9-30-10 Thursday, 7:30 am Springfield, 54 degrees, clear.
It is another beautiful morning here in the Ozarks. My day yesterday was long and arduous, and I feel that it was well invested. From the 7:00 am time of prayer for those asleep spiritually (the lost), all the way to the 8:15 conclusion of the new member class, I was involved pastoring and leading the Wesley congregation. We had a very good executive staff meeting in the morning, topped off with homemade pie. Over the lunch hour we watched the video with Rick Warren on our Spring 2011 small group book “Life’s Healing Choices”. In the afternoon we met for worship planning, and then filmed two segments in my office for upcoming worship and ministry settings. Dinner at WOW went well, and the Dave Ramsey course is now at the halfway mark. All in all, lots of interaction, planning, preparing, and encouraging.
Philippians 1:27-2:18
This daily reading of scripture from the “One Year Bible” contains the text I preached from on Sunday. Verses 3-5: “Don’t be selfish; don’t try to impress others. Be humble, thinking of others as better than yourselves. Don’t look out only for your own interests, but take an interest in others, too. You must have the same attitude that Christ Jesus had.”
This would be a good scripture to read every day! As a human, with what is called “human nature”, there is a selfish bent. I feel it in me, the inclination to push to the front, to watch out for number 1. The key is to have the mind of Christ, making God’s interests “number 1” in my life, everyday. It is counter intuitive, but as person yields to a greater person, and a greater cause, the individual’s life is elevated, not diminished. This is my desire, Lord, to serve you alone, and to daily die to self. Guide me, most precious Holy Savior.
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
September 29, 2010
9-29-10 Wednesday, 5:25 am Springfield, 52 degrees, clear
Last evening I was hoping to take Bob and Norma flying, but on the way to the airport I learned of mechanical problems with the plane, and had to cancel. We will reschedule when the mechanic figures out why it is not developing full horsepower, and repairs it. Yesterday was mostly spent with the district Board of Ordained Ministry, interviewing local pastors and updating their files. Today I will pray at Wesley at 7:00 with Bruce as we focus on the people around our neighborhoods who do not yet know Christ nor have a church home. Outwardly focused pray must be intentional.
Philippians 1:1-26
This letter to the church at Philippi from Paul while he was imprisoned is one of my favorite books of the Bible. It is a letter of joy and encouragement, not only for its immediate recipients, but for all down through time who read it now as part of the New Testament scripture. Verse 20b “And I trust that my life will bring honor to Christ, whether I live or die. (21) For me, living means living for Christ, and dying is even better. (23) But if I live, I can do more fruitful work for Christ…”
Fruitfulness in this life must be cultivated, must be a continual focus and a deliberate yielding daily to God’s purposes. This is my general topic for this fall sermon series, and it is the desire of my heart to be fruitful in my life and ministry. I am not sick, nor imprisoned, nor facing any immediate threat to my life. I realize that a sudden accident or illness could end my life, but the likely course will be that I live 20 – 30 more years. How will my fruitful will my life be? With Paul, I trust that my life will bring honor to Christ, and that I can do more fruitful work for Christ. Today, that involves praying for the lost, leading our ministry staff, planning worship, filming some teaching segments, sharing in the Alpha course and assisting in teaching the new member class. I am yours, Lord, use me as your doulos. May I be fruitful today, and every day until I rest in your unchangeable eternity.
Last evening I was hoping to take Bob and Norma flying, but on the way to the airport I learned of mechanical problems with the plane, and had to cancel. We will reschedule when the mechanic figures out why it is not developing full horsepower, and repairs it. Yesterday was mostly spent with the district Board of Ordained Ministry, interviewing local pastors and updating their files. Today I will pray at Wesley at 7:00 with Bruce as we focus on the people around our neighborhoods who do not yet know Christ nor have a church home. Outwardly focused pray must be intentional.
Philippians 1:1-26
This letter to the church at Philippi from Paul while he was imprisoned is one of my favorite books of the Bible. It is a letter of joy and encouragement, not only for its immediate recipients, but for all down through time who read it now as part of the New Testament scripture. Verse 20b “And I trust that my life will bring honor to Christ, whether I live or die. (21) For me, living means living for Christ, and dying is even better. (23) But if I live, I can do more fruitful work for Christ…”
Fruitfulness in this life must be cultivated, must be a continual focus and a deliberate yielding daily to God’s purposes. This is my general topic for this fall sermon series, and it is the desire of my heart to be fruitful in my life and ministry. I am not sick, nor imprisoned, nor facing any immediate threat to my life. I realize that a sudden accident or illness could end my life, but the likely course will be that I live 20 – 30 more years. How will my fruitful will my life be? With Paul, I trust that my life will bring honor to Christ, and that I can do more fruitful work for Christ. Today, that involves praying for the lost, leading our ministry staff, planning worship, filming some teaching segments, sharing in the Alpha course and assisting in teaching the new member class. I am yours, Lord, use me as your doulos. May I be fruitful today, and every day until I rest in your unchangeable eternity.
Monday, September 27, 2010
September 26 and 27, 2010
9-27-10 Monday, 7:15 am Springfield, 45 degrees, clear
This is the coolest temperature so far, and clearly feels like autumn is beginning. It was actually chilly throughout the church golf tournament yesterday afternoon, requiring a jacket. That is such an enjoyable event, with great fellowship and beautiful surroundings down at Hidden Valley. Our team came in 4th in the “A” flight, 8th overall out of 19. I was completely spent by the time I returned home at 7:30.
I was pleased with Sunday Morning, with a testimony by Haley Grayless, and the baptism of Jason Jones at the end of the 11:00 service. The weight and responsibility of leading a congregation each week is significant, and for 27 years now I am weekly pleasantly surprised how well the worship services develop. My current longing is for a regular opportunity for people to respond to what God is doing in their life on a particular morning – a prayer team, an open altar, pastors down front to pray – there needs to be some mechanism for response at every service.
Isaiah 51:1 – 53:12
Chapter 51 contains comforting words for Jerusalem, for the people who follow after righteousness, who seek the Lord (verse 1). As I am reading the King James Version (Tim LaHaye prophecy Bible given to me by Jim and Jeri Combs), verse 11 blesses me tremendously, as the words were set to a chorus we used to sing in the 70’s “Therefore the redeemed of the Lord shall return, and come with singing unto Zion; and everlasting joy shall be upon their head: they shall obtain gladness and joy; and sorrow and mourning shall flee away.” This is a great promise, and comfort to God’s people.
Yesterday, as I was commenting on Haley’s call to go to India and to work with women and children rescued from being trapped in “human trafficking,” or the “sex-trade” industry, I mentioned a vision I had a couple days ago. I was in heaven, and met a woman who had been trapped as a sex slave while on earth, who asked me “where were the Christians during that time?,” and “what were you thinking?” I wanted to respond “we didn’t know this was going on”, but I couldn’t, because Haley had told us, shown us video, etc. We are so comfortable, safe, and could become content here in Springfield as Bible-reading Christians. There is so much conflict, oppression, fear, injustice in the world today. Guard me Lord from complacency, guide me as I “provoke to love and good works” (Hebrews) others and myself during these days of such great disparity among the human condition.
I have John Oswalt’s commentary on Isaiah 40 -65 with me which I will read for context and commentary of these chapters. He was an Old Testament Professor when I was a student at Asbury, and this two-volume commentary could be the pinnacle of his academic work. He was writing it in the early 1980s as I was learning Hebrew and developing the disciplines of a theological student preparing for pastoral ministry. Now I am 30 years into this vocation, and daily continuing to study, learn and grow.
9-26-10 Sunday, 5:39 am Springfield; partly cloudy, 57 degrees, wind out of the north at 12 mph.
I am up and functioning well. As I was laying in bed, struggling to get up, I was contemplating Phil 2, my text for today, and thinking about how getting up out of a warm, comfortable bed to serve others has some similarity with Christ leaving heaven to come in the form of a slave, not counting equality with God as something to be grasped. It is never easy for me to get out of bed, and doing so for the benefit of others, as Christ left all the comfort and privilege of heaven to come to earth is a great model for the daily discipline of getting up.
Phil 2:1-11
The Message version is direct and poignant with verse 3: “Don’t push your way to the front; don’t sweet-talk your way to the top. Put yourself aside, and help others get ahead. (4) Don’t be obsessed with getting your own advantage. Forget yourselves long enough to lend a helping hand. (5) Think of yourselves the way that Christ Jesus thought of himself …
I have always struggled with self-centeredness. It is part of the human condition. As an only child growing up, with no siblings to have to share with, I was always “the one”. In school, it was so easy for me to “sweet talk my way to the top” being often the “teacher’s pet”, pleasing the teacher and getting on his or her best side. These verses speak to me in a new and fresh way this morning as I ponder the message God is raising up within me.
Jesus “emptied himself” and “humbled himself”. This seems to be the key, and it is counter-intuitive. In this present culture, it seems that those who are full of themselves, and push themselves forward are the ones who get ahead.
This is the coolest temperature so far, and clearly feels like autumn is beginning. It was actually chilly throughout the church golf tournament yesterday afternoon, requiring a jacket. That is such an enjoyable event, with great fellowship and beautiful surroundings down at Hidden Valley. Our team came in 4th in the “A” flight, 8th overall out of 19. I was completely spent by the time I returned home at 7:30.
I was pleased with Sunday Morning, with a testimony by Haley Grayless, and the baptism of Jason Jones at the end of the 11:00 service. The weight and responsibility of leading a congregation each week is significant, and for 27 years now I am weekly pleasantly surprised how well the worship services develop. My current longing is for a regular opportunity for people to respond to what God is doing in their life on a particular morning – a prayer team, an open altar, pastors down front to pray – there needs to be some mechanism for response at every service.
Isaiah 51:1 – 53:12
Chapter 51 contains comforting words for Jerusalem, for the people who follow after righteousness, who seek the Lord (verse 1). As I am reading the King James Version (Tim LaHaye prophecy Bible given to me by Jim and Jeri Combs), verse 11 blesses me tremendously, as the words were set to a chorus we used to sing in the 70’s “Therefore the redeemed of the Lord shall return, and come with singing unto Zion; and everlasting joy shall be upon their head: they shall obtain gladness and joy; and sorrow and mourning shall flee away.” This is a great promise, and comfort to God’s people.
Yesterday, as I was commenting on Haley’s call to go to India and to work with women and children rescued from being trapped in “human trafficking,” or the “sex-trade” industry, I mentioned a vision I had a couple days ago. I was in heaven, and met a woman who had been trapped as a sex slave while on earth, who asked me “where were the Christians during that time?,” and “what were you thinking?” I wanted to respond “we didn’t know this was going on”, but I couldn’t, because Haley had told us, shown us video, etc. We are so comfortable, safe, and could become content here in Springfield as Bible-reading Christians. There is so much conflict, oppression, fear, injustice in the world today. Guard me Lord from complacency, guide me as I “provoke to love and good works” (Hebrews) others and myself during these days of such great disparity among the human condition.
I have John Oswalt’s commentary on Isaiah 40 -65 with me which I will read for context and commentary of these chapters. He was an Old Testament Professor when I was a student at Asbury, and this two-volume commentary could be the pinnacle of his academic work. He was writing it in the early 1980s as I was learning Hebrew and developing the disciplines of a theological student preparing for pastoral ministry. Now I am 30 years into this vocation, and daily continuing to study, learn and grow.
9-26-10 Sunday, 5:39 am Springfield; partly cloudy, 57 degrees, wind out of the north at 12 mph.
I am up and functioning well. As I was laying in bed, struggling to get up, I was contemplating Phil 2, my text for today, and thinking about how getting up out of a warm, comfortable bed to serve others has some similarity with Christ leaving heaven to come in the form of a slave, not counting equality with God as something to be grasped. It is never easy for me to get out of bed, and doing so for the benefit of others, as Christ left all the comfort and privilege of heaven to come to earth is a great model for the daily discipline of getting up.
Phil 2:1-11
The Message version is direct and poignant with verse 3: “Don’t push your way to the front; don’t sweet-talk your way to the top. Put yourself aside, and help others get ahead. (4) Don’t be obsessed with getting your own advantage. Forget yourselves long enough to lend a helping hand. (5) Think of yourselves the way that Christ Jesus thought of himself …
I have always struggled with self-centeredness. It is part of the human condition. As an only child growing up, with no siblings to have to share with, I was always “the one”. In school, it was so easy for me to “sweet talk my way to the top” being often the “teacher’s pet”, pleasing the teacher and getting on his or her best side. These verses speak to me in a new and fresh way this morning as I ponder the message God is raising up within me.
Jesus “emptied himself” and “humbled himself”. This seems to be the key, and it is counter-intuitive. In this present culture, it seems that those who are full of themselves, and push themselves forward are the ones who get ahead.
Saturday, September 25, 2010
September 25, 2010
9-25-10 Saturday, 10:20 am Church office.
This morning I attended the United Methodist Men’s breakfast meeting and enjoyed the presentation by Haley Grayless, who is leaving for India next month. I invited her to give a testimony tomorrow during worship concerning her call to risk taking mission and ministry. This is truly God’s timing, as the couple who were going to speak had to cancel due to a family function.
Isaiah 45 – In this scripture I was reminded that God is God, and is not to be underestimated nor taken for granted. This is an important reminder for us humans who could become self-centered easily.
Ephesians 4 – Paul writes to this church, and to me as he begs “you to lead a life worthy of the calling to which you have been called, with all humility and gentleness, with patience, bearing with one another in love, making every effort to maintain the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace.” (verses 1-3)
Guide me today, holy Lord as I lead forward through this season of my life, this week, this day of living for you and serving through the gift and calling of pastoral leadership. In Jesus’ name, amen.
This morning I attended the United Methodist Men’s breakfast meeting and enjoyed the presentation by Haley Grayless, who is leaving for India next month. I invited her to give a testimony tomorrow during worship concerning her call to risk taking mission and ministry. This is truly God’s timing, as the couple who were going to speak had to cancel due to a family function.
Isaiah 45 – In this scripture I was reminded that God is God, and is not to be underestimated nor taken for granted. This is an important reminder for us humans who could become self-centered easily.
Ephesians 4 – Paul writes to this church, and to me as he begs “you to lead a life worthy of the calling to which you have been called, with all humility and gentleness, with patience, bearing with one another in love, making every effort to maintain the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace.” (verses 1-3)
Guide me today, holy Lord as I lead forward through this season of my life, this week, this day of living for you and serving through the gift and calling of pastoral leadership. In Jesus’ name, amen.
Friday, September 24, 2010
September 24, 2010
9-24-10 Friday, 6:58 am Springfield, 64 degrees, lingering light showers.
Audrey and I sat outside in the backyard for a brief time late yesterday afternoon enjoying what will probably be the last of the “summer” heat, 87 degrees and sunny. A cold front pushed through last night which will usher in more fall-like weather.
I tried to help a stranded fellow yesterday afternoon who needed cash credited to his “green dot” card. I purchased a “money pack” through Pay Pal at Walmart, and then when I tried to reach Mark on the cell number he gave me, I got a recording saying it was unreachable. I am pretty sure I read the number back to him, but feel bad that he was waiting for me, and I had what he needed, but could not get back in touch with him. I had our staff try to get a caller ID from our church phone system, but that is unavailable, which seems a little antiquated in this techno age.
Today I will work on my sermon, and finish up the self-study needed by the consulting team for our HCI consultation in October. It has much data that will be useful to us, and to the team. My appointments and other commitments lighten up today and tomorrow, which will allow me to have adequate time to prepare, something which I have lacked in the last few busy, hectic weeks.
Ephesians 3:1-21
Verses 16-18 contains Paul’s prayer for the church, which is a great prayer for all of us: “I pray that from His glorious, unlimited resources he will empower you with inner strength through his Spirit. Then Christ will make his home in your hearts as you trust in him. Your roots will grow down into God’s love and keep you strong. And may you have the power to understand, as all God’s people should, how wide, how long, how high, and how deep his love is.”
I desire to be empowered with inner strength through his Spirit, with my roots growing down into God’s love and keeping me strong. As I am reading the biography of Francis Asbury I observe the inner strength and deep roots that kept him strong through malaria, and deep conflicts in the early Methodist work in the colonies. Given the times that I live in, the ease that is “normal” yet the presence all around of evil, darkness, brokenness and sin, I seek to deepen my roots, and trust in Christ as He makes his home in my heart. I am yours Lord. Use me, fill me, empty me, send me, hold me back, waste me that you may be glorified and your kingdom expanded in this generation.
Audrey and I sat outside in the backyard for a brief time late yesterday afternoon enjoying what will probably be the last of the “summer” heat, 87 degrees and sunny. A cold front pushed through last night which will usher in more fall-like weather.
I tried to help a stranded fellow yesterday afternoon who needed cash credited to his “green dot” card. I purchased a “money pack” through Pay Pal at Walmart, and then when I tried to reach Mark on the cell number he gave me, I got a recording saying it was unreachable. I am pretty sure I read the number back to him, but feel bad that he was waiting for me, and I had what he needed, but could not get back in touch with him. I had our staff try to get a caller ID from our church phone system, but that is unavailable, which seems a little antiquated in this techno age.
Today I will work on my sermon, and finish up the self-study needed by the consulting team for our HCI consultation in October. It has much data that will be useful to us, and to the team. My appointments and other commitments lighten up today and tomorrow, which will allow me to have adequate time to prepare, something which I have lacked in the last few busy, hectic weeks.
Ephesians 3:1-21
Verses 16-18 contains Paul’s prayer for the church, which is a great prayer for all of us: “I pray that from His glorious, unlimited resources he will empower you with inner strength through his Spirit. Then Christ will make his home in your hearts as you trust in him. Your roots will grow down into God’s love and keep you strong. And may you have the power to understand, as all God’s people should, how wide, how long, how high, and how deep his love is.”
I desire to be empowered with inner strength through his Spirit, with my roots growing down into God’s love and keeping me strong. As I am reading the biography of Francis Asbury I observe the inner strength and deep roots that kept him strong through malaria, and deep conflicts in the early Methodist work in the colonies. Given the times that I live in, the ease that is “normal” yet the presence all around of evil, darkness, brokenness and sin, I seek to deepen my roots, and trust in Christ as He makes his home in my heart. I am yours Lord. Use me, fill me, empty me, send me, hold me back, waste me that you may be glorified and your kingdom expanded in this generation.
Thursday, September 23, 2010
September 23, 2010
9-23-10 Thursday, 7:25 am, Pastor’s office, Springfield 69 degrees, clear.
It is a beautiful morning in Springfield. I left home before 6 heading for the hospital on my motorcycle. The full moon and Jupiter were lighting the western sky. As I headed west on Republic road, the setting full moon was still quite visible even as the sun was rising in the east.
Isaiah 41 – prophecy assuring God’s help to Israel. In verse 20, following a promise of water to the poor and needy, the reason for God’s action on their behalf is “so that all may see and know, all may consider and understand, that the hand of the Lord has done this, the Holy One of Israel has created it.” I pray that in my generation, and through the ministries of this church, Wesley UMC in Springfield, all may consider and understand that the hand of the Lord is present and powerful to save, redeem, restore, forgive.
It is a beautiful morning in Springfield. I left home before 6 heading for the hospital on my motorcycle. The full moon and Jupiter were lighting the western sky. As I headed west on Republic road, the setting full moon was still quite visible even as the sun was rising in the east.
Isaiah 41 – prophecy assuring God’s help to Israel. In verse 20, following a promise of water to the poor and needy, the reason for God’s action on their behalf is “so that all may see and know, all may consider and understand, that the hand of the Lord has done this, the Holy One of Israel has created it.” I pray that in my generation, and through the ministries of this church, Wesley UMC in Springfield, all may consider and understand that the hand of the Lord is present and powerful to save, redeem, restore, forgive.
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
September 21 and 22, 2010
[Blogger's note - Here are two days Journal entries, as our DSL service (and internet connection) was interupted for two days at home.]
9-21-10 Tuesday, 5:29 am Springfield, 68 degrees, clear.
It is a beautiful morning and I am ready for the day. I will drive to Columbia with two other pastors to meet in a new peer mentoring group led by Bishop Schnase. Each of us pastors a large church and are in the HCI process. I look forward to the fellowship, and especially the chance to visit with Bob and Jon as we are on the road together 3 hours each way. Tonight I will lead the Wesley Leadership Experience on spiritual formation. Yesterday Audrey and I spent a great day together, working around the house, going on a walk, reading outside. I ran 3.5 in the afternoon.
Galatians 6:1-18
This chapter of scripture speaks to me directly. Reading it this morning is as though I am being instructed personally with correspondence pertinent to my situation. “If another believer is overcome by some sin you … should gently and humbly help that person back onto the right path. And be careful not to fall into the same temptation yourself.” As a pastor, occasionally I observe other pastors being overcome by some sin. Jesus taught about the “speck and the log” syndrome, in which the faults we see in others often are the very issues we struggle with in our own lives. Thus Paul wisely counsels to be careful not to fall into the same temptation. Currently I am not aware of “another believer (who) is overcome by some sin”, but this reminds me to be watchful.
In verse 2 I am told to “share each other’s burdens, and in this way obey the law of Christ.” The next verse addresses busy important people by warning that if you do not help someone because you are “too important”, you are only fooling yourself. “You are not that important.”
And in verse 9: “So let’s not get tired of doing what is good.” Busy and crowded as is the schedule of the typical leader, this verse instructs me to persevere. I must balance self-care with a tireless, unselfish investment to do what is good, as “at just the right time we will reap a harvest of blessing if we don’t give up.” (verse 9b).
I am yours, holy Lord. Guide my steps, my driving, my thinking, my leading today. Fully use me, as I seek to serve and please you with this day of my life.
9-22-10 Wednesday, 6:50 am Springfield 68 degrees, cloudy.
I had a good trip to Columbia yesterday, meeting with Bishop Schnase and 6 other pastors of large churches, and a great leadership “pilot experience” last night at Wesley, all of which made for a very long day. I am thankful for a strong constitution which allows me to push hard and work long hours. Today my schedule will include a dental cleaning and checkup, worship planning, lunch at the north district superintendent’s house to continue planning the launch of an experimental series of house churches, meeting with the Wesley pastors in the afternoon, and session one of the current new member class after WOW tonight. I love serving God in this role, and need strength and wisdom for each step of the way.
Isaiah 39-40
40:28 - 29 “Have you never heard? Have you never understood? The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of all the earth. He never grows weak or weary. No one can measure the depths of his understanding. He gives power to the weak and strength to the powerless.” These two verses jumped out at me, and in my head I heard a hymn or a song of praise with the words “everlasting God, ….” The nature of God, the extent of God’s understanding, strength, power are my meditation this morning. These verses provide great inspiration for me to lift my heart to God and to sing His praises.
The next two verses are among my favorite in all scripture: 40:30-31 “Even youths will become weak and tired, and young men will fall in exhaustion. But those who trust in the Lord will find new strength. They will soar high on wings like eagles. They will run and not grow weary. They will walk and not faint.” Yes Lord, I experience the renewed strength promised as I trust in You, today, yesterday, tomorrow, and every day until this body lies in the grave, and my spirit rests in your unchangeable eternity.
9-21-10 Tuesday, 5:29 am Springfield, 68 degrees, clear.
It is a beautiful morning and I am ready for the day. I will drive to Columbia with two other pastors to meet in a new peer mentoring group led by Bishop Schnase. Each of us pastors a large church and are in the HCI process. I look forward to the fellowship, and especially the chance to visit with Bob and Jon as we are on the road together 3 hours each way. Tonight I will lead the Wesley Leadership Experience on spiritual formation. Yesterday Audrey and I spent a great day together, working around the house, going on a walk, reading outside. I ran 3.5 in the afternoon.
Galatians 6:1-18
This chapter of scripture speaks to me directly. Reading it this morning is as though I am being instructed personally with correspondence pertinent to my situation. “If another believer is overcome by some sin you … should gently and humbly help that person back onto the right path. And be careful not to fall into the same temptation yourself.” As a pastor, occasionally I observe other pastors being overcome by some sin. Jesus taught about the “speck and the log” syndrome, in which the faults we see in others often are the very issues we struggle with in our own lives. Thus Paul wisely counsels to be careful not to fall into the same temptation. Currently I am not aware of “another believer (who) is overcome by some sin”, but this reminds me to be watchful.
In verse 2 I am told to “share each other’s burdens, and in this way obey the law of Christ.” The next verse addresses busy important people by warning that if you do not help someone because you are “too important”, you are only fooling yourself. “You are not that important.”
And in verse 9: “So let’s not get tired of doing what is good.” Busy and crowded as is the schedule of the typical leader, this verse instructs me to persevere. I must balance self-care with a tireless, unselfish investment to do what is good, as “at just the right time we will reap a harvest of blessing if we don’t give up.” (verse 9b).
I am yours, holy Lord. Guide my steps, my driving, my thinking, my leading today. Fully use me, as I seek to serve and please you with this day of my life.
9-22-10 Wednesday, 6:50 am Springfield 68 degrees, cloudy.
I had a good trip to Columbia yesterday, meeting with Bishop Schnase and 6 other pastors of large churches, and a great leadership “pilot experience” last night at Wesley, all of which made for a very long day. I am thankful for a strong constitution which allows me to push hard and work long hours. Today my schedule will include a dental cleaning and checkup, worship planning, lunch at the north district superintendent’s house to continue planning the launch of an experimental series of house churches, meeting with the Wesley pastors in the afternoon, and session one of the current new member class after WOW tonight. I love serving God in this role, and need strength and wisdom for each step of the way.
Isaiah 39-40
40:28 - 29 “Have you never heard? Have you never understood? The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of all the earth. He never grows weak or weary. No one can measure the depths of his understanding. He gives power to the weak and strength to the powerless.” These two verses jumped out at me, and in my head I heard a hymn or a song of praise with the words “everlasting God, ….” The nature of God, the extent of God’s understanding, strength, power are my meditation this morning. These verses provide great inspiration for me to lift my heart to God and to sing His praises.
The next two verses are among my favorite in all scripture: 40:30-31 “Even youths will become weak and tired, and young men will fall in exhaustion. But those who trust in the Lord will find new strength. They will soar high on wings like eagles. They will run and not grow weary. They will walk and not faint.” Yes Lord, I experience the renewed strength promised as I trust in You, today, yesterday, tomorrow, and every day until this body lies in the grave, and my spirit rests in your unchangeable eternity.
Monday, September 20, 2010
September 20, 2010
9-20-10 Monday, 7:30 am Springfield, 68 degrees, clear.
I am amazed how late the sun rises. At 7:10 it still had not cleared my eastern horizon. The seasons march forward with almost imperceptible but steady progress. I continue to read a few pages of Thoreau’s Walden and am currently near the end of his book as he talks about the coming of Spring on Walden pond. It would be so easy for me to be isolated from the natural world with all the modern conveniences, and I endeavor every day to place myself in the elements, whether it is on the motorcycle, or on a run, or tending the yard and garden, or just simply stepping out on the back deck for a few moments of fresh air.
Galatians 5:13-26
This is one of my favorite passages of all scripture. The apostle Paul writes about freedom – not to satisfy your sinful nature, but to serve one another in love. He instructs us to “let the Holy Spirit guide your lives. Then you won’t be doing what your sinful nature craves.” (verse16) He describes the cravings of the sinful nature in verses 19 -21. He is very direct as he names the results of following the sinful nature: “sexual immorality, impurity, lustful pleasures, idolatry, sorcery, hostility, quarreling, jealousy, outbursts of anger, selfish ambition, dissension, division, envy, drunkenness, wild parties, and other sins like these.” Just copying these into my journal has an impact as I internalize each result of following the sinful nature. In the clear, fresh light of morning these appear so despicable, but I recognize how any or all of these results could so quickly poison the life of one inattentive to the Holy Spirit’s guidance.
Verses 22-23 contain the beautiful, majestic, holy results of a life filled with God’s spirit: “love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control.” I have been cultivating these fruits since 1974, and will continue to do so every day until my arrow lands in God’s unchangeable eternity (Wesley quote, intro to standard sermons).
Guide me today, Holy Lord as I live this Monday in your presence, reading, preparing, resting, leading a graveside service for Henry Beasley, and pursuing the practices of a fruitful life in this toxic world.
I am amazed how late the sun rises. At 7:10 it still had not cleared my eastern horizon. The seasons march forward with almost imperceptible but steady progress. I continue to read a few pages of Thoreau’s Walden and am currently near the end of his book as he talks about the coming of Spring on Walden pond. It would be so easy for me to be isolated from the natural world with all the modern conveniences, and I endeavor every day to place myself in the elements, whether it is on the motorcycle, or on a run, or tending the yard and garden, or just simply stepping out on the back deck for a few moments of fresh air.
Galatians 5:13-26
This is one of my favorite passages of all scripture. The apostle Paul writes about freedom – not to satisfy your sinful nature, but to serve one another in love. He instructs us to “let the Holy Spirit guide your lives. Then you won’t be doing what your sinful nature craves.” (verse16) He describes the cravings of the sinful nature in verses 19 -21. He is very direct as he names the results of following the sinful nature: “sexual immorality, impurity, lustful pleasures, idolatry, sorcery, hostility, quarreling, jealousy, outbursts of anger, selfish ambition, dissension, division, envy, drunkenness, wild parties, and other sins like these.” Just copying these into my journal has an impact as I internalize each result of following the sinful nature. In the clear, fresh light of morning these appear so despicable, but I recognize how any or all of these results could so quickly poison the life of one inattentive to the Holy Spirit’s guidance.
Verses 22-23 contain the beautiful, majestic, holy results of a life filled with God’s spirit: “love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control.” I have been cultivating these fruits since 1974, and will continue to do so every day until my arrow lands in God’s unchangeable eternity (Wesley quote, intro to standard sermons).
Guide me today, Holy Lord as I live this Monday in your presence, reading, preparing, resting, leading a graveside service for Henry Beasley, and pursuing the practices of a fruitful life in this toxic world.
Sunday, September 19, 2010
September 19, 2010
9-19-10 Sunday, 5:37 am Springfield, 70 degrees, clear.
Morning has broken, like the first morning … I am up and glad to be heading into a Sunday full of worship, teaching, encouraging and leading. I will read today’s scripture for my devotions, and then work on my sermon until it is time to get ready for church. I need to leave a little earlier than normal so I can set up Audrey’s Honduras slide presentation to the Sunday School class.
Hebrews 10:23-25
Holding fast to the hope of our confession, without wavering, let us consider how to provoke one another to love and good deeds, not neglecting to meet together… My task this morning is to encourage hearers to keep growing in their faith development. I just looked at Wesley’s sermon on Faith, based on Heb 11:6 “without faith it is impossible to please Him”. He considers the different degrees of faith, relating to the light that God has revealed, beginning with materialists, then diests, then Jewish and Roman Catholic believers, then protestants. He summarizes Christians into those whose faith is as a “servant”, and those who “walk in the glorious liberty of the children of God.”
Guide me Lord as I lead forward in this important area of “Intentional Faith Development”. I am unworthy to carry this message and am passionate about its delivery. May my own faith development continue until my soul lands in the unchangeable eternity, and in the mean time be constantly growing in Christ-likeness.
Morning has broken, like the first morning … I am up and glad to be heading into a Sunday full of worship, teaching, encouraging and leading. I will read today’s scripture for my devotions, and then work on my sermon until it is time to get ready for church. I need to leave a little earlier than normal so I can set up Audrey’s Honduras slide presentation to the Sunday School class.
Hebrews 10:23-25
Holding fast to the hope of our confession, without wavering, let us consider how to provoke one another to love and good deeds, not neglecting to meet together… My task this morning is to encourage hearers to keep growing in their faith development. I just looked at Wesley’s sermon on Faith, based on Heb 11:6 “without faith it is impossible to please Him”. He considers the different degrees of faith, relating to the light that God has revealed, beginning with materialists, then diests, then Jewish and Roman Catholic believers, then protestants. He summarizes Christians into those whose faith is as a “servant”, and those who “walk in the glorious liberty of the children of God.”
Guide me Lord as I lead forward in this important area of “Intentional Faith Development”. I am unworthy to carry this message and am passionate about its delivery. May my own faith development continue until my soul lands in the unchangeable eternity, and in the mean time be constantly growing in Christ-likeness.
Saturday, September 18, 2010
September 18, 2010
9-18-10 Saturday, 6:22 am Springfield, 68 degrees, clear, calm
Gal 3:23-4:31
Reading from the New Living Translation in the One Year Bible I have discovered a new metaphor, a fresh turn of expression in verse 23 “… we were kept in protective custody…” The more traditional translation (NRSV) puts it this way “we were imprisoned and guarded under the law until faith would be revealed.” Paul is describing the purpose of God for the law – which was preparatory to the way of faith. Protective custody is what is provided for individuals who are at risk of harm. It is restrictive, but with a wholesome purpose. Following the law is also restrictive, and also with a wholesome purpose.
The problem with legalism as an end in itself is that it falls so short of the fullness of the life God intends. It is easier, or perhaps more simple to merely keep a set of rules. Far more possibility exists with the freedom we have by faith in Christ, and there is also more possibility of error and excess. A great example in our generation is the practice of the Amish. They decided to draw the technological line at using automobiles and electricity. They have established a “law”, and they keep it. This practice is clear, and has benefits, but it also is so limiting and they miss so much opportunity. They also have limited growth for the cause of Christ as they maintain their legalism.
Now that we are out of “protective custody”, what are we doing with our freedom? Yesterday I was reading John Wesley’s introduction to his standard sermons, and he described his life: “I am a creature of a day, passing through life as an arrow through the air. I am spirit come from God and returning to God; just hovering over the great gulf, till a few moments hence I am no more seen – I drop into an unchangeable eternity!” John Wesley made the most of his life, bearing fruit, investing his whole self in the advancement of the kingdom of God.
Dearest Lord, as I spend this day “hovering over the great gulf”, guide my every thought, every action, every word that it might be in the freedom and the power of your Spirit. I am yours, spirit come from you and returning to you. May this day be fully lived according to your will and purposes for my life.
Gal 3:23-4:31
Reading from the New Living Translation in the One Year Bible I have discovered a new metaphor, a fresh turn of expression in verse 23 “… we were kept in protective custody…” The more traditional translation (NRSV) puts it this way “we were imprisoned and guarded under the law until faith would be revealed.” Paul is describing the purpose of God for the law – which was preparatory to the way of faith. Protective custody is what is provided for individuals who are at risk of harm. It is restrictive, but with a wholesome purpose. Following the law is also restrictive, and also with a wholesome purpose.
The problem with legalism as an end in itself is that it falls so short of the fullness of the life God intends. It is easier, or perhaps more simple to merely keep a set of rules. Far more possibility exists with the freedom we have by faith in Christ, and there is also more possibility of error and excess. A great example in our generation is the practice of the Amish. They decided to draw the technological line at using automobiles and electricity. They have established a “law”, and they keep it. This practice is clear, and has benefits, but it also is so limiting and they miss so much opportunity. They also have limited growth for the cause of Christ as they maintain their legalism.
Now that we are out of “protective custody”, what are we doing with our freedom? Yesterday I was reading John Wesley’s introduction to his standard sermons, and he described his life: “I am a creature of a day, passing through life as an arrow through the air. I am spirit come from God and returning to God; just hovering over the great gulf, till a few moments hence I am no more seen – I drop into an unchangeable eternity!” John Wesley made the most of his life, bearing fruit, investing his whole self in the advancement of the kingdom of God.
Dearest Lord, as I spend this day “hovering over the great gulf”, guide my every thought, every action, every word that it might be in the freedom and the power of your Spirit. I am yours, spirit come from you and returning to you. May this day be fully lived according to your will and purposes for my life.
Friday, September 17, 2010
September 17, 2010
9-17-10 Friday, 5:38 am Springfield, 60 degrees, partly cloudy. Orion is visible; as are Jupiter/Uranus (My Google Skymap helps me with identification!)
Another early morning, as I arise with adequate rest. Yesterday was a long day, and I had good energy throughout, even though I was up at 4:30. I welcome the prospects of arising this early on a regular basis for prayer, scripture, writing and preparation. I have always needed more sleep than my friends, and I have been disciplined not to indulge in more sleep than needed. Each morning I am excited to be up and about, and “this is the day the Lord hath made, I will rejoice and be glad in it!”
Ephesians 5:1-33
Verses 15-17 instruct us to “be careful how you live. Don’t live like fools, but like those who are wise. Make the most of every opportunity in these evil days. Don’t act thoughtlessly; but understand what the Lord wants you to do.” I have been following this admonition for 36 years now, since August of 1974. I must continue to discern “what the Lord wants (me) to do”. This is a question at the heart of the classic discipline of spiritual direction. I was one of the early members of Spiritual Directors International (SDI). I have been a spiritual director, and have had several during the decades. I currently am not utilizing a spiritual director, but have recently thought about reengaging in this practice.
“Carefully determine what pleases the Lord. Take no part in the worthless deeds of evil and darkness; instead expose them.” Just as a baseball player or golfer continually adjusts their swing for maximum productivity, it is wise for Christians to carefully pay attention to “what pleases the Lord” and to guard against the encroachment of evil and darkness. This is a daily process and I must never ignore or neglect this discernment.
Last night we had a very good session of the church council, in which I led a discussion around the strengths, weaknesses, opportunities of Wesley UMC. As a church I would apply this chapter and remind us to “carefully determine what pleases the Lord.” We are preparing for the Healthy Church Initiative weekend consultation in October, and I am looking forward to the process, and the resulting 5 prescriptions which will provide us with actions to take which will please the Lord. I am so thankful for Wesley church and the opportunity to serve as pastor during this season of my ministry.
I am yours Lord, put me to doing your will today. Guide me in the preparation of the weekend message, the ordering of the church life, the wedding rehearsal tonight and wedding tomorrow. I desire to be careful to determine what pleases You, and to pursue this with all my being, today and each of my remaining days in this life.
Another early morning, as I arise with adequate rest. Yesterday was a long day, and I had good energy throughout, even though I was up at 4:30. I welcome the prospects of arising this early on a regular basis for prayer, scripture, writing and preparation. I have always needed more sleep than my friends, and I have been disciplined not to indulge in more sleep than needed. Each morning I am excited to be up and about, and “this is the day the Lord hath made, I will rejoice and be glad in it!”
Ephesians 5:1-33
Verses 15-17 instruct us to “be careful how you live. Don’t live like fools, but like those who are wise. Make the most of every opportunity in these evil days. Don’t act thoughtlessly; but understand what the Lord wants you to do.” I have been following this admonition for 36 years now, since August of 1974. I must continue to discern “what the Lord wants (me) to do”. This is a question at the heart of the classic discipline of spiritual direction. I was one of the early members of Spiritual Directors International (SDI). I have been a spiritual director, and have had several during the decades. I currently am not utilizing a spiritual director, but have recently thought about reengaging in this practice.
“Carefully determine what pleases the Lord. Take no part in the worthless deeds of evil and darkness; instead expose them.” Just as a baseball player or golfer continually adjusts their swing for maximum productivity, it is wise for Christians to carefully pay attention to “what pleases the Lord” and to guard against the encroachment of evil and darkness. This is a daily process and I must never ignore or neglect this discernment.
Last night we had a very good session of the church council, in which I led a discussion around the strengths, weaknesses, opportunities of Wesley UMC. As a church I would apply this chapter and remind us to “carefully determine what pleases the Lord.” We are preparing for the Healthy Church Initiative weekend consultation in October, and I am looking forward to the process, and the resulting 5 prescriptions which will provide us with actions to take which will please the Lord. I am so thankful for Wesley church and the opportunity to serve as pastor during this season of my ministry.
I am yours Lord, put me to doing your will today. Guide me in the preparation of the weekend message, the ordering of the church life, the wedding rehearsal tonight and wedding tomorrow. I desire to be careful to determine what pleases You, and to pursue this with all my being, today and each of my remaining days in this life.
Thursday, September 16, 2010
September 16, 2010
9-16-10 Thursday, 4:55 am Springfield, 66 degrees, partly cloudy, very dark.
I can see low-level fog coming out of the James River basin. I heard a pack of coyotes at 3:20 in the same area. Coyotes make a distinctive and sometimes eerie noise. The ones this morning were not eerie, they just sounded bothersome. This is one of those rare mornings in which I have been awake for some time, and electing to get up I will have plenty of energy for the day. John Wesley instructed his preachers to arise at 4:00 if they had a 5:00 am preaching opportunity (he encouraged them to pursue as many of these as possible, and preach if there were at least 20 people), otherwise they were to rise at 5:00. I have never preached at 5:00 am, but would do so if there were 20 interested hearers.
Galatians 2:17 – 3:9
Paul continues his theme of faith in Christ compared to reliance upon the works of the law. He lifts up Abraham as one “who believed God, and it was reckoned to him as righteousness.” He asks the Galatians if they received the Spirit by doing the works of the law, or by believing what they heard. This is such a pertinent issue for the modern “mainline” church – faith truly does come by hearing, and religious people constantly slip into the trap of believing it is their works that gain them favor with God.
At Wesley this week’s theme is “Intentional Faith Development”, from the work of Bishop Schnase. Paul is prodding the Galatians to grow in their faith, and the power of the Holy Spirit without deteriorating into a false reliance upon works. Guide me Lord as I seek to be your instrument encouraging growth and faith development in those who attend this weekend. Lead me Lord as I grow in my own faith development on this journey at this time in history and among the people of my generation and culture.
I can see low-level fog coming out of the James River basin. I heard a pack of coyotes at 3:20 in the same area. Coyotes make a distinctive and sometimes eerie noise. The ones this morning were not eerie, they just sounded bothersome. This is one of those rare mornings in which I have been awake for some time, and electing to get up I will have plenty of energy for the day. John Wesley instructed his preachers to arise at 4:00 if they had a 5:00 am preaching opportunity (he encouraged them to pursue as many of these as possible, and preach if there were at least 20 people), otherwise they were to rise at 5:00. I have never preached at 5:00 am, but would do so if there were 20 interested hearers.
Galatians 2:17 – 3:9
Paul continues his theme of faith in Christ compared to reliance upon the works of the law. He lifts up Abraham as one “who believed God, and it was reckoned to him as righteousness.” He asks the Galatians if they received the Spirit by doing the works of the law, or by believing what they heard. This is such a pertinent issue for the modern “mainline” church – faith truly does come by hearing, and religious people constantly slip into the trap of believing it is their works that gain them favor with God.
At Wesley this week’s theme is “Intentional Faith Development”, from the work of Bishop Schnase. Paul is prodding the Galatians to grow in their faith, and the power of the Holy Spirit without deteriorating into a false reliance upon works. Guide me Lord as I seek to be your instrument encouraging growth and faith development in those who attend this weekend. Lead me Lord as I grow in my own faith development on this journey at this time in history and among the people of my generation and culture.
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
September 15, 2010
9-15-10 Wednesday, 7:30 am Springfield, 65 degrees, partly cloudy.
It is the middle of the month. I am feeling refreshed after a night of rest and am ready for all that this day will bring. Life is so uncertain, and always an adventure. We will have our bimonthly executive staff meeting, celebrate staff birthdays, complete the third session of Life’s Healing Choices, the Spring 2011 small group series, etc, etc. Tonight I will attend the fourth session of the Dave Ramsey “Financial Peace University”. Audrey and I completed our budget last night using his online tool.
Gal 2:1-16
Paul opposes Peter in Antioch for being wishy washy about his theology. Peter ate with gentiles (which is against Jewish law, but which acknowledged their common faith in Christ) until “certain people came from James …. After they came, he drew back and kept himself separate for fear of the circumcision faction.” (11-12).
This is a critical issue for Paul, because either a person is justified before God through the sacrifice of Christ, or a person is justified by keeping the law. This was the hot topic addressed by Paul, who was thoroughly Jewish and fanatically kept the law up to the point that Christ appeared to him on the road to Damascus. He summarizes his understanding in verse 16: “yet we know that a person is justified not by the works of the law but through faith in Jesus Christ. And we have come to believe in Christ Jesus, so that we might be justified by faith in Christ , and not by doing the works of the law, because no one will be justified by the works of the law.”
As a “religious leader” in today’s world, I am vigilant to teach and demonstrate faith in Christ as the heart of being a Christian, with good works following as the fruit of faith, not the price of pardon. John Wesley, in his journal for August 10, 1740 wrote that persons should not be considered justified without “clear assurance” that “God had forgiven their sins, bringing in a calm peace, the love of God and dominion over all sin” (from intro to Galatians in the Wesley Study Bible).
Guide me today Lord as I journey forward, planning, leading, serving, giving. Use me today as I fully surrender to your lordship and your will in my life.
It is the middle of the month. I am feeling refreshed after a night of rest and am ready for all that this day will bring. Life is so uncertain, and always an adventure. We will have our bimonthly executive staff meeting, celebrate staff birthdays, complete the third session of Life’s Healing Choices, the Spring 2011 small group series, etc, etc. Tonight I will attend the fourth session of the Dave Ramsey “Financial Peace University”. Audrey and I completed our budget last night using his online tool.
Gal 2:1-16
Paul opposes Peter in Antioch for being wishy washy about his theology. Peter ate with gentiles (which is against Jewish law, but which acknowledged their common faith in Christ) until “certain people came from James …. After they came, he drew back and kept himself separate for fear of the circumcision faction.” (11-12).
This is a critical issue for Paul, because either a person is justified before God through the sacrifice of Christ, or a person is justified by keeping the law. This was the hot topic addressed by Paul, who was thoroughly Jewish and fanatically kept the law up to the point that Christ appeared to him on the road to Damascus. He summarizes his understanding in verse 16: “yet we know that a person is justified not by the works of the law but through faith in Jesus Christ. And we have come to believe in Christ Jesus, so that we might be justified by faith in Christ , and not by doing the works of the law, because no one will be justified by the works of the law.”
As a “religious leader” in today’s world, I am vigilant to teach and demonstrate faith in Christ as the heart of being a Christian, with good works following as the fruit of faith, not the price of pardon. John Wesley, in his journal for August 10, 1740 wrote that persons should not be considered justified without “clear assurance” that “God had forgiven their sins, bringing in a calm peace, the love of God and dominion over all sin” (from intro to Galatians in the Wesley Study Bible).
Guide me today Lord as I journey forward, planning, leading, serving, giving. Use me today as I fully surrender to your lordship and your will in my life.
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
September 14, 2010
9-14-10 Tuesday, 7:07 am Springfield, 65 degrees, raining.
Today is my daughter’s 22 birthday! I will send her facebook greetings. I remember well the day she was born in 1988, as I was pastoring in Wellsville, and Audrey stayed at my parents for her last week of pregnancy so she could be closer to her doctor and the hospital. As the yet unnamed baby was handed to her mother following birth, Audrey looked her in the eyes and said “we will take good care of you!”. Now Bethany is in Los Angeles, across the continent in college, and this will be the fourth birthday in a row that we celebrate across the miles. I celebrate her accomplishments, her character, and most importantly her faith and the life she lives fully in the Spirit of God’s grace and power.
Yesterday I cancelled my participation in the Elders Day Apart in Sedalia, and spent the day with Audrey. My schedule has been, and will be so packed that this was a necessary and welcomed aeration. I regretted not being there to lead the Asbury Alumni Fellowship leadership group at 8:00 pm, but there are good young leaders working on that team.
Galatians 1:1-24
Paul is writing this letter to the churches of Galatia to encourage, clarify and convince them concerning the gospel. In verse 10 he states “Obviously, I’m not trying to win the approval of people, but of God. If pleasing people were my goal, I would not be Christ’s servant.” This statement reminds me of Francis Asbury, as he came to America in his 20s, and found the discipline lax in the fledgling Methodist movement. I am reading the biography American Saint by John Wigger. In it, Asbury makes many people, including some of the more experienced leaders mad at him for being so insistent on discipline. Given my tendency to please people, part of the personality I have inherited, I must be careful and wise to always seek the approval of God, not of people as I serve and live out fully who God has called me to be.
I find myself a pastor in the Methodist connection 260 years after John and Charles Wesley were used by God to launch this renewal movement, and 216 years after the 1784Christmas Conference of Methodists here in the United States. The denomination is in decline, people in the churches essentially like things the way they are and do not welcome change. There are signs of hope and life, and the 46 year-old church to which I am appointed has much health and vigor. The challenge is to keep moving forward in ways that please God, being careful to trust Him on the narrow way, and avoid the wide path that pleases self and people.
I am yours, O God, make me ever true. I desire to please you alone, following your lead, embracing the conflict against evil and the subtle cult of self and pleasure in this world. Use me today as I serve you with joy and faith.
Today is my daughter’s 22 birthday! I will send her facebook greetings. I remember well the day she was born in 1988, as I was pastoring in Wellsville, and Audrey stayed at my parents for her last week of pregnancy so she could be closer to her doctor and the hospital. As the yet unnamed baby was handed to her mother following birth, Audrey looked her in the eyes and said “we will take good care of you!”. Now Bethany is in Los Angeles, across the continent in college, and this will be the fourth birthday in a row that we celebrate across the miles. I celebrate her accomplishments, her character, and most importantly her faith and the life she lives fully in the Spirit of God’s grace and power.
Yesterday I cancelled my participation in the Elders Day Apart in Sedalia, and spent the day with Audrey. My schedule has been, and will be so packed that this was a necessary and welcomed aeration. I regretted not being there to lead the Asbury Alumni Fellowship leadership group at 8:00 pm, but there are good young leaders working on that team.
Galatians 1:1-24
Paul is writing this letter to the churches of Galatia to encourage, clarify and convince them concerning the gospel. In verse 10 he states “Obviously, I’m not trying to win the approval of people, but of God. If pleasing people were my goal, I would not be Christ’s servant.” This statement reminds me of Francis Asbury, as he came to America in his 20s, and found the discipline lax in the fledgling Methodist movement. I am reading the biography American Saint by John Wigger. In it, Asbury makes many people, including some of the more experienced leaders mad at him for being so insistent on discipline. Given my tendency to please people, part of the personality I have inherited, I must be careful and wise to always seek the approval of God, not of people as I serve and live out fully who God has called me to be.
I find myself a pastor in the Methodist connection 260 years after John and Charles Wesley were used by God to launch this renewal movement, and 216 years after the 1784Christmas Conference of Methodists here in the United States. The denomination is in decline, people in the churches essentially like things the way they are and do not welcome change. There are signs of hope and life, and the 46 year-old church to which I am appointed has much health and vigor. The challenge is to keep moving forward in ways that please God, being careful to trust Him on the narrow way, and avoid the wide path that pleases self and people.
I am yours, O God, make me ever true. I desire to please you alone, following your lead, embracing the conflict against evil and the subtle cult of self and pleasure in this world. Use me today as I serve you with joy and faith.
Monday, September 13, 2010
September 13, 2010
9-13-10 Monday, 6:53 am Springfield, 54 degrees, clear.
Today I have registered for the order of elders retreat in Sedalia. It starts at noon today and ends at noon tomorrow. At 8:00 pm I have agreed to meet with the leadership team of Asbury Seminary Alumni fellowship. I would rather be home today, experiencing a day off, and tomorrow getting caught up instead of further behind.
Is 12:1 – 14:32
This section begins in verse two with the affirmation “The Lord God is my strength and my song; he has given me victory.” Then follows prophecy of brutal destruction of enemies, and a promise of people coming back to Israel from all the nations- 14:2“The nations of the world will help the Lord’s people return.” This sounds like what happened and is happening in modern Israel, established in 1947 under the auspices of several nations after World War II. I am very interested in how the whole middle east situation will continue to develop and resolve.
Yesterday I preached about passionate worship, fully responding to God’s grace. On one level, it often appears that there is really nothing going on in the unseen world – life is pretty routine and normal. On the other hand, there is so much uncertainty and conflict in the current day, and looking back on this time period, it will be obvious that God was at work, and people of faith were walking with Him on this journey. This period of history is unique, and it also has much in common with all other periods – Good vs. Evil, selfish desires and power played out around the world – poverty, suffering, disease, death, along with goodness, generosity, sacrifice, servant leaders moving forward under God’s direction.
Guide me today Lord as I journey forward with faith. Guard me from complacency, from discouragement, from self-centeredness. I desire to walk in the power of your loving presence under the direction of your Holy Spirit.
Today I have registered for the order of elders retreat in Sedalia. It starts at noon today and ends at noon tomorrow. At 8:00 pm I have agreed to meet with the leadership team of Asbury Seminary Alumni fellowship. I would rather be home today, experiencing a day off, and tomorrow getting caught up instead of further behind.
Is 12:1 – 14:32
This section begins in verse two with the affirmation “The Lord God is my strength and my song; he has given me victory.” Then follows prophecy of brutal destruction of enemies, and a promise of people coming back to Israel from all the nations- 14:2“The nations of the world will help the Lord’s people return.” This sounds like what happened and is happening in modern Israel, established in 1947 under the auspices of several nations after World War II. I am very interested in how the whole middle east situation will continue to develop and resolve.
Yesterday I preached about passionate worship, fully responding to God’s grace. On one level, it often appears that there is really nothing going on in the unseen world – life is pretty routine and normal. On the other hand, there is so much uncertainty and conflict in the current day, and looking back on this time period, it will be obvious that God was at work, and people of faith were walking with Him on this journey. This period of history is unique, and it also has much in common with all other periods – Good vs. Evil, selfish desires and power played out around the world – poverty, suffering, disease, death, along with goodness, generosity, sacrifice, servant leaders moving forward under God’s direction.
Guide me today Lord as I journey forward with faith. Guard me from complacency, from discouragement, from self-centeredness. I desire to walk in the power of your loving presence under the direction of your Holy Spirit.
Sunday, September 12, 2010
September 12, 2010
9-12-10 Sunday, 6:28 am Springfield, 57 degrees, clear.
Today I arise to praise God and lead others to do so in the sanctuary. I am looking forward to this morning and to the message on passionate worship. Psalm 84 is my central scripture this morning.
Psalm 84
This is a psalm sung by pilgrims on their way to Jerusalem, to worship God in the temple. They pass through the valley of Baca, a dry place, and springs appear, rain also providing what they need. The writer states that he would rather be doorkeeper in the house of the lord than do anything else. He also states that one day in the presence of God is better than a thousand elsewhere.
Lord, may today’s worship services be a blessing to the participants as the music, the prayers, the scripture feed hungry and parched souls. May the gathering of your people, singing praises be a blessing. Use me as your servant today.
Today I arise to praise God and lead others to do so in the sanctuary. I am looking forward to this morning and to the message on passionate worship. Psalm 84 is my central scripture this morning.
Psalm 84
This is a psalm sung by pilgrims on their way to Jerusalem, to worship God in the temple. They pass through the valley of Baca, a dry place, and springs appear, rain also providing what they need. The writer states that he would rather be doorkeeper in the house of the lord than do anything else. He also states that one day in the presence of God is better than a thousand elsewhere.
Lord, may today’s worship services be a blessing to the participants as the music, the prayers, the scripture feed hungry and parched souls. May the gathering of your people, singing praises be a blessing. Use me as your servant today.
Saturday, September 11, 2010
September 11, 2010
9-11-10 Saturday, 7:10 am St. Louis, 66 degrees, rain has stopped, sky is trying to clear.
Last night we had a wonderful experience at the wedding of Mike and Lisa Rodden in the beautiful World’s fair pavilion in Forest Park. There was a strong showing of folks from Wesley, including 5 current or former staff. Audrey and I enjoyed every aspect of this special event. This morning we will hit the road for Springfield, aiming to be at the Greene County Courthouse by 11:30 when the Wesley band kicks it off.
II Cor 12 The apostle Paul writes about an experience of being “caught up to the third heaven – whether in the body or out of the body, I do not know”. He seems to be writing about somebody else, and it also seems he is describing his own experience in a humble, third person way. Regardless, this chapter is a continuation of his boasting in his weakness, responding to people and events that have taken place in the Corinthian church.
It is my joy to serve as pastor of Wesley United Methodist Church. As I work on the self-study in preparation for the Healthy Church Initiative, I deepen my appreciation for the history and the people of Wesley. Guide me today Lord as I serve with joy and enthusiasm this church in this age.
Last night we had a wonderful experience at the wedding of Mike and Lisa Rodden in the beautiful World’s fair pavilion in Forest Park. There was a strong showing of folks from Wesley, including 5 current or former staff. Audrey and I enjoyed every aspect of this special event. This morning we will hit the road for Springfield, aiming to be at the Greene County Courthouse by 11:30 when the Wesley band kicks it off.
II Cor 12 The apostle Paul writes about an experience of being “caught up to the third heaven – whether in the body or out of the body, I do not know”. He seems to be writing about somebody else, and it also seems he is describing his own experience in a humble, third person way. Regardless, this chapter is a continuation of his boasting in his weakness, responding to people and events that have taken place in the Corinthian church.
It is my joy to serve as pastor of Wesley United Methodist Church. As I work on the self-study in preparation for the Healthy Church Initiative, I deepen my appreciation for the history and the people of Wesley. Guide me today Lord as I serve with joy and enthusiasm this church in this age.
Friday, September 10, 2010
September 10, 2010
9-10-10 Friday, 6:32 am Springfield, 72 degrees, foggy
I am getting acquainted with my new phone, the Droid X. Other than being unable to sync it with my existing calendar and contacts, and its alarm not waking me up this morning, I think I like it pretty well. It is amazing to me the rapid advancement of technology. One reason I went with this phone was to stay current and connected in this culture. This morning I will have some blood drawn for routine lab work my Dr. has requested, and then on to a haircut. At the office I will finalize my sermon outline, then head to St. Louis for the wedding of Mike and Lisa.
Isaiah 6:1-7:25
The vision, call, and response of Isaiah – the Lord sitting on his lofty throne, “who shall I send?” “here I am, send me”. The hot coal from the altar touches his lips, and even among a people of unclean lips he speaks words of prophecy to the king of Judah.
These verses are extremely inspiring to me. Like Isaiah, I was a man of unclean lips, and God’s Holy Spirit has touched me that I may speak for him in this generation. I must constantly attend to the Word of God, prepared for the people who come to hear. God is working in this generation, just as he has throughout time. I am yours, most Holy One. Fill me and speak through me once again your words of power and love.
I am getting acquainted with my new phone, the Droid X. Other than being unable to sync it with my existing calendar and contacts, and its alarm not waking me up this morning, I think I like it pretty well. It is amazing to me the rapid advancement of technology. One reason I went with this phone was to stay current and connected in this culture. This morning I will have some blood drawn for routine lab work my Dr. has requested, and then on to a haircut. At the office I will finalize my sermon outline, then head to St. Louis for the wedding of Mike and Lisa.
Isaiah 6:1-7:25
The vision, call, and response of Isaiah – the Lord sitting on his lofty throne, “who shall I send?” “here I am, send me”. The hot coal from the altar touches his lips, and even among a people of unclean lips he speaks words of prophecy to the king of Judah.
These verses are extremely inspiring to me. Like Isaiah, I was a man of unclean lips, and God’s Holy Spirit has touched me that I may speak for him in this generation. I must constantly attend to the Word of God, prepared for the people who come to hear. God is working in this generation, just as he has throughout time. I am yours, most Holy One. Fill me and speak through me once again your words of power and love.
Thursday, September 9, 2010
September 9, 2010
9-9-10 Thursday, 6:22 am Springfield – raining, 64 degrees
I just checked our basement and was pleased to find it dry. Last week, when we had 13inches in 2 days lots of water flowed under the door into the “John Deer” room, which took a couple of days to dry out after we discovered it. We might get as much as four inches today.
Yesterday I received my order of books from Amazon, including the biography of Francis Asbury, two books by Leonard Sweet, and a book about house churches. I also received my new Droid X phone by Fed Ex. Today I will take it to the store and get it operational. I will miss my Treo, yet I am leaning into learning about this new phone. I realize that it will be an old phone in a couple of years, and that even though new things have an excitement and anticipation about them, life does not consist in the things that a person has.
II Cor 11:1-15
Paul hopes the Corinthians will put up with a little more of his foolishness. He is countering the claims of some that he is not really an apostle, and that he should be dismissed by this church of which he is the founding pastor. He is writing against the “deceitful workers who disguise themselves as apostles of Christ”. Paul observes that the believers at Corinth “happily put up with whatever anyone tells you, even if they preach a different Jesus than the one we preach, or a different kind of Spirit than the one you received, or a different kind of gospel than the one you believed.” (verse4)
As a pastor and leader in the church in Missouri, I am constantly aware of the responsibility to be true to the Scriptures, to be accurate in interpretation, to be led by the Holy Spirit, and to be fully who God has called me to be. Lead me Lord, lead me in your righteousness as I adventure through this day, planning, caring, officiating at a memorial service, and working on Sunday’s message.
I just checked our basement and was pleased to find it dry. Last week, when we had 13inches in 2 days lots of water flowed under the door into the “John Deer” room, which took a couple of days to dry out after we discovered it. We might get as much as four inches today.
Yesterday I received my order of books from Amazon, including the biography of Francis Asbury, two books by Leonard Sweet, and a book about house churches. I also received my new Droid X phone by Fed Ex. Today I will take it to the store and get it operational. I will miss my Treo, yet I am leaning into learning about this new phone. I realize that it will be an old phone in a couple of years, and that even though new things have an excitement and anticipation about them, life does not consist in the things that a person has.
II Cor 11:1-15
Paul hopes the Corinthians will put up with a little more of his foolishness. He is countering the claims of some that he is not really an apostle, and that he should be dismissed by this church of which he is the founding pastor. He is writing against the “deceitful workers who disguise themselves as apostles of Christ”. Paul observes that the believers at Corinth “happily put up with whatever anyone tells you, even if they preach a different Jesus than the one we preach, or a different kind of Spirit than the one you received, or a different kind of gospel than the one you believed.” (verse4)
As a pastor and leader in the church in Missouri, I am constantly aware of the responsibility to be true to the Scriptures, to be accurate in interpretation, to be led by the Holy Spirit, and to be fully who God has called me to be. Lead me Lord, lead me in your righteousness as I adventure through this day, planning, caring, officiating at a memorial service, and working on Sunday’s message.
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
September 8, 2010
9-8-10 Wednesday, 6:10 am Springfield, 65 degrees, cloudy.
The remnants of a gulf storm are pushing toward us, which will result in rain today. I rode my motorcycle home yesterday in the rain, which wasn’t too unpleasant, but required a wardrobe change for the evening meeting. Last night we launched the Wesley pilot leadership experience with great participation. I awoke this morning with thoughts about this experience, including the central role of the church’s mission and vision. I look forward to developing this further.
II Cor 10:1-18
Verse 15b … “our hope is that, as your faith increases, our sphere of action among you may be greatly enlarged.” The “increase of faith” is a goal for every believer, every church. What does this mean for Bruce Baxter? What are the components of increasing my faith? I can think of several: greater reliance on the promises of God’s word; increased boldness in presenting the gospel; larger vision for the sphere of action of the local church, making an impact in the community and the world.
“Intentional faith development” is one of the 5 characteristics of a fruitful life named by Bishop Schnase, and will be the theme of Sunday, Sept 19. I look forward to preparing this message, and referring to this verse which names the hope of increasing faith among believers, resulting in an enlarged sphere of action.
Guide me today most holy Lord as I invest my life in supporting other pastors, lunching with our staff, visiting the home of a young family about the baptism of their baby, supporting the Dave Ramsey course by my attendance, and in leading a young couple as they prepare for their upcoming marriage.
The remnants of a gulf storm are pushing toward us, which will result in rain today. I rode my motorcycle home yesterday in the rain, which wasn’t too unpleasant, but required a wardrobe change for the evening meeting. Last night we launched the Wesley pilot leadership experience with great participation. I awoke this morning with thoughts about this experience, including the central role of the church’s mission and vision. I look forward to developing this further.
II Cor 10:1-18
Verse 15b … “our hope is that, as your faith increases, our sphere of action among you may be greatly enlarged.” The “increase of faith” is a goal for every believer, every church. What does this mean for Bruce Baxter? What are the components of increasing my faith? I can think of several: greater reliance on the promises of God’s word; increased boldness in presenting the gospel; larger vision for the sphere of action of the local church, making an impact in the community and the world.
“Intentional faith development” is one of the 5 characteristics of a fruitful life named by Bishop Schnase, and will be the theme of Sunday, Sept 19. I look forward to preparing this message, and referring to this verse which names the hope of increasing faith among believers, resulting in an enlarged sphere of action.
Guide me today most holy Lord as I invest my life in supporting other pastors, lunching with our staff, visiting the home of a young family about the baptism of their baby, supporting the Dave Ramsey course by my attendance, and in leading a young couple as they prepare for their upcoming marriage.
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
September 7, 2010
9-7-10 Tuesday, 6:55 am Springfield, 68 degrees, clear and calm
Yesterday golf with Steve was enjoyable, and my first round for the year was okay. In the afternoon and evening Audrey and I worked around the house and yard, and enjoyed the backyard and wading pool. Today will be a regular day of worship planning, staff development, and the launch tonight of our leadership pilot experience.
II Cor 9:1-15
This chapter is essentially about giving financial resources to God. Paul specifically instructs the Corinthians about the offering he is gathering from Macedonia and other churches for the saints at Jerusalem. Verse 11: “You will be enriched in every way for your great generosity, which will produce thanksgiving to God through us.” The “Life Application Bible” lists 10 components for raising funds gleaned from chapters 8 and 9. This list begins with the need for information and definite purpose and ends with accountability and someone to keep it moving. As senior pastor I take this responsibility at Wesley, and need to constantly keep moving forward with financial stewardship and the vision for ministry.
This week I will pour energy into the completion of our self-study, in preparation for the Healthy Church Consultation in October. I look forward to working on this self-study, as it will provide data and insights into the next steps needed by the church to reach people for Christ in this generation.
Today is your day, most Holy Lord. Fill me, use me, lead me in your paths, in your thoughts, in your ways. I am yours, called and surrendered to your purposes.
Yesterday golf with Steve was enjoyable, and my first round for the year was okay. In the afternoon and evening Audrey and I worked around the house and yard, and enjoyed the backyard and wading pool. Today will be a regular day of worship planning, staff development, and the launch tonight of our leadership pilot experience.
II Cor 9:1-15
This chapter is essentially about giving financial resources to God. Paul specifically instructs the Corinthians about the offering he is gathering from Macedonia and other churches for the saints at Jerusalem. Verse 11: “You will be enriched in every way for your great generosity, which will produce thanksgiving to God through us.” The “Life Application Bible” lists 10 components for raising funds gleaned from chapters 8 and 9. This list begins with the need for information and definite purpose and ends with accountability and someone to keep it moving. As senior pastor I take this responsibility at Wesley, and need to constantly keep moving forward with financial stewardship and the vision for ministry.
This week I will pour energy into the completion of our self-study, in preparation for the Healthy Church Consultation in October. I look forward to working on this self-study, as it will provide data and insights into the next steps needed by the church to reach people for Christ in this generation.
Today is your day, most Holy Lord. Fill me, use me, lead me in your paths, in your thoughts, in your ways. I am yours, called and surrendered to your purposes.
Monday, September 6, 2010
September 6, 2010
9-6-10 Labor Day – Monday, 6:38 am Springfield, 68 degrees, clear.
Steve C. and I will head to the golf course at 7:15. I have not swung a club this year! I look forward to this morning together and some catching up. Yesterday went well, as Kendall preached on Hospitality, making room in our lives for God. These morning “quiet times” are my pattern and plan for creating space to interact with God, through the Word, meditation, and prayer.
II Cor 8:16-24
Paul is sending Titus and two other brothers to handle the transportation of the offering from the churches to Jerusalem. He briefly commends these men, then describes the reason for three men – to clearly demonstrate the appropriateness of handling this offering. Paul wants the church to be confident in the process of carrying this offering.
Yesterday in his message Kendall spoke about the lay witness mission he was invited to by a cute girl when he was 15, and the testimony of a young man about his life, and the transforming power of Christ. Kendall said yes to God through that experience. Bishop Schnase has observed the spiritual momentum his churches experienced from three “programs” – walk to Emmaus, Disciple Bible Study, and the VIM short term missions. All four of these “programs” have been fruitful in my life over the last 40 years. The question for the church today, in 2010 and beyond, is “what is the best use of time and energy to present the gospel and provide people opportunities to say yes?” It could be Alpha, it could be a discipleship program designed by the church itself. It could be the small group system, or the leadership development. It could be in the establishment of a new church… I do not want us to get stale or complacent in this current season, but to always be fresh, creative, sensitive to the spirit of God moving among us.
Guide me Lord on this day of rest and recreation. Use me, fill me, guide me thoughts as I live this day completely for your glory..
Steve C. and I will head to the golf course at 7:15. I have not swung a club this year! I look forward to this morning together and some catching up. Yesterday went well, as Kendall preached on Hospitality, making room in our lives for God. These morning “quiet times” are my pattern and plan for creating space to interact with God, through the Word, meditation, and prayer.
II Cor 8:16-24
Paul is sending Titus and two other brothers to handle the transportation of the offering from the churches to Jerusalem. He briefly commends these men, then describes the reason for three men – to clearly demonstrate the appropriateness of handling this offering. Paul wants the church to be confident in the process of carrying this offering.
Yesterday in his message Kendall spoke about the lay witness mission he was invited to by a cute girl when he was 15, and the testimony of a young man about his life, and the transforming power of Christ. Kendall said yes to God through that experience. Bishop Schnase has observed the spiritual momentum his churches experienced from three “programs” – walk to Emmaus, Disciple Bible Study, and the VIM short term missions. All four of these “programs” have been fruitful in my life over the last 40 years. The question for the church today, in 2010 and beyond, is “what is the best use of time and energy to present the gospel and provide people opportunities to say yes?” It could be Alpha, it could be a discipleship program designed by the church itself. It could be the small group system, or the leadership development. It could be in the establishment of a new church… I do not want us to get stale or complacent in this current season, but to always be fresh, creative, sensitive to the spirit of God moving among us.
Guide me Lord on this day of rest and recreation. Use me, fill me, guide me thoughts as I live this day completely for your glory..
Sunday, September 5, 2010
September 5, 2010
9-5-10 Sunday, 6:15 am Springfield, 54 degrees, clear.
Kendall Waller is bringing the morning message today, and I so appreciate his work. He was the district superintendent that suggested that I might be a great fit for Wesley, and he was right. Yesterday I spent time hosting a younger pastor who is considering an appointment as a church-planter. We had a great flight over the Springfield area, with a most helpful and accommodating air traffic controller who gave me a lot of freedom in circling the area. Audrey met us for lunch with his family.
II Cor 8:1-15
The apostle Paul commends the Macedonian churches for their sacrificial giving in their offering for the believers in Jerusalem who are suffering economic hardship. He says that “their first action was to give themselves to the Lord and to us, just as God wanted them to do.”(verse 5) Paul goes on to suggest that the Corinthian church should continue what it started the previous year, in receiving the offering for Jerusalem Christians, reminding them that Christ, who was rich became poor for their sakes, and that currently they have ample resources.
Reading this reminds me of the inequities in the world today, especially among those who follow Christ. Here in the United States there are adequate resources. In third world economies there is often barely enough to eat. Guide me Lord as I live and lead in this environment, informed by this epistle of another era.
Kendall Waller is bringing the morning message today, and I so appreciate his work. He was the district superintendent that suggested that I might be a great fit for Wesley, and he was right. Yesterday I spent time hosting a younger pastor who is considering an appointment as a church-planter. We had a great flight over the Springfield area, with a most helpful and accommodating air traffic controller who gave me a lot of freedom in circling the area. Audrey met us for lunch with his family.
II Cor 8:1-15
The apostle Paul commends the Macedonian churches for their sacrificial giving in their offering for the believers in Jerusalem who are suffering economic hardship. He says that “their first action was to give themselves to the Lord and to us, just as God wanted them to do.”(verse 5) Paul goes on to suggest that the Corinthian church should continue what it started the previous year, in receiving the offering for Jerusalem Christians, reminding them that Christ, who was rich became poor for their sakes, and that currently they have ample resources.
Reading this reminds me of the inequities in the world today, especially among those who follow Christ. Here in the United States there are adequate resources. In third world economies there is often barely enough to eat. Guide me Lord as I live and lead in this environment, informed by this epistle of another era.
Saturday, September 4, 2010
September 4, 2010
9-4-10 Saturday, 6:37 am Springfield, 49 delightful degrees!
This morning I will host Daniel Taylor, showing him around Springfield and talking about church planting. We will fly around the area during the calm of the morning, then our wives will join us for lunch. Given that Kendall Waller is bringing the morning message tomorrow, this works out very well for this labor day weekend.
II Cor 7:8-16
Paul writes about his “severe letter” that he sent to the church, and about the visit made by Titus related to that letter. I read this passage in the Greek Interlinear, and the excellent commentary by Belleville to more fully understand what is being said here. It is not clear what the exact offense was, and who was the perpetrator, the person offended is most likely Paul himself. The church did respond to Paul’s corrective letter, which greatly encouraged him and Titus.
This incident reminds me that even for the apostle Paul, in the exciting days of the early church, in a Spirit-filled faith community there were difficulties and problems. Leaders faced them head on, which resulted in corrective action in the church.
Guide me Lord as a pastoral leader in the United Methodist church of the 21st century, mid-america. Thank you for this privilege, give me courage and strength for today, this year, this season.
This morning I will host Daniel Taylor, showing him around Springfield and talking about church planting. We will fly around the area during the calm of the morning, then our wives will join us for lunch. Given that Kendall Waller is bringing the morning message tomorrow, this works out very well for this labor day weekend.
II Cor 7:8-16
Paul writes about his “severe letter” that he sent to the church, and about the visit made by Titus related to that letter. I read this passage in the Greek Interlinear, and the excellent commentary by Belleville to more fully understand what is being said here. It is not clear what the exact offense was, and who was the perpetrator, the person offended is most likely Paul himself. The church did respond to Paul’s corrective letter, which greatly encouraged him and Titus.
This incident reminds me that even for the apostle Paul, in the exciting days of the early church, in a Spirit-filled faith community there were difficulties and problems. Leaders faced them head on, which resulted in corrective action in the church.
Guide me Lord as a pastoral leader in the United Methodist church of the 21st century, mid-america. Thank you for this privilege, give me courage and strength for today, this year, this season.
Friday, September 3, 2010
September 3, 2010
9-3-10 Friday, 6:45 am O’Fallon; 62 degrees, clear
David and I went to the Rams preseason game last night and enjoyed it thoroughly. I drove up here in the afternoon, and will head back to Springfield this morning.
II Cor 6:14 -7:7
The Apostle Paul writes about the difficulties he was experiencing in Macedonia – fightings without, fears within. I wonder what it was like on the inside of Paul as he dealt with fear. In retrospect he was such a rock and faced difficulty with such strength, even his ultimate execution. Who is bearing up in the world today in similar ways to Paul? Where are Christian leaders being persecuted, tortured, or executed?
Guide me Lord as I serve you today in the relatively calm and safe environment of the Midwest. Guard me from complacency, lead me forward with courage and strength.
David and I went to the Rams preseason game last night and enjoyed it thoroughly. I drove up here in the afternoon, and will head back to Springfield this morning.
II Cor 6:14 -7:7
The Apostle Paul writes about the difficulties he was experiencing in Macedonia – fightings without, fears within. I wonder what it was like on the inside of Paul as he dealt with fear. In retrospect he was such a rock and faced difficulty with such strength, even his ultimate execution. Who is bearing up in the world today in similar ways to Paul? Where are Christian leaders being persecuted, tortured, or executed?
Guide me Lord as I serve you today in the relatively calm and safe environment of the Midwest. Guard me from complacency, lead me forward with courage and strength.
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Sept 2, 2010
9-2-10 Thursday, 6:45 am Springfield, 70 degrees, partly cloudy.
Yesterday it rained 5+ inches in south Springfield with much flooding. Here in the Ozarks there is rapid runoff, with submerged low water bridges and retention ponds overflowing. Much to do today, including giving a washer and dryer to a church member in an apartment, and helping her give hers to a young family in the same apartment.
Ecclesiastes 1:1 – 3:22
This is a most interesting book of the Old Testament, written by Solomon. He has been given great wisdom as a gift from God, and also he has been given the kingdom of Israel to rule and govern. In this book he describes his experiences of life. As one who “has it all”, he has found that life can be meaningless. In 3:14 he says “God’s purpose is that people should fear him.” Verse 17: “I said to myself, ‘In due season God will judge everyone, both good and bad, for all their deeds.”. He has discovered that in a person’s work, they should find contentment; this is why they are here (verse 22).
For me, today, these three chapters of Solomon’s writing remind me about the deeper issues of life – that simply seeking pleasure appears to have the potential of great meaning, but ends up empty. Loving God, and loving others emerges as the best way to spend life on this planet, and in doing so differentiates us from animals, and places us in the hands of God for eternity. I have the opportunity and the responsibility to lead and to teach others about meaningful living. This current sermon series addresses this topic.
On the staff retreat yesterday we worked on session one from the book Life’s Healing Choices and each of us shared from our own life experiences. This is going to be a great series and I am already looking forward to the Spring of 2011 . Guide me Holy Lord today, as I live for you, for eternity, seeking to bear fruit that will last, in my life and the lives around me on the planet.
Yesterday it rained 5+ inches in south Springfield with much flooding. Here in the Ozarks there is rapid runoff, with submerged low water bridges and retention ponds overflowing. Much to do today, including giving a washer and dryer to a church member in an apartment, and helping her give hers to a young family in the same apartment.
Ecclesiastes 1:1 – 3:22
This is a most interesting book of the Old Testament, written by Solomon. He has been given great wisdom as a gift from God, and also he has been given the kingdom of Israel to rule and govern. In this book he describes his experiences of life. As one who “has it all”, he has found that life can be meaningless. In 3:14 he says “God’s purpose is that people should fear him.” Verse 17: “I said to myself, ‘In due season God will judge everyone, both good and bad, for all their deeds.”. He has discovered that in a person’s work, they should find contentment; this is why they are here (verse 22).
For me, today, these three chapters of Solomon’s writing remind me about the deeper issues of life – that simply seeking pleasure appears to have the potential of great meaning, but ends up empty. Loving God, and loving others emerges as the best way to spend life on this planet, and in doing so differentiates us from animals, and places us in the hands of God for eternity. I have the opportunity and the responsibility to lead and to teach others about meaningful living. This current sermon series addresses this topic.
On the staff retreat yesterday we worked on session one from the book Life’s Healing Choices and each of us shared from our own life experiences. This is going to be a great series and I am already looking forward to the Spring of 2011 . Guide me Holy Lord today, as I live for you, for eternity, seeking to bear fruit that will last, in my life and the lives around me on the planet.
September 1, 2010
9-1-10 Wednesday, 7:00 am Table Rock Lake, Wesley staff retreat
Sheryl, Jerry, Rochelle, Michelle, Mi Hyeon and I are being hosted by Jeff as we have our annual overnight staff retreat. Yesterday we had a good time of sharing, boating, and playing – apples to apples and 8 ball.
II Cor 5:11-21
The apostle Paul continues to differentiate his ministry from “those who brag about having a spectacular ministry rather than having a sincere heart.” In this era there are those who have spectacular ministries – even more possible because of the various media – tv, internet, etc. As it was in Paul’s day, it is still difficult to discern sincerity from merely spectacular. My theory is that most ministries have been started by those with sincere hearts, and those “successful” leaders either stay humble and sincere or grow prideful and full of themselves. Paul is an example of the former, Jim Baker is an example of the latter.
My desire, with the time I have remaining, is to share Christ from a sincere and grateful heart, pouring myself into the lives of others. Guard me, holy Lord, from any reliance upon self, any self-deception about grandeur or greatness. My strength is in you, Lord, my hope is in you, Lord, it’s in you, it’s in you. My life is in you, Lord, my trust, is in you, Lord …
Sheryl, Jerry, Rochelle, Michelle, Mi Hyeon and I are being hosted by Jeff as we have our annual overnight staff retreat. Yesterday we had a good time of sharing, boating, and playing – apples to apples and 8 ball.
II Cor 5:11-21
The apostle Paul continues to differentiate his ministry from “those who brag about having a spectacular ministry rather than having a sincere heart.” In this era there are those who have spectacular ministries – even more possible because of the various media – tv, internet, etc. As it was in Paul’s day, it is still difficult to discern sincerity from merely spectacular. My theory is that most ministries have been started by those with sincere hearts, and those “successful” leaders either stay humble and sincere or grow prideful and full of themselves. Paul is an example of the former, Jim Baker is an example of the latter.
My desire, with the time I have remaining, is to share Christ from a sincere and grateful heart, pouring myself into the lives of others. Guard me, holy Lord, from any reliance upon self, any self-deception about grandeur or greatness. My strength is in you, Lord, my hope is in you, Lord, it’s in you, it’s in you. My life is in you, Lord, my trust, is in you, Lord …
August 31, 2010
8-31-10 Tuesday, 5:15 am 74 degrees Springfield
This morning I will finish preparing for the staff retreat and get to the office early. Yesterday was a good day of rest, exercise, shopping, and a decision about my next cell phone. I chose the Motorola Droid X, released last month, with 8 GB internal memory, and 16 GB card, expandable to 32. They are so popular that mine will be shipped in about 10 days. Once I figured out that the sync for the Palm Pre was third-party software, and was the same for syncing with the Droid, I opted for its advanced technology and superior web capabilities, including a built-in flash player. When I get it, there will be much to learn, as I transition from the Treo I have been using for 4 years. The familiar is comfortable, change is always hard, and I am leaning into this advance with a sense of adventure. Announcing at the close of my sermon that I would be getting a new cell phone (as an analogy of staying closely connected to Christ) propelled me into actually getting it done yesterday.
The news this morning described a motorcycle accident on Campbell just north of Plainview (about a mile from my house) in which a herd of 4 deer were crossing the road in the dark, and the cyclist hit one. He and his passenger were hospitalized with serious injuries. This is such a risk for motorcycles, and I am always aware of this possibility as I ride.
II Cor 4:13-5:10
15 … grace, as it extends to more and more people, may increase thanksgiving, to the glory of God.” This verse describes the process of “radical hospitality” at work, with the central element being people receiving the forgiveness and unmerited favor of God in their lives, resulting in their thanking Him. Could this be a good avenue for the Nov sermon theme before Thanksgiving?
My reflection this morning is about how this grace “extends to more and more people”. I have ordered two new books on house churches, and I continue to be interested in this means of grace. The very large church is a very fruitful expression of Christ’s presence, and must be maximized in this generation.
Verses 16 – 18 include Paul’s assurance that he and his companions “do not lose heart”, even as their outer man (physical bodies and/or all human capability) are wasting away, as their inward man is being renewed day by day. This experience of inner renewal resulting from keeping an eternal perspective is necessary for every believer, and every person who serves Christ through the church.
Lord, thank you for these verses, and for Linda Belleville’s commentary in the IVP New Testament Commentary series. I desire with Paul to experience the inner renewal day by day even as my outer person wastes away. Guard me from the cultural obsession with preserving the youthfulness of the body. Even as my body wastes away, my hair turns white, my hearing and eyesight decline, strengthen my attention to your will, your purposes, your perspective on what is lasting, and what is temporary.
This morning I will finish preparing for the staff retreat and get to the office early. Yesterday was a good day of rest, exercise, shopping, and a decision about my next cell phone. I chose the Motorola Droid X, released last month, with 8 GB internal memory, and 16 GB card, expandable to 32. They are so popular that mine will be shipped in about 10 days. Once I figured out that the sync for the Palm Pre was third-party software, and was the same for syncing with the Droid, I opted for its advanced technology and superior web capabilities, including a built-in flash player. When I get it, there will be much to learn, as I transition from the Treo I have been using for 4 years. The familiar is comfortable, change is always hard, and I am leaning into this advance with a sense of adventure. Announcing at the close of my sermon that I would be getting a new cell phone (as an analogy of staying closely connected to Christ) propelled me into actually getting it done yesterday.
The news this morning described a motorcycle accident on Campbell just north of Plainview (about a mile from my house) in which a herd of 4 deer were crossing the road in the dark, and the cyclist hit one. He and his passenger were hospitalized with serious injuries. This is such a risk for motorcycles, and I am always aware of this possibility as I ride.
II Cor 4:13-5:10
15 … grace, as it extends to more and more people, may increase thanksgiving, to the glory of God.” This verse describes the process of “radical hospitality” at work, with the central element being people receiving the forgiveness and unmerited favor of God in their lives, resulting in their thanking Him. Could this be a good avenue for the Nov sermon theme before Thanksgiving?
My reflection this morning is about how this grace “extends to more and more people”. I have ordered two new books on house churches, and I continue to be interested in this means of grace. The very large church is a very fruitful expression of Christ’s presence, and must be maximized in this generation.
Verses 16 – 18 include Paul’s assurance that he and his companions “do not lose heart”, even as their outer man (physical bodies and/or all human capability) are wasting away, as their inward man is being renewed day by day. This experience of inner renewal resulting from keeping an eternal perspective is necessary for every believer, and every person who serves Christ through the church.
Lord, thank you for these verses, and for Linda Belleville’s commentary in the IVP New Testament Commentary series. I desire with Paul to experience the inner renewal day by day even as my outer person wastes away. Guard me from the cultural obsession with preserving the youthfulness of the body. Even as my body wastes away, my hair turns white, my hearing and eyesight decline, strengthen my attention to your will, your purposes, your perspective on what is lasting, and what is temporary.
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