Friday, December 31, 2010

December 31, 2010

12-31-10 Friday, 7:47 am; 39 degrees, sunny.



Yesterday while Audrey and Bethany were shopping at the mall, I went to Borders book store and found a book called The Spiritual Classics which summarizes the works of 25+ writers and leaders. It seems to be a very helpful synopsis, well written and useful as I grow in spiritual formation. Now to finish the last two chapters of Revelation.

Rev 21

John is taken in the Spirit and views New Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven as a bride prepared for her husband. God is the temple, God’s glory the light. The gates of the city never shut by day, and there won’t be any night. Nothing dirty or defiled will get into the City, and no one who defiles or deceives. Only those whose names are written in the Lamb’s book of Life will get in. This chapter should be read by anyone who is contemplating the end of life or its eternal nature. Reading this puts the here and now into perspective.

Rev 22

Continuing the vision, the Angel showed John the river of life, as it flowed from the Throne of God and the Lamb, down the middle of the street. The tree of Life (compare with Gen, garden of Eden) was planted on each side of the River, producing 12 kinds of fruit, a ripe fruit each month. The leaves of the Tree are for the healing of the nations. God’s servants will offer God service – worshiping, they will look on his face, their foreheads mirroring God.

Given the urgency of the times, verse 10 instructs us not to put this prophecy away on the shelf because time is just about up. “Let the evildoers do their worst and the dirty-minded go all out in pollution, but let the righteous maintain a straight course and the holy continue on in holiness.” (Verse 11) Yes! Come, Master Jesus! (verse 20)

I desire to live my life with the expectancy and hope of the reality of this vision of eternity. Even as I enjoy the benefits of living in a well-ordered society, affluent with all that I and my family need, I keep the vision of heaven on my mind, and this spurs me on to even greater devotion to Christ and commitment to the cause of making fruitful disciples who worship, care and serve.

Yesterday I was reading chapter 2 of Steve Rankin’s manuscript “The trajectory of Christian Maturity”, and also the book Real-life Discipleship by Jim Putman. At the bookstore yesterday I also picked up a book about the D-Day invasion, which describes the origin of the Army Rangers. This morning I was musing about a parallel concept of developing spiritual “special forces”, those who go above and beyond the regular work of disciples. Hmmm. In the coming year I will do focused develop of disciple-making in the church. Guide me holy Lord as I invest this last day of 2010 in light of eternity.

Thursday, December 30, 2010

December 30, 2010

12-30-10 Thursday, 5:56 am


Yesterday we went out to breakfast with Joyce and Frank, after watching the Today show in bed. I think I forgot to read scripture before eating breakfast. I will not beat myself up too severely, but will launch into scripture here and now. I am finishing up Revelation, and the Minor prophets. As I was waking up, I was picturing Don Bounds, and Mildred Hilme. I am not sure why, but am praying for both of them this morning.

Rev 20

The binding up of Satan for 1000 years, the reign with Christ of those beheaded for their faith. Next the Devil is released for a short time, in which he deceives millions, who attack the Beloved City, but are destroyed by fire from heaven. The devil, the Beast and the False Prophet are hurled into the lake of fire and brimstone, in torment around the clock for ages without end. The white throne judgement is described, with the books where opened, including the Book of Life. “The dead were judged by what was written in the books, by the way they had lived.” (verse 12b)

Reading this, I wonder about Hitler, about the holocaust, about future deceptions, and future Armageddon. The book recording my life is still open, with much yet to be recorded. I desire to live fully for Christ and the church, investing daily my energy, time, emotion, mind, heart, strength in advancing the kingdom of God. As I rest during this break at the end of the year, restore and refresh me, most Holy Lord.

Malachi 1

God of the angel armies is not pleased with the worship offered by the priests and the people of Israel. They have minimized worship, and the temple, and the animals they bring for sacrifices are not their best. I take note of this indictment against the chosen people, and will guard against it in my life, and in the life of the church which I have the privilege to pastor. Guide me Lord as I seek to worship you in spirit and in truth, offering the very best I have in praise of your Holy Name.

Monday, December 27, 2010

December 27, 2010

12-27-10 Monday, 6:55 am Springfield, 15 degrees, clear and cold!

Yesterday was a very good Sunday. Bruce Boehmer did an excellent job preaching, and over 700 people attended Wesley the day after Christmas. I made four significant pastoral visits, one in my office following the last worship service, one at a family’s home, and two at the hospital. I was privileged to be used by God in these lives discussing deep matters of life’s hurts, addictions, frailties, and eternity.

Rev 18:1-24

This chapter contains the vision John had concerning the destruction of Babylon, the great city with which the kings of the world committed adultery. The merchants of the world grew rich selling her all the materials she consumed in her luxurious lifestyle, and it was destroyed suddenly, leaving the world’s sellers without a buyer, and the kings of the world dismayed. As I read this chapter, several thoughts run through my mind – 1. The consumerism of our economy, especially now that the access to the world’s markets and suppliers is so direct. 2. Individual extravagance, compared to a simple life of basic needs. 3. Wondering what city or nation will become the Babylon of this chapter.

A few nights ago Audrey and I watched a 30 minute television show about a monastery in Europe whose CD of Gregorian Chant has hit the top 10 charts. This show was a good look at the monastic life. I have been influenced by Benedictine spirituality since my days in seminary when I was introduced to Thomas Merton and his monastery near Louisville. Dennis Okholm has written Monk Habits for Everyday People which makes application of the practices of monasticism for protestants. This is one intentional way to avoid the excesses of Babylon.

Guide me today Lord as I prepare for this next week. I am mindful of the consumer luxury infused in this culture, and I desire to live faithfully for you in every way, every day.

Sunday, December 26, 2010

December 26, 2010

12-26-10 Sunday, 6:15 am Springfield, 19 degrees, windy

I am looking forward to worship this morning. Bruce Boehmer will be preaching, and I will be in each service, doing the welcome, the morning prayer, the benediction. Ed is out sick today, as he was for Christmas Eve. Bethany is singing with Lauren and Rochelle, and Priscilla is playing the piano and leading some of the congregational hymns.

Yesterday, Christmas day was a wonderful holiday around the Baxter house. David and Danelle were with us, as was Bethany. We slept in until about 9, after the 5 Christmas Eve services. We opened presents until about noon, and then got ready for hosting the Collettes for dinner. After a beautiful ham dinner with all the sides, we enjoyed pie and coffee, fudge and candy as we watched from beginning to end “It’s a Wonderful Life”.

Rev. 17:1-18

John is taken in the Spirit to see the great judgement of the harlot riding a scarlet beast with 7 heads and 10 horns. The angel leading John explains some of the judgement. Reading these verses reminds me of the unseen realities, and of the cosmic end times. I am living today in a period of relative calm but even so I understand the vulnerability of world power and the susceptibility of world rulers to corruption, etc.

Guide me today Lord as I lead the church called Wesley on this Sunday (boxing day in England), as we worship and adore your Holy Name, and offer our lives as your servants.

Friday, December 24, 2010

December 24, 2010

12-24-10 Friday, 7:20 am Christmas Eve! 31 degrees, very light rain.

Today we expect 1700+ worshipers in the 5 services, beginning at 3:00. The pastors and worship team are prepared, and I am looking forward to each aspect of this peak day of ministry and outreach to those asleep in their faith, and those who are nominally churched, as well as the committed – fully devoted followers of Christ. I will work on my sermon here at home for a couple of hours this morning. I am feeling more prepared than usual for family gift giving tomorrow, as my presents are wrapped, and I have inserted surprises into stockings.

Psalm 143:1-12

I picture this could be the prayer of many who will come tonight – “losing all hope” (verse 4); “thirst for you as parched land thirsts for rain” (verse 6); “my depression deepens” (verse7); “let me hear of your unfailing love each morning” (verse 8); “rescue me from my enemies” (verse 9); “may your gracious Spirit lead me forward” (verse 10) “bring me out of this distress” (verse 11); “in your unfailing love, silence all my enemies” (verse 12).

It is good for me to read this Psalm as giving voice to the cries of the hearts of those who will come tonight seeking something, and needing the unfailing love of God to fill and raise up and give hope for this life and the life to come. Guide me as I bring a message of hope and light for all the world.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

December 22, 1010

12-22-10 Wednesday, 5:34 am Springfield, 25 degrees, windy, clear – Saturn bright in the eastern sky.

Yesterday was a full and fruitful day. The funeral lunch for the James family was so well done, the visitation and funeral of Louise James in the sanctuary went well and was well attended, and the graveside committal service was a meaningful conclusion to the process. Last night 40 staff and spouses gathered for the Christmas party at Riad’s restaurant, with great energy and good conversations around the tables.

This morning I will join our team which welcomes students to York Elementary School. Later today we will meet to coordinate final details of Christmas eve services. Dave Synder is predicting 1-3 inches of snow on Christmas eve, with maybe some freezing rain. This developing weather could provide a great ambiance to the evening services, and could also impact attendance. There are television and radio ads inviting people to the five services. This evening David and Danelle will join us for dinner, and begin a visit that will last through Christmas afternoon. It will be great to see them again. Last year their Christmas visit was cancelled because of the inclement weather.

Rev 12:18-13:18

The beast with 7 heads and 10 crowns comes up out of the sea. A second beast with two horns and the voice of a dragon comes from the earth, builds a statue of the first beast, makes it speak, and causes everyone to worship the statue. In order to buy food, everyone must have the mark of the beast on their forehead or their right hand, its number is 666. This vision of the end times with the mark of the beast is the topic of much speculation. Could it be related to future use of bar codes or micro chip technology that is scanable and will be required for commerce? How close are we to these end times?

This morning I am convinced that the best way to live is with the expectation that the end times could be near at hand, and my life should be ordered accordingly. I do not think it is helpful to speculate about every detail, and which country or leader might be part of this vision. I realize that the world as I know it could melt away in a moment, and this fuels the intensity and focus of my journey today. Complacency is one of the most dangerous enemies of the church, and reading this chapter today compels me to zealously guard against it. Guide my steps, my words, my thoughts, my planning today in ways that bring honor to the King of kings and advance the Light of the world in this generation. Amen.

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

December 21, 2010

12-21-10 Tuesday, 6:20 am Springfield – 41 degrees, cloudy.

There is a lot to be done today! We have staff prayer at 9, worship planning at 10:15, a funeral lunch at 11:30, funeral at 2, and staff Christmas party from 6-9. Lord, give me the strength, wisdom and courage to do all that needs to be done to serve you with joy today.

Rev 12:1-17
This is a most interesting chapter. It involves the vision of a woman giving birth, and opposed by the dragon. Jesus is clearly the child that is born, and Satan is the enemy. There is great tumult, great conflict that ensues, with specific details. This chapter reminds me of the real and present conflict in this world of the powers and principalities warring against God and the people of the Way. I must never forget this unseen, but very present darkness, and struggle in every way, fully utilizing the spiritual power of the weapons described in Ephesians 6.

Dr. Jim Combs, (now attending Wesley) has written a study guide to Revelation entitled Rainbows from Revelation, which I find helpful. His interpretation of this chapter is that it is partly a flashback, and mostly a look into the future conflict during the tribulation. This is one among many interesting possibilities. This book of Revelation is so valuable for the believer to study, ponder, read, absorb. And, I observe that many people avoid this book of the Bible because of its complexity, and because of the conflict that it describes, still to come on earth.

Guide me Lord as I live out this season of my life, during this period of history on earth. Even as the moon was fully eclipsed by the earth last night, guard me from this present darkness, and may the light of Christ never be eclipsed by anything that would come between me and your eternal light. Amen.

Monday, December 20, 2010

December 20, 2010

12-20-10 Monday, 8:19 am Springfield, 25 degrees, cloudy.

I am looking forward to this day. After a busy weekend I have this unscheduled time to practice sabbath. Regularly the days of the week roll by, and I am pleased with my investment of energy and time, with the ebb and flow of focused effort, and intentional rest. It is hard for me to stop working once a week, and with many things pending for tomorrow, including a funeral and a staff Christmas party, there is some work I must do (like a farmer with his livestock fallen into a pit).

Last night I took some groceries to the home of Skip and Tawnya, a couple I have been working with for about 18 months. He called me when he came out of prison and was homeless. He has committed his life to Christ, and is trying to make good decisions. They are living totally on the edge of survival, and when I can I help them with some food. They were living 40 miles out of Springfield in Everton, which made it hard to help. This month they moved back to town, and live around the corner from Broadway UMC, where he has attended the last couple of Sundays.

Psalm 139

“O Lord, you have examined my heart and know everything about me. You know when I sit down or stand up. You know my thoughts even when I am far away.” This is a beautiful prayer in a very special Psalm. It reflects how precious each human is to God, and thus the value we humans have in God’s sight.

Today, as every day, I commit my thoughts, actions, goings and comings to your will and purposes. Amen.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

December 19, 2010

12-19-10 Sunday, 5:55 am Springfield, 31 degrees, partly cloudy.

This morning I will lead in worship as we wrap up the 4 week study on angels. The angels and the shepherds are a delightful incident in scripture, recorded in Luke for all generations. It is such a privilege for me to shepherd the flock called Wesley. I am thankful for this calling and for this congregation.

One of our members died last night, Louise James. She was 87 and a retired music teacher. She had been a big part of the Wesley choir and music program, and I hope that many of our choir will be able to sing at her funeral, probably on Tuesday at Wesley.

Last night as I was in my study, working on my sermon, I entered a familiar zone of prayer and deep meditation. I often emerge from this time with freshness and good ideas for the message I am preparing. The thought occurred to me that there might be a special unseen presence of angels in that room, as I develop the message that God is pressing upon me. Guide me today as your messenger, shepherd, watchman, guide and guardian. May my spirit, my physical presence, my whole being serve your holy purposes today, and every day until my home going or your return.

Saturday, December 18, 2010

December 18, 2010

12-18-10 Saturday, 7:30 am Springfield, 19 degrees.

Bethany made it home from Los Angeles last evening. It was so good to see her and have her in our home for 10 days. She had a good 7th semester at Azusa Pacific University, and it is hard to believe she is half way through her senior year. We will have a great holiday visit with her and then she will be off to finish college. Today I will work on tomorrow’s sermon, develop the flow of January 16 worship, meet with an engaged couple, and exercise ( I have not logged 7000 paces, the minimum target, all week).

Habakkuk 1-3

This prophet has a vision and conversation with God. His main point is to ask why people more sinful than Judah would be used to punish them. God decries people who trust in their own strength (1:11). The last few verses of Habakkuk have inspired me throughout my walk with God. They are a commitment to be a disciple, essentially for better or worse, richer or poorer, etc. “Although the fig tree shall not blossom, neither shall fruit be in the vines; the labour of the olive shall fail, and the fields shall yield no meat; the flock shall be cut off from the fold, and there shall be no herd in the stalls: Yet I will rejoice in the Lord, I will joy in the God of my salvation. The Lord God is my strength, and he will make my feet like hinds’ feet …” (3:17-19 KJV)

Lord, even in this day of plenty and of peace in our land, I realize that many people are hungry and subject to violence, injustice, fear and disease. May I never trust in my own strength, but totally lean upon your power and your holiness. I am yours today.

Friday, December 17, 2010

December 17, 2010

12-17-10 Friday, 6:52 am Springfield, 25 degrees, cloudy.

Yesterday morning I woke up in Eureka, near St. Louis. I had made an onsite visit with a pastor and his staff parish committee, as I represented our conference’s Board of Ordained Ministry. Planning to return home by 11, I found myself in the middle of a very light freezing rain, that turned Hwy 44 into a parking lot. Fortunately, I was able to find a hotel and got a short night’s rest, and then was at Wesley by 9:45 am. I led a peer mentor group for several pastors, month 14, and we discussed how to have crucial confrontations when needed. Jerry and I met and made final preparations for the evening’s church council meeting, setting our 2011 budget,which went very well. I also finally got a flu shot yesterday.

Today I my work will focus on my sermon for Sunday, and I will also get a start on my sermon for Christmas Eve. I am looking forward to both of these opportunities to share the good news of Jesus Christ. Pastor Mi Hyeon and I have an interview with a person applying for one of our open positions. This evening Bethany flies home from college in Los Angeles, and we are eagerly looking forward to her visit. David and Danelle will be able to spend a couple of days with us next week. I love this time of year!

Nahum 1:1 – 3:19
The destruction of Ninevah (capital of the cruel and defiant Assyrians) predicted. Nahum’s message came about 150 years after Jonah and his reluctant ministry in Nineveh. Verse 15 is similar to Isaiah 52:7 and probably the basis for Romans 10:15. Nahum 15: “Look! A messenger is coming over the mountains with good news! He is bringing a message of peace. … Your wicked enemies will never invade your land again. They will be completely destroyed.”

The angels announced good news to the shepherds, a message of peace on earth, good will to all people. The enemy of death will be completely destroyed. This is the subject of my sermon for Sunday, part 4 of my angel series.

Revelation 8:1-13
The Lamb broke the seventh seal and there was silence throughout heaven for about half an hour. John saw the seven angels who stand before God, and they were given the seven trumpets. Another angel with a gold incense burner came and stood at the altar. “And a great amount of incense was given to him to mix with the prayers of God’s holy people as an offering on the gold altar before the throne.” (verse 3)
It was at the altar of incense in the temple that Zechariah saw the angel Gabriel, who announced to him the birth of his son, who would be John the Baptist. I wonder if there is a connection with this angel at the altar in heaven?

Today we have established a day of prayer (and fasting) at Wesley. God’s holy people will spend time in the sanctuary praying for the upcoming Christmas eve services, and the Spring series “Life Hurts, God Heals”. Guide me today Lord as I pray, and work, writing, planning, developing ideas and ministering to your people in this age.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

December 15, 2010

12-15-10 Wednesday, 6:19 am Springfield, 25 degrees.

Last night the first “Kids of Creation” Christmas program was a delightful success! Audrey played the piano accompaniment as the kids sang songs and heard the real story of Christmas, written by Bria Cole. I made opening comments to a sanctuary 2/3 full of parents, grandparents, friends and family. Audrey and I went out afterwards for a tasty dinner at Celeito Lindo. Today I have the morning in the office, lunch with the pastors as we evaluate our work for the past year and look to the coming year, and then I drive to St. Louis to participate in an onsite visit of a pastor who is applying for full ordination next year. I will meet David for coffee on my way into town.

Revelation 6:1-17
The Lamb breaks the first six seals on the scroll one at a time, each accompanied by an appearance of a horse and rider, battles, slaughter, war, martyrs, earthquake, blackened sun and reddened moon. Reading these verses again (having been reading them with interest since 1974) I am reminded that the earth and its people are headed for a cataclysmic end times. The recipients of this vision, living in about 90AD, persecuted by the Roman government with believers being murdered and publicly executed, were encouraged by this vision and assured that their faith was not in vain.

As I grew up during the cloud of fear called the cold war, when the U.S. and Soviet Union threatened to nuke each other, the possibility of a fiery end to life as we know it was on our minds often. Now that the U.S.S.R. is no longer a super power, the proliferation of nuclear weapons continues to be an issue, with rogue states like Iran and North Korea developing the technology to deliver this type of destruction.

I have no control or influence over these international issues. I do have the daily opportunity to worship the Lamb who sits on the throne, and serve God with my life in this generation. “Oh, praise the Lord, all you servants of the Lord, you who serve at night in the house of the Lord. Lift up holy hands in prayer, and praise the Lord. May the Lord, who made heaven and earth, bless you from Jerusalem.” (Psalm 134:1-3).

I am your servant, use me on this day to embody your will and purposes. Mindful of the end times, lead me in the present times to encourage, equip, empower, inspire, heal and forgive. Surround me with your light, guard me from this present darkness. Come Lord Jesus.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

December 14, 2010

12-14-10 Tuesday, 6:25 am Springfield, 24 degrees, wind 10 mph from the south.

Yesterday I finished the family Christmas letter, did some Christmas shopping, exercised, read, and in the evening worked with Audrey to organize our family room downstairs. We are still sorting and storing boxes and misc. family mementos from my parents house. Will my adult children someday sort and store the stuff we are accumulating?

Rev 5:1-14

The apostle John sees a scroll, and no one is worthy to open it. Then the lamb, who was slaughtered, with 7 horns and 7 eyes, and he took the scroll. The 24 elders sang a new song, including these words “your blood has ransomed people for God from every tribe and language and people and nation. And you have caused them to become a Kingdom of priests for our God. And they will reign on the earth.” (verses 9b-10)

We who live under the new covenant, who are followers of the Way, are part of this kingdom of priests. This is similar to the language Peter used in his second epistle. The full implications of this are immense. Martin Luther worked are elevating the role of believers as he began the protestant reformation. The 20th century witnessed the rapid increase of the operational use of the gifts of the Spirit. What will be characteristic of this century? What will the movements be that shape and move the church in the United States, and around the world?

Guide me Lord as your servant in this age. Guard me from living in the past or the future, empower me to serve among your Kingdom of priests. On this Tuesday, let my words, thoughts, actions and responses be pleasing to you, my Lord and my King.

Monday, December 13, 2010

December 13, 2010

12-13-10 Monday, 6:35 am Springfield, 6 degrees, wind chill -6.

Yesterday was a great Sunday at Wesley. Even as I was recovering from a stomach virus that jumped me suddenly on Saturday night, the Christmas musical could not have been more powerful with its message of God’s plan for salvation. My sermons at 9:30 and 10:30 about Joseph’s encounters with angels in his dreams were okay, I would give them a 7 on a scale of 1-10. I will download it to my mp3 and listen to it this week, as part of my endeavor to increase the effectiveness of my communication.

Today I will pursue sabbath. Reading a book with that title by Wayne Muller from Bethany’s library, I know I need to rest, recreate, and recharge throughout the year, and especially during this season. As we live in a very busy and tired generation, I must demonstrate God’s plan for a day of rest out of every 7. And, it is so hard to set work aside, especially the work of pastoring and leading the church.

Revelation 4:1-11
In this part of the vision, John sees an open door to heaven, and is transported there in the spirit. He describes the throne, surrounded by the 24 elders, the 7 torches, the 4 living beings who continually said “Holy, holy, holy is the Lord God, the Almighty – the one who always was, who is and who is still to come.” (verse 8). The 24 elders lay their crowns before the thrown and say “You are worthy, O Lord our God, to receive glory and honor and power. For you created all things, and they exist because you created what you pleased.” (verse 11)

This glimpse into heaven stirs my heart, and leads me to worship right now. It also reminds me of the language of the great worship hymns and songs down through history, to this current day. There is a beautiful stained glass window above the balcony facing south at Wesley with a crown at the center. Yesterday I was focusing on that crown, remembering the reign of Christ, and also the crown that is prepared for each believer.

You are holy, you are worthy, O Lord and I give you glory, honor as you created all things, including me in your holy plan. I worship you today, and look forward to the day when I will place my crown before your throne.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

December 11, 2010

12-11-10 Saturday, 6:20 am Springfield, 48 degrees, raining.

Elizabeth Edward’s funeral will be today at the Edenton Street United Methodist Church in Raleigh, North Carolina. Yesterday I had the privilege of officiating at the funeral of Bill Hensley, a retired Springfield police officer and member of Wesley. Today I will attend the birthday party for Jesus at Wesley, work on my sermon, pray and support the dinner tonight for special guests connected with agencies around town, and then enjoy the evening performance of the Christmas musical. It would be easy to get overwhelmed as a pastor during this season. And, we have a great team and powerful opportunities for ministry.

Rev 2:18-3:6

Letters to the churches of Thyatira and Sardis. In these two serious letters Jesus commends Thyatira for love, faith, service, and patient endurance. But He has a complaint against this church for tolerating “that woman – that Jezebel who calls herself a prophet – to lead my servants astray.” To the church at Sardis, He states that though they have the reputation for being alive, they are really dead. He tells them to “Wake up!”

“Anyone with ears to hear must listen to the Spirit and understand what he is saying to the churches.” (3:6) My ears are open to what God’s Spirit is saying to the churches, in this letter, and in 2010. I desire to understand, interpret, and act upon God’s instructions. Guide me holy Lord as your servant in this age.

Friday, December 10, 2010

December 10, 2010

12-10-10 Friday, 5:15 am Springfield, 30 degrees, clear.

Today we host the funeral service for Bill Hensley at Wesley, and make our final preparations for the weekend, which will include our Christmas Musical, a Saturday dinner for special guests, Saturday evening special edition of the musical, and four Sunday morning services. Yesterday my trip to Rolla was very productive as 5 of us from around the state were trained to be team leaders to Mozambique. Last night I met briefly with our Mission Outreach team and at length with our finance-trustee committee as they proposed a budget for 2011.

Reading The Story of Asbury Theological Seminary by Kinghorn I was surprised to learn that its second president, J. C. McPheeters (1889 - 1983) was born and raised in southwest Missouri. I had the privilege of hearing him preach in chapel, and even the special joy of eating lunch with him once in the seminary cafeteria in about 1981. For 18 years he was the founding pastor of Glide Memorial Methodist Church in San Francisco. Pondering his life has led me to ponder mine, returning to my passion for spiritual formation and the “long view of a short life”. I need to continue developing this emphasis.

Amos 1:1-3:15

This prophet, whose name means “burden”, is called from the humble life of a shepherd in Tekoa, to bring messages of destruction to Israel, Judah, and surrounding countries, all resulting from disobeying God’s purposes, lounging in luxury gained by fraud and deceit, and ignoring the poor. May God guide me in this generation as I preach the Word, teach the Way of Jesus, and live out my calling as a shepherd.

Rev 2:1-17 (Reading from Goodspeed’s translation)
Letters from Jesus to the angels of the churches of Ephesus, Smyrna, and Pergamum. Ephesus is commended for hard work and endurance, but chastised for not loving as they did at first. Smyrna is commended for suffering through distress, poverty, and slander, and encouraged not to be afraid, as they will receive the crown of life and not be hurt by the second death. There is no correction or chastisement for the church of Smyrna. I went to the Smyrna elementary school in second grade in Louisville, Ky. The church in Pergamum is commended for being faithful, even as Antipas was put to death among them. They are chastised for allowing the false teaching of Balaam, and the Nicolaitans in their church.

As a pastor, I have always found great comfort, wisdom, and challenge in the seven letters of Jesus to the seven churches. As a church planter in 1990 I developed a Bible study based on these seven letters which I conducted in homes from Oct – Dec in preparation for the launch of SunRise in March of 1991. As I have been invited to preach there on the 20th anniversary of that first Sunday, perhaps I should use these 7 letters as a basis for a “Letter to SunRise” modeled in this same style.

I am yours today, most Holy One. Use me as your shepherd through this day of funeral and preparation in and around the church.

Thursday, December 9, 2010

December 9, 2010

12-9-10 Thursday, 5:54 am Springfield, 30 degrees, wind 10 mph from the south.

This morning I drive to Rolla for a day of being trained to lead a team to Mozambique. It will be a long day, and a good investment of my time. In 1985 I was the first conference coordinator of Volunteers in Mission, and in conjunction with the New York office I developed the first leader training events. Tonight we have the finance/trustee meeting to set the budget for 2011, and this will be an interesting meeting.

Revelation 1:1-20

This is the beginning of the revelation that God gave to John while exiled on Patmos. He sees Jesus, and speaks to him. He learns of the seven angels and the seven candlesticks. I wonder if this infers that each church has a particular angel, or if this was specific just to these 7 churches. Jesus refers to himself as “the one who is, who always was, and who is still to come, … and the ruler of all the kings of the world.” (verses 4-5).

Like John, I am a servant of Jesus Christ. As pastor and leader of a church I serve as an undershepherd, doing the work of God, using the gifts, energy, experience and opportunities that He has given me. As I read this first chapter of Revelation, I am reminded again of the reality of the spiritual world, and of the impending close of this age, with the visible reign of Christ. Guide me Lord as I invest this day in building your kingdom and serving in your army. Amen.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

December 7, 2010

12-7-10 Tuesday, 6:22 am Springfield, 20 degrees, the anniversary of Pearl Harbor.

Yesterday I landed at Fort Leonard Wood, and took a brief self-guided tour of their outdoor display from the 1940s. My mother had a friend who was killed on this day at Pearl harbor, and many who died throughout the war. She held a grudge against Japan until the end of her life. Today our troops are in Iraq and Afghanistan, with tensions high in the Korean peninsula. It is good to have a well-trained, well-resourced, disciplined military, and only time will tell how world politics unfold.

Hosea 6

Verse 3 “Oh, that we might know the Lord! Let us press on to know Him.”
Verse 6 (God says) “I want you to know me more than I want burnt offerings.”
Yes, to know the Lord is the greatest gift of the human life, and yet it is so easily discarded, as demonstrated by Adam who broke God’s covenant, and betrayed His trust. My vocation as a shepherd is to lead people to know the Lord, to proclaim the good news, to set the captives free and seek the lost. I do so with my eyes open to the realities that the people of God down through history have been prone to reject His love and his kingdom, just as Hosea painfully experienced the adultery of his wife.

3 John
In this letter to his friend Gaius, the apostle commends him for hosting the traveling teachers. John had written to “the church” about this, “but Diotrephes, who loves to be the leader, refuses to have anything to do with us.” I wonder how many unhealthy “leaders” there are in the current church who are like Diotrephes, who refuse to have anything to do with the real work of the gospel. We could call this the “Diotrephes Principal”. John continues “dear friend, don’t let this bad example influence you. Follow only what is good. Remember that those who do good prove that they are God’s children, and those who do evil prove that they do not know God.” (verse 11)

Guide me Lord as I follow only what is good. Guard me from deviating an inch from your will in my life and ministry as a pastor. Just as Gaius provided what he had for your unnamed servants, help me to use what I have today for those who I will encounter.

Monday, December 6, 2010

December 6, 2010

12-6-10 Monday, 7:29 am Springfield, 14 degrees, clear

It is a beautiful, cold, wintery morning. I have the plane reserved for the day and am planning to take a short trip this morning, mainly to get in some training and to enjoy the environment of aviation on this day of sabbath rest from my pastoral labor. Yesterday was a good and full day of ministry, and this week will be packed with celebrations and preparations.

2 John 1
This letter is either addressed to a particular woman, or to a church. It encourages correct doctrine concerning the person of Jesus Christ. In my generation I have seen much false doctrine taught in the mainline churches (which are losing members) and I am aware of the struggles yet today over doctrine. I am reading a history of Asbury Seminary by Kenneth Kinghorn, and am especially interested in the early years, the 1920s and 30s as it was just getting started. The evangelist Morrison, who was president of Asbury College had a vision for an academically sound, world class seminary that was true to scripture and would nurture the faith and spiritual life of its students. Now in its 87th year, the seminary seems to be fulfilling this vision well.

Psalm 125

“Those who trust in the Lord are as secure as Mount Zion; they will not be defeated but will endure forever.” Yes, Lord, I trust in you, my hope is in you, my life will endure in you forever. Even as I take to the air in a frail, small plane, I know that my security is in eternity, not in this life. Guide me today Lord as I fly and recharge the batteries for spiritual leadership.

Sunday, December 5, 2010

December 5, 2010

12-5-10 Sunday, 4:59 am Springfield, 23 degrees, wind 10 mph, feels like 13 degrees.

Thank you Lord for awakening me at 4:30 and giving me the rest and energy to get up and prepare for the privilege of leading worship, holy communion, and delivering the message from your word about angels.

Yesterday was a good day, with early work at church, a hospital visit to a child, exercise, rest, reading, and then shopping with dinner with Audrey. Last night I was pleased that my outdoor Christmas lights came on automatically with the timer, as from year to year I have to relearn how to program it. Today will be an important Sunday in the life of the Wesley UMC faith community. We will celebrate the Lord’s supper, bring our white Christmas gifts forward, and we expect many guests. I feel the weight of responsibility, and the grace of God’s wonderful provision for the work that lies ahead.

Luke 1:26-38 The angel Gabriel visits Mary

The angel said “greetings, favored one.” This descriptive phrase is rich in meaning. In verse 30 the angel says “do not be afraid, Mary, for you have found favor with God.” And in Mary’s song, in verse 48 she says “my spirit rejoices in God my Savior, for he has looked with favor on the lowliness of his servant.”
This greeting to Mary, as one “full of grace” has contributed to the Catholic doctrine of the Immaculate Conception, that Mary was free from the stain of sin from her conception. This has always been a mystery to me, and as I read about this doctrine this morning, I realize that it does not include the belief that Mary was born of a virgin, but that in her conception, she was not tainted by original sin, as are all other humans.

Today I have much to say and as always, a limited time to say it. I will now work on refining my notes so that I might be the most fruitful with my message today. Thank you Lord for this morning, and in the language of Mary “here I am, the servant of the Lord; let it be with me according to your word.” Amen.

Saturday, December 4, 2010

December 4, 2010

12-4-10 Saturday, 6:21 am Springfield, 42 degrees, clear, with Saturn shining brightly in the southeastern sky.

I have the Men’s meeting at 7:45 and the women’s breakfast at 10. Audrey is hosting her Honduras team for brunch. Last night I worked until 9:45 getting the outside lights up. It looks nice as our roofline is illumined in white, tracing its three peaks and valleys.

I John 4:1-21

The apostle begins this chapter with instructions to test those who say they claim to speak by the spirit. This is helpful today, just as it was critical in the early, formative years of the church. Clearly we are involved in a spiritual battle. Verse 4: “But you belong to God, my dear children. You have already won a victory over those people, because the Spirit who lives in you is greater than the spirit who lives in the world.” As I teach this series on angels, I am increasingly mindful of the reality of the spiritual conflict between God and the evil powers of this world in which humans are in the middle, and can be servants and soldiers on either side.

In verse 7 John turns to another common theme of his epistle – that as believers we are called to love each other. In the 1970s we sang a scripture song using the KJV of these 2 verses: “Beloved, let us love one another. For love is of God, and everyone that loveth is born of God, and knoweth God. He that loveth not, knoweth not God, for God is love. Beloved, let us love one another first John four seven and eight.”

One observation of most United Methodist churches today is that they have an inward focus. I would not say that they love each other too much, but it is so easy to pay attention to those who are at hand, to the exclusion of those who are still asleep. It is good for me to read these verses, and to remember that as the world observes the unselfish love that believers have, it will attract as light attracts. And, this love must be sincere, without pretense or hypocrisy.

Guide me today, most holy Lord as I seek to demonstrate love to those who are part of the body of Christ, and to point all of us to sharing your love in this lost and broken world.

Friday, December 3, 2010

December 3, 2010

12-3-10 Friday, 7:48 am Springfield, 26 degrees, clear

I John 3:7-24
“Dear children, let’s not merely say that we love each other; let us show the truth by our actions. Our actions will show that we belong to the truth, so we will be confident when we stand before God.” (18-19) I am drinking coffee from a mug that says Wesley 2011 Worship – Care – Serve and these verses remind me that this is the mission and the measure of belonging to Christ, to the Truth, and gives us confidence as we stand before God.

Psalm 122:1-9

“I was glad when they said to me, ‘Let us go to the house of the Lord.’” (verse 1) Worshipping God, standing within the gates is a joy, a privilege, a longing for those who truly love Him and are called according to His purposes. Worship is an obligation and an external exercise for those going through the motions, desiring to appear religious. I desire to stir up in every believer a heart for passionate worship that will transform every moment from ordinary to holy.

I am yours, most Holy One. I desire to show the truth by my actions, that I belong to You. On this day of the week that you endured the cross, despising its shame, may I live a cruciform life, in the midst of this generation, during this holiday season.

Thursday, December 2, 2010

December 2, 2010

12-2-10 Thursday, 7:04 am Springfield, 32 degrees, partly cloudy

Daniel 9:1-11:1
Daniel prays for his people, confessing their sin before God, and asking God to forgive them and let His anger and wrath turn away from Jerusalem. “Let your face shine upon your desolated sanctuary” (verse 17). This is a prayer that is appropriate for many mainline churches, whose members, leaders and clergy have neglected God, played at being religious while trusting other gods of money, power and influence. We need more modern Daniels who will reject the food of Babylon and praying to God, will pour out their lives for the sheep.

The “Life Application Topic” – Prayer included under this chapter of Daniel in the Wesley Study Bible states that “Wesley calls prayer the ‘proper test of our desires, nothing being fit to have a place in our desires which is not fit to have a place in our prayers’” (Sermon 26). Wesley says we pray “not for a passive, as for an active conformity to the will of God.”

For Daniel, it is clear that his desire is to please God, and his heart is for the spiritual renewal of his people. As I read The Minister as Shepherd by Charles Jefferson, I am reminded of this theme for pastors. Jefferson reminds us that the hard work of shepherding is not done in public, but in private. Even though occasionally a shepherd’s work will be publicly acclaimed, and people swept into obscurity like Joseph, Daniel and Corrie Ten Boom are sometimes celebrated, the real work in God’s vineyard is a daily application of faith and a constant attention to the direction and will of God.

As the winds and frontal boundaries continue to shift and change, may my walk with You be constant and unchanging. Your will is perfect, and it is an honor and a joy to serve among the company of the redeemed, seeking the lost and serving the people of the Way. Guide my steps today, most holy Lord.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

December 1, 2010

12-1-10 Wednesday, 6:10 am Springfield, 23 degrees.

The beginning of the 12th month, a fresh page on the calendar. My dad was born on this date in 1917, and this is the third year since his passing. This morning I will pray at 7:00 at the church with a prayer partner for the people who are not yet part of a faith community. At 9:00 I will pray with the staff and the church prayer team, and at 10 I will meet with the nifty nine. I have a lunch meeting, and then dinner with the Alpha leaders and recent graduates as we look to the future. Yesterday I had a good annual review with my district superintendent as we discussed this past year, and the report of the staff-parish committee.

Daniel 8
The prophet describes another vision, this one of a strong ram, defeated by a one-horned goat. “The army of heaven was restrained from responding to this rebellion”. Gabriel is dispatched to tell Daniel the meaning of his vision. (I am teaching about Gabriel again this Sunday, as he is the angel who in addition to speaking to Zechariah, appeared to Mary announcing her selection to be the mother of the Christ.)

It is easy for me to neglect the book of Daniel, and reading it this week seems so fresh and current. Perhaps I should design one of my January sermons around this godly man and his visions of the end times.

Guide me holy Lord today, as I walk with you, serve your church, shepherd your people, and seek those asleep and apart from the flock. Amen.

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

November 30, 2010

11-30-10 Tuesday, 6:52 am Springfield, 29 degrees and very windy.

I am looking forward to this week. The schedule last week of closing the church office for Thursday and Friday provided a good break from routine. Sunday was the first day of Advent, and we are now into this season. The next three weeks will be filled with awe and celebration combined with ordinariness, pain, and loss. I am reading The Minister as Shepherd by Charles Jefferson. This is a collection of messages he delivered in 1912, and for me it is a great balance to what I have been reading on pastoral leadership and change.

Daniel 7:1-28
This is the chapter of Daniel’s great vision of the four beasts, representing world powers. This vision, its brief explanation he gets during the vision, and scenes from the book of Revelation give us glimpses into the end of time. I studied Daniel and the Revelation in a course at a local church in 1979, and I am continually fascinated by the visions. Many writers have tried to explain them, and I find most of these to be merely speculative. There is a spiritual reality that is profitable to ponder, and at the same time believers must accept the mystery of that which is unknowable for now.

I John1:1-10
The apostle describes the one who is the Word of Life, who was with the Father, and then revealed to us. Verse 6 states: “So we are lying if we say we have fellowship with God but go on living in spiritual darkness; we are not practicing the truth.” Zechariah and Elizabeth were holy and blameless before God. I am leading a faith community called Wesley to be like this couple, and to heed the words of John, for “if we are living in the light, as God is in the light, then we have fellowship with each other, and the blood of Jesus, his son cleanses us from all sin.” (verse 7)

On this last day of November, guide me as your servant among many who are seeking to usher in your kingdom. Through the regular work of worship planning, leadership development, supervision and being supervised, may this day in my life be lived fully for eternity.

Monday, November 29, 2010

November 29, 2010

11-29-10 Monday, 7:22 am Springfield, 49 degrees, windy

One day following another, day by day, the calendar advances, and my life unfolds. Yesterday was a very good day at Wesley as we celebrated the first Sunday of Advent and I preached part one of my series on angels. Audrey fixed a wonderful lunch and we had great conversations with family and quests from Hayes, Kansas. In the afternoon I rested briefly, then back to church for meetings and ministry. Tomorrow I have my annual clergy evaluation at the district office, for which I need to prepare this morning.

II Pet 3:1-18
The apostle, in writing this second letter, intends to “stimulate your wholesome thinking and refresh your memory.” He wants his readers to pay attention to what the prophets have said, and to live, looking forward to the return of Christ. He warns that some will get weary of waiting, and give up on the hoped for return. But, he states that “a day is like a thousand years to the Lord, and a thousand years is like a day.”

In verse 11 he makes the application, which echoes the first of my three applications yesterday – “since everything around us is going to be destroyed like this, what holy and godly lives you should live, looking forward to the day of God and hurrying it along.” As I study about angels, which includes visions of heaven, I discover that the result in people’s lives of a vision of heaven or the end of time is usually a transformation in the way they live this life – with greater intensity and zeal for serving God and building God’s kingdom.

The apostle Peter certainly lived his life for eternity, enduring fierce opposition and ultimately execution for his testimony about his risen Lord, Jesus Christ. Guide me Lord as I serve you in this generation, as I journey in the wilderness, preparing for the promised land. May my life today be holy and godly as I rest on this “seventh day” of my weekly schedule.

Saturday, November 27, 2010

November 27, 2010

11-27-10 Saturday, 8:15 am Springfield, 35 degrees, clear and calm

I had an odd dream last night in which my mother, in her 80s with COPD was running a marathon. My dad, back at their hotel, needed me for several things. I tried to watch for my mom at the 6 mile mark, but couldn’t get there. She showed up back at the hotel, saying she got to the pizza amusement park, bought 6 tickets and rode some of the rides and decided to quit the marathon. I am not sure what this bizarre dream means, other than that I was thinking about my deceased parents during Thanksgiving, and somehow running the turkey trot and my mother in a marathon were connected.

2 Peter 1:1-21
Peter explains why he is writing, that the Lord Jesus Christ has shown him that he must shortly leave this earthly life, and he wants to pass on the firm remembrance of his experiences. In verses 5-7 he describes a progression of faith that is a formula for spiritual growth. In my early 20s I spent a very fruitful weekend alone in a cabin in Kentucky studying these verses - … giving all diligence, add to your faith virtue; and to virtue knowledge; and to knowledge temperance; and to temperance patience; and to patience godliness; and to godliness brotherly kindness; and to brotherly kindness charity.” (KJV) Verse 8 states the results: “For if these things be in you, and abound, they make you that ye shall neither be barren nor unfruitful in the knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ.”

As I contemplate “finishing well”, investing my remaining life in eternity, one central, recurring theme emerges, and that is discipleship, spiritual formation in myself and in others. I have been investing in discipleship since the summer of 1974, and “twill be my theme in glory”. I must refocus each day on how to apply this life work to the here and now. Peter is doing so as he writes this letter. Today as a pastor I will work hard on my message for tomorrow, on visiting, and on encouraging other leaders of the church in the ministries in which they serve Christ.

Guide me most precious Lord Jesus as I serve you today. Guide my diligence as I add to my faith virtue, and all the rest. It is for You that I live this day, in Missouri, as a pastor, husband, father, friend.

Friday, November 26, 2010

November 26, 2010

11-26-10 Friday, 8:55 am Springfield, 23 degrees, feels like 14, clear and sunny skies.

We had a great thanksgiving day! It began as I drove my niece and her college friend to the turkey trot. We ran, along with 7100 other participants. My niece finished fourth overall among women, and her friend from college won female first overall. I finished 1251 with a time of 28:47, 59th out of 179 men 50-54. The day was capped off by a wonderful meal followed by family games into the night.
Today I have no appointments and will use the time to work on my sermon and series on angels, rest, exercise, decorate around the house, and prepare for all that lies ahead.

Daniel 2:24 – 3:30
Daniel is used by God to interpret Nebuchadnezzar’s dream, and is promoted in the government. He takes Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego with him. In chapter 3, the king builds a 90 foot statue to himself, and decrees public worship. The three Jewish men refuse, and are thrown into a super-heated furnace. The king peers in and sees the three joined by a fourth walking around in the furnace. In 3:28 the king praises the God of Shadrach et al and states that “He sent an angel to rescue his servants who trusted in him.”

This is a dramatic story, and one of many in which God’s servants are rescued. I think the key is that when facing this punishment for refusing to worship an idol, they stated “the God whom we serve is able to save us. He will rescue us from your power, Your Majesty. But even if He doesn’t, we want to make it clear to you, Your majesty, that we will never serve your gods or worship the gold statue you have set up.” (3:17-18) Their resolve, come what may, is refreshing and defining in their lives. May this type of single-minded dedication to Christ be increased in this current generation, and through the ministries of Wesley UMC.

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

November 24, 2010

11-24-10 Wednesday, 5:29 am Springfield, 42 degrees, windy, moist.

Overnight I heard the rain come hard for a few minutes. The weather reminds me of life itself, with periods of calm and delight, lows and highs, inclement and favorable. Life has its contrasts, its unpredictability, and its radical changes that are surprising yet somewhat predictable. I am so blessed in my station in life, and in my understanding of eternity with the perspective this gives me on uncertainties.

As I type the date at the beginning of each journal entry I am reminded of the passing of time. Day after day, night after night, all of us move forward chronologically as though we are on a ship together making a passage through space, as well as time. The twenty-fourth of November, 2010 is the day that the Lord has made, I will rejoice and give thanks.

Ezekiel 47-48
A river will run from the temple into the Dead sea. It will be fresh water, and cause all sorts of fish to thrive in the Dead, and will support trees along its banks that constantly bear fruit for food and their leaves for healing. This reminds me of Jesus’ statement about “living water”.

I Pet 2:11-3:7
I referred to verse 11 in my sermon on Sunday, as Peter writes “I warn you as ‘temporary residents (KJV pilgrims) and foreigners’ to keep away from worldly desires that wage war against your very souls.” All of us who follow Christ are really “pilgrims”, sojourners in this life on our way to eternity. Psalm 119:54 says “Your decrees have been the theme of my songs wherever I have lived.”

Guide me Lord as a pilgrim through time and space, en route to eternity and life on the other side of the river. Use this particular day to your glory and the advancing of your kingdom on earth. I pray in Jesus name, amen.

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

November 23, 2010

11-23-10 Tuesday, 7:15 am Springfield, 33 degrees.

The temperature dropped like a rock last night, and it is clear and cold, feeling like it should in late November. Audrey and I cancelled our movie plans as a tornado warning was in effect at the leading edge of the storm generated by the cold front. We came home and watched “Master and Commander” on DVD, a very good movie set in 1800 onboard a British naval ship.

I have finished the biography of Asbury by Wigger, reading last night about his death in March of 1816 at a home in Virginia. He traveled and preached up to the very end, with the quality of his sermons declining, but his holiness of life shining brightly.

I Peter1:13-2:10
“You must be holy because I am holy.” (1:16) “So get rid of all evil behavior. Be done with all deceit, hypocrisy, jealousy, and all unkind speech. Like newborn babies, you must crave pure spiritual milk so that you will grow into a full experience of salvation.” (2:1-2) Asbury, Wesley, and all who have followed them have preached, taught and lived these verses. As I read them afresh this morning as part of the “God Sightings One Year Bible” I feel the impact of the urgency and the imperative of the apostle Peter directly to Bruce Baxter to daily choose holiness of heart and life through the power of Jesus Christ.

“You are a chosen people. You are royal priests, a holy nation, God’s very own possession. As a result you can show others the goodness of God, for he called you out of the darkness into his wonderful light.” (2:9) This verse was lifted up by Luther and was part of the reformation and the emphasis upon the “priesthood of all believers”. It relates directly to the holiness that Peter and sincere followers of Christ have lived and taught. Just as there was ritual cleansing for the priests to prepare them for service in the temple, so in Christ there is cleansing for all who follow and become his “royal priests, a holy nation.”

Guide me holy Lord as I live today as your very own possession. Direct my steps, empower me to grow continually into the full experience of salvation. Use me as a priest, a pastor, a friend and counselor as you choose. I am yours.

Monday, November 22, 2010

November 22, 2010

11-22-10 Monday, 6:36 am Springfield, 66 warm degrees, winds 20 mph from the south.

I really enjoyed the worship services at Wesley yesterday morning. The music was great, there was a wonderful spirit throughout the building, and I had several friends visiting, from Springfield and beyond. At the end of each service we brought our “estimate of giving” cards forward as a sign of our faith, and what a blessing to watch as folks made their way to the prayer rail with their commitment cards.
Audrey and I enjoyed lunch with friends visiting from St. Louis, and in the afternoon I visited my nephew at Boys and Girls town, we played the card game “Nine Hole Golf” and had good conversation. It was great to talk with our daughter Bethany in the evening, who is finishing her 7th semester at Azusa and planning for graduate school, taking the GRE this week.

I Peter 1:1-16
Verses 13-16 are a call to holy living: “Therefore prepare your minds for action, discipline yourselves, set all your hope on the grace that Jesus Christ will bring you when he is revealed. … do not be conformed to the desires that you formerly had in ignorance. Instead, as he who called you is holy, be holy yourselves in all your conduct.”

As I live today in obedience to your word and purposes, I set apart every action, every thought to your will, seeking to be holy, even as You are holy. Rather than being presumptuous, I desire to fulfill your admonition to “be holy, for I am holy.” Guide me into your holiness of heart and life, most precious Lord.

Sunday, November 21, 2010

November 21, 2010

11-21-10 Sunday, 5:58 am Springfield, 55 degrees, breezy.

I am looking forward to this morning of worship, praise and fellowship. My sermon still needs a little work, and I have the time and energy for what I need to do today. Guide me Lord as I serve You in the church.

II Cor 4:13-16
I read this scripture earlier this fall in The One Year Bible, and God impressed upon me to use this as the text for this thanksgiving week. “… grace, as it extends to more and more people, may increase thanksgiving to the glory of God.” (4:15)
Rather than emphasize being thankful because we have enough to eat and drink, shelter and transportation (all of which are subjects of gratitude) this verse states that as grace extends to more and more people, there will be an increase in thanksgiving to the glory of God. I desire to be involved in the increase of thanksgiving through the work of the church which extends grace to more and more people in the coming months and years.

It is so easy to be complacent. William Bradford and his group were forced by the English government to meet privately, then move out of the country so as to worship God as they deemed authentic. With the laws on the books that required attendance at the Church of England, these separatists wanted to order their lives around a church that was not an extension of the government. Sojourning in the Netherlands, they eventually decided to form a colony in North America.

Nearly 400 years later, we have the privilege to worship however we determine is pleasing to God. In large, small, historic, new, young, old churches we gather together today to ask the Lord’s blessing, He chastens and hastens His will to make known… Thank you Lord for this freedom, guide me as I serve you within and beyond the Wesley United Methodist Church today.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

November 20,10

11-20-10 Saturday, 8:45 am Springfield, 42 degrees.

We had a good meeting in Columbia yesterday. On the trip up and back with Jon and Bob we had exceptionally good conversation about our churches, and our practices and processes. I was teasing them about flying up next time in the Cherokee, and they are resistant. Chris from Joplin would fly with me, I might have to do this next time. Our flying club is pursuing the purchase of a third airplane, a Cherokee Six, which I have always wanted to fly. When we sell 5 additional shares, we will purchase one, and then I would have access to three planes, instead of the one I now fly.

Ezekiel 40:28 – 41:26
In these verses the prophet is being shown around the “ideal temple”, and it is described in detail. I have consulted my copy of Redpath’s commentary, complete with diagram of this temple. This commentary is part of the Westminster series, and was published in 1907. It reminds me that I have a continuing interest in serious Biblical studies, and I must persistently pursue this in order to increase my fruitfulness as a pastor.

James 4:1-17
Here is continuing practical advice from this leader of the Jerusalem church. It identifies the evil desires within as the source of quarrels and fights. We are reminded that “God opposes the proud but favors the humble (verse 6b).”
Verses 7-8 have a great application for me today, and for every believer, every fully devoted follower of Christ: “So humble yourselves before God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. Come close to God, and God will come close to you. Wash your hands, you sinners; purify your hearts, for your loyalty is divided between God and the world.”

This is my action and prayer today. I humble myself before You, most holy Lord, as I resist the devil and all his temptations. I draw near to You right now, and I believe that You are near to me in this quiet morning devotion. My loyalty is completely in You, and not divided. Guard me from anything that would become a wedge between us. In Jesus name, amen.

Friday, November 19, 2010

November 19, 2010

11-19-10 Friday, 5:17 am Springfield, 36 degrees, clear.

It feels good to be up early, even though I have been short of sleep many days this week. I will meet two pastors at 7:15 for the ride to Columbia, where we will participate in the bishop’s peer mentoring group. I will make a presentation about our HCI experience at Wesley, and focus on the topic of “change”. Yesterday I led a peer mentoring group of 5 pastors here in the Ozarks in session 13, which covered the topic of confrontations.

I am reading Results that Last by Quint Studer. He proposes three key activities for leaders – dealing with low performers, making rounds, and managing up. Quint was a hospital president, among other medical leadership roles, and now is a writer and consultant for leaders. I like his work so far. We will discuss it today with the Bishop.

James 2:18 – 3:18
Faith is demonstrated by works. The tongue is dangerous, a “flame of fire”, a “whole world of wickedness.” It is “set on fire by hell itself” Controlling it springs from spiritual maturity, just as fresh water springs from a good well. “Wherever there is jealousy and selfish ambition, there you will find disorder and evil of every kind.” (3:16) This seems like an unrelated thought, but really is a continuation of the dangers of the tongue. I am aware that in the church, the community of faith, jealousy and selfish ambition are like cancer, and spread disorder set on fire by hell itself.

Guide me Lord as a servant leader in the church. Give me wisdom, choice words, control of my tongue, spiritual maturity and the courage to confront evil, wickedness, selfish ambition in myself and in the church, to your glory and the advancement of your kingdom.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

November 17, 2010

11-17-10 Wednesday, 4:15 am Springfield, 35 degrees, clear

Last night we had 227 people attend the Church Conference. The main item was the vote on the Five Prescriptions from HCI, following four town hall meetings. The results were 174 yes, 53 no. So now the work begins, resting heavily upon my shoulders, to appoint groups who will study and make recommendations concerning our vision, our staff, our worship services, our building, and our communication. I welcome these prescriptions, the coach Doug Anderson with whom I will be working, and the accountability that is built into this process. I am not sure why I have had trouble sleeping this night, I imagine it relates to the weight of leadership and these prescriptions.

I need to read the first half of the book Results that Last by Quint Studer this morning in preparation for the Bishop’s Peer Mentoring group on Friday. I will also respond to Facebook requests, develop an agenda for our staff meeting this morning, and do some preparation for the Peer Mentoring Group I lead on Thursday. At 7:00 am this morning I pray at Wesley with a prayer partner for the people who are not yet connected to the kingdom. Thank you for this morning Lord, strengthen me for the tasks at hand.

James 1:1-18
Who should not expect to receive anything from God? Those whose loyalty is divided between God and the world! (verses 7-8)
The poor who are believers have something to boast about – God has honored them. (verse 9) The rich should boast that God has humbled them. By the standards of the world’s economy, I am rich – for the foreseeable future I will have all I need and more. I am humbled by this circumstance, and I need to stay closely connected to the poor, locally and around the world, as God has honored them. Though riches seem permanent, verse 11 states that “the rich will fade away with all of their achievements.”

Psalm 116:1-19
“I love the Lord because he hears my voice and my prayer for mercy.” This is a great Psalm, and as I read it during this early morning hour is speaks deeply to me. “The Lord protects those of childlike faith. … Let my soul be at rest again, for the Lord has been good to me.” (verses7-8)

Today I will serve you, holy Lord, with faith, in the power of your Holy Spirit.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

November 16, 2010

11-16-10Tuesday, 7:59 am Springfield, raining, 43 degrees

I am looking forward to today. Audrey made it home safely from Los Angeles last night, having surprised Bethany by attending her opera at Azusa. My “sabbath” went well yesterday, with rest, attending to details of family paperwork, a great 6 mile run (averaging 9:53 a mile), tuning up the Bajaj scooter, and dinner with Jon. This evening we host a fourth town hall meeting, and then the Church Conference to vote on the 5 prescriptions followed by the regular annual business.

Hebrews 13:1-25; Psalm 115:1-18

Reading this chapter of Hebrews, and then the Psalm, I found that almost each verse jumped off the page, and related to my current thinking. As I read scripture regularly, following a plan, (this year The One Year Bible) there is usually a verse or two that stands out. Sometimes, like today, each progressive sentence penetrates to my core and challenges, informs, comforts, directs. It is a mystery to me how this happens, and it is a testimony to the power of the Holy Scriptures that these writings, nearly 2000 years old, speak to the heart of a man reading them in Missouri in the year 2010.

Guide me Lord as I offer through You a continual sacrifice of praise, proclaiming my allegiance to the name of Jesus. I will not forget to do good and to share with those in need. I will continue in the work of watching over souls, knowing that I am accountable to You for them, and I do this with joy. I thank you that you have equipped me with all I need for doing your will. I pray that you will produce in me, through the power of Jesus Christ, every good thing that is pleasing to you, with all glory and honor for ever and ever! Amen.

Monday, November 15, 2010

November 15, 2010

11-15-10 Monday, 7:22 am Springfield, 39 degrees.

Ezekiel 31:1 – 32:32
Ezekiel receives a message from the Lord to give to Pharaoh, king of Egypt. The message is in the form of a metaphor of the largest and tallest tree in the Lord’s garden being cut down, falling with a mighty crash. It is a warning to a powerful nation that even at its height of power and influence, disaster is near. Two things come to my mind – first, the trees that are growing in Baxter Pines in Kentucky, planted in the 1970’s, and the experience I have had admiring them, lamenting when strong ones die, and felling some to build a small log cabin. Second, the future of the United States, the tallest tree in the forest currently, and the possibility (likelihood) that someday it will come crashing down. All nations rise and fall, and to think that the U.S. is impervious to decline or fall is short-sighted.

I do not see any direct connection between the prophecies of Ezekiel and the U.S., but rather the general principal that leaders rise and fall, economies rise and fall, nations rise and fall. The question for us today, is “how shall we then live?” The answer lies in a life centered in God, surrendered to God, whose hope is in God and not the “gross national product” (gnp) or the value of its stock market. As one whose future retirement income is largely based on the economy and the stock market, I am diligent to put my trust in God, and not the projections of financial analysts. And at the same time, I seek to use wisdom (the wisdom that comes from God) in making decisions and planning for the future.

Hebrews 12:14-29
“Therefore, since we are receiving a kingdom that cannot be shaken, let us give thanks, by which we offer to God an acceptable worship with reverence and awe; for indeed our God is a consuming fire.” (verses 28-29) Hope in the future rests upon receiving a kingdom that cannot be shaken, no matter what happens in this world. My orientation is to give thanks, and offer to God acceptable worship with reverence and awe. This is the theme for the upcoming Sunday – thanksgiving Sunday, and lean into worship planning and my own personal offering to God acceptable worship for who He is and all He has done and will do.

Thank you Lord for your sovereignty and your plans. Thank you for the privilege of living in this time in history, and in this great and prosperous country. Use me as your servant, whose hope is in you, Lord, my life is in you, Lord, it’s in you, it’s in you!

Sunday, November 14, 2010

November 14, 2010

11-14-10 Sunday, 5:48 am Springfield, 29 degrees, clear.

I just texted my friend Malcolm in England, as a pop up on my laptop from Skype alerted me to his being online. I have been “online” with my heavenly Father this morning, and still am as I prayerfully prepare for this day.

Hebrews 11:32 – 12:13
The writer reminds us, down through time, until time shall not exist, that in addition to the ones named - Abel, Enoch, Noah, Abraham, Sarah, Isaac, Jacob, Joseph, Moses, Rahab, Gideon, Barak, Samson, Jephthah, David, Samuel who by faith “overthrew kingdoms, ruled with justice, and received what God had promised them – there were others who were tortured, refusing to turn from God in order to be set free. They placed their hope in a better life after the resurrection.” (verse 35b) This 11th chapter of Hebrews describes “altogether” followers of God. It leads directly into the instruction for me, and for each of us who desire to be altogether Christians:
“Let us lay aside every weight that slows us down, especially the sin that so easily trips us up. And let us run with endurance the race God has set before us. We do this by keeping our eyes on Jesus, the champion who initiates and perfects our faith.” (12:1b-2a)

Guide me today Lord as I speak your word, admonish, encourage, challenge those who hear to become fully devoted followers of You and the Way set before us. I pray for confidence, clarity, wisdom, compassion, strength and power in the ministry of Your Word today.

Saturday, November 13, 2010

November 13, 2010

11-13-10 Saturday, 7:57 am Springfield, 39 degrees, cloudy, first day of deer season.

This feels like a very typical November morning. I have the gas fireplace warming this room, and my Bible and books next to me. This morning I will read, pray, study, and write, then make a pastoral visit to a single dad whose baby we baptize tomorrow. I will make phone calls to my yellow cards, encourage the folks at the church garage sale, exercise, and return home for more reading and writing. Thank you Lord for this day, use me as your servant leader as you choose.
My topic for tomorrow’s message centers around being an authentic, altogether follower of Christ. As I write this journal, and post it as a blog I am very conscious of the temptation to pretend, to put forth a good impression, etc. My goal is to always be authentic and sincere, that the reality of God’s presence and power may flow through me to others. I treasure this quiet time, alone at home, to nurture the relationship with my savior.

Psalm 111:1-10

“I will thank the Lord with all my heart as I meet with his godly people. How amazing are the deeds of the Lord! All who delight in him should ponder them.” (verses 1-2) One of my points tomorrow, coming from Kenda Dean’s book is that an authentic Christian has a powerful story of God’s work in their life. Cultivating this in an established congregation is a clear task. This week as I was visiting with a pastor whose wife was having surgery, he told me about his call to ministry when he was 18 – a truly powerful, clear move of God during a worship service. I want to be used of God in more lives encountering Him in clear ways.

This is the day that the Lord has made. I will rejoice and be glad in it!

Friday, November 12, 2010

November 12, 2010

11-12-10 Friday, 7:15 am Springfield, 57 degrees, cloudy.

The last two mornings I have had breakfast meetings with pastors I am mentoring. Today I have scheduled a day of preparing for the weekend sermon and worship. The upcoming church conference and vote on the five prescriptions weighs upon me, as it should with the future direction and energy of the church under consideration. I am fasting today as part of my regular weekly rhythm, and will extend it to the evening as our district “house church” team prepares for the first worship service on Sunday.

Hebrews 11:1-16 (One of my favorite chapters of Scripture!)

Reading this chapter from the NASB Bible Audrey gave me as an engagement present, I feel washed over by faith. Beginning with the definition “faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen” this chapter describes the faith of generations. Verse 6 states that “without faith it is impossible to please Him, for he who comes to God must believe that He is, and that He is a rewarder of those who seek Him.” Noah, Abraham and Sarah are lifted up as examples.

Preaching Sunday on the topic “Almost Christian” I am evaluating the difference between an “almost” and an “altogether” Christian. Faith is clearly substantial, and risk must be part of the actions of “altogether” Christians. The question for me is what are the risks I am taking that flow from faith, how is my life on the leading edge of God’s activity in the world today? This is a great question for every believer, with the opposite question being “is there anything in my life that is simply going through the motions, playing it safe, trying to look good so that it appears that I am a Christian?” I will ponder these thoughts as I head into Sunday’s message.

Guard me Lord from being “almost”. Lead me forward in faith as you did Noah, Abraham, Sarah, Wesley, Asbury, Bonheoffer and others. Father, I live today by faith in you, who I cannot see but whom I know that You Are, and that You are a rewarder of those who seek You.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

November 10, 2010

11-10-10 Wednesday, 6:38 am Springfield, 54 degrees, clear.

Ezekiel 21-22
21:26 “This is what the Sovereign Lord says: ‘Take off your jeweled crown, for the old order changes. Now the lowly will be exalted, and the mighty will be brought down.” The prophet is delivering God’s word to the people of Jerusalem, and also to the Ammonites and others.

22:30 “I looked for someone who might rebuild the wall of righteousness that guards the land, and I searched for someone to stand in the gap in the wall so I wouldn’t have to destroy the land, but I found no one.” I desire to be one who “rebuilds the wall of righteousness” and who “stands in the gap” in my generation. There is unique work for every person to do, and today I will live out God’s will for me and for my work in the Kingdom.

Guide me Holy Lord as I meet with pastors, pray with leaders, pursue the projects on my desk that represent the work of the church, moving forward day by day as the old order changes. Help me to exalt the lowly and speak directly to the mighty. I thank you for my returning health, and recovery from this sore throat and cold. May my work bring you honor and glory today.

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

November 9, 2010

11-9-10 Tuesday, 6:59 am Springfield, 48 degrees, clear.

My throat is a little better, as I have been using a salt-water gargle. Francis Asbury struggled with many physical problems and just kept going. His strength and fruitfulness continue to inspire me, as I have this slight, momentary affliction. Yesterday I spent the morning writing about the questions raised at the town hall meetings concerning the HCI and the 5 prescriptions. In the afternoon Audrey and I enjoyed lunch together, and then I took my Droid to Verizon and learned several shortcuts, including how to install widgets. I hope to use the Facebook widget to “update my status” and chronicle my daily walk with God.

Ezekiel 20:1-49 August 14, 7th year of Jehoiachin’s captivity in Babylon.
Some of the leaders of Israel come to Ezekiel and “request a message from the Lord”. The resulting chapter is the message from the Lord, beginning with His indignation that these leaders would request such a message, because they and their people have been so rebellious and have refused to obey what God had shown them through Moses. In verses 18-20 God says “Then I warned their children not to follow in their parents footsteps, defiling themselves with their idols. I am the Lord your God, I told them. Follow my decrees, pay attention to my regulations, and keep my Sabbath days holy, for they are a sign to remind you that I am the Lord your God.” This passage has many implications for all who follow God. It is so important to follow his decrees and to pay attention to his regulations. Keeping Sabbath days holy – I continue to ponder what this means for believers. I observed my weekly Sabbath rest yesterday, and even so I “worked” several hours. I would like to read and discern more about what other Christian leaders have concluded about keeping Sabbath days holy.

Today, I will work on planning worship, meeting with leaders, supporting the mission and work of Wesley United Methodist Church.

Monday, November 8, 2010

November 8, 2010

11-8-10, Monday, 7:00 am Springfield, 45 degrees, sunny My “enter” key is stuck, making typing a little difficult. I will work around it as best I can. If the Hebrews could write without vowels, and some Greek manuscripts had no spaces, then I should be able to work around a stuck “enter” key. Hebrews 9:1-10 Verses 9-10 state that the “old system” (of tabernacle, holy of holies, ark of the covenant, etc) “is an illustration pointing to the present time.” For that “old system deals only with food and drink and various cleansing ceremonies-physical regulations that were in effect only until a better system could be established.” (verse 10) Yesterday in worship we celebrated holy communion, the remembering of the “new system” that God has put in place through Jesus Christ, and the forgiveness of sins through the blood of the new covenant. As I sit here in Missouri on this beautiful fall morning, I am thankful for the unfolding of the kingdom of God and the new life possible through Jesus Christ. I do not take this for granted, and I recognize that this is at the core of my life, my hope, and all eternity. I am yours today, most holy Lord.

Sunday, November 7, 2010

November 7, 2010

11-7-10 Adoption Sunday, 5:35 am (standard time begins today!) Springfield, 40 degrees, clear.

Audrey’s phone rang at 5:00, with nobody on the other end. She is trying to get another hour of sleep. I have a cold that has settled in my throat, and the hot coffee feels good as it loosens me up for the day.

Romans 8
Verse 15: “For you have not received a spirit of slavery to fall back into fear, but you have received a spirit of adoption” I desire to communicate this truth today, that as we celebrate what God has done, we live out of this spirit of adoption, not earning our way, not proving our worth. Wesley describes three states of the soul: asleep – carnal, not trying to live right or please God; legalistic – aware of God’s rules, God’s will, and trying by good works to gain God’s favor lest his judgement be applied; adopted – living in the free gift of his grace, pleasing him out of response and desire.

Lord, as my body struggles with the onset of this cold, empower me to do your will, to preach your word, to serve the church this morning in the power of your Spirit.

Saturday, November 6, 2010

November 6, 2010

11-6-10 Saturday, 6:12 am Springfield, 25 degrees.

Hurricane Tomas slammed into Haiti yesterday, where more than a million people are still in tents after the January earthquake. I cannot imagine the heartbreak and suffering of these people and those who serve them. As I sit here in my comfortable, safe, warm house and view the images of flooding through the tent communities, I feel insulated from the suffering, but clearly aware of the need. Through our apportionment and second mile giving, the United Methodist Church is at work in Haiti, where two of our leaders (Sam Dixon and Clint Rabb) died in the earthquake in January. The world is now “flat”, and daily I desire to invest my time, energy and resources to produce the greatest fruit.

Hebrews 7:18-28
This section continues describing Jesus as the ultimate high priest, who is once and for all, who does not need to offer sacrifices for his own sins, nor does he need to be replaced when he dies, as he will live forever. “He is the kind of high priest we need because he is holy and blameless, unstained by sin. He has been set apart from sinners and has been given the highest place of honor in heaven.” (verse 26)
A note in the Wesley Study Bible under this section states that “Wesley was clear that all Methodist activity should be founded in Christ, be derived from Christ, grow in Christ, and lead to Christ. Christ’s life, death and resurrection serve as the ultimate self-revelation of God, and of God’s grace, love, and intention for us all.” It is spiritually profitable for me to focus on Jesus in the office of high priest, as he now makes intercession for me and for the church at the Father’s right hand.

I just googled the television show “Then Came Bronson”, and discovered it was produced in 1969-1970. I remember watching it and have often wondered about it. The plot consists of a newspaper writer whose friend takes his own life, and thus Bronson buys back his Harley from the widow, and sets out alone. He helps people along the way as a catalyst for change. I should get the book or the dvd of the pilot movie. Interesting that I should think of this today. I have been reading
American Saint by Wigger. It could have been titled "Then Came Asbury!"
Guide me Lord as I serve you, worship you, and represent you today.

Friday, November 5, 2010

November 5, 2010

11-5-10 Friday, 7:00 am Springfield, 30 degrees

Hebrews 7:1-17
Jesus is a priest after the order of Melchizedek. This chapter describes the role that Melchizedek (king of justice) played in the life of Abraham. It also briefly describes the priestly roles given through Moses to Aaron and the tribe of Levi. Verse 17 is a quote from Psalm 110:4, a prophecy concerning Jesus: “You are a priest forever in the order of Melchizedek.”

Jesus fills many roles, and this morning I will focus on His priesthood. As the high priest, He also was the sacrifice, and also was the temple. His once and for all offering for sin has led to each of us participating in the “priesthood of all believers”. So, as a pastor, I serve some “priestly” roles in the congregation, and I encourage, empower, lead people to take hold of the role each of us has of representing God to those who do not know Him yet.

Today I dedicate to working on my sermon for the weekend, and at 2:00 I have a visit with one whom I baptized a few weeks ago. Guide me Holy Lord as I live and serve you today!

Thursday, November 4, 2010

November 4, 2010

11-4-10 Thursday, 7:40 am Springfield, 37 degrees, windy.

Ezekiel 10:1-11:25 (yesterday at lunch with John Strong I learned that Ezekiel was the topic of his dissertation at Union)
11:16b “I will be a sanctuary to you during your time in exile.” God himself will be a sanctuary to a people who are scattered far from the temple, which has been destroyed. I believe this is still true, that God is a sanctuary to those who call upon his name.

11:19-20 “And I will give them singleness of heart and put a new spirit within them. I will take away their stony, stubborn heart and give them a tender, responsive heart, so they will obey my decrees and regulations. Then they will truly be my people, and I will be their God.”

It would be interesting to write an essay engaging the topic of vision, leadership, building programs and the place of God. I am thinking of the famous building programs in the Bible – Noah’s ark, the tabernacle, the temple, Nehemiah’s reconstruction of the walls, all in light of Ezekiel’s 11:16 “I will be a sanctuary to you…” Interestingly, Jesus did not lead any type of building project, even as He used the imagery of cornerstone and foundation. Down through history, great buildings have been built, in Europe and America, and Egypt etc., at great cost and sacrifice. I need to continue in this vein as I ponder leadership, vision, God’s future and the body of Christ.

Thank you Lord for this sunny, windy, chilly November day. Guide me as I serve you with joy!

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

November 3, 2010

11-3-10 Wednesday, 7:49 am Springfield, 37 degrees.

The mid-term election is over, most results are in, and the U. S. Congress is changed – the Republicans have taken 60 seats from democrats in the house, and 6 seats in the senate. Audrey and I voted yesterday and faced a long line at the poll. I was glad to see such a strong turnout for a midterm election.

Hebrews 5:1-14
Jesus is the high priest designated by God in the order of Melchizedek (verse 10). Hebrews teaches that Jesus was not only high priest, but also the sacrifice, and the temple. This epistle sets out many deep truths. Verses 11-14 address the inability of the recipients to grasp difficult truths because they are “spiritually dull and don’t seem to listen” (verse11). As a pastor, I embrace the role of teaching members to be spiritually sharper, able to more than just milk, but digest spiritual meat. This is required in a church whose mission is to “develop more fruitful disciples of Jesus Christ who worship, care and serve.

Lord, guide me into the “solid food, for those who are mature, who through training have the skill to recognize the difference between right and wrong.” May this day be yours completely as I lead, share, teach and direct the life of Wesley UMC.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

November 2, 2010

11-2-10 Tuesday, 7:20 am, Election Day! 47 degrees, cloudy, scattered showers.

I have just discovered that I have double booked lunch tomorrow. I will need to cancel one of them. When this happens, my rule of thumb is to honor the first commitment made, and also to take into consideration the impact of canceling. In this case, it is not as complicated as sometimes, because the first commitment made (a month ago) was to a long-time friend for lunch, and the second commitment ( a couple of weeks ago) was to attend a luncheon with pastors around a book study. I somehow failed to place on my google calendar the lunch with John – I suspect I made a technical error by not scrolling to the bottom and hitting “save” on my new Droid.

Hebrews 4:1-16
There is a rest for the people of God. This chapter of Hebrews has always been a blessing to me. As I “rested” on my Sabbath yesterday I was mindful of the rest promised to God’s people. This chapter is teaching much more than a weekly rest, it is reminding us that God has prepared a rest from works-righteousness. This is a rest to be entered into by faith, something which the Israelites failed to to.
Related to this rest, verse 12 makes a profound statement about the Word of God; “For the word of God is alive and powerful. It is shaper than the sharpest two-edged sword, cutting between soul and spirit, between joint and marrow. It exposes our innermost thoughts and desires.” I experience the Bible, God’s word as being alive and powerful. Daily it impacts me in soul and spirit, exposing my innermost thoughts and desires. Yesterday I was mindful of the inductive Bible Study that Audrey has developed to teach older youth how to study the Bible for themselves. We need to get this developed into a form that can be published, as I think it is a valuable tool.

Guide me this week, most holy Lord as I journey through this “land between”, keeping you at the center, being mindful of those around me, and taking one day at a time.

Monday, November 1, 2010

November 1, 2010

11-1-10 Monday, 6:55 am, 52 degrees, high clouds.

Hebrews 3:1-19
The writer continues to utilize the examples of the Old Testament to inform the followers of Christ. Yesterday in my sermon, “The Land Between” I also utilized the experiences of the Israelites to inform today’s Christ-followers. Verses 12ff: “Be careful then, dear brothers and sister. Make sure that your own hearts are not evil and unbelieving, turning you away from the living God. You must warn each other every day, while it is still ‘today,’ so that none of you will be deceived by sin and hardened against God.”

Today, for me, is a day of Sabbath rest. In the rhythm of my week, Monday is the best day to rest from my labors, as God rested on the seventh day of creation. Last week I forfeited Monday’s rest to driving and meeting with the Board of Ordained Ministry in Columbia. It is good to have a regular day set aside. However, there is an aspect to Sabbath that feels like a waste of time, or an indulgence. There is a sense of “ought to”, with the long list of things that I “ought to” do. I know this is one of the tensions of the spiritual life, to waste time according to God’s plan and experience His redemption of that day.

Guide me today Lord, as I make sure that my heart is not evil nor unbelieving, and that I do not turn away from You, the living God. Use this day and me your servant to accomplish your will and purposes. I am yours, most holy Lord.

Sunday, October 31, 2010

October 31, 2010

10-31-10 Sunday, 5:45 am Springfield, 42 degrees, clear.

I am looking forward to all that this day has in store. From the four morning worship services, in which we will baptize and receive new members, to the new member luncheon, then the afternoon children’s party, and at the end of the day, the annual visitation of children and their parents “trick or treating”. My custom is to build a fire in my portable fireplace in the driveway, and greet visitors outside. Audrey has missed the last couple of Halloweens, and it will be good to have her here this year.

Hebrews 2:1-18
“So we must listen very carefully to the truth we have heard, or we may drift away from it.” (verse 1) This morning I will be teaching from the Israelite experience of 40 years in the wilderness through the lens of I Cor 10 where we are also reminded that “these things (wilderness experiences) occurred as examples for us, so that we might not desire evil as they did.” (10:6) My hope is to relate our real, everyday experiences to those of the people of Israel during their wilderness wanderings so that we might put God at the center of all we do, not commit sexual immorality, not tempt Christ (doubting his existence to make Him prove he is really present) nor complain. Guide me Lord as I speak your truth and apply your word to this generation.

Psalm 103 (Today’s Psalm in the One Year Bible) I love this Psalm, and reading it again here in this early hour of devotion it occurred to me that this might be the perfect Psalm to sum up the message today. “Let all that I am praise the Lord, with my whole heart, I will praise his holy Name. … May I never forget the good things he does for me – He forgives all my sins and heals all my diseases, He redeems my from death and crowns me with love and tender mercies. He fills my life with good things. My youth is renewed like the eagle’s! He revealed his character to Moses and his deeds to the people of Israel.

Lord, with all that I am I praise you this morning! I desire to serve you fully today as your pastor in this generation. Fill me today with everything I need to minister among your people. In the precious Name of Jesus, Amen.

Saturday, October 30, 2010

October 30, 2010

10-30-10 Saturday, 6:06 am Springfield, 40 degrees, clear.

It is good to be home – to make my own coffee, sit by the fire here in the family room. I had a very good trip this week, serving on the Missouri Conference Ordained Ministry Team, and the Asbury Seminary Alumni Association Council. Yesterday I stopped by the piece of property my dad purchased in 1972 near Aurora, KY. I chatted with Jimmy Sholar and then walked the woods for an hour. The pine trees we planted in those early years are now mature trees, and continue to grow. The log cabin David and I started in 1999 sits without a roof in a great secluded spot. It was good to pray, reflect, and hike.

I am looking forward to being back in the office today, meeting with folks about their baptisms, processing the accumulated mail, and preparing for this evening’s Eagle Scout presentation. Tomorrow is a big Sunday, with new members joining, being baptized, and reading the names of all who have died in the past 12 months. It will also be the first Sunday after the HCI consultation.

Hebrews 1:1-14
This opening chapter establishes the unique place that Jesus fills, above and different from the role of angels. As I prepare for my December series on Angels, I will study this chapter in more depth. This book is written to the growing Jewish Church, just months before the destruction of the temple and the end of offering sacrifices according to the “first covenant”. As I serve Christ under the “New Covenant”, I embrace and apply the teachings of this book of the Bible through Wesley United Methodist Church.

Friday, October 29, 2010

October 29, 2010

10-29-10 Friday, 7:22 am Wilmore, Ky, 38 degrees.

Today I drive home to Springfield, travelling diagonally southwest through Kentucky. It is a beautiful day, and I am looking forward to the drive, and to being home.

Philemon 1:1-25 (there is only one chapter of this short letter from Paul to Philemon)

This brief letter is written by Paul while imprisoned, to Philemon, a follower of Christ as a result of Paul’s ministry. The single topic is Paul’s request that Philemon receive his runaway slave Onesimus back and forgive him anything owed. This is because Onesimus has become a Christian and has greatly helped Paul while in prison. Paul was bold in this request, and the life of Onesimus hangs in the balance.

My application of this letter in my life is twofold – first, I am prepared to be asked for something costly by a fellow believer who also is sacrificing greatly for the gospel. Second, I will be courageous like Paul, and not shy away from asking others to make huge sacrifices for the gospel of Jesus Christ. Guide me in this application, most holy Lord.

Thursday, October 28, 2010

October 28, 2010

10-28-10 Thursday, 6:30 am Wilmore, 55 degrees, partly cloudy

Our Asbury Alumni Association had a good day of meetings yesterday, culminated by dinner at the president’s house last night. He is just back from South Africa, the Lausanne Conference on Evangelism.

Jeremiah 52:
King Zedekiah reigned in Jerusalem eleven years. He rebelled against the king of Babylon, who then surrounded the city and besieged it for 2 years. When all the food ran out, the king and the army left the city and were captured on the plains of Jericho. The scene that is described is unimaginable to me – Zedekiah was made to watch all his sons be executed, along with other officials, and then his eyes were gouged out. I cannot fathom what that would have been like. Truly this was extreme torture. The Babylonians then destroyed Jerusalem, demolishing the wall and the temple. The end of life as it was known for the people of Israel as they were hauled off into Babylonian captivity.

In this peaceful setting, a seminary and college community with a rich history of educating and training Spirit-filled servants of Christ, the violence and horror of war, torture, and killing is foreign. I know it is happening every day in some part of the world. The warfare of the spirit for the eternal souls of humans is being raged every day also, with eternal consequences. I must remain informed and vigilant to daily walk with God and put on the armor of the Spirit.

This meeting of the Alumni Association will conclude at noon, and then I will work on my sermon for the rest of the day. My heart yearns for the people of Wesley in Springfield to hear and practice the Word of God, this week about being in the Land between. Guide me Lord in all you ways, that I may please you today, and serve you faithfully all my days.