Saturday, December 31, 2011

December 31, 2011

Today I have three appointments – two with couples planning their weddings, one with a family concerning tomorrow’s baptism of their baby. I will work on my sermon and at my desk on administrative and leadership tasks. Tonight will be a regular Saturday night for us, as we prepare for Sunday morning and the four services. I imagine that attendance might be light tomorrow, given it is New Years Day, and I expect to have great worship experiences as we bring in the new year with a look at God’s will, and celebrate holy communion.

Yesterday was a good day at the church office. In addition to preparing the bulletin and other worship related items, there was the financial aspect of year end numbers and final contributions being received. It appears that Wesley will end the year in a positive financial position. In the afternoon I ran the outdoor track at the gym, recording a 7:30 mile, which in Galloway’s formula would equate to a hard marathon pace of 9:45 a mile. This is about what I expect, with 10 minute miles my goal. I learned of Dan Rich’s death in an auto accident – Dan was one of the early pioneer members at SunRise.

Revelation 22 – the last chapter in the Bible

It is good to read this chapter for my morning devotions. Throughout the day I will read the last chapter of the Old Testament, and the last Psalm. John begins this chapter with a description of the “river of the water of life, clear as crystal, coming from the throne of God and the Lamb in the middle of its street. And on either side of the river was the tree of life, bearing twelve kinds of fruit, yielding its fruit every month; and the leaves of the tree were for the healing of the nations.” (Verses 1-2)

This entire chapter is victorious, upbeat, and hopeful. Jesus promises to come quickly, and to render to every person according to their deeds. As I read it this morning, I am encouraged and inspired to live this day for Him, and every day fully in light of His reward, His coming, His promises, and His presence.

In this chapter, Jesus says that He is the alpha and omega (Verse 13). He also states that He is “the bright morning star.” (Verse 16) I worship Jesus, and as we just celebrated his nativity, I am daily aware of his Lordship and his reign in heaven and on earth.

Guide me today Lord as I walk through this last day of 2011. May my thoughts, words and actions glorify you in every way, all day, as I look forward to your coming, and to eternity around the throne with the tree of life.

Friday, December 30, 2011

December 30, 2011

Bethany is on a train to Chicago, Audrey and I had a good drive back from St. Louis, and I am preparing to go to the church office to work on sermon and bulletin for the weekend services and the new year. Watching the news on the Today Show I realize that my upcoming series entitled “Why?” will have daily applications. This morning there is a follow up story on the 5 people who died on Christmas day in a fire in Stamford, Connecticut. Such a tragedy. I am sure everyone involved is asking “why?” On a lighter note, they are teasing Matt Lauer about turning 54 today.

Revelation 21

In this next-to-last chapter of the Bible, John records his vision of a new heaven and new earth. As I read these 27 verses I am comforted, inspired, informed and challenged to live every day with the end in mind. The followers of Christ ultimately are on the winning side, with the final tremendous victory and eternally dwelling with God in the new Jerusalem.

“Look, God’s home is now among his people! He will live with them, and they will be his people. God himself will be with them. He will wipe every tear from their eyes, and there will be no more death or sorrow or crying or pain. All these things are gone forever.” (Verses 3-4) Between now and then, I will live in the midst of death, sorrow, crying and pain. As a pastor I will be present with people in their suffering, and try to make sense of what we all experience. I will live with the question “Why?” for the next 5 Sundays.

Guide me Lord on this Friday as 2011 comes to a close. I look forward with all believers to the new heaven and new earth. Lead me in your righteousness. Make my way plain before your face. Guard me from the darkness of sin and self. Shine “loves pure light” in and through me today.

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

December 27, 2011

I am beginning to return to a more normal schedule following the great Christmas celebrations at church and with family. Today we head to St. Louis for a visit with David and Danelle. The weather will be very nice for the rest of the year, highs near 50 and sunny. I will run each day. Sunset is at 5:03 today, and gets a little later each night. Audrey gave me gardening tools, and I can already anticipate the warmth of spring. (Even though winter has essentially just begun!)

Revelation 18 – The Fall of Babylon

The single theme in this chapter is the fall of the great city Babylon. It is the greatest city ever, and its wealth will be gone suddenly. Many will mourn for its loss. “For your merchants were the greatest in the world, and you deceived the nations with your sorceries. In your streets flowed the blood of the prophets and of God’s holy people and the blood of people slaughtered all over the world.” (Verses 23b-24)

As I read this chapter I wonder which city this actually will be in the end times. Is it New York? Tehran? Rome? Or could it be some city yet to become prominent? It is only speculation to try to figure this out, but the take away for me this morning is that God is judge of the whole world, and the evil and injustice perpetrated anywhere will be punished, even if it seems that for a season the wicked prosper.

Lord, as the sun rises in the east, I am remembering Silent Night, and in the third verse the phrase “the dawn of redeeming grace.” Thank you for your mercy and love for this sinner, saved by redeeming grace to reflect “loves pure light.” Use me today as your servant.

Organizing some of my books yesterday I found My Spiritual Diary by Dale Evans Rogers, fourth printing, April, 1956. Her opening words are “I am resolved to keep a spiritual accounting, that I may check on my soul’s progression or (may God forbid!) regression. So I set down here my faith, hope, philosophy and spiritual adventuring, that I may know how weak and strong I am. Put Your hand over mine, Lord God, that this writing may be honest and reverent.”

As I also regularly keep a spiritual journal with similar purpose, Dale Roger’s account will be helpful to read in a devotional way during the next few weeks.

Monday, December 26, 2011

December 26, 2011

Ahhh, the day after Christmas! Monday is regularly my sabbath, and today it is doubly so, with it being the national holiday also. I will run this morning, work around the house, pack for our trip to O’Fallon, and then host family for a delayed Christmas dinner tonight. Yesterday had an odd feel for many of us, with it being Christmas on a Sunday. We opened presents in the afternoon, and then took naps. I could not sleep, so I fired up the Concours and went on a 30 mile ride into the setting sun, down through Boaz. I began reading O’Reilly’s new book Killing Lincoln. It is a compelling narrative of the last 15 days of Lincoln’s life, including the last days of Lee and Grant battling it out.

Revelation 17

One of the angels from the previous chapter invites John to come and see the judgment of the great harlot that sits upon many waters. This chapter is an explanation of future judgment. The description is not easily understood, and down through the centuries many people have tried to apply various contemporary kings and countries to this vision. I am content to simply understand that there will be tremendous conflict, and I want to always carefully discern how to follow Jesus, and avoid the temptation to follow the powers and movements that lead away from Him.

Last night we watched Valkerie, a movie about the attempt to kill Hitler in 1944 and take over the government. The attempt failed, and there were many executions, including Bonhoeffer in 1945. The army officers involved recognized that Hitler was evil and had become his own country’s worst enemy. This was an epic struggle, in which Hitler dominated for a season, and brought ruin upon his country, Europe, and much of the world. Could such a thing happen again? Absolutely, and this 17th chapter of Revelation reveals global conflicts yet to come.

Guide me Lord as I live during this relatively peaceful era, aware of the struggle of good and evil, those who follow You and those who are seduced by the beast. Give me wisdom, discernment and courage as I live this day in the shelter of your wings.

Sunday, December 25, 2011

December 25, 2011

Christmas morning!

We had 5 wonderful worship services yesterday. I especially enjoyed serving communion at each service. There were so many worshippers whom I did not recognize, and whom I pray will find a spiritual home at Wesley and become part of this ministry. Audrey played the piano, Bethany sang with Brian Matson, and the Light of Christ was proclaimed.

This morning we will have two worship services – one at 10:30 in the gym, one at 11:00 in the sanctuary. Jim Massey will preach at both. It is unusual for Christmas day to be on Sunday, happening every 6 years or so. The last time it happened I was not pastoring, but serving on the conference staff and I hardly noticed the scheduling issues it presents. So it is Christmas morning, there is no Sunday School or first two worship services. The Baxters will not open presents until this afternoon. We will worship Christ the King with a faithful congregation this morning, and then enjoy a sabbath rest.

Revelation 16

The seven bowls of the wrath of God are poured out by the seven angels upon the earth. I read this chapter this morning with the question I posed last night – what is real? How do we know? This is an interesting chapter to read on Christmas morning, the day we celebrate the tender baby Jesus being born. And it is a great chapter to read on Christmas morning, to remember that God’s wrath is real, and those who ignore God, who trivialize Him, who rebel against Him, who chose darkness rather than light will be punished, and God will triumph for all time!

Guide me today most Holy Lord as I worship you in Spirit and in Truth, serving among your people called Wesley United Methodist Church in Springfield Missouri.

Saturday, December 24, 2011

December 24, 2011

There is a quietness during this morning hour as I prepare for a long and fruitful day of pastoral ministry. We will host 5 worship services at Wesley, and I will preach the same message 5 times. I will spend a couple of hours fine tuning this 12 minute “Love’s Pure Light” message this morning. This will be my 25th Christmas Eve to lead worship, and the day always has a feel that is unique – partly it feels like a Sunday, but the morning is so quiet, the worship is different, and the expectations are so varied. Many people will come grieving the loss of loved ones, families with children come with great expectation, devoted followers of Christ come to worship the King whose second coming they anticipate, and seekers come, wondering if the Christmas story is real, if it has any relevance for their lives.

I have not written in this my journal for a couple of days, as I have had morning appointments – hospital visits, dentist visit, etc. Thus my blog has been silent. I have continued to read and meditate upon the daily scripture from the One Year Bible, as it marches through the book of Revelation.

Revelation 15

John sees seven angels with seven plagues, and a sea of glass mixed with fire, and standing on this sea are those who had come off victorious from the beast and from his image. “And they sang the song of Moses, the bond-servant of God and the song of the Lamb saying:
“Great and marvelous are Thy works, O Lord God, the Almighty; Righteous and true are Thy ways, Thou King of the nations. Who will not fear, O Lord, and glorify Thy name? For thou alone art holy; For all the Nations will come and worship before Thee, For thy righteous acts have been revealed.” (Verses 3-4)

In these verses I see revealed the language and the pattern of true worship – attributing to God His nature, character, His works and the response of coming to worship before Him. Marva Dawn has written a book entitled How Shall We Worship, which is based on Psalm 96. Reading Revelation 15, remembering these words recorded by John described as “The Song of Moses and the Song of the Lamb” my heart is drawn to worship the king on this morning of celebrating the birth of Jesus almost 2000 years ago.

Guide me today most holy Lord as I worship you during this brief earthly journey, and as I lead multiple services of praise and worship in the sanctuary at Wesley, and in the gym. I worship You this morning here in my house, and each place I go today I am singing your praises, especially praising You for “love’s pure light.”

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

December 21, 2011

It feels good to be up early on this Wednesday. My 18 mile run went well on Monday, completed in 3 hours 26 minutes, which was the time of my first marathon in 1981. With 6 ½ weeks to go until the Feb 5 marathon in California, I am feeling on track to complete it comfortably using the Galloway method of run-walk-run. Bethany flies in today to the new Branson airport on Frontier airline. It appears that the snow has cleared up that blanketed Colorado and Kansas yesterday. It will be so good to see her again and spend some time together over the next 2 weeks.

Revelation 12 - The Woman and the Dragon

This is a colorful and challenging chapter of scripture. I have read J. Ramsey Michaels’ commentary on Revelation for perspective. Remarkably, this chapter of Revelation is a description of the nativity – the birth of Jesus. Verse 5 “And she gave birth to a son, a male child, who is to rule all the nations with a rod of iron; and her child was caught up to God and to His throne.” Verse 9 describes the “great dragon … the serpent of old who is called the devil and Satan, who deceives the whole world…” This one “stood before the woman who was about to give birth, so that when she gave birth he might devour her child.” (Verse 4)

Reading the graphic images of this chapter four days before Christmas is powerful. I realize the eternal impact of the birth of Christ the conflict this caused in heaven and on earth. The conflict continues – evil is so very present on earth. “And the dragon was enraged with the woman, and went off to make war with the rest of her offspring, who keep the commandments of God and hold to the testimony of Jesus.” (Verse 17) I see this conflict playing out in world events and in communities around the Ozarks. I see it within the church, and within individuals.

The good news is that “Now the salvation, and the power, and the kingdom of our God and the authority of His Christ have come, for the accuser of our brethren has been thrown down, who accuses them before our God day and night.” (Verse 10)

Guide me today Lord as I live in the times between time. Today in the northern hemisphere is the winter solstice, the day the darkness peaks. Lead me in your light. Allow me to live as one who overcomes the darkness, evil, injustice just as you have overcome the world. Guard me from all the accusations of the evil one. Today I will hold to the testimony of Jesus, in the fullness of that witness.

Monday, December 19, 2011

December 19, 2011

Kim Jong Il, dictator of North Korea, the son of the founder of North Korea, died of a heart attack yesterday at 69. His young son is in line to lead the country, and much uncertainty surrounds the region. This is a tough issue to deal with, as South Korea and its capitol are so vulnerable to an attack from the north.

Yesterday was a good day of worship and witness as our children led Christmas programs in the gym at 9:30 and 10:45, in addition to the three services in the sanctuary. We now have this week to get ready for Christmas Eve, and the 5 services. Last night Audrey and I went to see the lights and a show at Silver Dollar City. It was a beautiful night, temperature in the mid 50s, and the Charles Dickens Christmas Carol was masterfully produced. We sat next to a hospice chaplain, and in front of a seminary professor, with whom we had great conversation.

Today I am scheduled to go on a long run, 18-19 miles in preparation for the Feb 5 marathon. Rain is in the forecast, and my body is resisting the thought of 3 ½ hours on the road. I will be out the door in about 30 minutes and see how it goes.

Revelation 10

The angel who stands with his right foot on the sea and his left foot on the land has a small scroll open in his hand. John hears the angel call out, and seven thunders answer with a roar. As he is about to write down what the thunders have said he heard a voice speak from heaven not to write it down. This leaves us who read this writing to wonder what exactly the seven thunders said. I am comfortable accepting that there are things that I am not privy to in the kingdom of God, and in this temporal life also. I must be diligent to pay attention to the things that are revealed, and to the areas in which I have responsibility.

Psalm 138

Verse 3: “You answered me when I called to you; with your strength you strengthened me.” Yes Lord! You have answered this man when I call to you, and I live in your strength. Guide me today as I push this body deeper into the training and further down the road to fitness. Guide my steps, guard my heart, strengthen my mind according to your will and plan. I am yours most holy Lord.

Saturday, December 17, 2011

December 17, 2011

At 9:00 this morning a group of men from Wesley will help Richard Fine and his family move in to his home in Battlefield. Richard has been appointed to launch a new church here in Springfield, probably between Battlefield and Republic. I will be there to say hello, then spend the morning working on my sermon "Jesus the Light of Love." This afternoon I have two appointments related to future weddings, then exercise, then home to continue to prepare for Sunday. Last night Audrey and I enjoyed attending a party for the Ozark Flying club, and developing new friendships.

Revelation 8

“When the lamb broke open the seventh seal, there was silence in heaven for about half an hour.” What a glorious and awesome event, the breaking of the seventh seal. I look forward to that day. It is in fact a terrible day, when on earth these events will bring death and destruction. But it is the beginning of the end, and those who follow Christ, whose names are written in the book of life will be saved. The people of the way will cheer!

Today Lord I celebrate your victory, and look forward to all the events prophesied in Revelation. May I live this day in light of your coming judgment, and also practice praising you as I will do for eternity.

Friday, December 16, 2011

December 16, 2011

I arose early and made two hospital visits. Now I am at my desk with a cup of coffee, and will consider Sunday’s scripture during these minutes of quiet reflection. Last night we had a very good church council meeting and approved the 2012 budget. It will be a year in which I need to have a systematic emphasis upon stewardship and generosity. Today I will write Sunday’s sermon, meet with one of the staff, and record a radio Christmas spot for Wesley. Tonight Audrey and I will attend a party for the Ozark Flying club, hosted by two of the pilots. I flew the Cherokee yesterday morning and made 4 great landings and lots of maneuvering around the airport as 6 Chinook helicopters where leaving.

I John 1

“This, in essence, is the message we heard from Christ and are passing on to you: God is light, pure light; there’s not a trace of darkness in him.” (Verse 5) This morning after visiting the hospital I witnessed the light of the sun beginning to climb above the eastern horizon. My heart was warmed, my spirit lifted. There is something intangible about light. Darkness can have the opposite effect – coldness, secrets, evil, and death happen in the darkness.

“But if we walk in the light, God himself being the light, we also experience a shared life with one another…” (Verse 7) Living in the light of God leads to the shared life, or fellowship with one another. Love does not happen in a vacuum. The body of Christ provides the tangibility of love as the light of Christ is fleshed out.

Guide me today, most holy Lord as I walk in your light, and live out your love. Guard me from any darkness, any doubt. Lead me powerfully among the children of light during these uncertain days. I pray that your light would emanate from my soul.

Thursday, December 15, 2011

December 15, 2011

Today I have blocked off some time to regroup and refresh. Tonight we have our final church council meeting of the year. It has been a good and also hard year in the life of Wesley. As the finance committee has labored over the budget for next year, I am looking forward to how God will move and bring fruit to the ministries of His body in 2012. As a pastor I have been strengthened and sustained to serve in this context. Just as my body is responding to the increased stress of the additional miles I am running in preparation for the marathon, my spirit has responded to the increased stress of the change and turmoil within the body of Christ.

Revelation 6

The Lamb breaks open the seals on the scroll one at a time, and various events unfold. After the first seal a white horse appears with a rider holding a bow and he was given a crown. After the breaking of the second seal a red horse comes out, its rider given the power to bring war on earth. A black horse appears after the third seal is broken, holding a pair of scales. When the fifth seal is broken John sees underneath the altar “the souls of those who had been killed because they had proclaimed God’s word and had been faithful in their witnessing.” (Verse 9) As I read this I picture those who have been martyred, such at Bonhoeffer, Paul, Peter, and including those during my generation who have been killed because of their faith. In this vision of heaven, the writer states “each of them was given a white robe, and they were told to rest a little while longer, until the complete number of other servants and believers were killed, as they had been.” (Verse 11)

At the opening of the six seal there was a violent earthquake, the sun became black and the moon turned completely red as the stars fell to earth. The sky disappeared like a scroll being rolled up and every mountain and island was moved from its place. It is hard to imagine such an event. I have often pictured these events happening as a result of a nuclear war on the earth. As I grew up during the “cold war” there was great concern that the U.S.S.R. and the U.S.A. would engage in such a war. Those days are past, but the tensions around the world between nations that do have nuclear weapons continue to heat up.

Today O Lord, I live with the hope of the resurrection. I have not suffered persecution. I bear the marks of the struggle and stress of the local church and life in community. I look forward to the time in which You will break the seals of the scroll. In my life Lord, be glorified. In my speech, my actions, my thoughts may your love and perfect will be embodied. Lead me not into temptation, but deliver me from evil. For thine is the kingdom, the power and the glory forever! Amen.

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

December 13, 2011

There is a cozy feeling this morning in this room (5:35 am) as I hear the raindrops on the skylight and feel the warmth of the gas fire. My trip to Columbia yesterday was interrupted by a squealing fan belt in the LHS. As I pulled off highway 63 south of Jefferson City, the noise stopped and I could smell burning rubber. Lifting the hood, there was no apparent damage, and the engine ran fine. I drove tentatively into Columbia and then home to Springfield with no additional problems. My hunch is that my air conditioning compressor seized up, and then broke loose. It will probably need to be replaced. It is interesting to go from a quiet drive to the uncertainty of a car that might not make it to the destination.

The book we discussed with the Bishop in Columbia was Kendra Creasy Dean’s Almost Christian. She will be a speaker at the upcoming Annual Conference in June. We considered the question “why are there so few people in our churches who are fervent prayers, who know and love the scriptures, and who serve confidently from a sense of being called and equipped? Arriving back in Springfield I went straight to the gym to work out, getting 60 pathetically lame minutes on the elliptical machine. At home I caught a little of the Rams on Monday night football, did some work on church financials, made a phone call to encourage a leader and thoroughly enjoyed a phone conversation with my daughter.

Today I have a full day of meetings, planning, and visits. I will work on sermon planning following morning devotions. The finance committee meets tonight for final consideration of the 2012 budget which it will present to the church council on Thursday night. On Thursday evening I will also present my final recommendation for worship times on Sunday Morning. This has occupied much thought and energy this year as a result of one of the prescriptions and the task force that has met regularly.

Revelation 4

Following the 7 letters to the churches, John looks and sees a door standing open in heaven, and in the spirit he visits heaven. He sees a throne and “One” sitting on the throne. 24 thrones were around this throne with 24 elders, clothed in white garments and with golden crowns on their heads. Seven lamps which are the “seven Spirits of God” were burning before the throne. A sea of glass like crystal was before the throne, and four living creatures around the throne. “They do not cease to say ‘Holy, Holy, Holy is the Lord God, the Almighty, who was and who is and who is to come.” (Verse 8) The 24 elders fall down before Him who sits on the throne, casting their crowns before Him and saying “Worthy art Thou, our Lord and our God, to receive glory and honor and power; for Thou didst create all things, and because of Thy will they existed, and were created.” (Verse 11)

Many hymns and worship songs have been written around the images and language of this chapter. Reading it this morning my heart stirs within me as I sing “Holy, Holy, Holy, Lord God almighty, early in the morning my song shall rise to Thee….” And “Thou art worthy, to receive glory… for thou hast created, all things hast created…” On Saturday I led a memorial service for a saint who is now in heaven, casting her crown around the throne, singing, dancing, and living the reality of heaven in the presence of God.

Today Lord, on earth as it is in heaven I desire to sing your praises, dance for joy, bow before you and live empowered by your Spirit. Guard me from the things of this earth that would pull my attention from you. Thank you for this glimpse, this vision of heavenly realities while I am still on this side of the curtain. Use me today in radiant ways, most holy Lord.

Sunday, December 11, 2011

December 11, 2011

Yesterday was a busy day! I exercised at the gym in the morning, prepared for and led the funeral, hosted a table at the mission dinner and opened/closed the evening musical. This morning at 8:15 and 11 the musical will be presented, and at 9:30 and 10:30 Pastor Mi Hyeon will be preaching.

I had an unusual dream last night. I was outside of church, but the facility was not Wesley. Two vans of painters were there on Sunday morning to start remodeling. I tried to find their foreman, and was delayed getting to the worship service. There was some confusion whether my watch was accurate or an hour behind – was it 8:30 or 9:30? This was a dream from which I was happy to be awakened.

Rev 2:18-29; 3:1-6

I have often found great benefit in reading the letters of Jesus to the 7 churches found in chapters 2 and 3. When I was a church planter, I led a Bible study covering these letters as a foundation for starting a new church. In today’s reading from the one year Bible, we have the letters to Thyatira and Sardis.

Jesus says “I know your deeds, and your love and faith and service and perseverance, and that your deeds of late are greater than at first.” This would be good for any church to hear from its Bridegroom. I hope that Wesley would be commended in this way. Love and faith are tangible in deeds and service. There is a crescendo of deeds getting greater, no backing off. May this be true of my ministry also.

Jesus does have something against this church – they “tolerate the woman Jezebel, who calls herself a prophetess, and she teaches and leads my bond-servants astray, so that they commit acts of immorality and eat things sacrificed to idols.” It is not exactly clear what is meant in this condemnation. The warning for me is to be ever so careful in discerning the motives and the fruit of individuals in the church. Unfortunately many churches “tolerate” people who are destructive to the body. In verse 21 Jesus says “I gave her time to repent; and she does not want to repent for her immorality.” Much care must be given to these matters in each church.

To the church in Sardis Jesus says “I know your deeds, that you have a name that you are alive, but you are dead. Wake up and strengthen the things that remain, which were about to die; for I have not found your deeds completed in the sight of My God.” (Rev. 3:1b-2) This could describe any number of churches today. I could see a whole book being written about how to “strengthen the things that remain.” This could be a great approach to visioning for churches – to discern what it is that remains, that could be strengthened, which were about to die.

Guide me today most Holy, Living Lord as I serve you through the church.

Saturday, December 10, 2011

December 10, 2011

I have been outside to look at the moon. The eclipse starts around 6:46 as the moon is setting. There is an ice fog into which the moon is sinking on the western horizon. The total eclipse will not be visible from Missouri, as it will happen after the moon is below the horizon.

Today I will officiate at the memorial service for Norma Stroebe at 2:00 pm. At 5:30 we host a dinner for women and children whom we have invited to the 7:00 pm Christmas musical. I will exercise this morning at the gym and then work around the house before heading to church before noon to begin final preparation for the funeral. This is a busy time of year, with many opportunities to serve Christ through His body the church.

Amos 1-3

The shepherd-prophet from Tekoa announces God’s judgment upon Damascus, Gaza, Tyre, Edom, Ammon, Moab, and also Judah and Israel. In chapter 3, verse 8 he says “a lion has roared! Who will not fear? The Lord God has spoken! Who can but prophesy?” The content of these chapters seems remote and a little strange to read on this day in December in the Ozarks. And they remind me that God is God, that He speaks to His people, and desires their devotion. I am also reminded that all of life is within His sight, and every action, whether righteous or evil will be ultimately rewarded, even if in this life it seems that people get away with murder, and good deeds go unnoticed.

Guide me today Lord as I proclaim your word, witness to the faithfulness of one of your precious daughters, and live with faith and zeal for your kingdom. Bless the Christmas Musical and all those who participate.

Friday, December 9, 2011

December 9, 2011

“Yet even now, declares the Lord, return to Me with all your heart, and with fasting, weeping and mourning; and rend your heart and not your garments. Now return to the Lord your God, for He is gracious and compassionate, slow to anger, abounding in lovingkindness, and relenting of evil.” (Joel 2:12-13) The prophet has been given a message for the people of God living in Judah around 835 B.C. He uses the historical plague of locusts experienced in his day followed by a severe draught to call the leaders to proclaim a solemn assembly for national sorrow, repentance, and deliverance. In chapter two he becomes the prophet of pentecost, seeing a day when God will pour out his spirit on all flesh.(Joel 2:28)

As I read these first two chapters I am reminded that God is God. That God loves His people, desires all people to experience his love. I remember that God gives messages to his servants, and his call always is for people to come to him with broken hearts and humility. He is slow to anger and abounds in lovingkindness. My privilege is to proclaim this among his people in my generation, and to extend his gracious invitation to those around who are spiritually asleep.

Simply following the One Year Bible reading plan has brought me to read the great prophet Joel this morning. My spirit is refreshed with this message of God’s judgment, God’s invitation, and God’s promise that “I will pour out My Spirit on all humankind.” Like those who have lived and died before me, today I will walk in the power and the presence of Christ in me, the hope of glory. May it be so, most holy Lord.

Thursday, December 8, 2011

December 8, 2011

The month marches on! It was good to share a Christmas lunch with the Wesley staff yesterday. I met with several people throughout the day, and in the evening met to plan Norma Stroebe’s funeral. I will prepare the bulletin and order of worship today. I am looking forward to breakfast with a retired pastor, another interview for a potential new staff, a meeting with Rainbow network and a couple of coaching calls this afternoon. Tonight the Staff Parish Relations committee meets to consider staffing and salaries for 2012.

Jude

This epistle was written either by Jesus’ half brother or possibly a cousin of Jesus, depending on who the James is that he refers to as his brother. His main theme is to counter the false teaching that threatens the church. He says “these are the ones who cause divisions, worldly-minded, devoid of the Spirit.” (Verse19) It seems that Jude and Peter were very concerned with the rapid infiltration of false teachers into the fledgling church.

Beginning in verse 20, Jude turns his attention away from false teachers and encourages the church: “But you, beloved, building yourselves up on your most holy faith; praying in the Holy Spirit; keep yourselves in the love of God, waiting anxiously for the mercy of our Lord Jesus Christ to eternal life.” (Verses 20-21) I hear these words coming directly to Bruce Baxter this morning – to be building myself up on a most holy faith, praying in the Holy Spirit, keeping myself in the love of God while waiting anxiously for the mercy of Jesus to eternal life.

In verses 22-23 Jude describes three different approaches to different types of people – mercy on those who are doubting, on others snatch them from the fire, and for still others have mercy with fear, hating even the garment polluted by the flesh. This reminds me that the gospel must be applied individually, and there is no “one size fits all” in ministry.

The words of verses 24-25 have been used in the church as benediction language, and this morning I take them to heart: “Now to Him who is able to keep you from stumbling, and to make you stand in the presence of His glory blameless with great joy, to the only God our Savior ...

Guide my steps today, most Holy Lord, keep me from stumbling, and let me stand in the presence of your glory blameless with great joy. As I live fully this 8th day of December, I follow your leading and serve you with obedience.

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

December 7, 2011

Today is the 70th anniversary of the attack on Pearl Harbor. Last night while Audrey and I were preparing Christmas gifts for the staff of Wesley we had the 2001 Pearl Harbor movie on the TV. My mother lost friends at Pearl Harbor who were on the Arizona. It is hard to imagine the gravity of the Japanese decision to make a surprise attack on the Pacific fleet, and the resulting 4 years of carnage, culminating with the atomic bombs dropped on Hiroshima and Nagasaki in Japan, the first on August 6, 1945, and the second on August 9, 1945. The coordinated attack of 9-11-01 by al-Qaeda was compared to Pearl Harbor, killing about the same number of Americans, and also resulting in wars lasting 10 years in Afghanistan and Iraq.

Today in Springfield Missouri there is relative peace. The last American troops are coming home from Iraq by the end of the month, and our troops in Afghanistan only occasionally make the news with reports of military deaths. It is ominous to think about who might be planning the next surprise attack, or what forces are at work behind the scenes to cause destruction or decline. I believe it is helpful to ponder how God is at work in ways invisible to the human eye and the news media, to bring about good and advance His kingdom. The church is a big part of that plan, and it is my privilege to have a leadership role in the United Methodist branch of the church. The weight of this role is heavy, and the reach is broad. I must daily be strengthened by God’s powerful presence and promises to move forward with confidence and courage.

I John 3:1-14

The Apostle writes this short letter to Gaius, commending him for “walking in truth.” John goes on to say “you are acting faithfully in whatever you accomplish for the brethren, and especially when they are strangers” (Verse 5). This morning I desire to continue walking in truth and acting faithfully in whatever I accomplish for the brethren. This involves a regular attention to God’s word, faithful preparation for weekly worship, careful design of discipleship systems, investment in the lives of leaders and also the least, the lost and the lonely. Today my opportunity is to encourage the men and women who serve on the Wesley church staff at the lunch today. I will use this chapter of scripture to do so.

Verses 6-8 commend Gaius for supporting those who “went out for the sake of the Name”. John states that when we support such people we are “fellow workers with the truth.”

In this letter Diotrephes is mentioned as one who “loves to be first” and rejects what the apostle says (verse 9). Demetrius “has received a good testimony from everyone, and from the truth itself” (verse 12). The church is made up of all kinds of people, including modern Diotrephes and Demetriuses.
The apostle closes with the words “peace be to you. The friends greet you. Greet the friends by name” (Verse 14). May it be so, that peace would be the operative principle among the followers of Christ.

Lord, may this day unfold in ways that please you. May my words, actions, countenance, and presence be a walking in truth and acting faithfully in whatever I accomplish for the believers. Use me as your servant.

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

December 6, 2011

I am still feeling the effects of the 16 miles I ran yesterday at just under a 12 minute mile pace. Audrey and I worked around the house, as we decided to move the staff Christmas party to the church, instead of here at our house. In the evening we went out to dinner and then saw Tower Heist, which was better than we thought it would be.

This morning I will pray with two early surgeries, pray with the staff at 9:15, worship planning at 9:45, spring 2012 planning at 11:30, and staff planning over the noon hour.

2 John

The Apostle greets a “very special woman and her children.” This seems to be
language of greeting to a church, written during dangerous persecution in language that was not direct or explicit. The gist of this short epistle is to obey the truth, believing that Jesus Christ came in the flesh and to avoid the heresy being circulated that he did not have a human body. John also exhorts the recipients of this letter to love each other. Believe, love, obey – similar to his teaching in I John.

Today is the day that you have made, most Holy Lord. A light dusting of snow has surprised the weather forecasters. As I walk with you I expect surprises all along the way. Guide my steps, my heart, and my mind as I apply all to serving you today.

Monday, December 5, 2011

December 5, 2011

Olive oil, motor oil, cod liver oil – illustrations I used for peace with God, peace with self, and peace with others yesterday. These seemed to work well on this communion Sunday on which we brought white Christmas gifts for people in Honduras, Harmony House, Rare Breed and toys for Crosslines. Today I plan a long run in the cold morning, using Galloway’s method. It will take most of 3 ½ hours and should allow me to have more energy and initiative for the rest of the day. We host the staff Christmas party on Wednesday, and will be spending all available time between now and then getting ready.

I John 5

“If we believe that Jesus is truly Christ, we are God’s children. Everyone who loves the Father will also love his children. If we love and obey God, we know that we will love his children. We show our love for God by obeying his commandments, and they are not hard to follow. Every child of God can defeat the world, and our faith is what gives us this victory.” (I John 5:1-4) As I read these sentences penned by the Apostle John in his later years, there is a simplicity about these instructions –believe in Jesus, obey his commandments, love his children. It is good for me to receive this from the apostle that Jesus’ loved. I am a pastor of a large and complex church with many activities. Believe, love and obey were the three words in John Wesley’s seal, and I wonder if he derived them from this chapter.

Guide me today most holy Lord as I believe You are the Christ, as I obey your commands and as I love your children on this 5th day of December.

Saturday, December 3, 2011

December 3, 2011

Last night Audrey and I enjoyed the bi-district clergy Christmas party hosted by Kingsway. The program was improvisational comedy by two local comedians who really entertained us. I had good conversations with pastors and their spouses around the room. Many pastors are experiencing pain from difficult situations in their churches. One asked if I would consider conducting a visioning session in January.

Yesterday I worked well on my sermon, withdrawing to the Hebrews Coffee shop with my laptop, had good meetings with staff and staff-parish members, and worked on correspondence and tasks. Today I will attend the Men’s group breakfast, stop by the college student room where care packages are being prepared, and attend the annual UMW Christmas brunch with the installation of officers. I have the afternoon to exercise, work on sermon and perhaps make a home visit.

I John 3:7-24

“God wants us to have faith in his son Jesus Christ and to love each other. This is also what Jesus taught us to do.” (Verse 23) As I sit here this morning with the gas fire warming up the room, this verse impacts me as a simple and direct word – believe in Jesus and love each other. Today as I go about the work of pastoring, I will cultivate faith in Christ, and share with all I meet the love God has given me for the people of Wesley and for all people, including those who do not yet recognize the need for a shepherd.

Guide my steps, my words, my countenance most holy Lord. I am your servant, privileged to live in this era, serving you in this church.