Monday, August 30, 2010

August 30, 2010

8-30-10 Monday, 8:00 am Springfield

Audrey made it home safely last night from LA, and two other Wesley families were picking up travelers there at the airport. It was so good to see her after 10 days of her being with Bethany and assisting with her move and transition to her senior year of college. Today I am looking forward to some rest and recreation, and I will be doing some planning and preparation for the staff retreat tomorrow – Wed.

II Cor 4:1-12

Verses 5-6 “You see, we don’t go around preaching about ourselves. We preach that Jesus Christ is Lord, and we ourselves are your servants for Jesus’ sake. For God, who said, ‘let there be light in the darkness,’ has made this light shine in our hearts so we could know the glory of God that is seen in the face of Jesus Christ.”

Pastors and teachers always must balance how much to include their own story as we preach that Jesus Christ is Lord. In these verses Paul describes this healthy tension of knowing the glory of God through the light shining in our hearts, and yet not going around “preaching about ourselves.” I struggle with this balance every week. Guide me Lord as I preach and teach at Wesley and in each place your hand leads me.

In verse 7 Paul describes how even as we have this light shining in our hearts, “we ourselves are like fragile clay jars containing this great treasure.” Other translations will say cracked, or broken clay jars, implying that the light shines out through the cracks or the brokenness. Henri Nouwen used the term “the wounded healer”. I am sometimes frustrated with the fragile clay, or the cracks in this the vessel that is Bruce Baxter, and it is so good to remember that this is to God’s glory and His purposes.

Sunday, August 29, 2010

August 29, 2010

8-29-10 Sunday, 5:54 am Springfield

The house and lawn look nice and I am ready for the morning. Time on Sunday morning always seems to pass faster than on other days as the minutes tick away. The question I ask myself about my message today is “what is unique, what is the take away this morning?” As I read John 15, the key is being connected to Jesus, and historically the people of God gravitate toward becoming disconnected from God.

John 15
Jesus describes the oneness with Him as replicating the oneness he has with the Father. Characteristic of this oneness is love and obedience. This relates directly to Gal 5:22 and 23 which begins with love as the fruit of the spirit, and the fruits that follow are aspects of love. All of the fruits of the spirit are proven in relationships, and are not simply feelings.

Guide me today Lord as I walk with you through this morning of worship, leading hearers to a closer walk with you and a greater connection to the vine resulting in greater fruit.

Saturday, August 28, 2010

August 28, 2010

8-28-10 Saturday, 8:15 am 70 degrees, clear, calm, beautiful morning on my deck in Springfield.

Last night I got the front tire mounted on the motorcycle with the help of my neighbor Jim. He has the same type of bike and is very mechanical. I was struggling with the wheel and tire when he walked by. Today I will write on my sermon in the morning, go to lunch with Mel, finish my sermon work in the afternoon, and then work around the house in the evening, mowing, trimming, sweeping, mopping, getting ready for Sunday, and for my beloved Audrey’s return from LA tomorrow evening.

II Cor 2:12-17

Paul had opportunity to preach the good news in the city of Troas, but because Titus had not yet arrived with word about the church at Corinth, he had no peace of mind and went on to Macedonia. This bit of autobiography is interesting. With an open door to preach in Troas, why did he leave? I can imagine the inner turmoil of wondering where Titus was, and what was happening in that church he to which he had just written.

Verse 14 is powerful: “But thank God! He has made us his captives and continues to lead us along in Christ’s triumphal procession. Now he uses us to spread the knowledge of Christ everywhere, like a sweet perfume.” Yesterday during a hospital visit, I had the privilege of sharing Christ and leading a man in a sweet prayer of faith and reception to the saving blood and sanctifying spirit of Christ.

These verses would make a great three points:
• He has made us his captives
• He continues to lead us in Christ’s triumphal procession
• He uses us to spread the knowledge of Christ everywhere

In verse 15 he metaphorizes after-shave lotion as he says that “our lives are a Christ-like fragrance rising up to God. But this fragrance is perceived differently by those who are being saved and by those who are perishing.” He explains that to those who are perishing, it is like a “dreadful smell of death and doom,…but to those who are being saved, … a life-giving perfume.” Lately several people have asked me when I will preach a “fire and brimstone” sermon. Even my new acquaintance the atheist closed his email with “give ‘em hell”. Perhaps I will work on a message that to some will be sweet, and to some will seem like the stench of doom. Paul closes this powerful paragraph with the question “and who is adequate for such a task as this?” (verse 16b)

I ponder this question often. Who is adequate for this task? I daily am aware of my inadequacies. Almost each Sunday I stand amazed at what God is doing in and through my ministry. The truth is that no one is adequate for this task of spreading the knowledge of Christ everywhere, and each of us, pastors and lay Christ-followers must rely on the Holy Spirit for this task. As Jesus said, we must abide in Him and He in us to bear much fruit. (text for tomorrow’s sermon)

Lord, as I follow in Your triumphal procession, guide me as I serve you and rely upon your spirit to use my inadequacies to be fruitful in extending your kingdom on earth. Thank you for Wesley UMC, for each person through whom you are working a powerful witness of love and grace. I am your captive Lord. Today I live for you, and die to myself.

Friday, August 27, 2010

August 27, 2010

8-27-10 Friday, 6:24 am Springfield 57 degrees, clear

Another beautiful morning dawns in the Ozarks. Yesterday the Wesley staff had a very good trip to Tulsa and visit with the staff of Asbury UMC, led by Tom Harrison. In the evening I took my nephew Stefan shopping for his birthday. We had a really good time as he turned 14 and seems to be making good progress. Today I look forward to working hard on my sermon, the self-study and the pilot leadership training.

II Cor 1:12-2:11

In this section Paul directly communicates with the church at Corinth about his sincerity and his plans. There are things he will say in this letter that need their attention, and he has chosen not to visit them, but rather to write and then later to visit. There were carnal, professing Christians who were discrediting Paul’s ministry. In this letter, much of it autobiographical, “he demonstrates from his own ministry the impulse of all true Christian living and service – total dedication to God in all circumstances.” (From Jim Comb’s introduction to this chapter in the Tim LaHaye Prophecy Study Bible.

This passage impacts me this morning as a pastor and leader of a healthy congregation of Christ-followers. My goal is to maximize the reach and fruitfulness of the gospel of Jesus Christ in my generation. Reviewing the content and contributors to the Tim LaHaye Study Bible, I am inspired once again to write and publish. Guide me today Lord as I study, prepare, and encourage your people.

Thursday, August 26, 2010

August 26, 2010

8-26-10 Thursday, 6:28 am, 55 degrees, clear (lowest temperature since May)

Thank you Lord for this morning!

I slept well yesterday, after such an early rising. Today our staff leaves the church at 7:30 bound for Asbury UMC Tulsa to learn about their ministries and meet with their staff.

II Cor 1:1-11
Paul states that God comforts us in all our troubles, and when others are troubled we will be able to give them the same comfort God has given us. He goes on to relate how when he was in Asia (modern Turkey) he and his companions were “crushed and overwhelmed beyond our ability to endured”. As a result, they stopped relying upon themselves, and learned to rely only on God, who raises the dead. This is a great lesson for every believer, to rely upon God. Sometimes it is a hard lesson, as here in Paul’s case.

Lord I desire to rely upon you in every way, all the time. Guide me as I journey forward today, and each remaining day in this short life.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

August 25, 2010

8-25-10 Wednesday, 3:55 am Springfield, full moon shining through high thin clouds, 68 degrees.

Once every two or three months I will awake before 5 am with significant energy and initiative for the day. I know that some people make a practice of rising very early, most do not. I know that I need about 7 – 8 hours of sleep on a regular basis to function well, but I can make it on 5-6 hours now and then. Today is one of those days. As I lay awake at 3:30, my mind was energized by several thoughts – the workshop last night in which Bob Farr led nearly 100 leaders from Wesley through a session teaching about how the world is different from 1956, and that the church needs to work differently to reach this world for Christ.

I was also energized by the three new books that arrived from Amazon yesterday in the mail – American Saint by John Wigger, about Francis Asbury and the Methodists; The Land Between: Finding God in Difficult Transitions by Jeff Manion, a book I will use for at least one sermon in October, and Assaulting the Gates by Paul D. Borden subtitled Aiming All God’s People at the Mission Field. I love to get new books, and relish the thought of devouring them. I rarely get around to reading more than about 20 minutes in the evening, and this early rising today provides me time and space to do so.

My mind was also engaged around all that I will be doing in the next few days – praying with pastors this morning, hosting the District Ordained Ministry Team this afternoon, leading our staff to Tulsa tomorrow to visit Asbury UMC, and starting a new sermon series on Sunday entitled “Fruitful Living in a Toxic World.” This morning I do not need sleep, but action and preparation. With a fresh pot of coffee, I will launch into this beautiful early morning.

I Cor 16:1-24
This chapter is Paul’s personal and practical instructions to the church. He is writing from Ephesus (verse 8) where he has a “wide open door for a great work”, even though many oppose him. He gives instructions for the weekly collection for the offering for Christians in Jerusalem. He commends several leaders, including Aquilla and Priscilla, Stephanas and his household, along with Fortunatus and Achaicus.
Paul gives a simple encouragement “Be on guard. Stand firm in the Faith. Be courageous (in the Greek “be men”) Be Strong. And do everything with love.” (Verses 13-14). Joshua is told to be strong and courageous, David exhibits these qualities. Esther is encouraged by Mordecai to boldly go before the king on behalf of God’s people. This is needed by leaders of God’s people – watchfulness, firmness, courage, strength, love. I must continue to cultivate, live and lead with strength, courage, and love.

Holy Lord, guide me on this special day that you have made, as I seek to live today bearing fruit for your kingdom.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

August 24, 2010

8-24-10 Tuesday, 6:55 am Springfield, 64 delightful degrees!

I am stiff, sore and moving slowly after a day of flying, working out, mowing the lawn, and working on the motorcycle. Yesterday was a great day all around. This week is shaping up to be a busy and fruitful week. On Thursday our staff travels to Tulsa to visit Asbury UMC, pastored by Tom Harrison. We will observe how they have organized ministry and have grown to nearly 3000 in weekly worship.

I Cor 15:29-58

The apostle continues to teach about the resurrection, even mentioning the obscure practice of people being baptized for those who are dead (a practice current with Mormons). His closing admonition is powerful: “So, my dear brothers and sisters, be strong and immovable. Always work enthusiastically for the Lord, for you know that nothing you do for the Lord is ever useless.” (verse 58) I would like to include this verse in my fruitfulness series on the Sunday of “Risk-taking Mission and Service.” To work enthusiastically for the Lord is a daily opportunity for every believer. As one privileged to have my vocation in pastoring and church leadership, enthusiasm is critical. I have observed that some who lead churches grow weary, and with good cause. Today I am recharged and ready!

Psalm 39:1-13

“Lord, remind me how brief my time on earth will be. Remind me that my days are numbered – how fleeting my life is” (verse 4). This is a good prayer for every believer to pray each morning. I closed yesterday’s journal entry with the prayer “May my life today be an affirmation of the blessed assurance of life beyond death, the power of the resurrection.” I remembered that prayer through the day, even wondering if something unusual would happen.

Today I pray this from Psalm 39 and I Cor 15 “remind me that my days are numbered, and that nothing I do for You is ever useless!”.

Monday, August 23, 2010

August 23, 2010

8-23-10 Monday, 70 degrees, clear and calm in Springfield at 6:00 am.

I was buzzed by two humming birds as I refilled their feeder in the semi darkness. They are such incredible animals, hovering as they do with wings invisible beating 30-60 times per second. I enjoy stepping outside onto the deck or out front onto the driveway early in the morning to experience the outside environment. It would be so easy to lose touch with the natural world, living as most of us do in the comfortable confines of manufactured atmosphere.

Yesterday was a blessing. The four worship services seemed to go well, there was good attendance, and I had several good conversations before and after. At 4:00 we hosted a “meet the pastors” coffee, and we (pastor Jerry) helped a Springfield woman buy a bus ticket to St. Louis for a surgery this morning (she called me at 5:17 am to let me know she had arrived safely.) I was again extremely tired in the evening, having invested my energy in fruitful endeavors throughout the day. This morning I will go flying, taking a friend and his son on this last day before the Springfield public schools open tomorrow.

I Cor 15:1-28 (reading from my Greek Interlinear and my Wesley Study Bible)

In these verses Paul teaches about the resurrection – of Christ, and of believers. He begins by stating that the risen Christ appeared to 500 people, to the apostles, and lastly to Paul, as one untimely born. In verse 12 he addresses a false teaching which emerged that there is no resurrection of the dead. Paul uses his great logic and persuasive arguments to reason that “if there is no resurrection of the dead, then Christ has not been raised, and if Christ has not been raised, then our proclamation has been in vain.”(13-14) Paul continues, stating that if there is not resurrection of the dead, then he and the apostles are false witnesses, who have testified that they have seen the resurrected Christ..

In verse 20 Paul makes the clear and bold statement, which I often include during a funeral “But in fact Christ has been raised from the dead, the first fruits of those who have died.” Last week the Wesley faith community experienced the funerals of three of its members, each life uniquely hidden in Christ. It is my privilege to share in the leadership of a funeral, even as hard and difficult a time it is for family and friends. I think it is part of the calling of pastoral ministry, to comfort the grieving and affirm the reality of the resurrection. May my life today be an affirmation of the blessed assurance of life beyond death, the power of the resurrection. Amen.

Sunday, August 22, 2010

August 22, 2010

8-22-10 Sunday, 5:55 am Springfield, 72 degrees, dark.

It is never easy for me to arise, but this morning I awoke just before my 5:30 alarm, and made my body get up. There is much to do today, and I will work hard on the finishing touches for this morning’s sermon.

Titus 1:1-16

Paul writes to his protégé who is leading the church on the island of Crete. He tells him what to look for in leaders, and what to do with those who seek to lead people astray from the truth. This morning I will apply this chapter to contrast the teaching of scientology as I conclude this series on new religions and cults.
This has been a strenuous week at the church - three funerals, plus many activities and groups.

I am really looking forward this morning to each hour of worship – the music, the prayers, the word, the message. Guide me Lord as I lead and serve you today

Saturday, August 21, 2010

August 21, 2010

8-21-10 Saturday, 6:55 am Springfield, Baxter’s deck, 77 degrees, sunny, humming birds actively feeding.

Yesterday was strenuous. I just reread my morning prayer in this journal, and I am thankful that God did guide me in my sermon prep and in the preparation and leading the session for the PAUMCS meeting. I was very tired last night, simply coming home, pan frying some chicken, watching baseball, talking with my son on the phone, and then struggling to get enough gumption to get off the couch and head to bed. Today I have the Men’s breakfast meeting, then George will come home with me to look at my supply of walnut (he turned a couple of nice bowls for us from the Baxter walnut tree.) I have hospital visits to make, manuscript to write for sermon, exercise at the gym, tomatoes to pick in the garden, and early bedtime to garner strength for leading the church tomorrow.

It is a joy to be living in this age, at this stage of mid-life, at this house, in this faith community. Thank you Lord for your hand of blessing in my life.

I Cor 14:1-17 The apostle writes about using and desiring the spiritual gifts. He begins in verse 1: “Let love by your highest goal! But you should also desire the special abilities the Spirit gives…” I had an interesting conversation at the Thursday funeral with a former Wesley member who was miraculously healed of pancreatic cancer in the 1980s. We discussed the reaction of her associate pastor, and other members as she began to emphasize a healing ministry. She has been worshiping in another faith connection for the last 20+ years. I desire to cultivate the expectation that God’s spirit is active through the “special abilities the Spirit gives” to the church. In the 1970s there was much controversy about the charismatic movement in the churches. This does not seem to be contentious today, but it could become so.

Job 1 – 3 Reading these chapters at the end of a week in which the church hosted 3 funerals in 5 days for church members in their 80s, 70s and 50s is remarkable. The verses 3:17-19 are poignant: “For in death the wicked cause no trouble, and the weary are at rest. Even captives are at ease in death … Rich and poor are both there, and the slave is free from his master.” Death is not necessarily the enemy. In our culture of medical science, it seems that death is fought at all costs. The hospice movement and care recognizes that at the right time, death is a friend.

Guide me Holy Lord today as I journey toward your eternal presence.

Friday, August 20, 2010

August 20, 2010

8-20-10 Friday, 6:15 am Springfield, 78 degrees, dawn.

The season continues to advance, with the sun rising later and setting earlier each day. I am surprisingly well rested this morning. Last night, after I took Audrey to the airport, bound for Los Angeles I came home and ran 3.5 miles in the sweltering heat. This makes two evenings in a row I have run into the darkness, and my body is responding to this discipline. Returning home I worked for a while preparing for my 2hours with the PAUMCS (church secretaries) retreat this afternoon at Wesley.

It is such a beautiful morning I will hop on the KLR (motorcycle) and go for a short ride after scriptures and prayer.

Psalm 37

The writer says don’t worry about the wicked, they will not be around long. If the numbers of this psalm are reversed we get 73 which also involves the writer almost slipping away from faith at the observation that the wicked are fat and happy, with no worries and they mock God. Yesterday at Donna James’ funeral Psalm 73 was read and I expounded upon it, applying it to her life, and our lives as we mourn her death to breast cancer. These two Psalms (37 and 73) make a good package, especially in this “toxic” world in which we live.

Proverbs 21:23-24 reminds me to “watch your tongue and keep your mouth shut, and you will stay out of trouble. Mockers are proud and haughty; they act with boundless arrogance.” This is a great reminder for Bruce Baxter on this 20th day of August, and every day. I have found the proverbs to be exceptionally helpful throughout my journey of faith, giving practical useable counsel for daily living.

Guide me O Lord today, as I prepare for Sunday’s message, prepare for a teaching session on “The Bible and Materialism”, and proceed through all the hours of this day by faith, walking with you as your kingdom comes, and your will is done on earth as it is in heaven. Amen.

Thursday, August 19, 2010

August 19, 2010

8-19-10 Thursday, 6:55 am Springfield, 69 degrees sunny.

I ran last night as I got home from church around 7:30. I enjoyed a 3 mile workout with the temperatures moderating as the sun dropped below the horizon. At home I cooked Monday’s trout and Sunday’s okra and had a side of fresh picked tomatoes from my garden. It was a very fresh and non-processed dinner. Today I lead the Peer-mentoring group of pastors going through the HCI and we host the funeral of Donna James at 2:00. Tonight Audrey flies to Los Angeles for a much anticipated week with Bethany.

I Corinthians 12

This chapter begins a section on spiritual gifts. Chapter 13, wedged as it is between 12 and 14 describes the way spiritual gifts are to be used – in love that is not selfish, pushy, nor impatient. Paul states in 12:4-7 that “there are varieties of gifts, but the same Spirit; and there are varieties of services, but the same Lord, and there are varieties of activities, but it is the same God who activates all of them in everyone. To each is given the manifestation of the spirit for the common good.” I can imagine what life was like in the exciting church at Corinth, as believers were walking in the power of the Holy Spirit. This is a different time and place, and my desire is for the churches under my influence to experience this same power and life.

Lord, may your body called Wesley UMC be filled with your Spirit as we surround a grieving family and celebrate your presence and power in the life of your faithful servant who has now entered her eternal rest.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

August 17, 2010

8-17-10 Tuesday, 5:54 am Springfield, 68 degrees, clear.

My automatic sprinkling system is performing well. Three times a week, for 20 minutes per zone, the lawn and landscaping is watered without any human effort. This is amazing to me, and often feels wasteful and indulgent. Grass in Missouri typically turns brown in August, and bounces back to green in September. Around the world so many millions of people struggle to find and transport safe water, as we automatically pour countless gallons of safe, purified water onto our lawns. When we were negotiating for the purchase of this house I inquired if we could leave off the sprinkling system, and I learned that as a “spec” house it was already installed. So, I participate in this indulgence as I try to keep our yard minimally green as do most of the neighbors.

I Cor 11:1-16

Paul writes about men, women, Christ, and the church. He describes how the current “custom” is for women to pray with their heads covered, and men to pray without anything on their head. He explains that “the head of every man is Christ, the head of woman is man, and the head of Christ is God.” (verse3). This verse carries many implications. For centuries women have experienced prejudice and limitations because of this verse. Bill Gothard used this verse and others to teach that a Christian woman always needs the covering of spiritual protection of a man – father, husband, brother. I appreciate the freedom that women are now experiencing in many parts of the body of Christ, and I ponder the meaning and implication of this chapter of holy Scripture.

Psalm 35

David asks God to fight against those who fight against him. This is a bold prayer, made by a man after God’s own heart who is not afraid to call upon the God who has saved him. Lord, may I walk in similar boldness as I seek to serve you with confidence, joy and obedience.

Proverbs 21:17 “Those who love pleasure become poor.” This is a simple and profound statement, especially in this generation. Often it seems that pleasure is the object of modern life, and its pursuit the main vocation. This proverb states the reality that pleasure is elusive, and the pursuit thereof leads to want. Guard me holy Lord from the love of pleasure, guide me in the disciplined life of following Christ.

Monday, August 16, 2010

August 16, 2010

8-16-10 Monday, 6:11 am Springfield, 65 degrees, clear.

Today will be a beautiful day, with noon temps around 76. I am going fishing with Anthony to Roaring River. I have not been fishing (nor boating) yet this year, something I always hope to do more often, but each year seems to roll by with less opportunity.

I Cor 10:14-33
Paul continues to address the question relative to believers in his day, “should I eat meat that was dressed at an idol temple?” He gives good advice, “you may eat any meat that is sold in the marketplace without raising questions of conscience. For the earth is the Lord’s and everything in it”. He goes on to say that if anyone points out to you that this meat was offered to an idol, then don’t eat it, for the sake of the one who pointed it out. What are the similar issues in our day? I think that beverage alcohol is in this category. It is potentially very harmful for many, it seems okay for some. I have made the decision to consume no alcohol at all, for the sake of leadership position I hold and the influence I have.

Most holy Lord, guide me steps, my thoughts, my actions today as I enjoy being outdoors in the Ozarks with my nephew.

Sunday, August 15, 2010

August 15, 2010

8-15-10 Sunday, 6:22 am Springfield, raining, 71 degrees.

The morning always seems to come too early on Sunday, and the minutes fly by as I focus and prepare for the events of the day. I have that familiar feeling of being almost ready, but not quite. We also have a memorial service this afternoon, a funeral on Tuesday, and a member who is in the very last stages of her battle with cancer.

II Thes 2:1-13
“As to the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ and our being gathered together to him…” The apostle Paul is writing a second letter to the church at Thessalonica. In 3:6-15 he gives instruction about how to live – labor and toil and not in idleness. Apparently some believers had misinterpreted what he taught about the Lord’s second coming and were simply waiting around for it, idle. It is important for everyone who calls on the name of the Lord to constantly be developing in fruitfulness.

Guide me today, most Holy Lord, as I look for your coming, and live diligently, fruitfully, working hard during these days “in between” your first and second coming. I pray especially for your anointing as I teach from your word about your Name, above all names, and about your coming and the end of time.

Saturday, August 14, 2010

August 14, 2010

8-14-10 Saturday, 7:30 am Springfield, 72 degrees, light rain.

There was a 6:00 am run that I had considered for this morning. But a rough night of sleep (shouldn’t have had a Coke late in the afternoon!) and the gentle early rain convinced me that I could run later and get some needed rest. For me, I am always seeking the healthy path – is it shorter sleep with early rising and exercise, or more sleep, without being indulgent. This is a daily balancing act.

Nehemiah 7:73b – 9:21
The people are gathered, the word is read, the festival of booths is reestablished as commanded by Moses. Reading this always causes me to consider what part of God’s word and will might be currently neglected, by me, by the church. The Mormons and the Jehovah Witnesses are careful to order their lives according to their understanding of God’s will. Given that their Christology is off, their fervor and dedication are commendable. Last night I encouraged the children and their families at the close of worship arts camp to love the Lord with all their heart, soul, mind and strength as Jesus commanded, and as David practiced. I need to be careful not to be too reserved (which is my nature), and to fully invest myself in leading the church and developing fruitful disciples of Jesus Christ who worship, care, and serve.

Today I will exercise, work a little on lawn and garden, write sermon, work towards planning the Tuesday funeral, share in a family birthday party, and prepare spiritually, physically and emotionally for tomorrow, which will include 4 worship services, dedicating our new Welcome Center, and a memorial service at 3:00. Thank you Lord for this Saturday in mid August, a day to live fully for you, in you, and through you.

Friday, August 13, 2010

August 13, 2010

8-13-10 Friday, 6:30 am Springfield, clear, hot.

Last night I sat in the backyard at 10:15 staring up into the night sky, hoping to see a meteor. After a few minutes I heard somebody snoring in my backyard, and discovered it was me! I was so comfortable and relaxed in that reclining camp chair, I could have spent all night. The temperature had moderated, and there were no bugs. Alas, having seen no shooting stars I retired. This morning I arose early (5:15) and have been reading scripture, communicating through Facebook and Skype and feeding the thirsty humming birds.

Nehemiah 5:14 ff He states that he did not draw on the governors allowance, even though his predecessors and even their assistants “took advantage of the people.” Nehemiah said “because I feared God, I did not act that way.” He applied his faith and belief in God to his personal practice. This is the mark of a mature believer. In verse 16 he says “I also devoted myself to working on the wall and refused to acquire any land.” There is an adage which says that each of us has a choice with our lives “to either make a better world, or to get a better place in the world.” Clearly Nehemiah chose the former, even as he and every leader great or small is tempted to get a better place (selfish) or to unselfishly make the world a better place.

I Cor 8:1-13
Yesterday the key concept I took from the previous chapter involved two words – absorbed; attached. Paul was warning the Corinthians (and Bruce Baxter) not to become absorbed by the world, nor attached to the things of the world. This was powerful direction for me yesterday.

This morning Paul’s words in verses 1b-3 speak directly to me “But while knowledge makes us feel important, it is love that strengthens the church. Anyone who claims to know all the answers doesn’t really know very much. But the person who loves God is the one whom God recognizes.”

Guide me Lord as I seek to grow in love, and thus strengthen the church. Guard me from being puffed up, feeling important, seeking knowledge with any wrong motive or consequence. Today I labor to prepare the weekend message concerning your return, contrasting the approach of the cult of Jehovah’s witnesses, whose leaders claim a lot of knowledge. I am yours holy Lord today, each hour, each minute.

Thursday, August 12, 2010

August 12, 2010

8-12-10 Thursday, 6:00 am Springfield, 78 degrees, humid, clear.

We are in the midst of an August heat wave. Highs near 100 each day, dew point at
70. This is the weather we expect this time of year. It is interesting to me how much emphasis our culture puts on the weather. John Wesley often commented on the weather in his journal. In the Bible there seem to be fewer references to the weather, except for major events. Could it be that because we now measure the temperature, the dew point, the rainfall, the windspeed, we pay more attention? With daily record highs and lows, with averages and daily forecasts we have tools to evaluate and compare the weather. This might be an illustration of what we measure we make more important in our lives.

I Cor 7:25-40
In verses 29-31 Paul continues giving specific, practical advice. He observes that the “time that remains is very short”. There is much persecution of Christians, and he expects Christ to return very soon. He says “Those who weep or who rejoice or who buy things should not be absorbed by their weeping or their joy or their possession. Those who use the things of the world should not become attached to them.” I am reading the book Being Consumed by William Cavanaugh in preparation for my session with the PAUMCS secretaries in a couple of weeks. The topic of materialism and the Bible is most interesting to me. Since my conversion at age 18 I have pondered the role of possessions, and my natural inclination to desire more coupled with the spiritual discipline of living with less. I will continue to guard against being absorbed in weeping or in joy, and not become attached to the things of the world that I use.

Nehemiah 3:15-5:13
The reconstruction of the wall around Jerusalem goes forward, as each family and subgroup work under the leadership of various men. When it is about half-completed the surrounding enemies mock the effort and threaten to destroy it. Nehemiah faces this leadership challenge with several strategies that include arming the workers, making everyone and their servants stay in town so that are available for guard duty and construction, and he prays. There are so many lessons for the body of Christ and its leaders coming from this Old Testament book.

Guide me today most holy Lord as I invest myself in the leadership of your church and as I walk with you during this brief earthly journey. Guard me from being absorbed or attached in ways that lesson my focus upon your kingdom.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

August 11, 2010

8-11-10 Wednesday, 6:35 am Springfield, 76 degrees, heat warnings in effect.

Last night I thoroughly enjoyed the closing worship of our worship arts camp. Nearly 100 children were singing and dancing before the Lord in the sanctuary, full of enthusiasm and joy. This is the second year for this August event, and it is very fruitful. Today here at the house we get a fence installed, which we have contemplated for 3 years. Having stained the deck in June, and with a garden bearing fruit (tomatoes) I have being outside in our yard more this year then in previous summers. As I read through Thoreau’s Walden, I am intentionally more connected to the natural world. (Next summer I must plant some beans so I can hoe them!)

I Cor 7:1-24
Paul gives very practical advice to the Christ-followers at Corinth, and to all who read this epistle (letter). He has the gift of celibacy, and recognizing that many do not have this gift, he encourages marriage and sexual relationship within the covenant of marriage. He further teaches that if a man is married to an unbeliever, and she wants to stay with him, he must not leave her. Likewise for a wife with non-Christian spouse. He acknowledges that in either case, if the spouse who is not following Christ wants to leave, the believer should allow it, and remain single. “For God has called you to live in peace” (verse 15).

This chapter is one of the most personal that Paul writes, with specific instructions that impact the daily lives of people following Christ. In verse one it is obvious that Paul is responding to a letter written by the Corinthians with a question about sexual relations. What a gift to have been able to directly ask the Apostle Paul a question. Now we have his letters, which the Church has recognized as the Word of God to us. He was a man completely dedicated to serving Christ and the church, even though he previously had attempted to destroy the church in his misdirected zeal for Yahweh.

Guide me today, holy Lord as I serve you through the church. In the meetings, decisions, correspondence, preparations and casual conversations may I reflect your love and holiness, your power and your peace.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

August 10, 2010

8-10-10 Tuesday, 7:00 am Springfield, 75 degrees, sunny.


I am ready to get to work today. Sunday felt great as many staff, pastors, and short-term missionaries were back in Springfield and worshipping at Wesley UM Church. The ebb and flow of the summer helps many people to refresh and retool, including me! Now I am ready for the rigors and complexities of shepherding this flock.

Ezra 10:1-44
While Ezra made this prayer of confession for the returning remnant of the tribes of Judah and Benjamin, concerning their sin of marrying pagan women of the land, a very large crowd of people gathered and wept bitterly with him. Shecaniah suggested that there was hope for Israel, and that they should make a covenant with God to “divorce our pagan wives and to send them away with their children… let it be done according to the Law of God. Get up, for it is your (Ezra) duty to tell us how to proceed in setting things straight. We are behind you, so be strong and take action.”

I have long been intrigued by this chapter. Ezra the priest and scribe who led about 5,000 Israelites back to Jerusalem is praying and weeping as he lies face down in front of the temple. His main concern is that men who have returned with him have disobeyed God and threaten the people of God by not only marrying the pagan women of the surrounding people, but also risk adopting their customs and religious practices. This is so true even today, the danger that those who follow Christ will marry non-believers and bring trouble upon their families for decades, and even generations. Paul addresses this in the New Testament, as he says “do not be unequally yoked with unbelievers.” I have seen the destruction this causes. Paul also says, that if you find yourself married to an unbeliever, and they want to stay married to you, that is fine. If they want to leave you, let them go.

Thus, when I read this chapter of Ezra, my heart goes out to the women who were so arbitrarily divorced, and their children. I understand how this was the best solution to bring the Israelites back into obedience to the scriptures, and Shecaniah tells Ezra “to be strong and take action.” Within 3 days all the people of Judah and Benjamin gathered on December 19. “They were trembling both because of the seriousness of the matter and because it was raining.” A plan is established to have representatives from the people look into the individual cases, and by March 27 they had finished dealing with all the men who had married pagan wives (verse 17).

This morning my conclusion and application is that it is so important to pay attention to God’s word. Actions taken, decisions made, ventures entered into that are contrary to God’s will always lead to conflict, pain, and loss. I have the responsibility to teach and encourage and warn, and to help people take action to realign their lives with the will of God. Guide me as your servant today, most holy Lord.

Monday, August 9, 2010

August 9, 2010

8-9-10 Monday, 7:22 am Springfield, 77 degrees, clear, humid.

It was great to be back in the teaching/preaching mode yesterday after several weeks of not speaking. In the afternoon I met with a district superintendent and a group of pastors who are the steering committee for a new church start that will involve the development of house churches throughout the Ozarks. We met outside for nearly three hours from 4-7 pm. Even with the temperature in the upper 90s we were comfortable as there was a tent and homemade ice cream for dessert.

Ezra 8:21-9:15
Ezra leads the remnant, with 24 tons of silver, 7,500 pounds of gold, from Babylon to Jerusalem. He says in verse 22 “I was ashamed to ask the king for soldiers and horsemen to accompany us and protect us from enemies along the way. After all, we had told the king, ‘our God’s hand of protection is on all who worship him, but his fierce anger rages against those who abandon him.” I read this as the morning news reports the murder of 10 medical workers in remote NW Afghanistan by the Taliban because they were spreading Christianity. God does not always protect his people from death, as Hebrews 11 clearly states. One of those killed was a friend of Max Marble. He writes

“Dan Terry was a schoolmate and friend of mine and I am so very saddened by this senseless tragedy. Dan Terry, still listed in last year’s Prayer Calendar as a UM Missionary was on a three week trek with a 10-member Christian medical team providing eye care in a remote part of Afghanistan. They were on the last leg of the journey back to Kabul last week by Landrover, and had just stopped for lunch when they were rounded up and shot one by one.”

But for Ezra and these exiles returning with the treasure from the temple, God’s hand of protection is clearly a shield and defense. Upon returning to Jerusalem, they are sorely disappointed to find that among previously returned exiles there was the report that “many of the people of Israel, and even some of the priests and Levites, have not kept themselves separate from the other peoples living in the land. They have taken up the detestable practices of the Canaanites, Hittites, …” It is so important to follow God’s design at all times and to carefully avoid the temptations all around to live contrary to God’s will.

40 years ago this month I began to run as part of a serious training program. I had enjoyed running all my childhood, with home movies of me circling our house in Texas with boundless energy. In August of 1970, as I was preparing for the 9th grade, Mr. Gerschman, newly selected to be the first soccer coach had advised me to rrrun, rrrrun, rrrun in preparation for trying out for the soccer team. I thus signed up for the newly organized cross country team, and in August was getting up early to go with Bob Johnson and his neighbor, Janet Forsyth’s dad to run laps at the Parkway Central track. These guys, in their 40s could run circles around me, a 14 year old. Little did I know that 40 years later, running would still be part of the discipline of my life. I ran 7 miles on Saturday morning in KC, falling in with a group run sponsored by Runners Edge, a large running club there.

Guide me today Lord as I experience this day of rest, the Sabbath for this pastor. Guide my thoughts, my reading, my decisions, my relationships. I am fully yours.

Sunday, August 8, 2010

August 8, 2010

8-8-10 Sunday, 5:58 am Springfield

I am looking forward to bringing the morning message today. It has been five weeks, and I am ready. I always desire to be more prepared, but I have worked long and hard on this message for today. Guide me Lord as I serve you in faith, teaching from your word and investing my life in the lives of others.

Psalm 134:1-3
“Come bless the Lord, all you servants of the Lord, who stand by night in the house of the Lord! Lift up your hands to the holy place, and bless the Lord. May the Lord, maker of heaven and earth, bless you from Zion.”

Yes, today we gather at 922 W. Republic Rd. to bless the Lord, singing hymns, encouraging hearts, teaching and learning. It is great to also expect that the Lord will bless us, the One who made heaven and earth.

I am your servant, most holy Lord. Guide my steps, my words, my thoughts, my actions today.

Saturday, August 7, 2010

August 7, 2010

8-7-10 Saturday, 10:00 am Kansas City

Unexpectedly I have spent the night in KC. Allen drove the church bus, and I rode along to pick up our team returning from Honduras. They were delayed leaving Honduras and thus missed the connection in Houston where they spent the night. They will arrive here around 2.

I had a great morning run. Not knowing the area I set off to explore. I chanced upon a running club’s 18 mile workout, joining it at about the 4 mile mark. It was most interesting trying to figure out what I was doing, who they were, how the course was marked, whether I should drink water from their aid stations, etc. I ended up running further and faster than I expected. Rather than run 5 or 6, I ran 7, and that with no walking. The power of community is amazing! This will provide a great metaphor as I ease in to my sermon on cults.

Rev 22:18-21

A warning not to add to nor subtract from any of the words of this book (Revelation). Deut 4:2 has a similar warning from Moses: “You must neither add anything to what I command you not take away anything from it, but keep the commandments of the Lord your God with which I am charging you.” Tomorrow as I teach about Christ-followers and Mormons I will apply this scripture – the last three verses of the Bible to our consideration of the followers of the book of Mormon.

Verse 20 “The one who testifies to these things says, ‘surely I am coming soon.’ Amen. Come, Lord Jesus!” These words create an expectation of Christ’s return. It is healthy to expect him to return soon. Next week I will consider the Jehovah’s witnesses, whose early leaders set exact dates for his return, none of which proved to be true.

Guide me today, Holy Lord, as I follow you and lead others to a closer walk with you as together we build your kingdom.

Friday, August 6, 2010

August 6, 2010

8-6-10 Friday, 6:45 am Springfield, 72 degrees, partly cloudy on my deck with humming birds feasting on sugar water.

This morning the team in Honduras is packing their bags for the long trek home. I will ride in the church bus with Allen to pick them up at the Kansas City airport this evening. Yesterday at the Willow Creek Leadership conference live broadcast to Springfield there was an emphasis made for church-to-church partnerships, organized by Compassion International. We have two such partnerships, with an Honduran and a Mozambique congregation. I am planning to lead a team to Mozambique in the coming year. It is vital for us to nurture these relationships and to benefit from the spiritual fruit growing in both places.

I Cor 2:6-3:4
Paul is writing to a church which he founded. He addresses the manner in which he speaks to them, using words formed by the power of the Holy Spirit, and not using the wisdom of this world. He states that he still must speak to them as spiritually immature, giving them “milk” and not “meat” because (3:3) “you are still controlled by your sinful nature. You are Jealous of one another and quarrel with each other. Doesn’t that prove you are controlled by your sinful nature? Aren’t you living like people of the world?”

Yesterday Adam Hamilton was one of the speakers at the Leadership Summit. God has been using him in powerful ways since he founded Church of the Resurrection in 1990. Yesterday his topic concerned the temptation and fall of church leaders, particularly into sexual sins. He did a great job, and his words were filled with spiritual power and wisdom.

This weekend I have the privilege of bringing the gospel message to the Wesley congregation. I will begin a three-part series on religious cults. My goal is to allow the Holy Spirit to guide my words so that Christ is lifted up, believers are encouraged, and seekers are given a clear presentation of God’s grace and invitation to follow.

Guide me holy Lord as I walk with you today. Thank you for this portion of your word which feeds my soul and is sweeter than the liquid in the hummingbird feeder. I desire to be ever growing in maturity and fruitfulness as I journey down this earthly path.

Thursday, August 5, 2010

August 5, 2010

8-5-10 Thursday, 7:20 am Springfield 74 degrees, thunderstorm.

As is sometimes my practice, I was watching the Today show to catch up on world events. My satellite signal was just interrupted by the thunderstorm in progress. The story on air was about 40 billionaires who, invited by Warren Buffet and Bill Gates have pledged to give ½ of their wealth to charity, rather than pass it on to their heirs. This is a lot of money, and a wise plan. Hopefully this will provide examples for folks with lesser fortunes to consider leaving portions to good causes, such as the church, while providing an appropriate amount for their heirs.

Today is the last working day for the team in Honduras. I will be praying for them that the weather is adequate for them to finish the work at hand. Yesterday I was in contact with the Mozambique coordinator about beginning to prepare for leading a team from Wesley to visit our partner church and womens' shelter.

Ezra 1-2
King Cyrus of Persia (modern Iraq) proclaims that Israelites may return to their land and rebuild the temple. These scriptures list the gold, silver and other items, and the names of leaders and people who were involved. This was a massive movement and restoration. This book of Ezra and also Nehemiah will describe the details, the difficulties and the decisions that were involved in this exciting time.

Today as many as 20 leaders of Wesley will participate in the 2 day Leadership Summit hosted by Willow Creek. I am looking forward to this more than I usually have, as this is my 5th experience with this summit. Adam Hamilton will be one of the presenters. Guide me Lord as I serve you on this stormy morning.

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

August 4, 2010

8-04-10 Wednesday, 8:10 am Springfield, 75 degrees, sunny

Last evening I drove a borrowed car to St. Louis and back with a friend who drove my Explorer towing my trailer, as we went to retrieve my ailing Kawasaki. It will go to the shop today, for diagnosis of electrical problems, regular maintenance, and the installation of two new tires. I got home after midnight, and am dragging just a little. Today we will meet as a team and consider the planning for Spring 2011, and in the afternoon several of us will consider the main lobby area – its flow, content, etc.

II Chronicles 35
Josiah organizes the largest Passover celebration since Samuel. 30,000 lambs and young goats plus 3,000 cattle were provided by the king for the people’s Passover offerings. The priests, Levites, musicians, all took a role in celebrating this great feast remembering God’s hand in delivering His people from Egypt.

Interestingly, in verse 20 the current king of Egypt, Neco, comes marching with his troops heading for a battle at Carchemish on the Eupharates River (modern Iraq?). Josiah musters troops to go out and oppose his cutting through the area, and Neco sends word that God has told him to hurry. Josiah ignores Neco’s request to let them pass, and in disguise gets shot by an archer and then dies. Verse 22 affirms that God had indeed spoken to Neco!

Guide me Lord as I listen for your guidance and trust you to lead my steps, and direct my decisions today.

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

August 3, 2010

8-3-10 Tuesday, 6:30 am Springfield, 77 degrees, clear, humid.

The high was 100 yesterday, and is forecast to do the same today. I had a good visit in St. Louis with my son David and his wife Danelle, and I bumped into Rick and Ardell Oliver, whose car I ended up driving back to Springfield when my motorcycle developed electrical problems. Today is the August primary. I will vote on my way into the office, and after Scripture I will read up on the candidates, and the ballot issues.

II Chronicles 33:14-34:33
The reigns of Manasseh, Amon and Josiah. Manasseh turned from his evil ways and restored the altar of the Lord, sacrificing upon it. “He also encouraged the people of Judah to worship the Lord, the God of Israel. However, the people still sacrificed at the pagan shrines, though only to the Lord their God.” During Josiah’s reign, and the remolding of the Temple, the scroll of the Word of God is found, and he realizes that his people have not been obeying that Word. Sacrificing at pagan shrines would be an example of well-meaning but uninformed Jews disobeying God’s Word which is clear about only offering a sacrifice at the temple.

Is there any similar practice in our culture, in which well-meaning people ignore the Word of God? I continue to ponder the commandment about honoring the Sabbath. There are those who today keep it in a legalistic manner. Are they more pleasing to God? It could be that tithing is a current neglect, and caring for the poor, etc. By reading scripture every day, and reading through the scripture in a year there is less risk that a person or a people will lose touch with God’s will the way these Israelites did when the scripture was simply lost in the temple, and not read by anyone. I value God’s word, and as I prepare to preach a series of messages examining religious cults I will emphasize the value of daily searching God’s holy Word.

In the last several days I have witnessed God’s hand at work powerfully in the timing of my steps and the events that have unfolded. Interestingly, I can go weeks without any special sense of God’s leading as I simply live obediently and serve faithfully. Then, as I have recently experienced, there is event after event that demonstrates the clarity of God’s active leading in my life. Thank you Lord for the ebb and flow of my awareness of your presence and your power. I live today in the full expectation that my steps are ordered by you, and that there is nothing that is “coincidental”. I walk by faith, investing my life in serving You. May your kingdom come, today, on earth as it is in heaven. Amen.

Sunday, August 1, 2010

August 1, 2010

8-1-10 Sunday, 6:08 am Springfield, 74 degrees, cloudy, very pleasant.

I have been up for an hour, making coffee, checking email, writing to Audrey in Honduras. I am now on the back deck, with humming birds visiting the feeder every minute, a crow on the neighbor's peak, and the automatic sprinkler watering the backyard next door. I will read the daily scripture, then get ready for the day. I will aim to be at church by 7:15 am ( a little early since I am the only full time pastor at Wesley today.)

Romans 15:1-22

Verse 13 “I pray that God, the source of hope, will fill you completely with joy and peace because you trust in him. Then you will overflow with confident hope through the power of the Holy Spirit.”

I have been meditating upon this verse. I will walk today filled completely with joy and peace, overflowing with confident hope through the power of the Holy Spirit. This is not a pipe dream nor an unreachable goal. I truly do experience being filled completely with joy and peace. As a servant of Christ, I desire to lead others to this same confident hope through the power of the Holy Spirit.

Thank you Lord for this day of pastoral ministry. I thank you for those who have prepared to bring the Word and lead in the sacraments. Guide me as I serve throughout the morning, and prepare for the upcoming series and intensity of the daily pastoral office. In the precious name of Jesus, amen.