Wednesday, May 30, 2012

May 30, 2012

On this mission choir trip my journaling is by hand in the bound journal similar to the ones given to each participant. Following is a transcription from yesterday:

Tuesday, 8:20 am Burlington, W. Virginia; I am well-rested, well-fed, and have enjoyed a cup of coffee. Revelation 17 has given me a vision of the woman, the whore of Babylon, drunk in the blood of the saints. This violence of the end times reminds me of Hitler and the horrors of WWII – unimaginable, but so real. The life I live is so much easier then this which is described – but could turn horrific at any juncture. I desire to make every moment count, not waste a single moment.

11:30 am Amphitheater- Our crew finished at the playground in about 45 minutes, and now we are here at the amphitheater on the grounds of the Burlington campus. The project is a ramp, but is slow getting started. I will lead a painting project this afternoon in 2 offices. Most of our kids are not engaged, and they are being patient. Finding enough work is always a challenge for a host site.

9:00 pm After dinner – Mark and I drove the church bus to Keysor (20 minutes) and picked up the catered order of chicken, potatoes, mac and cheese and cole slaw from KFC. The shift manager could not figure out how to ring up 210 chicken strips, so she attempted to do this one at a time. After waiting for this process for about 30 minutes, she finally called a manager and figured out a better way. Upon serving the chicken strips to the kids, we realized we were shorted. I called and spoke to the shift manager, who said that there was a pan they forgot to give us. I asked if they could bring it to us, and they refused. Rev. Rich Hogg, our host, offered to drive me there in his Jeep Liberty to retrieve them, which we did. I convinced the manager to throw in some chocolate cakes, which she reluctantly did.

10:00 pm Group worship and devotions – We are assembled in the large gym where we sleep, and as is our evening custom, are circled up with three students leading a time of singing, with most of the students worshiping in great sincerity and truly praising God for his goodness, surrendering their lives through the words of the songs to his purposes. Julie continues to teach on the prodigal son. Tonight the phrase “he began to be in need.” Sin promises more than it delivers – it takes us further afield than we ever intended to go, and the father waits for us to return. His grace is there before we realize it. The prodigal began to feel the need…

11:30 pm As we start heading to bed, I took possession of the Frisbee and soccer ball that were about to be the evening recreation. Julie had instructed us to proceed from family groups to bed with a sense of quiet meditation. I have helped that process along. It has been a good day.

Friday, May 25, 2012

May 25, 2012

Today we leave on the youth choir mission tour! Tonight we stop in Indianapolis and tomorrow night we arrive in Burlington, West Virginia. I am packed and ready for this adventure. During these quiet moments I will read from Revelation and listen for God’s nudging.

Revelation 13

John sees a beast coming out of the sea with 10 horns and 7 heads. It resembled a leopard but had feet like a bear and a mouth like a lion. (Verses 1-2) Many people have speculated what the symbolism here means. This morning I will not guess at what it means, but as I read this chapter I realize that there will be cataclysmic power and control on earth by the beast and the dragon, at war with the lamb. There will be a system whereby no one can buy or sell without the number of the beast on right hand or forehead (a bar code or chip implanted?) “This calls for wisdom. If anyone has insight, let him calculate the number of the beast, for it is man’s number. His number is 666. (Verse 18)

It is so peaceful out my door this morning, in this quiet neighborhood, with order and rule of law that is fair and well-administered. I realize that in many parts of the world today there is chaos and rule of might with wicked people taking advantage of weaker and vulnerable people. This vision of the beast and the dragon gives the reader a glimpse into the conflict at the end of life as we know it. Hitler and World War II came close to embodying a government ruled by a beast. As we study history we know that there is the possibility of horrific leaders.

Yesterday was another very good day of ministry. I met at the church for prayer, then had a good meeting with one of our pastors. I visited the hospital, shared lunch with the team of leaders who prepared and executed the Mission Blitz. In the afternoon I spoke with a person with relational difficulties, and then met with a bride and groom and another pastor about their upcoming wedding. In the evening I mowed the lawn, packed, fixed a leaking toilet, and prepared to travel with the choir tour. The availability of internet and time to blog might be restricted on this trip, I will try to keep up this daily practice, but it might be somewhat intermittent.

Guide me Holy Lord, today and each day of this journey. I look forward to walking with you in community with the youth and adults on this trip. My hope is in You, and I believe in the things that I cannot see. Increase my faith today and each day, Holy Lord.

Thursday, May 24, 2012

May 24, 2012

The writer John describes an incredible vision in Revelation chapter 12 – He sees a woman in heaven, “clothed with the sun, and the moon under her feet, and on her head a crown of twelve stars; and she was with child… Another sign appeared in heaven: and behold, a great red dragon having seven heads and ten horns, and on his heads were seven diadems.” (Verses 1-3) The remainder of the chapter describes the struggles, in heaven and on earth between the dragon, the woman, God and the earth.

After the dragon was thrown out of heaven, John hears a loud voice in heaven saying: “Now the salvation, and the power, and the kingdom of our God and the authority of His Christ have come, for the accuser of our brethren has been thrown down, who accuses them before our God day and night.” (Verse 10) I find this description of Satan, the personification of evil to be very helpful- “the accuser of our brethren” as there seems to be so many instances of the negative voice, the reminder of guilt that is unhealthy and unproductive which come straight from Satan.

Reading Revelation a chapter a day is a wild experience! Life is pretty calm and placid around here, and I know that underneath the apparent peace there is great spiritual conflict, and I am reminded of this as I read this last book of the Bible. I want to live fully aware and engaged in all that is going on. It is a matter of faith for me to believe that God will guide me and keep me in the balance of awareness and perfect peace. Guard me from naiveté most Holy Lord. Lead me in thy righteousness. Use me as a servant leader to bear fruit during this brief life on earth, as I anticipate eternity in your presence.

Yesterday we had very good executive staff meeting, followed by other meetings including the Alpha steering committee and the final new member class. In that class I was privileged to lead in a time of commitment and special prayer around receiving and reaffirming the salvation and Lordship of Christ. I also spoke briefly to the choir inviting them to the Wesley Leadership experience. In the middle of the afternoon I completed a biannual flight review and the instructor signed me off for another 2 years of being an active private pilot.

My new Droid Razor Max was delivered yesterday, and I have successfully activated it. However, I do not yet have access to my contacts or previous text messages, which I hope to resolve today with a trip to the Verizon store. I have been trying this morning to get online information, to no avail. I have an unsettling feeling whenever I switch devices, that I might permanently lose information, or pictures, etc. Usually it works out. I can live with this unsettled feeling, it is part of change. I wish everything stayed the same and I did not have to learn new devices or transfer data. Life is always changing. It is good for me to experience these feelings about change, as they happen in every area, and most people have negative or resistant feelings about change.

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

May 23, 2012

The two witnesses are given authority and they prophecy for 1260 days, clothed in sackcloth. (Revelation 11) “These are the two olive trees and the two lampstands that stand before the Lord of the earth.” (Verses 3-4) The beast will overcome them and kill them, and their bodied will lie in full view of the peoples, tribes and nations, and they will not be permitted to be buried. After 3 ½ days the breath of God will come into them and they will stand on their feet, and great fear will fall upon those who are watching them. (Verses 7-11)

I remember reading this chapter as a teenager and wondering if I would see this event in my lifetime, and wondering who these two witnesses might be. I still wonder these same things. With the invention of the television, and now the internet, worldwide viewing of dead bodies is possible. Two people prophesying with power would attract much attention, especially if they opposed that which is politically correct, and the powers of the world. Conjecturing who and when this might be should be done with much caution.

Today will be a full day of ministry with our executive staff meeting this morning, lunch with staff, a meeting, and then tonight the new member class and the Alpha planning team. I will take a break in the afternoon to take my biannual flight review with an instructor John Savage. This will authorize me to fly for two more years. I have a flight medical scheduled for June 4. There is a new Droid Razor Max headed my way, arriving by UPS sometime today. I look forward to setting it up. Last evening I finished the oil change on the motorcycle, analyzed the fuel leak, and pondered how to address it. I am leaning to taking it to a motorcycle mechanic and also having him mount the two tires I have acquired. Then it should be good for the summer riding season. I also replaced the garage door switch and began to fill the wading pool we set up on Monday. This morning one of our toilets has failed to stop running, and I will replace the valve tonight or tomorrow. As I anticipate being gone on the choir tour for 9 days I am trying to get as much completed as possible.

Guide me today, most holy Lord. May I speak your message of hope and forgiveness, and also bear witness to your power even as it is not seen by the world, and the message of your judgment is not welcome. Give me the diligence and wisdom to lead and serve.

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

May 22, 2012

Today is the one-year anniversary of the Joplin Tornado. Last night President Obama spoke at their high school commencement. It was a Sunday last year, and I took a picture of a gorgeous double rainbow over our house during that stormy late afternoon. At the time I had no idea of the death and devastation which had just occurred 70 miles to the west.

Yesterday I had a good day of chores and tasks around the house. Audrey and I went for a 3 mile walk. I mowed the back lawn, changed the oil in the Explorer and was working on the Concours when I realized I did not have an oil filter for it. I spent a fair amount of time upgrading my Droid. There is a Droid Razor Max on its way to my door, to arrive by tomorrow night. I look forward to its 4 G speed and long battery life. Audrey and I had pizza and watched the movie “Rainmaker” recorded on our TV.

Revelation 10

John sees “another strong angel coming down out of heaven, clothed with a cloud; and the rainbow was upon his head, and his face was like the sun, and his feet like pillars of fire; There are 7 peals of thunder which spoke, and as John was about to write down what they said he heard a voice from heaven forbidding him to write, saying “seal up the things which the 7 peals of thunder have spoken, and do not write them.” What a mystery this is! I can only imagine what might have been said and then sealed up.

In verses 8 and 9 – “and the voice which I heard from heaven, I heard again speaking with me, and saying, ‘Go, take the book which is open in the hand of the angel who stands on the sea and on the land…take it, and eat it…” There is a similar occurrence in Jeremiah 15:16 in which he is praying and he says to God “Thy words were found and I ate them, and Thy words became for me a joy and the delight of my heart; for I have been called by Thy name, O Lord God of hosts.” In this NASB Bible that Audrey gave me to celebrate our engagement on July 17, 1982 I have written by this passage in Jeremiah “I desire to do this on a daily basis 8-30-83.” In the intervening 29 years I have daily experienced God’s words as a joy and the delight of my heart.

Guide me today, most holy One as I lead and serve You as pastor here in Springfield. May your word continue to lead, guide, empower, inform and order my life and witness during this short earthly life.

Monday, May 21, 2012

May 21, 2012

The fifth angel opened the bottomless pit(Revelation 9: 1-11)from which locusts came with power given them to torment people who did not have the seal of God upon their foreheads. They have as a king over them the angel of the abyss whose name is Abaddon, or in Greek Apollyon.

The sixth angel sets free 4 angels who were bound at the great river Euphrates. These four angels were prepared to kill a third of mankind. There was a 200 million man cavalry on horses from which proceed fire and smoke and brimstone. The conclusion of the chapter: “And the rest of mankind, who were not killed by these plagues, did not repent of the works of their hands, so as not to worship demons, and the idols of gold and of silver and of brass and of stone and of wood, which can neither see nor hear nor walk; and they did not repent of their murders nor of their sorceries nor of their immorality nor of their thefts.” (Verse 20-21)

This chapter has wild imagery. It is hard to interpret. Reading it I have a sense of the end of the world, and technology is part of it. People who worship idols and refuse to repent of their immorality are headed for judgment. I see the world spiraling in that direction, with Jesus Christ as the only hope.

Today will be a beautiful day of weather, and I will carefully use this day off to recharge my batteries, and to prepare for the 9 day youth choir trip (May 25 – June 2). I need to replace my Droid X phone, as I am eligible for a new one, and having dropped this one, the screen is slowing bleeding out. I will choose between the Droid Razor, and the beefier battery version. I do not look forward to the time this will take, nor to the hassle of negotiating with the Verizon folks about my account. (I will explore some options online.) I will exercise today, change the oil in the Explorer and Concours, mow the back lawn, and tidy up my study. Audrey and I will also sit down and plan our schedule for July, how we might best use the time away.

Last night I attended a meeting of youth and their parents who are going on the Choir Mission trip. It was a good meeting, and I am looking forward to this trip. My goal is to journey with our youth and adult sponsors in a way that allows me to get to know them, and for them to get to know me. It has not been easy to clear my calendar for these 9 days, but since I have been planning it for months, I have been able to keep these days clear of appointments and commitments.

Guide me today, most holy Lord as I take sabbath from the daily work of pastoring. May this day allow my mind, heart, soul and body to be refreshed and renewed. I look forward to walking with You each step of the way.

Sunday, May 20, 2012

May 20, 2012

“Let us therefore be diligent to enter that rest …” This morning in all four worship services we will fully consider the rest that is promised, which is a new and improved rest, better than the rest of the garden of Eden, the promised land, or even of the Sabbath. I just experienced a night of good rest (including a dream about going to a new dentist, with all the complications of not knowing my way around). There are so many people in the church who mirror the Hebrews addressed in the epistle who have not entered the rest promised by God.

Hebrews 4

In addition to the teaching on rest, and the Biblical thread from Eden to Eternity, verse 12 is a great commentary on the power of scripture: “For the word of God is living and active and sharper than any two-edged sword, and piercing as far as the division of soul and spirit, of both joints and marrow, and able to judge the thoughts and intentions of the heart.” I have experienced the living power of God’s word in my life, and I desire to preach it, teach it, and demonstrate it by living it every day. As I prepare to head out with our youth choir for 8 days, I am looking forward to living my faith in the presence of community, and sharing together the word of God, receiving as well as giving examples.

Guide me today, most holy Lord, as I have the privilege of pastoring your flock called Wesley United Methodist Church in Springfield Missouri. Use my words, my countenance, my thoughts and responses to bring you glory and to minister to people. Fill me today with your Spirit to overflowing. Bless the family of Ed Powlishta as they celebrate his funeral in Troy, Missouri.

Saturday, May 19, 2012

May 19, 2012

There is a rest for the people of God! Tomorrow the theme for the day comes from Hebrews chapter 4 and reminds us that God has prepared this rest. I am looking forward to celebrating weekly worship at Wesley as we continue to examine the teaching from this letter to the Jewish Christians, and how it applies to us who live in Springfield Missouri and planet earth in the 21st century.

Revelation 8

The seventh seal is broken and there is silence in heaven for about half an hour. Angels around the throne sound their trumpets, and hail, fire and blood were thrown to the earth. A great star falls from heaven and many people on earth died as the waters were polluted and a third of the sun, moon and stars were darkened. An eagle flying in mid-heaven announces “woe, woe, woe, to those who dwell on the earth, because of the remaining blasts of the trumpet of the three angels who are about to sound!”

This chapter reminds me of a nuclear holocaust that could end life as we know it on earth. It could also be brought about by some astronomical phenomena, and it reminds me that now is the time to worship God and to love neighbor. Like the TV show Survivor, there is limited time, and then the judgment. This judgment is not by those voted off, but by God who sees and knows all things.

Audrey is safely home. I picked her up at the airport last night and at home we had our final “survivor date” of the season, as we watched the final episode recorded by our DVR on Sunday night. It is an interesting social and physical interaction.

Today I have a wedding at 3:30 and the rest of the day available to prepare for Sunday and the upcoming days as I leave with the youth choir mission trip on Friday for 9 days. Yesterday I recorded the first part of the sermon I will preach on June 3, the day we return.

Guide me as I live today for you, most Holy One. Guard me from thinking that what I can see is all there is to life. Show me ever more clearly your way, your truth and your life. This is the day You have made, I will rejoice and be glad in it!

Friday, May 18, 2012

May 18, 2012

Revelation 7 - The 144,000, the innumerable in white robes, the four spirits of destruction delayed, the majestic worship around the throne.

This chapter inspires me and challenges me to live completely surrendered to God, and fully expecting trouble in this life, glory in eternity.

I will meet my childhood friend Jeff and his wife Debbie this morning at the airport as they prepare to depart for home. They have been in Branson all week. This afternoon Brian and I will film the 12 minute exegesis portion of my June 3 sermon as I prepare to travel with the youth mission choir trip. Tonight I have a wedding rehearsal and my love returns from Los Angeles!

Yesterday I joined pastors from large churches across Missouri and we had a good peer mentoring meeting with the bishop (our last one of this two-year process) around the book Focus by Weems, and we talked mostly about General Conference and the future of the church. Last night our church council met and though there was light attendance, we had a good meeting as the oversight board of the church.

Guide me Holy Lord as I live for you today.

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

May 16, 2012

The body of Christ is beautiful, holy, set apart by God. As I prepare to read a chapter from John’s Revelation, I meditate upon the church, Christ’s body. In John’s day it was under assault, persecuted fiercely, and needing a word of hope. In this current era, the church is in various conditions around the world. Where I live there is no persecution of the church, and one of its greatest challenges is that of seeming to be self-sufficient, taking care of its own needs.

Revelation 5

There is an unopened book, sealed with seven seals and the question is posed, “who is worthy to open the book and to break its seals.” Initially no one is found who is worthy, and then “a Lamb, standing, as if slain, having seven horns and seven eyes, which are the seven spirits of God, sent out into all the earth. He took the book, and the creatures and elders around the throne sang a new song saying “Worthy art Thou to take the book, and to break its seals; for Thou wast slain, and didst purchase for God with Thy blood men from every tribe and tongue and people and nation. And Thou hast made them to be a kingdom and priests to our God; and they will reign upon the earth.” (Verses 9-10 NASB)

This chapter closes with John witnessing worship at its highest, which he describes in verses 13-14 “And every created thing which is in heaven and on the earth and under the earth and on the sea, and all things in them, I heard saying, ‘To Him who sits on the throne, and to the Lamb, be blessing and honor and glory and dominion forever and ever.’ And the four living creatures kept saying ‘amen.” And the elders fell down and worshiped.” What a scene. It is good for me to read this account and to recognize that as a pastor I am called to lead the body in worship of God and the Lamb.

Yesterday was a good and long day of worship planning, coaching, and meetings. Today will be more of the same, with a breakfast meeting, a staff lunch, afternoon meetings, and a new member class tonight. As this is “bike or walk” to work week, and Brian has registered Wesley as an employer, I plan to ride my bicycle at least once this week. It could be that I ride this evening, as I would have time to clean up before teaching the class, though it would mean riding home in the dark. I will see how the afternoon goes.

Guide me today, most holy One, as I serve in your kingdom of priests. Use my words, thoughts, prayers, plans and conversations to your glory.

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

May 15, 2012

Revelation 4 – John sees “a door set open” and is invited up to heaven. There he describes his vision of the throne, the four creatures, the 24 elders and what they were doing and saying. It is inspiring for me to read this chapter, to remember the reality of heaven, and the glimpse afforded by this revelation. I will meditate upon it throughout this day.

I will read and write for the next hour, then get ready for the office. I will get an hour in before my 7:30 breakfast appointment. We have worship planning this morning, and in the afternoon I will be coached by Doug and then coach a pastor who is moving. Today is the deadline for coaching certification with CAM, which I mailed on Saturday. Tonight we have Staff Parish committee. As I look at the schedule, this will be a pretty typical week in the life of this pastor. I have a wedding on Saturday, and will complete our last Bishop’s peer mentoring group on Thursday.

Yesterday I worked around the garden in the morning, digging out pesky Bermuda grass and planting 3 additional tomato plants. I also shaped up the Burning Bushes and applied Round Up to the Bermuda grass encroaching on the berm in the back yard. After lunch I read on the back porch, and then rode the Kawasaki to the Wilson Creek National Battlefield, where I bought another annual pass. At the Battlefield I trekked 4.7 miles up and down the Wire Road and through the corn field. It was a good workout as I ran-walked, and I have always wanted to explore the Wire Road to the southwest boundary. The weather was beautiful; I came upon 5 turkeys plus numerous rabbits and squirrels. In the evening I barbequed dinner and read plus a little watching of a movie set in post World War I Morocco with the French Foreign Legion guarding an archeological dig.

Guide me today Lord as I have energy and enthusiasm for this early start. Thank you for this vision of heaven, keep me mindful all day of this reality. Use me as your servant in every setting. May your kingdom come, your will be done on earth as it is in heaven today.

Monday, May 14, 2012

May 14, 2012

Revelation 3 – Jesus’ words to Sardis, Philadelphia and Laodicea. In these three letters to the angels of three churches in Asia, Jesus commends and rebukes. He is hard on Laodicea stating that they are lukewarm, and he will spit them out. His advice: “buy from me gold refined by fire, that you may become rich, and white garments, that you may clothe yourself, and that the shame of your nakedness may not be revealed; and eyesalve to anoint your eyes, that you may see.” (Verse 18). I am interested to see what Daniels does with this letter in his book Seven Deadly Spirits.

One of my favorite verses of scripture is verse 20: “Behold, I stand at the door and knock; if anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in to him, and will dine with him, and he with me.” What a great invitation! I have heard his voice, and accepted his invitation. For 38 years I have been dining with him, feasting at his table, walking in his ways. I desire to finish well, to avoid all traps of the evil one, and to give heed to these seven letters, applying them to my life and the life of the churches for which I have responsibility.

Today I welcome the unscheduled “day off”, sabbath from a long and strenuous week. The upcoming week will be equally strenuous, with evening commitments for the next 5 days. I will read, recreate, work around the house and garden, and recharge my internal batteries for the work to which I am called and equipped. Thank you Lord for your word, and for a fruitful day of ministry and service on Mother’s day. Guide my steps today as I look to you for strength and renewal.

Sunday, May 13, 2012

May 13, 2012

Mothers’ day and graduation Sunday! At Wesley we will celebrate this morning across the building. Yesterday we had 3 weddings, I performed one at a banquet center, one at Wesley and Pastor Mi Hyeon performed one in a backyard. Audrey and Bethany are having a good time together in California.

Hebrews 13

Nurture love of the brothers and sisters. Do not neglect hospitality (literally love of strangers), for by this some have entertained angels without knowing it. Remember the prisoners. I know three men who are in prison, and I am corresponding with a mother who hopes to come to Wesley when released later this year. I am remembering them this morning, and will correspond with them this week.

Honor marriage, and let the marriage bed be undefiled. President Obama made headlines this week as he endorsed gay marriage. This seems to be so far from the Biblical teaching, yet it is politically correct in our pluralistic society. It makes sense to me that unmarried people should have certain legal rights available, but gay marriage seems like an anathema.

Let your character be free from the love of money, being content with what you have. (Verse 5) This is a huge issue in our culture. It obviously was 2000 years ago also, and will probably always be! Money has power, and directly competes with the soul for worship. The best way to break this power is to give it away, and recognize the source of all provision is God.

The Lord is my helper, I will not be afraid, what shall man do to me? (Verse 6) This is a quote from Psalm 118:6 and is a great reminder that I trust in God, that He is my shield and protector. Fear is so inhibiting. Trust in God is so freeing!

Guide my words, my steps, my interactions today, most holy Lord as I serve you as an undershepherd at Wesley.

Saturday, May 12, 2012

May 12, 2012

Revelation 2 - Letters to the churches of Ephesus, Smyrna, Pergamum and Thyatira

Each of these letters from Jesus to the angel of the church has specific commendations and criticisms. For example, in the first letter, Jesus praises the church in Ephesus for its deeds, toil and perseverance. They are also commended for the way they “put to the test those who call themselves apostles, and they are not, and you found them to be false.” (Verse 2) His criticism of the church at Ephesus is in verse 4: “But I have this against you, that you have left your first love.” His instruction is to remember back to that love, do the deeds they did at first.

As I read this chapter I am pondering what a letter from Jesus to Wesley UMC in Springfield might contain. This could be a great project for any church to undertake, discerning what the Spirit is saying to the church. It would also be easier if that letter simply came in the mail! These 7 letters in chapters 2 and 3 are great material to study and meditate upon.

Today I will officiate at two weddings, one in Nixa at a banquet center, and one at Wesley. I will also work on my sermon for tomorrow as I develop this Mother’s Day message. Guide me Holy Lord as I serve you today, laboring in your fields which are white unto harvest.

Friday, May 11, 2012

May 11, 2012

Jesus Christ is the firstborn of the dead, who loves us, and released us from our sins by His blood. He has made us to be a kingdom of priests to His God and Father; to Him be the glory and the dominion forever and ever. John the revelator makes these statements in verses 5-6 of the opening chapter of Revelation. This morning As I struggle to wake up and convince my body that this is the day the Lord has made, these words from the last book in the Bible encourage my spirit and awaken within me the desire to serve God with my whole being.

I am reading a book by T. Scott Daniels entitled Seven Deadly Spirits which takes an interesting approach to the 7 letters to the 7 churches of Asia in chapters 2 and 3 of Revelation. I have always found these letters to be helpful in leading the church; in fact as I started a new church I began forming the launch team with a Bible study of these letters. Daniels develops the theory that the 7 angels of the churches are corporate personalities, or collective spirits. He uses the work of Walter Wink, including Unmasking the Powers: The Invisible Powers that Determine Human Existence (1986). I will continue pondering this approach as I pastor the church called Wesley in Springfield and appreciate its collective spirit.

Today I have two wedding rehearsals and a movie screening, and tomorrow there are the two weddings. I am leaning into this day and all that lies ahead as I serve Christ within the kingdom of priests which He has made us to be. Guide my steps today, most Holy Lord.

Thursday, May 10, 2012

May 10, 2012

Today I will host a high school student who is a member of Wesley and will job shadow me in the morning. He is interested in a vocation in the church, and I welcome the opportunity to talk with him about pastoring. At noon I will drive Audrey to the airport where she catches a flight to Los Angeles for a Mother’s day visit to Bethany at Azusa. Tonight I will make phone calls related to the Lay Leadership team nominations. Tomorrow I have two wedding rehearsals, and then the two weddings on Saturday. Last night I met with a couple whose wedding will be at Wesley in August, and then co-taught the new member class with Pastor Mi Hyeon.

Psalm 103
Bless the Lord, Oh my soul, and all that is within me bless his holy name! Yes, amen, so be it.

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

May 9, 2012

It is 4:44 am and I am up with energy for the day. The birds outside are making a racket! I planted tomatoes and okra last evening, and will spread weed ‘n feed on the dewy grass at first light. I am working harder on my lawn this year as I realize how important it is to Audrey to have it look nice. Working in the garden feels almost like a chore, but it is a good chore that keeps me close to the natural processes and connects me with my father’s love of gardening, and the human heritage of horticulture. Yesterday I dug up a wonderful moth that was still in the ground, not quiet complete from the caterpillar stage. I loosely placed a plastic container over it to provide it shelter through the night. I will remove it this morning and see what it looks like.

The General Conference of the United Methodist Church came to an unusual finish on Friday night in Florida as the Judicial Council ruled at 4:00 pm that the restructuring plan adopted by the Conference was unconstitutional. The conference met until midnight without approving another restructuring plan. It did, however, reduce its overall budget by about 7%, dismantled “guaranteed appointments”, and managed to stay out of the national spotlight. I am reading Lovett Weems’ Focus for the upcoming bishop’s peer mentoring group. He makes many suggestions for all levels of the United Methodist church including the General Conference, the Annual Conference and the Local Church. I am hopeful for the future of our connection, even though this recent General Conference was contentious and characterized by lack of trust.

Psalm 28 (chosen because I have not read Psalms lately)

“Blessed be the Lord, Because He has heard the voice of my supplication. The Lord is my strength and my shield; My heart trusts in Him, and I am helped.” (Verses 6-7a) Yes, You Lord are my strength and my protection, I trust in You, most Holy One. Even though many live with blatant disregard for who You are and what You do, I will trust You every day, and live everyday for Your kingdom and Your glory. Use me on this Wednesday according to your purposes, most holy Lord. Guard me from any discouragement; guard me from settling for anything less than Your holy purposes in my life.

Monday, May 7, 2012

May 7, 2012

Yesterday was a good day of worship and ministry. I launched a sermon series on Hebrews and recieved good feedback on my message. Communion was especially meaningful to me. I baptized two cousins, the great-great grandsons of Rev. Tate, who I knew as an elderly retired pastor in the 1980s because of his Asbury connections. In the afternoon I was totally depleted, and rested until bedtime, then slept well for 8 hours. As I awoke this morning my phone said “fully charged”, which is also how I feel.

Last night I finished Bryan Clay’s autobiography “Redemption.” It has made an impact on me that is powerful. I will reflect upon his inner thoughts concerning competing in the decathlon and my inner thoughts as I prepare and deliver sermons. The book is copyright 2012 and in the epilog he says he has his sights on the 2012 Olympics. On the internet I have discovered that the Olympic trials are in June. I will see if I can get an update on his current progress.

II Peter 2

I read this a few days ago, but it did not soak in. I have reread it carefully this morning, and received the full impact of its message. It is essentially a message to avoid false teaching, and especially those teachers who lead hearers back into indulging the flesh and despising authority. God rescued Lot, who was “oppressed by the sensual conduct of unprincipled men” (Verse 7). This current generation, like every previous generation is composed of many who “indulge the flesh in its corrupt desires and despise authority. Daring, self-willed …” Verse 10). It seems that it is always difficult for the church to speak against indulging the flesh, as this soon degenerates into condemnation and legalism. Leaders who live holy lives might be the best remedy and the best example for the church to avoid the sensuality of the age.

Guide me today, most holy Lord as I seek to follow You and to live an exemplary life. May this day of rest be fruitful and may all my activity be obedient to Your will and purposes. In the mighty name of Jesus the Christ. Amen.

Friday, May 4, 2012

May 4, 2012

I will play racquetball at 7 am this morning with Jerry, Alex, and Charlie, all of whom are strong players. I am joining the group for the fellowship with the hope that I do not get injured! Yesterday I passed the final part of the Commercial driver’s license exam, and will now be licensed to drive the church bus. Last evening we had a great celebration of the spring life group season with 220 folks gathered for dinner and the Skinny Improv performance. Today I will host a lunch for retired pastors associated with Wesley. As this is the last day of General Conference, we will discuss its implications, and generally get reconnected. Tomorrow I will speak at a memorial lunch for Mike Witte, who died of cancer.

II Peter 1

“…Giving all diligence, add to your faith virtue; and to virtue knowledge; and to knowledge temperance; and to temperance patience; and to patience godliness; and to godliness brotherly kindness; and to brotherly kindness charity. For if these things be in you, and abound, they make you that ye shall neither be barren nor unfruitful in the knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ.” (Verses 5-8) I have always appreciated this list of things that bring about fruitfulness in the life of the believer. In 1977 I spent two days alone in a cabin in Kentucky studying these verses and seeking to gain full understanding. Now, 35 years later I am still seeking to understand and apply them to my daily life.

As I read the autobiography of Bryan Clay, who is an APU graduate, silver medalist in the decathlon in 2004 Olympics and gold medalist in 2008, I realize the tremendous devotion and diligence he applied to being fruitful as an athlete. He was and is also a dedicated follower of Christ. His story inspires me to be equally diligent in my walk with God, seeking to excel in the practices that Peter names in these verses.

Guide my steps today, most holy Lord as I add to my faith virtue, knowledge, temperance, patience, godliness, brotherly kindness and charity. Use me as your servant pastoring in Springfield, Missouri.

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

May 2, 2012

It is well with my soul and my body! Yesterday was a long day after a short night of sleep, and it ended well with 8 of us around the table for a lay leadership meeting. It was a very good meeting, as we discerned replacements for SPR and Annual Conference. Today I will work on my sermon, meet with the Wesley pastors, have lunch at Ridgecrest around the book Reverberation by Jonathan Leeman, and finish the day with three nearly simultaneous events – the children’s musical, the new member class, and the last night of the Green Room.

I Peter 5

The apostle Peter addresses pastors as “your fellow elder and witness of the sufferings of Christ”. He gives instruction: “shepherd the flock of God among you, exercising oversight not under compulsion, but voluntarily, according to the will of God; and not for sordid gain, but with eagerness; nor yet as lording it over those allotted to your charge, but proving to be examples to the flock.” (Verses 1-3) These verses remind me of Ezekiel 34 and his warnings against false shepherds, and instructions to true shepherds. As a pastor in my 30th year, I welcome Peter’s instructions and Ezekiel’s warnings. From my days in seminary I have had a sense that God was calling me to have an impact on the training of pastors.

Guide me Lord today as I shepherd, serve, and lead Your sheep. May my words, plans, actions, presence and example be fruitful in the advancement of Your kingdom. Guard me from the pitfalls of this role, and use me to encourage pastors and those who are considering your call upon their lives for vocational ministry.

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

May 1, 2012

There was a thunderstorm in the wee hours of the morning, as I received two overnight phone calls – one from an unknown long distance dialer who apparently called me by mistake, and another a couple of hours later from the Wesley security company telling me there was a burglary alarm – a motion detector activated. I texted Jerry and he was on top of it.

Yesterday Audrey and I worked hard in the garage to sort through boxes in the garage, most of which had come from my parent’s house. We consolidated, eliminated and made tough decisions about what to keep, sell or pitch. There is a large pile with the trash can at the curb this morning, including a poster my parent's friends made for their return from their honeymoon (hard to discard, but one of the many things that we cannot carry around for the rest of our lives!) In the evening I went for an hour motorcycle ride, and was plenty tired at bedtime.

I Peter 4

This chapter starts and ends with the topic of suffering – since Christ has suffered in the flesh, each believer should “arm yourselves also with the same purpose, because he who has suffered in the flesh has cased from sin.” (Verse 1)

“The end of all things is at hand; therefore, be of sound judgment and sober spirit for the purpose of prayer. Above all, keep fervent in your love for one another, because love covers a multitude of sins.” (Verses 7-8) As I read these verses I am mindful of John’s vision and chapters 2-3 of Revelation to the angels of the 7 churches, especially the emphasis on the urgency of the present times, and the need to keep fervent in love for one another in the body of Christ.

Guide me today, most holy, soon-to-return Lord. Lead me in the path of sound judgment and sober spirit.