of Ahab, and all the worshipers of Baal, just as prophesied by Elijah. However, even with all this dramatic “cleansing”, the last verse says “But Jehu did not obey the Law of the Lord, the God of Israel, with all his heart. He refused to turn from the sins that Jeroboam had led Israel to commit.” This is a loud and clear warning to all who seek to follow God, to be careful to obey the Law of the Lord, with all one’s heart, as God is a “heartknowing” (Acts 15:8) God.
Lord, as I work on my message for tomorrow, I pray that you would guide my reading, thinking, reflecting and writing, that this sermon would be used in your plan to guide hearts to completely surrender to you and to your purposes through this generation.
Yesterday was a strenuous and fruitful day. A wedding in the morning, hospital visits in the afternoon, sermon work and leadership development in between. Late afternoon and evening helping Jennifer and her children enjoy the last part of their vacation and assisting them to the gate for their Allegiant flight home. Audrey and I finished up the day by watching the end of an excellent documentary on Dietrich Bonhoeffer’s life, produced in 2003. This film reminded me of the cost of discipleship, the value of writing, and living fully each day as one “runs with God” (my sermon title tomorrow).
II Kings 9:14-10:31
This is a very bloody portion of scripture. Jehu kills king Joram and king Ahaziah. He proceeds to have Jezebel killed, all the children of Ahab, and all the worshipers of Baal, just as prophesied by Elijah. However, even with all this dramatic “cleansing”, the last verse says “But Jehu did not obey the Law of the Lord, the God of Israel, with all his heart. He refused to turn from the sins that Jeroboam had led Israel to commit.” This is a loud and clear warning to all who seek to follow God, to be careful to obey the Law of the Lord, with all one’s heart, as God is a “heartknowing” (Acts 15:8) God.
Lord, as I work on my message for tomorrow, I pray that you would guide my reading, thinking, reflecting and writing, that this sermon would be used in your plan to guide hearts to completely surrender to you and to your purposes through this generation.
Thursday, June 24, 2010
June 24, 2010
6-24-10 Thursday, 7:30 am Grayrock deck, 77 degrees, mostly sunny, a little less humid.
Yesterday several of us travelled to Joplin to experience their Wednesday Night Live event. It was a good trip, and gave us good ideas for the revamping of WOW at Wesley. I had a meeting after the Patriotic Pageant rehearsal, finishing a long and fruitful day of pastoral servant leadership. Today I have a busy day including filming an interview with a college instructor who teaches a course on “alternative religions” (politically correct term for Cults), and meetings about WOW and pastoral visits.
II Kings 6 – 7:20
These verses contain some of the most exciting stories in the Old Testament about Elisha and the miracles surrounding his ministry. This would be good material for Pastor Mi Hyeon as she preaches in July about miracles. It is almost hard to believe some of these stories, but through faith I see God’s hand moving powerfully among His people. It is so important for me to constantly remember what God has done, and to serve each day expecting that God will move in the circumstances surrounding the people of the Way and the body of Christ today. Guide me holy Lord as I live and move and have my being in You.
Yesterday several of us travelled to Joplin to experience their Wednesday Night Live event. It was a good trip, and gave us good ideas for the revamping of WOW at Wesley. I had a meeting after the Patriotic Pageant rehearsal, finishing a long and fruitful day of pastoral servant leadership. Today I have a busy day including filming an interview with a college instructor who teaches a course on “alternative religions” (politically correct term for Cults), and meetings about WOW and pastoral visits.
II Kings 6 – 7:20
These verses contain some of the most exciting stories in the Old Testament about Elisha and the miracles surrounding his ministry. This would be good material for Pastor Mi Hyeon as she preaches in July about miracles. It is almost hard to believe some of these stories, but through faith I see God’s hand moving powerfully among His people. It is so important for me to constantly remember what God has done, and to serve each day expecting that God will move in the circumstances surrounding the people of the Way and the body of Christ today. Guide me holy Lord as I live and move and have my being in You.
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
June 23, 2010
6-23-10 Wednesday, 6:55 am Grayrock, 76 degrees, clear, humid
The weather feels like typical August heat and humidity. The days are starting to get shorter, heading toward the winter solstice 6 months away in December. Today several of us head to Joplin to visit St. Paul UMC and their Wednesday evening meal. I have a meeting with the “Cry Out America” planning group at the AG headquarters, and staff meeting at 10.
II Kings 4:18 – 5:27
The prophet Elisha is involved in several miracles in this chapter. One involves the feeding of a large number of people, with some left over, just as the Lord had told him. Elisha prefigures the Christ in many ways, raising the dead, healing leprosy, feeding multitudes, confronting rulers. Naaman traveled to Elisha for a healing, and when told to wash 7 times in the Jordan River he was insulted. His officers convinced him to try it, and he was healed. Gehazi, Elisha’s servant asked Naaman for payment for the healing, and then Gehazi was cursed with leprosy, along with his descendants. It is so important to carefully obey God’s voice, and to avoid any personal gain. Paul in the new testament and the teachings of the old testament make it clear that those whose lives are dedicated to serving God should be supported by the tithes of the faith community. In this instance, Gehazi gets greedy, and suffers greatly for it.
Acts 15
Paul and Barnabas travel from Syrian Antioch to Jerusalem for the conference with the Apostles about circumcision. One group of Christians believed it was required for salvation, Paul did not. This chapter records the events of this conference, and the conclusion that circumcision is not required, but the simple instructions to gentile believers was “you must abstain from eating food offered to idols, from consuming blood or the meat of strangled animals, and from sexual immorality.”
Guide me today holy Lord as I “run with You” and serve you in the role of pastoral leader. Guide me steps, my thoughts, my actions. Use me as an agent of your grace, a representative of your Kingdom, an ambassador of your love.
The weather feels like typical August heat and humidity. The days are starting to get shorter, heading toward the winter solstice 6 months away in December. Today several of us head to Joplin to visit St. Paul UMC and their Wednesday evening meal. I have a meeting with the “Cry Out America” planning group at the AG headquarters, and staff meeting at 10.
II Kings 4:18 – 5:27
The prophet Elisha is involved in several miracles in this chapter. One involves the feeding of a large number of people, with some left over, just as the Lord had told him. Elisha prefigures the Christ in many ways, raising the dead, healing leprosy, feeding multitudes, confronting rulers. Naaman traveled to Elisha for a healing, and when told to wash 7 times in the Jordan River he was insulted. His officers convinced him to try it, and he was healed. Gehazi, Elisha’s servant asked Naaman for payment for the healing, and then Gehazi was cursed with leprosy, along with his descendants. It is so important to carefully obey God’s voice, and to avoid any personal gain. Paul in the new testament and the teachings of the old testament make it clear that those whose lives are dedicated to serving God should be supported by the tithes of the faith community. In this instance, Gehazi gets greedy, and suffers greatly for it.
Acts 15
Paul and Barnabas travel from Syrian Antioch to Jerusalem for the conference with the Apostles about circumcision. One group of Christians believed it was required for salvation, Paul did not. This chapter records the events of this conference, and the conclusion that circumcision is not required, but the simple instructions to gentile believers was “you must abstain from eating food offered to idols, from consuming blood or the meat of strangled animals, and from sexual immorality.”
Guide me today holy Lord as I “run with You” and serve you in the role of pastoral leader. Guide me steps, my thoughts, my actions. Use me as an agent of your grace, a representative of your Kingdom, an ambassador of your love.
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
June 22, 2010
6-22-10 Tuesday, 7:06 am Grayrock; 77 degrees, humid, sunny.
I am looking forward to all that lies ahead today. We will plan worship for the next several weeks, handle the relationships and business of the church, and continue to celebrate the fruitful VBS. My Sabbath/day off was good, with a motorcycle ride in the morning, family to-dos in the afternoon, and a movie night at home in the evening as Audrey and I watched “Young Victoria”, a very well done movie.
II Kings 3:1 – 4:17
The kings of Israel, Judah and Edom combine to attack Moab when they rebelled against paying tribute to Ahab’s son Joram. Marching through the wilderness for 7 days, the armies could not find water for themselves or their animals, and were getting desperate. The godly king of Judah, Jehoshaphat asked “is there no prophet of the Lord with us? If there is, we can ask the Lord what to do through him.” This is always a good idea – to seek the counsel of God, often through one of His servants who walks with God. Elisha was found and he had someone play the harp, and during the music the power of the Lord came upon Elisha and he prophesied that “this dry valley will be filled with pools of water! You will see neither wind nor rain…” The prophecy came true and the water also formed a mirage that the Moabites mistook for blood, assuming the three attacking armies had slaughtered each other. This led to the defeat of the Moabites.
I realize that daily I must call upon the Lord, and that he will hear me. Jonah cried out to God from the belly of the whale. As I pray this morning during this quiet time, as I lead our staff in morning prayers, as I seek God’s wisdom and direction for Wesley UMC I will be crying out to him. Thank you Lord for this scripture, and the reminder that you always hear the prayer of faith, and you are the God who provides, sometimes in miraculous ways. Send the water of blessing and refreshing upon the ministries and servants of Wesley today as we develop new fruitful disciples of Jesus Christ who worship, care and serve.
I am looking forward to all that lies ahead today. We will plan worship for the next several weeks, handle the relationships and business of the church, and continue to celebrate the fruitful VBS. My Sabbath/day off was good, with a motorcycle ride in the morning, family to-dos in the afternoon, and a movie night at home in the evening as Audrey and I watched “Young Victoria”, a very well done movie.
II Kings 3:1 – 4:17
The kings of Israel, Judah and Edom combine to attack Moab when they rebelled against paying tribute to Ahab’s son Joram. Marching through the wilderness for 7 days, the armies could not find water for themselves or their animals, and were getting desperate. The godly king of Judah, Jehoshaphat asked “is there no prophet of the Lord with us? If there is, we can ask the Lord what to do through him.” This is always a good idea – to seek the counsel of God, often through one of His servants who walks with God. Elisha was found and he had someone play the harp, and during the music the power of the Lord came upon Elisha and he prophesied that “this dry valley will be filled with pools of water! You will see neither wind nor rain…” The prophecy came true and the water also formed a mirage that the Moabites mistook for blood, assuming the three attacking armies had slaughtered each other. This led to the defeat of the Moabites.
I realize that daily I must call upon the Lord, and that he will hear me. Jonah cried out to God from the belly of the whale. As I pray this morning during this quiet time, as I lead our staff in morning prayers, as I seek God’s wisdom and direction for Wesley UMC I will be crying out to him. Thank you Lord for this scripture, and the reminder that you always hear the prayer of faith, and you are the God who provides, sometimes in miraculous ways. Send the water of blessing and refreshing upon the ministries and servants of Wesley today as we develop new fruitful disciples of Jesus Christ who worship, care and serve.
Monday, June 21, 2010
June 21, 2010
6-21-10 Monday, 6:38 am Grayrock, clear and warm.
Ahhh, Monday Monday (the song) is going through my mind as I look forward to this day. Last Monday we drove back and forth to O’Fallon, two weeks ago I had the closing session of annual conference and then the afternoon at the office, three Mondays ago was memorial day weekend, and we drove up and back to St. Louis with Bethany. So, this is my first “regular” Monday in a month. After devotions I will go for a ride on the KLR for a couple of hours. I will take care of some family business, read, and exercise today.
Psalm 139
“O Lord you have examined my heart and know everything about me. You know when I sit down or stand up. You know my thoughts even when I am far away.
…13 you knit me together in my mother’s womb. … 14 You watched me as I was being formed in utter seclusion.
… 17 How precious are your thoughts about me, O God. They cannot be numbered. … 18b When I wake up, you are still with me!
I am reading this Psalm with Jonah in mind. This Psalm reminds me of God’s personal knowledge and care for me, Bruce Baxter. I have read it many times, and this morning I am again reminded that God pays intimate attention to His children. This is incomprehensible, but as technology swiftly increases I can begin to imagine the capacity of God to know everything about me. I take comfort in this, as I seek with a pure heart to love and to serve God in every way.
For Jonah, who was running from God to a far land, who was swallowed up by God in the fish, who was used by God for the conversion of Nineveh, and who got mad at God for his loving kindness, this Psalm speaks to each phase of his life, and every phase of the human condition. Guide me Lord as pastor and spiritual leader in this generation.
Ahhh, Monday Monday (the song) is going through my mind as I look forward to this day. Last Monday we drove back and forth to O’Fallon, two weeks ago I had the closing session of annual conference and then the afternoon at the office, three Mondays ago was memorial day weekend, and we drove up and back to St. Louis with Bethany. So, this is my first “regular” Monday in a month. After devotions I will go for a ride on the KLR for a couple of hours. I will take care of some family business, read, and exercise today.
Psalm 139
“O Lord you have examined my heart and know everything about me. You know when I sit down or stand up. You know my thoughts even when I am far away.
…13 you knit me together in my mother’s womb. … 14 You watched me as I was being formed in utter seclusion.
… 17 How precious are your thoughts about me, O God. They cannot be numbered. … 18b When I wake up, you are still with me!
I am reading this Psalm with Jonah in mind. This Psalm reminds me of God’s personal knowledge and care for me, Bruce Baxter. I have read it many times, and this morning I am again reminded that God pays intimate attention to His children. This is incomprehensible, but as technology swiftly increases I can begin to imagine the capacity of God to know everything about me. I take comfort in this, as I seek with a pure heart to love and to serve God in every way.
For Jonah, who was running from God to a far land, who was swallowed up by God in the fish, who was used by God for the conversion of Nineveh, and who got mad at God for his loving kindness, this Psalm speaks to each phase of his life, and every phase of the human condition. Guide me Lord as pastor and spiritual leader in this generation.
Sunday, June 20, 2010
June 20, 2010
6-20-10 Sunday, 5:59 am Grayrock, cloudy, warm, humid.
I am looking forward to leading the faith community in worship this morning. Yesterday Audrey and I attended a wedding in Columbia at Missouri UMC. Marcus Herman was married to Rachel, and our David was a groomsman. It was a long day, and the investment of our travel and energy was fruitful. A bonus was the chance to catch up with several friends from SunRise UMC, the church in O'Fallon where Marcus' mother Tammy is a pastor, and where I was the founding pastor for 14 years.
As I prepare for the message today, I am pleased to have John Bickers share his story. In the Gym service I will also have the video played of Benjamin Ray telling his story. Yesterday I received an email response from Peter Jenkins, author of The Walk Across America, and several other books. He told me that he feels closer to God than ever, and that he believes this life is first of all a spiritual journey. I plan to use this in my application of the message of Jonah to today.
Jonah 2
Jonah prays from the belly of the great fish. “I cried to the Lord, …. And He heard my voice.” “As my life was ebbing away, I remembered the Lord; and my prayer came to you into your holy temple.” This chapter reminds me that God always hears the prayer of people who remember Him, and remember to call upon his name. Guide me Lord today as I teach your word, lead your people, and seek those who are just beginning to turn to you.
I am looking forward to leading the faith community in worship this morning. Yesterday Audrey and I attended a wedding in Columbia at Missouri UMC. Marcus Herman was married to Rachel, and our David was a groomsman. It was a long day, and the investment of our travel and energy was fruitful. A bonus was the chance to catch up with several friends from SunRise UMC, the church in O'Fallon where Marcus' mother Tammy is a pastor, and where I was the founding pastor for 14 years.
As I prepare for the message today, I am pleased to have John Bickers share his story. In the Gym service I will also have the video played of Benjamin Ray telling his story. Yesterday I received an email response from Peter Jenkins, author of The Walk Across America, and several other books. He told me that he feels closer to God than ever, and that he believes this life is first of all a spiritual journey. I plan to use this in my application of the message of Jonah to today.
Jonah 2
Jonah prays from the belly of the great fish. “I cried to the Lord, …. And He heard my voice.” “As my life was ebbing away, I remembered the Lord; and my prayer came to you into your holy temple.” This chapter reminds me that God always hears the prayer of people who remember Him, and remember to call upon his name. Guide me Lord today as I teach your word, lead your people, and seek those who are just beginning to turn to you.
Friday, June 18, 2010
June 18, 2010
6-18-10 Friday, 6:38 am Grayrock, 74 degrees, clear.
I went outside at 3:30 this morning to view the comet reported in the news last night. Barefoot and in my pajamas I walked up and down my sidewalk, peering into the northeastern sky. I saw no comet, but it was interesting to be outside at that very quiet hour. Haley’s comet is the most famous. This is a recently discovered one called Comet McNaught, officially catalogued as C/2009 R1. It was discovered by Australian astronomer Robert McNaught last September. Our creation is so vast that with all our modern technology, we are still discovering new objects. I look forward this morning to discovering something new in God’s word.
I Kings 19
Elijah, following his victory on Mt. Carmel and his slaughter of the prophets of Baal, runs scared from Jezebel who vows to kill him. God feeds Elijah, and leads him to Mt. Sinai, and to a cave. God is not in the wind, the earthquake, nor the fire, but in the still, small voice. He tells Elijah whom to anoint as king of Israel, Judah, and as his successor. Elijah begins by finding Elisha and throws his mantle over his shoulders. This must certainly have been a surprise, something new for this farmer. Elisha responds by slaughtering the oxen he is using, and offering them over a fire kindled by their wooden yokes. He gives their meat to the townspeople, and follows Elijah as his assistant.
Does God still lead so dramatically and directly? I believe He does. Is Elijah “running with God”? Absolutely! Even as he doubts, struggles with fear and despondency, God provides, leads, and directs Elijah. Today as I work on my message for Sunday “Running to God”, Part II of my Jonah series, I will be looking for ways that God is leading and directing me, and through me speaking to people as he directs our steps in this present age. Keep me fresh and current in my walk with you Lord, guard me from despondency, and keep me from being a timid soul who knows neither victory nor defeat.
I went outside at 3:30 this morning to view the comet reported in the news last night. Barefoot and in my pajamas I walked up and down my sidewalk, peering into the northeastern sky. I saw no comet, but it was interesting to be outside at that very quiet hour. Haley’s comet is the most famous. This is a recently discovered one called Comet McNaught, officially catalogued as C/2009 R1. It was discovered by Australian astronomer Robert McNaught last September. Our creation is so vast that with all our modern technology, we are still discovering new objects. I look forward this morning to discovering something new in God’s word.
I Kings 19
Elijah, following his victory on Mt. Carmel and his slaughter of the prophets of Baal, runs scared from Jezebel who vows to kill him. God feeds Elijah, and leads him to Mt. Sinai, and to a cave. God is not in the wind, the earthquake, nor the fire, but in the still, small voice. He tells Elijah whom to anoint as king of Israel, Judah, and as his successor. Elijah begins by finding Elisha and throws his mantle over his shoulders. This must certainly have been a surprise, something new for this farmer. Elisha responds by slaughtering the oxen he is using, and offering them over a fire kindled by their wooden yokes. He gives their meat to the townspeople, and follows Elijah as his assistant.
Does God still lead so dramatically and directly? I believe He does. Is Elijah “running with God”? Absolutely! Even as he doubts, struggles with fear and despondency, God provides, leads, and directs Elijah. Today as I work on my message for Sunday “Running to God”, Part II of my Jonah series, I will be looking for ways that God is leading and directing me, and through me speaking to people as he directs our steps in this present age. Keep me fresh and current in my walk with you Lord, guard me from despondency, and keep me from being a timid soul who knows neither victory nor defeat.
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
June 16, 2010
6-16-10 Wednesday, 7:24 am Grayrock Deck, 68 degrees, cloudy.
I have been watering my garden with the hose which is draining the wading pool. There is not much water pressure, but enough to patiently hydrate the tomatoes and the blackberries. I mowed the lawn last night, and pulled “devil’s grass” from the berm, remembering with each weed to diligently remove the beginnings of any sin in my life. I seek to live a fruitful life of radical hospitality, passionate worship, intentional faith development, risk-taking mission and service and extravagant generosity. Watering and weeding my soul are part of this process.
I Kings 15:25-17:24
This is the record of several kings of Israel alongside of the 30+ reign of King Asa in Judah. When possible, a long tenure in leadership provides a context for growth and development of the organization, be it a country or a church, or an academic institution.
These kings of Israel (the northern tribes) repeatedly follow in the sinful ways of Jeroboam, beginning with his son Nadab, and continuing through Baasha, Elah, Zimri (only a 7-day reign before assassination), Tibni, Omri and then his son Ahab. Ahab married Jezebel, and the next chapters will describe that period.
Chapter 17 introduces Elijah from Tishbe in Gilead whom God called and equipped to be a prophet. Following God’s direction, he prophesied a draught, and then was personally provided for by ravens at the brook Kerith, and then by the widow of Zarephath. He raised her son from the dead through prayers to God.
My take away today from the above reading is that God is sovereign, allowing people to rule and reign, and always aware of the condition of their hearts, whether yielded to Him or led away to false gods, or wrapped up in self-centeredness. This is true today as local and national events unfold, and leaders rise and fall in the midst of conflicts and opportunities. Guide me Lord that my leadership might be centered in you, my life yielded to you, and my heart hidden in your heart so that I can radiate your light and love during this brief life on earth.
I have been watering my garden with the hose which is draining the wading pool. There is not much water pressure, but enough to patiently hydrate the tomatoes and the blackberries. I mowed the lawn last night, and pulled “devil’s grass” from the berm, remembering with each weed to diligently remove the beginnings of any sin in my life. I seek to live a fruitful life of radical hospitality, passionate worship, intentional faith development, risk-taking mission and service and extravagant generosity. Watering and weeding my soul are part of this process.
I Kings 15:25-17:24
This is the record of several kings of Israel alongside of the 30+ reign of King Asa in Judah. When possible, a long tenure in leadership provides a context for growth and development of the organization, be it a country or a church, or an academic institution.
These kings of Israel (the northern tribes) repeatedly follow in the sinful ways of Jeroboam, beginning with his son Nadab, and continuing through Baasha, Elah, Zimri (only a 7-day reign before assassination), Tibni, Omri and then his son Ahab. Ahab married Jezebel, and the next chapters will describe that period.
Chapter 17 introduces Elijah from Tishbe in Gilead whom God called and equipped to be a prophet. Following God’s direction, he prophesied a draught, and then was personally provided for by ravens at the brook Kerith, and then by the widow of Zarephath. He raised her son from the dead through prayers to God.
My take away today from the above reading is that God is sovereign, allowing people to rule and reign, and always aware of the condition of their hearts, whether yielded to Him or led away to false gods, or wrapped up in self-centeredness. This is true today as local and national events unfold, and leaders rise and fall in the midst of conflicts and opportunities. Guide me Lord that my leadership might be centered in you, my life yielded to you, and my heart hidden in your heart so that I can radiate your light and love during this brief life on earth.
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
June 15, 2010
6-15-10 Tuesday, 7:00 am Grayrock, 67 degrees, cloudy with rain likely.
Yesterday Audrey and I drove to and from O’Fallon, taking the Casillas girls home, and then having tea with Mom Holmgren. We arrived home around 8:30. Today VBS begins at Wesley. There will be much to do as I write my pastor’s pen, lead the worship planning process, and respond to correspondence.
I Kings 14 – 15:24
This record of the northern king Jeroboam, the prophet Ahijah, and southern kings Rehoboam, Abijam, and Asa further the reader’s insight into the leadership of the divided kingdom, its alliances, victories, and defeats during this era. It reminds me somewhat of the events still unfolding in the middle east, with Israel, Palestine, Syria, Egypt, and Iran. The key element in this Biblical history is the worship of God versus the worship of pagan idols and false gods. This is still the issue today! Guide me Holy Lord as I lead people to worship you alone.
Yesterday Audrey and I drove to and from O’Fallon, taking the Casillas girls home, and then having tea with Mom Holmgren. We arrived home around 8:30. Today VBS begins at Wesley. There will be much to do as I write my pastor’s pen, lead the worship planning process, and respond to correspondence.
I Kings 14 – 15:24
This record of the northern king Jeroboam, the prophet Ahijah, and southern kings Rehoboam, Abijam, and Asa further the reader’s insight into the leadership of the divided kingdom, its alliances, victories, and defeats during this era. It reminds me somewhat of the events still unfolding in the middle east, with Israel, Palestine, Syria, Egypt, and Iran. The key element in this Biblical history is the worship of God versus the worship of pagan idols and false gods. This is still the issue today! Guide me Holy Lord as I lead people to worship you alone.
Monday, June 14, 2010
June 14, 2010
6-14-10 Monday, 8:21 am Grayrock, 70 degrees, raining.
I am regularly enjoying having my morning devotions on this back deck. Watching the bluebirds come and go, the tomatoes and blackberries swaying in the wind connects me more directly with the natural world. Last night I continued reading the introduction to Thoreau’s Walden Pond. On this deck I feel like the participant-observer he wrote about.
I Kings 12:20 – 13:34
This section records the tragic reign of Jeroboam over the northern tribes. An obscure prophetic event has much to teach me about obeying God, “Running with God”. I will include this in third part of this series on June 27. Jeroboam built pagan shrines, with golden calves at each end of his kingdom so his people would not return to Jerusalem, to the temple, and perhaps renew their loyalty to the king of the southern tribes who descended from David. 13:1 “At the Lord’s command, a man of God from Judah went to Bethel, arriving there just as Jerobaoam was approaching the altar to burn incense.” This man is never named. He prophecies against the altar, and against the northern kingdom. He predicted that the altar would split apart, and ashes would be poured out on the ground. As the king pointed at this prophet to have him seized, the king’s and became paralyzed in that position, as a wide crack developed in the altar, and ashes poured out.
The king got the man of God to as the Lord to restore his hand, which he did. Then he declined the king’s invitation to come and eat in the palace, stating that God had commanded him “you must not eat or drink anything while you are there, and do not return to Judah by the same way you came.” An old prophet heard about this, followed this man of God, lied to him that an angel had commanded him to bring him home and give him something to eat, and the man of God believed him. When he had finished eating and drinking, he set off, and a lion killed him on the way home.
This curious course of events instructs me to pay careful attention to what God is speaking, and to the leading of the Holy Spirit. Last night as I was musing about the day, reflecting upon the message of the morning, I had a sense that God was specifically reminding me of the direction He gave me in the early 1980s to be involved in the training of pastors. Last night I was reminded about Sunday in the 1990s when I was leading worship at SunRise, and preaching from the minor prophets I had challenged the people with the question “what is God calling you to do, what has God been calling you to do?” As I turned to the altar following the message God spoke clearly to my heart and asked “what about my calling for you” I responded, “what calling” and He said “developing pastors”. I responded “oh, that calling.” From that day I started making plans to pursue the Ph. D. that I would later complete in 2004.
Last night, reflecting upon Jonah, I had a sense that God was reminding me of this calling. In the last few weeks I have had three different seminaries encourage me to get involved in their distance learning programs. I suddenly was placed on our conference Board of Ordained Ministry, and the work here at Wesley UMC continues to be exemplary, with much to teach upcoming pastors and leaders. So, Guide me Lord as I pursue this calling, this leading. As I pastor this wonderful church, lead me in the way I should go to provide the next generation of pastors – in Missouri, in America, in Honduras, Mozambique, and around the world what You would have me to share. Guard me from being dissuaded by anything or anyone.
I am regularly enjoying having my morning devotions on this back deck. Watching the bluebirds come and go, the tomatoes and blackberries swaying in the wind connects me more directly with the natural world. Last night I continued reading the introduction to Thoreau’s Walden Pond. On this deck I feel like the participant-observer he wrote about.
I Kings 12:20 – 13:34
This section records the tragic reign of Jeroboam over the northern tribes. An obscure prophetic event has much to teach me about obeying God, “Running with God”. I will include this in third part of this series on June 27. Jeroboam built pagan shrines, with golden calves at each end of his kingdom so his people would not return to Jerusalem, to the temple, and perhaps renew their loyalty to the king of the southern tribes who descended from David. 13:1 “At the Lord’s command, a man of God from Judah went to Bethel, arriving there just as Jerobaoam was approaching the altar to burn incense.” This man is never named. He prophecies against the altar, and against the northern kingdom. He predicted that the altar would split apart, and ashes would be poured out on the ground. As the king pointed at this prophet to have him seized, the king’s and became paralyzed in that position, as a wide crack developed in the altar, and ashes poured out.
The king got the man of God to as the Lord to restore his hand, which he did. Then he declined the king’s invitation to come and eat in the palace, stating that God had commanded him “you must not eat or drink anything while you are there, and do not return to Judah by the same way you came.” An old prophet heard about this, followed this man of God, lied to him that an angel had commanded him to bring him home and give him something to eat, and the man of God believed him. When he had finished eating and drinking, he set off, and a lion killed him on the way home.
This curious course of events instructs me to pay careful attention to what God is speaking, and to the leading of the Holy Spirit. Last night as I was musing about the day, reflecting upon the message of the morning, I had a sense that God was specifically reminding me of the direction He gave me in the early 1980s to be involved in the training of pastors. Last night I was reminded about Sunday in the 1990s when I was leading worship at SunRise, and preaching from the minor prophets I had challenged the people with the question “what is God calling you to do, what has God been calling you to do?” As I turned to the altar following the message God spoke clearly to my heart and asked “what about my calling for you” I responded, “what calling” and He said “developing pastors”. I responded “oh, that calling.” From that day I started making plans to pursue the Ph. D. that I would later complete in 2004.
Last night, reflecting upon Jonah, I had a sense that God was reminding me of this calling. In the last few weeks I have had three different seminaries encourage me to get involved in their distance learning programs. I suddenly was placed on our conference Board of Ordained Ministry, and the work here at Wesley UMC continues to be exemplary, with much to teach upcoming pastors and leaders. So, Guide me Lord as I pursue this calling, this leading. As I pastor this wonderful church, lead me in the way I should go to provide the next generation of pastors – in Missouri, in America, in Honduras, Mozambique, and around the world what You would have me to share. Guard me from being dissuaded by anything or anyone.
Saturday, June 12, 2010
June 12, 2010
6-12-10 Saturday, 8:05 am Grayrock, 75 degrees, high clouds, humid.
It was good to be back at the office yesterday, working as pastor of Wesley UMC. I developed my sermon outline, answered email, caught up with pastor Jerry, visited a motorcycle accident injury in the ICU, walked through a 50th anniversary rehearsal for today’s service, and in general nurtured along the work of Christ through the church. Today I have the 3:30 wedding renewal service, and a 6:30 session with a Sunday school class around the book The Shack. I will be preparing for both of these this morning. I am also looking forward to finalizing my sermon prep for the first part of “Running with Jonah”.
I Kgs 9:1 – 10:29
Solomon finishes the Temple and his own royal palace, twenty years under construction. He gives king Hiram 20 towns in Galilee, which Hiram deems worthless and calls the area Cabul (worthless). The queen of Sheba comes to visit Solomon, having heard about his wisdom. Solomon receives 25 tons of gold annually in taxes and revenues. He developed a fleet of trading ships. Once every three years the ships returned, loaded with gold, silver, ivory, apes, and peacocks. He bought chariots and horses at the going rate from Egypt and Cilicia.
This section of scripture reads like a corporate annual report. It is interesting to get a glimpse of the business dealings, wisdom, and wealth of king Solomon. My takeaway today is to be wise, careful, and prudent in the business and stewardship of “stuff” entrusted to me. I have just made a list of 12 such items I need to work on.
Psalm 130
“From the depths of despair, O Lord, I call for your help. Hear my cry, O Lord.” This could have been Jonah’s prayer. In fact, this could be Jonah’s Psalm. Verse 3 “Lord, if you kept a record of our sins, who, O Lord, could ever survive? But you offer forgiveness, that we might learn to forgive you.
Thank you Lord for your word today. Guide me as I serve you through the role of pastor in the 21st century, here in southwest Missouri. I desire to bring your presence, your power, your wisdom, your glory fully into the midst of this current generation. I am yours, most Holy Lord.
It was good to be back at the office yesterday, working as pastor of Wesley UMC. I developed my sermon outline, answered email, caught up with pastor Jerry, visited a motorcycle accident injury in the ICU, walked through a 50th anniversary rehearsal for today’s service, and in general nurtured along the work of Christ through the church. Today I have the 3:30 wedding renewal service, and a 6:30 session with a Sunday school class around the book The Shack. I will be preparing for both of these this morning. I am also looking forward to finalizing my sermon prep for the first part of “Running with Jonah”.
I Kgs 9:1 – 10:29
Solomon finishes the Temple and his own royal palace, twenty years under construction. He gives king Hiram 20 towns in Galilee, which Hiram deems worthless and calls the area Cabul (worthless). The queen of Sheba comes to visit Solomon, having heard about his wisdom. Solomon receives 25 tons of gold annually in taxes and revenues. He developed a fleet of trading ships. Once every three years the ships returned, loaded with gold, silver, ivory, apes, and peacocks. He bought chariots and horses at the going rate from Egypt and Cilicia.
This section of scripture reads like a corporate annual report. It is interesting to get a glimpse of the business dealings, wisdom, and wealth of king Solomon. My takeaway today is to be wise, careful, and prudent in the business and stewardship of “stuff” entrusted to me. I have just made a list of 12 such items I need to work on.
Psalm 130
“From the depths of despair, O Lord, I call for your help. Hear my cry, O Lord.” This could have been Jonah’s prayer. In fact, this could be Jonah’s Psalm. Verse 3 “Lord, if you kept a record of our sins, who, O Lord, could ever survive? But you offer forgiveness, that we might learn to forgive you.
Thank you Lord for your word today. Guide me as I serve you through the role of pastor in the 21st century, here in southwest Missouri. I desire to bring your presence, your power, your wisdom, your glory fully into the midst of this current generation. I am yours, most Holy Lord.
Friday, June 11, 2010
June 11, 2010
6-11-10 Friday, 7:32 am Grayrock deck, 72 degrees, light rain
I have so much to reflect upon. On Tuesday morning I flew a small plane to Mansfield, Ohio and dropped in our youth choir tour. I caught up with them in Galion at the Saint Theodore House, a Greek Orthodox monastery with three brothers and a catechumen. The monastery was the estate home of the founders of a heavy equipment manufacturer related to Pam Pyeatt. The youth had spent the afternoon cleaning, sorting, remodeling as the monks desire to increase the number of guest rooms. We attended vespers and then were treated to a delicious meal. On Wednesday, the youth led day three of vacation Bible School in the park, as it rained most of the morning. The afternoon was spent at a therapeutic equestrian center in Mansfield. This had been the estate home of wealthy folks in the early 20th century. I learned how to clean a horse stall using a fork, preserving as much of the sawdust as possible. It was really like a large cat box project! In the evening we were served dinner at a Presbyterian church, attended a Bible study by their pastor, and played games with their youth group. I demonstrated my abilities at the pool table.
Yesterday I arose early, and flew to Davies County airport in Washington, Indiana and met my brother John. He showed me around the area, including his trailer, garden, hunting and fishing grounds. He has a delightful arrangement with the owner of a large farm tucked away adjacent to a wildlife area and bordered by the White River. We shared lunch together and lots of stories. It was good to catch up with him. My 3 ½ flight home was long, I had to dodge some rain showers, and had a headwind. The trip was most fruitful, and I am so glad I was able to make this investment in the ministries of our youth.
Acts 8
Saul persecutes the church, Philip preaches in Samaria and then leads the Ethiopian eunuch to Christ and baptism. This is a great chapter with powerful ministries changing lives. Reading it this morning with the Orthodox monastery in view creates an interesting context. The monks see themselves as connected historically to the early church more directly than others. I must continually attend to the faith community called Wesley, and keep us connected to Christ, to the historical church, and to the context of this present age with its people, problems, and possibilities. Guide me today, holy Lord.
I have so much to reflect upon. On Tuesday morning I flew a small plane to Mansfield, Ohio and dropped in our youth choir tour. I caught up with them in Galion at the Saint Theodore House, a Greek Orthodox monastery with three brothers and a catechumen. The monastery was the estate home of the founders of a heavy equipment manufacturer related to Pam Pyeatt. The youth had spent the afternoon cleaning, sorting, remodeling as the monks desire to increase the number of guest rooms. We attended vespers and then were treated to a delicious meal. On Wednesday, the youth led day three of vacation Bible School in the park, as it rained most of the morning. The afternoon was spent at a therapeutic equestrian center in Mansfield. This had been the estate home of wealthy folks in the early 20th century. I learned how to clean a horse stall using a fork, preserving as much of the sawdust as possible. It was really like a large cat box project! In the evening we were served dinner at a Presbyterian church, attended a Bible study by their pastor, and played games with their youth group. I demonstrated my abilities at the pool table.
Yesterday I arose early, and flew to Davies County airport in Washington, Indiana and met my brother John. He showed me around the area, including his trailer, garden, hunting and fishing grounds. He has a delightful arrangement with the owner of a large farm tucked away adjacent to a wildlife area and bordered by the White River. We shared lunch together and lots of stories. It was good to catch up with him. My 3 ½ flight home was long, I had to dodge some rain showers, and had a headwind. The trip was most fruitful, and I am so glad I was able to make this investment in the ministries of our youth.
Acts 8
Saul persecutes the church, Philip preaches in Samaria and then leads the Ethiopian eunuch to Christ and baptism. This is a great chapter with powerful ministries changing lives. Reading it this morning with the Orthodox monastery in view creates an interesting context. The monks see themselves as connected historically to the early church more directly than others. I must continually attend to the faith community called Wesley, and keep us connected to Christ, to the historical church, and to the context of this present age with its people, problems, and possibilities. Guide me today, holy Lord.
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
June 8, 2010
6-8-10 Monday, 6:17 am Grayrock, 67 degrees, clear
Today I fly to northern Ohio to catch up with our youth choir on their mission trip. I have N6005U reserved through Friday. The weather looks to be VFR all along the route. The airport in Galion is closed today, but there is one 10 miles away that will work fine. On Thursday I will visit my brother John in rural southern Indiana on my way home. I will not have my laptop, so this will be my last journal entry/blog until Friday.
I Kings 3:3 – 4:34
In a dream God asks Solomon what he desired. Rather than wealth or fame or long life, he asked for wisdom to govern Israel. God was pleased with this request, and said “I will give you a wise and understanding heart such as no one else has had or ever will have”. God also promised him riches and fame. Solomon used this wisdom when two women came to him arguing over a baby. They each claimed the baby was hers, and that the other’s baby had died. Solomon requested a sword, and announced he would cut the baby in two and give each half. The real mother declined, asking him to give the baby to the other. He discerned that the woman who wanted the baby to live was the actual mother, and gave her the baby. His reputation for wisdom spread.
I desire to grow in knowledge and wisdom. I need wisdom to lead God’s people, to shepherd the flock called Wesley UMC, and to grow in fruitfulness. Guide me holy Lord as I seek your wisdom every day.
Today I fly to northern Ohio to catch up with our youth choir on their mission trip. I have N6005U reserved through Friday. The weather looks to be VFR all along the route. The airport in Galion is closed today, but there is one 10 miles away that will work fine. On Thursday I will visit my brother John in rural southern Indiana on my way home. I will not have my laptop, so this will be my last journal entry/blog until Friday.
I Kings 3:3 – 4:34
In a dream God asks Solomon what he desired. Rather than wealth or fame or long life, he asked for wisdom to govern Israel. God was pleased with this request, and said “I will give you a wise and understanding heart such as no one else has had or ever will have”. God also promised him riches and fame. Solomon used this wisdom when two women came to him arguing over a baby. They each claimed the baby was hers, and that the other’s baby had died. Solomon requested a sword, and announced he would cut the baby in two and give each half. The real mother declined, asking him to give the baby to the other. He discerned that the woman who wanted the baby to live was the actual mother, and gave her the baby. His reputation for wisdom spread.
I desire to grow in knowledge and wisdom. I need wisdom to lead God’s people, to shepherd the flock called Wesley UMC, and to grow in fruitfulness. Guide me holy Lord as I seek your wisdom every day.
Sunday, June 6, 2010
June 6, 2010
6-6-10 Sunday, 6:33 am Grayrock, clear, 65 degrees.
Today will be the third day of Annual Conference. I will stop by Wesley and attend the 7:45 coordination meeting for the morning of worship services. At 9:00 Bishop Schnase is teaching on his new book. Robin Roderick is preaching at 10:30, and the Wesley flutes are part of worship. Last night’s ordination service was really good, with Bishop Hayes from Oklahoma preaching on “Membership Has Its Privileges”. His text was the Gospel in which Jesus states “take up your cross and follow me”.
I Kings 1:1-53
David is very old. His son Adonijah tries to take his throne by succession. Nathan and Bathseba remind David of his promise that Solomon will follow him, so they meet with David and he establishes Solomon as his successor. (David had never disciplined Adonijah at any time verse 6.) As I witness the ordination of younger clergy, and experience the aging process, I realize that healthy succession is so important. Guide me as I serve the church through my encouragement and support of younger clergy, most holy Lord.
Today will be the third day of Annual Conference. I will stop by Wesley and attend the 7:45 coordination meeting for the morning of worship services. At 9:00 Bishop Schnase is teaching on his new book. Robin Roderick is preaching at 10:30, and the Wesley flutes are part of worship. Last night’s ordination service was really good, with Bishop Hayes from Oklahoma preaching on “Membership Has Its Privileges”. His text was the Gospel in which Jesus states “take up your cross and follow me”.
I Kings 1:1-53
David is very old. His son Adonijah tries to take his throne by succession. Nathan and Bathseba remind David of his promise that Solomon will follow him, so they meet with David and he establishes Solomon as his successor. (David had never disciplined Adonijah at any time verse 6.) As I witness the ordination of younger clergy, and experience the aging process, I realize that healthy succession is so important. Guide me as I serve the church through my encouragement and support of younger clergy, most holy Lord.
Friday, June 4, 2010
June 4, 2010
6-4-10 Friday, 6:54 am Grayrock, 67 degrees, clear
Today the Missouri Annual Conference begins here in Springfield at the convention center. My role includes – hosting a table of grace tonight, hosting the Asbury Seminary Alumni lunch tomorrow at Schweitzer, and laying hands on a pastor being ordained Saturday night. I am looking forward to hearing the bishop’s remarks and catching up with longstanding friendships. Guide me holy Lord in all my conference connections.
II Sam 22 – 23:23 The words of a song of David which praises God for His deliverance and help. This chapter is very similar to one of the psalms of David.
23:8-23 is a tribute to David’s three mightiest warriors, and the Thirty. Reading this chapter, as I have in the past reminds me of the importance of a strong team, and of celebrating and naming the work of individuals as part of the greater cause. As a pastor I see great value in this example.
I am reflecting on my work of the last 20 years. For 14 years I was the founding pastor of SunRise, including the birthing of Morning Star. For 3 years I served on the conference staff directing congregational development, and for the last 3 years I have been pastoring Wesley, the 8th largest church in the conference. Having chaired conference teams, served on the conference council, and the extended cabinet, my role now is focusing more fully on the local church. I am enjoying having fewer conference responsibilities, and expect that in the future these will expand, especially as I will be nominated this conference to serve on the Ordained Ministry Team. Guide me Holy Lord as I serve you today.
Today the Missouri Annual Conference begins here in Springfield at the convention center. My role includes – hosting a table of grace tonight, hosting the Asbury Seminary Alumni lunch tomorrow at Schweitzer, and laying hands on a pastor being ordained Saturday night. I am looking forward to hearing the bishop’s remarks and catching up with longstanding friendships. Guide me holy Lord in all my conference connections.
II Sam 22 – 23:23 The words of a song of David which praises God for His deliverance and help. This chapter is very similar to one of the psalms of David.
23:8-23 is a tribute to David’s three mightiest warriors, and the Thirty. Reading this chapter, as I have in the past reminds me of the importance of a strong team, and of celebrating and naming the work of individuals as part of the greater cause. As a pastor I see great value in this example.
I am reflecting on my work of the last 20 years. For 14 years I was the founding pastor of SunRise, including the birthing of Morning Star. For 3 years I served on the conference staff directing congregational development, and for the last 3 years I have been pastoring Wesley, the 8th largest church in the conference. Having chaired conference teams, served on the conference council, and the extended cabinet, my role now is focusing more fully on the local church. I am enjoying having fewer conference responsibilities, and expect that in the future these will expand, especially as I will be nominated this conference to serve on the Ordained Ministry Team. Guide me Holy Lord as I serve you today.
Thursday, June 3, 2010
June 3, 2010
6-3-10 Thursday, 6:29 am Grayrock, 65 degrees.
It has rained over night, watering the lawn and garden. I plan to run this morning, as there will be no other time for the next few days with Annual Conference coming to town. Morning exercise is not my favorite, but today it is necessary. No dreams to report this morning, but yesterday, I awoke from a dream in which I found myself unemployed, and was at a vocation counselor who suggested I become a stock broker. When I strongly objected, he tried me out as a color commentator. I could not get the rhythm or the timing right. I was glad to wake up and find myself happily a pastor!
II Sam 20:14-21:22
A famine lasting three years enveloped the land. David inquired about this before the Lord, and learned it was a result of Saul’s slaughter of the Gibeonites. David asked their descendants to name what they wanted. They said that money could not settle this matter, and they could not demand the life of anyone in Israel. They suggested that 7 of Saul’s sons be handed over for them to execute before the Lord. They did this, and the famine ceased. This whole incident seems so outlandish. Whenever I have read this I have felt compassion on these men, their families and friends. Throughout history innocent people are executed and murdered. I will simply hold this loosely before the Lord, recognizing that He is God, and is righteous, and His judgments will last to all generations.
It has rained over night, watering the lawn and garden. I plan to run this morning, as there will be no other time for the next few days with Annual Conference coming to town. Morning exercise is not my favorite, but today it is necessary. No dreams to report this morning, but yesterday, I awoke from a dream in which I found myself unemployed, and was at a vocation counselor who suggested I become a stock broker. When I strongly objected, he tried me out as a color commentator. I could not get the rhythm or the timing right. I was glad to wake up and find myself happily a pastor!
II Sam 20:14-21:22
A famine lasting three years enveloped the land. David inquired about this before the Lord, and learned it was a result of Saul’s slaughter of the Gibeonites. David asked their descendants to name what they wanted. They said that money could not settle this matter, and they could not demand the life of anyone in Israel. They suggested that 7 of Saul’s sons be handed over for them to execute before the Lord. They did this, and the famine ceased. This whole incident seems so outlandish. Whenever I have read this I have felt compassion on these men, their families and friends. Throughout history innocent people are executed and murdered. I will simply hold this loosely before the Lord, recognizing that He is God, and is righteous, and His judgments will last to all generations.
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
June 1, 2010
6-1-10 Tuesday, 6:35 am Grayrock, 67 degrees, mostly sunny
II Sam 18 – 19:10
David’s three generals lead his loyal troops into battle against Absalom and the Israelite troops who followed him. 20,000 men are killed, including Absalom. David weeps for his son, making his troops feel ashamed and as though they had lost and were cowards. Rebuked by Joab, David takes his place at the city gate and thanks his troops. This is a tragedy all around. Absalom’s rebellion, David’s retreat from Jerusalem, this bloody battle, Absalom’s death all add up to a difficult season. There are many leadership lessons here. David’s life and reign as king continues for decades and he gets through this hard episode.
I woke up this morning from a tragic dream. I was taking three children canoeing in a large body of open water, and all three came up missing. One was found laying down in the canoe, and I was swimming in the water, looking for the other two. Above the water and below the water I was searching for these children, wondering how I would perform CPR while still in the water, as I wouldn’t be able to get them back into the canoe. I awoke before the drama was over, determined to make sure children always wear their life jackets. Dreams are an unusual phenomenon. I have not had a memorable one in months. Recording them in this journal preserves them, as they evaporate as the day unfolds. What does this dream mean?
Yesterday we drove to O’Fallon for a barbeque at David and Danelle’s home. Highway 44was crowded with Memorial Day traffic returning to St. Louis from the Ozarks. It is such privilege to make the Ozarks my home. We met Marcus and his fiancée Rachel at David’s, and enjoyed reminiscing about their high school years. Marcus told us about the serious accident he had a couple of weeks ago. Bethany stayed there overnight, and Danelle is taking her to the airport this morning. During the 7 hours of driving to and from the St. Louis area, I was practicing the advice of Henri Nouwen, making my thoughts a dialog instead of a monologue. This was not a new practice for me, but the clarity of his description is helpful. Praying without ceasing is my goal.
II Sam 18 – 19:10
David’s three generals lead his loyal troops into battle against Absalom and the Israelite troops who followed him. 20,000 men are killed, including Absalom. David weeps for his son, making his troops feel ashamed and as though they had lost and were cowards. Rebuked by Joab, David takes his place at the city gate and thanks his troops. This is a tragedy all around. Absalom’s rebellion, David’s retreat from Jerusalem, this bloody battle, Absalom’s death all add up to a difficult season. There are many leadership lessons here. David’s life and reign as king continues for decades and he gets through this hard episode.
I woke up this morning from a tragic dream. I was taking three children canoeing in a large body of open water, and all three came up missing. One was found laying down in the canoe, and I was swimming in the water, looking for the other two. Above the water and below the water I was searching for these children, wondering how I would perform CPR while still in the water, as I wouldn’t be able to get them back into the canoe. I awoke before the drama was over, determined to make sure children always wear their life jackets. Dreams are an unusual phenomenon. I have not had a memorable one in months. Recording them in this journal preserves them, as they evaporate as the day unfolds. What does this dream mean?
Yesterday we drove to O’Fallon for a barbeque at David and Danelle’s home. Highway 44was crowded with Memorial Day traffic returning to St. Louis from the Ozarks. It is such privilege to make the Ozarks my home. We met Marcus and his fiancée Rachel at David’s, and enjoyed reminiscing about their high school years. Marcus told us about the serious accident he had a couple of weeks ago. Bethany stayed there overnight, and Danelle is taking her to the airport this morning. During the 7 hours of driving to and from the St. Louis area, I was practicing the advice of Henri Nouwen, making my thoughts a dialog instead of a monologue. This was not a new practice for me, but the clarity of his description is helpful. Praying without ceasing is my goal.
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