Saturday, March 31, 2012

March 31, 2012

This is now the warmest March on record in Springfield, surpassing the previous record set in 1910. I have seeds sprouting in the basement including – tomato, squash and okra. I look forward to planting them in the garden after April 15. Our lawn is looking better, greening up with the fertilizer although still sprouting many dandelions (which become a “whack a mole” type game for this homeowner!) I learned yesterday that my 1999 LHS has multiply mechanical problems and has probably arrived at the stage of unreliability. So I am beginning to scour the field for a replacement.

Today I will work at the office, meeting with several individuals and couples over a variety of topics. Audrey will be spending the morning with the choir, orchestra and drama team as they complete the final dress rehearsal for tomorrow’s Easter musical. I am not preaching tomorrow, and I am looking forward to each of the 4 worship services. This coming week is Holy Week, and after taking Monday off, I will be gearing up for the exciting events that Wesley celebrates as we embody the life of Christ and live the resurrection.

I have been thinking lately about the commitments I have made and the processes involved in making and keeping commitments. My daughter Bethany in Los Angeles asked me this week about the commitment I made in my early 20s to not eat breakfast unless I have read a portion of scripture. I found the Bible I was using during that season and copied the inscription I wrote in 1977 concerning this commitment. I might write an essay (blog) in the near future about the various commitments I have made and am currently living out.

Romans 12

This chapter has great practical applications of the Gospel. It starts with the admonition to “present your bodies a living and holy sacrifice, acceptable to God, which is your spiritual service of worship.” (Verse 1). I take this very personally and apply it every day, presenting my body, this 182 pound, 55 year old creature as a living and holy sacrifice to God. The commitments I have made contribute to this sacrificial living – commitments to daily reading of scripture, regular prayer, and including sexuality, alcohol, tithing, exercise, language, etc.

Verses 4-8 describe some of the spiritual gifts which are given for the benefit of the body of Christ, and which are distributed to various people, including prophecy, service, teaching, exhorting, giving money, leadership, and mercy. In the weeks following Easter I will preach a series of messages involving the spiritual gifts. The possible titles of this series include Purposeful Living, Reason to Live, Fully Employed, etc.

Verses 9-21 contain great instructions for all followers of Christ and conclude with the admonition “do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.” Yes!

Guide me today, most holy Lord as I present my body a living and holy sacrifice, acceptable to You which is my spiritual service of worship. Lead me not into temptation, but deliver me from evil and the Evil One. May I be fully given to pursing your will on earth, as it is in heaven. Thank you for daily bread. Thank you for this beautiful stretch of weather here in the Ozarks. Lead me Lord; lead me in your righteousness.

Friday, March 30, 2012

March 30, 2012

Romans 11

This chapter describes the rejection of God’s grace by Israel, which has opened the door to salvation for the gentiles. The writer also anticipates that the branches which have been cut off could be grafted back in (if they do not continue in their unbelief.) The closing verses of this chapter are powerful:

“Oh, the depth of the riches both of the wisdom and knowledge of God! How unsearchable are his judgments and unfathomable His ways! For who has known the mind of the Lord, or who became his counselor? … For from him and through him and to him are all things. To him be the glory forever, Amen.” (Verses 33-36) These verses remind me of some of the awe inspiring attributes of God, and that I must continually keep the perspective of a created one, and that I am not the center of the universe, and that God invites me into a relationship with him through faith. Presumption is always a problem for people who experience aspects of God’s grace. May I never presume the depth and the riches of the knowledge of God!

Today I will continue to prepare for Easter weekend and the Sundays beyond, as I am not preaching this weekend. At two services the Easter Musical will be the content, and in the other two Richard Fine will bring the message as he prepares to launch a new church in the area. Last night I had a great conversation with Mark Roach of Morning Star Church regarding a video they used on Labor Day weekend when I was visiting their church with David and Danelle. In the office I will handle correspondence and work on my March 31 goals of my missional job description. In the late afternoon I will mow our yard, work in the garden and around the garage and basement. Tomorrow I have three different meetings with couples about marriage and baptisms.

Guide me today, most holy, mysterious unfathomable Lord. I am open to insights into your riches and glory, and to your will for me as pastor of Wesley, and for the people who belong to Wesley and those around us who are spiritually asleep.

Thursday, March 29, 2012

March 29, 2012

Romans 10

Reading Martin Luther’s commentary, I learn that in verse 6 Paul is quoting Moses when he says: “Do not say in your heart, ‘who will ascend into heaven?’ (that is, to bring Christ down)… turning to Deuteronomy chapter 30, I read verses 11-20. In addition to verse 12 thus quoted, and applied to Christ by Paul, I am struck by verses 16-20, and picture how these words apply to our confirmation class.

Deuteronomy 30:16-20
“I command you today to love the Lord your God, and to walk in His ways and to keep His commandments and His statutes and His judgments, that you may live and multiply, and that the Lord your God may bless you in the land where you are entering to possess it. But if your heart turns away and you will not obey, but are drawn away and worship other gods and serve them, I declare to you today that you shall surely perish.” (16-18a) This is a powerful command from Moses, and its import is as fresh today as it was in the wilderness 3,000 years ago.

Romans 10:9-11
“[I]f you confess with your mouth Jesus as Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you shall be saved; for with the heart man believes, resulting in righteousness, and with the mouth he confesses, resulting in salvation. For the Scripture says, ‘Whoever believes in Him will not be disappointed.” (Isaiah 28:16)

During the next three weeks we have the final approach to our 17 confirmation students. I will be praying for them and preparing for their membership Sunday and the message I preach on April 15.

Guide my steps Lord as I love You and walk in Your ways, and keep Your commandments. I desire to live and multiply and receive Your blessing in the land (the Ozarks) where I live. Us my pastoral office to lead many to personal faith in You, salvation from eternal damnation. I am yours, Holy God.

Yesterday I started with a hospital call, led our executive staff meeting, lunch with one of our pastors, met with one of our directors, renewed the Taurus license for 2 years, ran 3 miles pushing 5 hills, made a pastoral phone call, had a pastoral conversation with a neighbor about her family situation, and attended the Green Room ministry downtown, visiting with the students, and getting a temporary tattoo on my neck. Having started at 7:50 am I returned home at 9:50 pm. Audrey and I then had our standing Wednesday “Survivor” date, watching the current episode in which Tony got voted out. All in all, a very fruitful day.

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

March 28, 2012

I had a dream last night that I found one of my daily action sheets containing my to-do list which was about a week old. My eye fell to the list of people having surgery, and I had the sinking feeling that I had missed praying with folks. This morning I will pray with the husband of one of our staff members who is having his knee scoped. Yesterday I had a strategic conversation with leaders about ultimate responsibility for various areas of ministry, including congregational care.

Romans 9

The apostle expresses his sorrow and grief for his kinsmen, the Israelites “to whom belongs the adoption as sons and the glory and the covenants and the giving of the Law and the temple service and the promises, whose are the fathers, and from whom is the Christ according to the flesh, who is over all, God blessed forever.” (Verses 4-5) In the following verses he develops themes of election, faith, and works. In verse 16 “So then it does not depend on the man who wills or the man who runs (RSV exertion), but on God who has mercy.”

Verses 30-33 provide his conclusion: “What shall we say then? That Gentiles, who did not pursue righteousness, attained righteousness, even the righteousness which is by faith; but Israel, pursuing a law of righteousness, did not arrive at that law. Why? Because they did not pursue it by faith, but as though it were by works. They stumbled over the stumbling stone…” I clearly see the application of this today, as good religious people trust in their good works, and fail to pursue righteousness by faith. I desire in every context to encourage faith and good works.

Guide me today, most Holy Rock of salvation, as I lead, teach, respond, pray, serve, and grow your body on earth. This is a bountiful season for Wesley UMC; guide me in all the ways I serve.

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

March 27, 2012

Yesterday was a good day off / Sabbath. I rode the Concours to Buesik State Forest and hiked around for an hour or so. I made or took 4 church related phone calls as I hiked, clarifying that Bob Farr and Steve Cox are coming today, Tuesday, and not Monday as I had thought. Audrey and I will take them to dinner afterward. Audrey and I went to lunch together at Wendy’s, each having a fish sandwich. Then on the spur of the moment we went to Lowes, buying mulch and a medicine cabinet for my office. I went then to the house of a generous friend and avid motorcyclist, and for 90 minutes picked his brain about motorcycles, touring, and especially my Concours. He put it up on his lift, and solved my leaking fuel problem – it was not a carburetor issue as I had thought, but simply a leaking fuel line at the valve cock. He observed that I need new tires and offered to mount them if I brought them by, and we talked about lighting, electrical, top box, emergency tire repair, rain gear, jumper cables, fuses, first aid kit, and riding pants. Upon coming home I set about working on the yard, and planting tomato seeds in the basement.

Romans 8

“There is therefore no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus. For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus has set you free from the law of sin and death. (Verses 1-2) In 1979 I memorized this chapter which has benefitted me for 33 years. The freedom I have experienced in Christ is more significant that I can describe. I need to regularly reflect on this. Bruce Baxter is not condemned because of sin, but the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus has set me free!!!

“For what the Law could not do, weak as it was through the flesh, God did; sending His own Son in the likeness of sinful flesh and as an offering for sin, He condemned sin in the flesh…” (Verse 3) This is the Easter message - the resurrection changes the world from being under the law, condemned by sin, to being free and a new creation! Old things have passed away, all things have become new! Because I am free, I can freely give my life for others.

Guide me today, most holy, righteous, omnipotent Lord as I labor in the servant leadership of your great church called Wesley UMC here in Springfield. Guide my thoughts, actions, meetings, phone calls, writings and plans, that in everything You might be glorified and Your purposes accomplished. So be it!

Monday, March 26, 2012

March 26, 2012

The news the broadcaster suggests that the weather will be so beautiful that today might be a good one to skip going to work - I have the privilege of this being my day off. I have so many possibilities open – flying, motorcycling, hiking, running, gardening, writing, personal finances, housework, and the list goes on!

I will begin with a chapter of scripture from Romans combined with a look at Martin Luther’s comments on the chapter.

Romans 7

Verse 4 “… that we might bear fruit for God.” Yes! This is the goal of the life in Christ. This is my opportunity as a pastor to identify, teach, lead, and be an example of bearing fruit for God.

Verse 5 “For while we were in the flesh, the sinful passions, which were aroused by the Law, were at work in the members of our body to bear fruit for death.”

Verse 6 “But now we have been released from the Law, having died to that by which we were bound, so that we serve in newness of the Spirit and not in oldness of the letter.”

Martin Luther describes Paul’s premise – the law refers to man’s heart and will, and not merely to his external works. “Sin and wrath come from the Law. Hence, no one dies to the Law who does not die to sin; and whoever dies to sin, dies also to the Law. As soon as a person is free from sin, he also is free from the servitude of the Law. So, then, when sin has dominion over us, then also the Law has dominion over us, and vice versa.” (P. 108, Mueller, 1954 Zondervan)

Paul continues his line of reasoning in verse 7: “What shall we say then? Is the Law sin? May it never be! On the contrary, I would not have come to know sin except through the Law…” “For sin, taking opportunity through the commandment, deceived me and through it killed me.” (Verse 11)

Throughout the rest of Romans 7 Paul describes the struggle he has, and every person has, with sin controlling his flesh, even as his mind serves the law of God. He will resolve this tension beautifully in the next chapter. One question Audrey and I have discussed recently is whether Paul was describing a struggle with the flesh that precedes one’s salvation in Christ, or whether he is describing an ongoing struggle within a believer until death. I see both possibilities. This morning I would describe the struggle with sin as being real both before and after salvation, but it takes on a different nature. The moment a person surrenders to the cross, and dies to self, rising with Christ there is an eternal victory over sin and its resulting death. And from that moment forward to glory, the believer participates with the Holy Spirit of God in the process of sanctification, becoming increasingly Christ like, more holy, less self-centered as part of the nature spiritual maturation.

Guide me Holy Lord today, on this “sabbath rest”, this day off, to enjoy You, experience re-creation, and bear much fruit in its season.

Yesterday was a good day of ministry, with 4 good worship services, each including Holy Communion, and an afternoon meeting of the building study committee. Last night Audrey and I saw the movie “Hunger Games”, mainly because it is such a cultural phenomenon. It was an interesting movie, even though I did fall asleep and snore loudly before being poked awake by my date!

Sunday, March 25, 2012

March 25, 2012

Life is a lot like Spring Break – you can go and serve others (like our team to North Carolina) or you can go and have fun (I will not name any names!) or you can sit around and do nothing! Today we wrap up the “Change the World” series with 4 great worship services at Wesley. We will have the family who is to receive the Habitat house in worship to address the congregation.

Matthew 25:31-46

Jesus has been teaching in Jerusalem during his final week. He has told his followers that they must be watchful and ready for the Son of Man to appear. He used the example of faithful and unfaithful slaves in charge of a master’s household. He told them a parable about 10 bridesmaids – 5 who were ready with plenty of oil for their lamps, and 5 who were not ready for the bridegroom to appear. Immediately preceding these verses Jesus tells the parable of the talents, in which one man was given 5 talents, one was given 2, and one fellow given 1 talent. When the master returned, he rewarded his servants based on what they did with their talents. The guy who simply buried his was harshly reprimanded and his talent was given to the one who multiplied his.

“When the Son of Man comes in his glory, and all the angels with him, then he will sit on the throne of his glory. All the nations will be gathered before him, and he will separate people one from another as a shepherd separates the sheep from the goats, and he will put the sheep at his right hand and the goats at the left.” (Verses 31-33) Certain people will be invited to come and inherit the kingdom, and certain people will be sent away into eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels. The criteria used are whether or not people fed, clothed, gave a drink, welcomed, cared for and visited Christ. When the people inquired about this, Jesus explained that it was in the persons of the needy that He was present.

Guide me Holy Lord today as I teach from your scriptures and apply this truth to our lives in 2012 as we have the opportunity to meet the needs of a hungry, thirsty, hurting world.

Friday, March 23, 2012

March 23, 2012

This morning we have a 10:30 funeral for Charles Orr, a servant of Christ and true hero of the faith. Jim Massey will preside and I will assist, just as we did at Charlie Hoag’s memorial service yesterday.

Romans 5

As I read this chapter, it seems to me that this might be one of the most beautiful, balanced, perfect chapters of scripture. Beginning with “Therefore having been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ,” and ending with “as sin reigned in death, even so grace might reign through righteousness to eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord” these 21 verses speak to my heart this morning of peace, righteousness, hope, and eternal life.

In Martin Luther’s commentary on Romans, he makes this observation:
“The apostle sets forth a most apt antithesis (in four ways): first, he who is justified by faith has peace with God, but tribulation in the world, because his life is spiritual. Secondly, the unrighteous have peace with the world, but anguish and tribulation with God, because their life is carnal. Thirdly, as God the Holy Spirit is eternal, so also the peace of the righteous and the tribulation of the unrighteous will be everlasting. Lastly, as the flesh is temporal, so also the tribulation of the righteous and the peace of the unrighteous will be temporary.” (From Luther’s lectures 1515 – 1516, translated by J. Theodore Mueller, published by Zondervan 1954.)

Verses 3-5 develop this line of reasoning: “…tribulation brings about perseverance, and perseverance, proven character; and proven character, hope; and hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out within our hearts through the Holy Spirit who was given to us.” Last night my perseverance was not easy, and I realize that it brings about proven character. This morning I will be with a family whose loved one has persevered through the trials and tribulations of this life, including being a medic in World War II in the Pacific theater, and is now reigning with Christ in eternal life.

Guide my steps today, most holy Lord, as I serve You, and live a life pointing to Your saving grace and eternal promises.

Thursday, March 22, 2012

March 22, 2012

A pair of robins is quickly building a nest on the railing of our deck. This is not the best place for a nest, but it is very visible and interesting to watch. I will leave it alone and see what happens. Later this summer I will power wash and reseal the deck. Audrey brought home a beautiful humming bird feeder and I will fill it with sugar water today. Each year I have fed the humming birds above the deck, but never this early.

Yesterday I meditated on one of the 15 characteristics named by Mannoia and Walkemeyer of effective pastors – love for God. The author asks himself “was my passion focused first and foremost on the person of God, personal intimacy with my King and the privilege of revealing His beauty to the broken world around me?” This is a great question for every pastor, me included, to ponder. Cultivating this love, keeping it fresh, not “losing the first love” is critical to being an effective shepherd of the sheep. This early morning time of reflection, reading the Bible, and prayer is part of my nurturing the love for God which I began to experience in 1974, and which has been the center of my life ever since.

Psalm 27
“The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the defense of my life; Whom shall I dread?” (Verse 1) “One thing I have asked from the Lord, that I shall seek; that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the Lord, and to meditate in His temple.” (Verse 4) These two verses remind me of David’s love for God, his trust in Him, and his delight in the One who saved him.

Today I will co-lead the memorial service for Charlie Hoag, a faithful servant of Christ. We will celebrate the resurrection. His family and friends will gather to grieve his passing, to worship God, and to remember his life.

Lord I love You with all my heart. My life is in your hands. May this day be well invested in serving You and leading others to follow You all the days of their lives.

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

March 21, 2012

Today I plan to start three varieties of tomato seeds, enough for my small garden and to share with Rochelle.

Romans 4

Abraham is the topic of this chapter, his faith the example for us. The warning is from Paul not to trust in the law. Abraham “did not waver in unbelief, but grew strong in faith, giving glory to God, and being fully assured that what He had promised He was able also to perform. Therefore it was reckoned to him as righteousness.” (Verses 20-23) Paul goes on to apply this faith to us who believe in the resurrection of Jesus, “delivered up because of our transgressions and was raised because of our justification” (verse 25).

Three funerals this week – two members and one son of a member – all men who died in faith and whose funerals will be a celebration of the resurrection. I am ever more firmly convinced of the resurrection, and the power of God evidenced through Jesus Christ.

I called Fred P. last night, whose dad was a coworker of my dad, and who was a friend of mine beginning in the 7th grade. He attended my mom’s funeral four years ago, and I have been wondering how he is doing. We had a great chat, catching up on family and each other. He has two infant granddaughters, and his mother is doing great at the age of 86 in Texas. It is good to keep in touch with friends from the l960s.

Guide me holy Lord as I serve you today. Establish me in the faith, confirm in me your promises and the hope of the resurrection. Use my words, my prayers, my preparation, my meetings, my conversations to further your kingdom on earth. Guard me from anything that would distract my obedience.

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

March 20, 2012

It has felt like spring most of the winter, with unusually mild weather. Yesterday Audrey and I went for a long walk on the Ward Branch Greenway and enjoyed the flowering trees which are in full bloom. I also got the lawn fertilized ahead of the rain. I started the day off by riding the Concours to the airport and getting four take offs and landings completed in the Cherokee. This week is spring break for the public schools and many colleges in the area. Life around the church will slow down a little as many people are traveling. I look forward to leaning into several items that need my attention. We will host a memorial service on Thursday for Charlie Hoag.

Romans 3

Paul continues his logical argument for faith in Jesus Christ. Verses 23-24: “for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, being justified as a gift by His grace through the redemption which is in Christ Jesus;” I ponder the teachings of this chapter, and for some reason my mind wanders off seeking my friend David C. who lives in Florida. I have been thinking about him recently, and wondering how he is doing. When we were post-high school our faith was new and growing every day. He fell into a life apart from God’s will, and now is in poor health with limited means. I will contact him this week.

As I preached about “rescue” this past weekend I mentioned my friend from seminary Rob E., who rescued me by typing a paper on the day it was due. He still lives in Terre Haute, as a quick computer search revealed, and I shall attempt to contact him this week also.

Lord, my life is in your hands. Guide me today as I serve you through the pastoral office. May this day be invested for eternity and may my work be kingdom-building with fruit that lasts.

Friday, March 16, 2012

March 16, 2012

A beautiful day is dawning in the Ozarks! It is 62 degrees and the birds are having lively conversations in the dark. Following this time of devotional reading and prayer I will begin my day at the Council of Churches office in a meeting with the Easter Sunrise committee. I will then work in my office on the weekend service, including the bulletin and message. Yesterday was packed with meetings from 7:30 am through 8:00 pm. Through the noon hour I participated in an online preaching seminar hosted by a new coaching group called “Preaching Rocket”. It contained good content from Andy Stanley, Jeff Foxworthy and others. Last night I consulted with the leaders of a church in Joplin concerning their need for visioning and long range planning.

Acts 28

This last chapter of the book of Acts chronicles Paul’s travels under arrest from Jerusalem to Rome, and ends abruptly after his two years of house arrest in Rome. This journey includes details of the sailing ships employed by the Romans, the decisions about weather, the shipwreck on Malta, and the message Paul preached to the Jewish leaders at Rome. Among the last verses of this historical book are Paul’s quoting of Isaiah 6:9-10 “Go to this people and say, You will keep on hearing, but will not understand… for the heart of the people has become dull…lest they should see with their eyes …and understand with their heart and return, and I should heal them.” (Acts 28:26-27) This prophecy is also true about people in every generation, including this present age.

The last paragraph of Acts: “And he stayed 2 full years in his own rented quarters, and was welcoming all who came to him, preaching the kingdom of God, and teaching concerning the Lord Jesus Christ with all openness, unhindered.” Paul pursued the purpose God had given him, and this closing statement reveals that he accomplished his mission. Paul was a faithful servant of Christ, and inspires me to fully pursue God’s purposes in my life, right up to the end. Paul did not retire. Paul did not save up. Paul’s reward is eternal, his life was well lived.

Most holy living God, today in the Ozarks of Missouri I will live a faithful, purposeful life as a pastor and servant leader. Guide my steps, my actions, my thoughts and words as I live for you today.

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

March 14, 2012

Today is Pi day! 3.1416… is the mathematical number that is used to calculate the area of a circle (Pi times radius squared). I have heard of classes that are asking students to bring pie to school today, 3/14 to celebrate. It is an interesting concept. I have just reviewed an article on circles which took me back to my 9th grade geometry class. The mathematical concepts associated with circles are not regularly part of my thought process, except for today!

Yesterday a record high was tied here in Springfield with the temperature reaching 82 degrees. I ran three miles in the late afternoon, and it felt like early summer. I accompanied our confirmation class to a radio station and a Christian bookstore last evening and enjoyed the conversation and opportunity to become better acquainted. Today we will have executive staff meeting and executive leadership team meeting. Tonight I will meet with a couple planning their wedding and perhaps visit the Green Room for their 8 pm worship service.

Acts 26 Paul’s defense before Agrippa

Paul recounts his story to Agrippa and Festus. Festus interrupts him and states that his much learning has driven him mad. Agrippa’s response is more accepting, stating to Paul “In a short time you will persuade me to become a Christian” (Verse 28). Paul says that his desire is that everyone who hears him may become as he is, except for the chains of imprisonment. Agrippa’s conclusion is that if Paul had not appealed to Caesar he could have been set free.

This chapter reminds me of the opportunities to witness to my faith and experience in Jesus Christ. It will be incredible to some, and it will tug at the hearts of others. Like seeds that are scattered, some will find good soil and bear a hundred fold increase. Guide me today most holy Lord as I serve you with joy and with diligent attention to your calling and your purposes.

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

March 13, 2012

Yesterday I rode the Concours to Cassville, caught 3 trout in Roaring River State Park, and returned home by curvy back roads. I cooked the fish for dinner and then Audrey and I attended the concert by the Kickapoo vocal music department. I am rested and ready for this week of work. The high today will be near 80 during this unusually warm middle week of March.

I am reading 15 Characteristics of Effective Pastors by Mannoia and Walkemeyer. Yesterday I started the section on spiritual formation and appreciated their metaphor of digging ditches. The authors propose that pursuing spiritual disciplines is similar to digging ditches, and it is God that provides the water, as He did in II Kings chapter 3. For me, this early morning time of writing, reflecting, reading scripture, praying is one of the ditches through which God’s refreshment flows.

Acts 25

The continuing saga of Paul’s legal entanglement as Festus takes over for Felix, and desires to do the Jews a favor. When no legitimate charges can be proven, Festus offers Paul the opportunity to be tried in Jerusalem, and he appeals to Caesar, which is his right as a Roman citizen. King Agrippa also gets involved with Festus, and desires to hear Paul, which will be described in the next chapter.

This chapter of Holy Scriptures reminds me that life is complicated, and the winds of political favor and civic processes meander hither and yon. As the details of Paul’s involvement are important, so the details of each one of our lives are important and significant. It is important to note how Paul was clear about his decision to appeal to Caesar, which resulted in his being taken to Rome (where he was able to speak and teach about Christ).

Guide me in the details of this life you have called me to live in Springfield Missouri. May my every thought, action, problem, solution, and every encounter with another soul be to your glory and honor, most precious Lord.

Sunday, March 11, 2012

March 11, 2012

To save daylight, we spring forward today, and it feels like 4:45 am. This is one of the more difficult Sundays of the year physically because of the time change. Audrey and I went to bed early and I feel adequately rested and ready for the day. This morning I am preaching about God’s healing power and the church’s call to go and heal.

Luke 8

In verses 43-48 is recorded the account of the woman with the 12-year hemorrhage healed when she touched the hem of Jesus’ garment. Earlier in the chapter Jesus explains to his disciples the parable of the seeds on differing soils. I am struck by verses 15: “But as for that in the good soil, these are the ones who, when they hear the word, hold it fast in an honest and good heart, and bear fruit with patient endurance.”

Guide me today most Holy Lord as I preach your word to many people. I ask you for many who will hear the word, and hold it fast in honest and good hearts, and with patient endurance will bear fruit. May my life be good soil, fruitful with patient endurance! Amen

Saturday, March 10, 2012

March 10, 2012

Today we celebrate the awards ceremony for Upward. There will be exciting testimony from a Christian BMX team. I will lead the opening and the closing. The team will offer a prayer of salvation for all present. I had an interesting thought overnight about the offering of a prayer of salvation – Sometimes there is criticism for those whose main ministry is measured by the number of such prayers. How does this figure into the spiritual life of a believer? Essentially, this is the point of justifying grace, when God’s prevenient grace bears fruit and the individual accepts what God has done, applying the sacrifice of the cross to one’s sinful self. This prayer of salvation is the beginning of new life in Christ, and through it the Holy Spirit begins to work in new and different ways, God’s sanctifying grace. This is basic doctrine with a Wesleyan understanding, but I have a new appreciation of it after the insight gained through the night.

Acts 23

Paul speaks to the Jewish Council in Jerusalem. Recognizing that it is composed of both Pharisees and Sadducees he states “I am on trial for the hope and resurrection of the dead!” This threw the council into an uproar because the Pharisees believe in the resurrection, and angels and spirits, but the Sadducees do not. The Roman commander ordered his troops to go into this confusion and remove Paul. That night the Lord stood at Paul’s side and said: “Take courage; for as you have solemnly witnessed to My cause at Jerusalem, so you must witness at Rome also.”

The Jews formed a conspiracy, planning to kill Paul, but Paul’s nephew overheard the plot and warned him. The commander believed the nephew’s report, and made arrangements to have Paul taken by night under guard to Caesarea, to Felix the governor with a letter describing the situation. The governor decided to hear Paul’s case after his accusers arrived, and he was kept in Herod’s Praetorium.

This chapter reminds me of the courage and commitment that Paul, and innumerable others have demonstrated in their witness to Christ as Lord, through all types of opposition. I am inspired by this, as I serve Christ in a quieter setting, with less outright opposition, but invisible inner opposition. Tomorrow I will preach the gospel to 1,000 people who gather at Wesley, and I will announce the wonderful healing power of faith in the God who heals. Guide me most holy Lord as I live into the message you are raising up in and through me.

Friday, March 9, 2012

March 9, 2012

Time change this weekend! At 5:46 am the sky is starting to lighten in the east with its pre-dawn indicators. The birds are starting to sing. On Sunday morning, this will be 6:46, and the sun will not have cleared the horizon before I will be on the way to church. Today I will be at the office early and working on the message for this weekend. I will be on the Concours.

Yesterday morning I shared the grief of a wife as she said goodbye to her husband. They had been together since the fourth grade. He was diagnosed one year ago with a brain tumor, and had struggled with it valiantly. He died at 7:30, and the mortician came for his body at the nursing home around 10. In the evening I visited the home of a couple whose baby will be baptized on Sunday, with the joy and hope of a young life unfolding.

Acts 22

Paul in Jerusalem addresses the mob. He tells his story, of being brought up in the Jewish faith, studying under Gamaliel, and persecuting people of “The Way”. He recounted his conversion on the road to Damascus, and his calling to take the good news to the Gentiles. The crowd reacted violently to this statement, and the Roman soldiers took him away. They were preparing to scourge him when he stated he was a Roman citizen which gave him certain rights. The next day he was brought down before the chief priests and all the Council.

Down through history clarion voices have spoken bravely and have been met with violence. The apostle Paul is perhaps the best example of faithful witness and courageous messenger. As I read this chapter this morning I am remembering various people,through the years, who have encountered entrenched systems intolerant of a new Way. I live in an era and in a country where there is much tolerance. There is such abundance of basic needs that there is malaise and indifference, with obesity and boredom two of the major problems of the day. In my mid fifties, with 30 years of pastoral experience, I desire to daily seek God’s face, observe what He is doing in the world, and spend my energy advancing His Kingdom.

Yesterday I viewed a You Tube video that has had 36 million viewers in 3 days. It is called Kony 2012, and is a 29 minute film by Invisible Children designed to bring to public attention the horrors inflicted by Joseph Kony over the last 20 years in the Sudan and neighboring African countries. He forces children to murder their parents, and then takes the boys into his army and makes the girls sex slaves. These are the invisible children that are the subject of this film. The producer’s goal is to call upon the world to capture Joseph Kony and bring him to justice. It has “gone viral” so quickly with such magnitude. President Obama has complemented the effort. Next week I preach on the topic of rescue and I will refer to this issue.

Guide me today, most holy Lord as I serve you with joy and in the power of the Holy Spirit. Use my energy, gifts, vision, experience and setting to further your Kingdom in this generation.

Sunday, March 4, 2012

March 4, 2012

It is 5:30 am and I just heard an owl as I stepped onto the deck to welcome the morning. This is the first owl I have heard since living here. I also saw a neighbor parking his car, having returned home from somewhere. I am looking forward to leading worship at Wesley today, preaching about Jesus feeding the 5,000 and inviting our participation as he feeds us and sends us.

Yesterday I worked at church, visited a family grieving the death of their son and preparing for his funeral tomorrow, helped a marginalized couple with bus tickets and a ride to Cox hospital to visit her mother, worked on my sermon and then Audrey and I shared the evening meal with a long time friend and his wife who recently took disability leave from pastoring due to early onset dementia. Back home it was more work on the sermon before bedtime, as Audrey practiced the piano preparing for worship.

John 21:4-14

For the third time, Jesus appears to his disciples. They have gone north to Galilee, per his instructions. He appeared to them in Jerusalem on Easter Sunday evening when they were gathered in a room with locked doors. Thomas was not present. Then He appeared to them again the following Sunday evening, and Thomas believed. On this occasion, Peter and 6 other disciples have been fishing all night with nets, and have caught nothing. Just after daybreak, Jesus stood on the beach, unrecognized by the disciples in the boat. He tells them to cast their net on the right side of the boat, and doing so it is filled with fish. They recognize Jesus and come to shore, where He has a charcoal fire with fish and bread on it. He asks them to bring some of the fish they have just caught.

I am expecting Jesus to be present this morning as we gather for worship. His presence will comfort some, challenge some, heal some, be unrecognized by some. I will preach and teach about how he fed 5,000 and how he fed his disciples, and the call he issues to each of us to follow.