Friday, December 31, 2010

December 31, 2010

12-31-10 Friday, 7:47 am; 39 degrees, sunny.



Yesterday while Audrey and Bethany were shopping at the mall, I went to Borders book store and found a book called The Spiritual Classics which summarizes the works of 25+ writers and leaders. It seems to be a very helpful synopsis, well written and useful as I grow in spiritual formation. Now to finish the last two chapters of Revelation.

Rev 21

John is taken in the Spirit and views New Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven as a bride prepared for her husband. God is the temple, God’s glory the light. The gates of the city never shut by day, and there won’t be any night. Nothing dirty or defiled will get into the City, and no one who defiles or deceives. Only those whose names are written in the Lamb’s book of Life will get in. This chapter should be read by anyone who is contemplating the end of life or its eternal nature. Reading this puts the here and now into perspective.

Rev 22

Continuing the vision, the Angel showed John the river of life, as it flowed from the Throne of God and the Lamb, down the middle of the street. The tree of Life (compare with Gen, garden of Eden) was planted on each side of the River, producing 12 kinds of fruit, a ripe fruit each month. The leaves of the Tree are for the healing of the nations. God’s servants will offer God service – worshiping, they will look on his face, their foreheads mirroring God.

Given the urgency of the times, verse 10 instructs us not to put this prophecy away on the shelf because time is just about up. “Let the evildoers do their worst and the dirty-minded go all out in pollution, but let the righteous maintain a straight course and the holy continue on in holiness.” (Verse 11) Yes! Come, Master Jesus! (verse 20)

I desire to live my life with the expectancy and hope of the reality of this vision of eternity. Even as I enjoy the benefits of living in a well-ordered society, affluent with all that I and my family need, I keep the vision of heaven on my mind, and this spurs me on to even greater devotion to Christ and commitment to the cause of making fruitful disciples who worship, care and serve.

Yesterday I was reading chapter 2 of Steve Rankin’s manuscript “The trajectory of Christian Maturity”, and also the book Real-life Discipleship by Jim Putman. At the bookstore yesterday I also picked up a book about the D-Day invasion, which describes the origin of the Army Rangers. This morning I was musing about a parallel concept of developing spiritual “special forces”, those who go above and beyond the regular work of disciples. Hmmm. In the coming year I will do focused develop of disciple-making in the church. Guide me holy Lord as I invest this last day of 2010 in light of eternity.

Thursday, December 30, 2010

December 30, 2010

12-30-10 Thursday, 5:56 am


Yesterday we went out to breakfast with Joyce and Frank, after watching the Today show in bed. I think I forgot to read scripture before eating breakfast. I will not beat myself up too severely, but will launch into scripture here and now. I am finishing up Revelation, and the Minor prophets. As I was waking up, I was picturing Don Bounds, and Mildred Hilme. I am not sure why, but am praying for both of them this morning.

Rev 20

The binding up of Satan for 1000 years, the reign with Christ of those beheaded for their faith. Next the Devil is released for a short time, in which he deceives millions, who attack the Beloved City, but are destroyed by fire from heaven. The devil, the Beast and the False Prophet are hurled into the lake of fire and brimstone, in torment around the clock for ages without end. The white throne judgement is described, with the books where opened, including the Book of Life. “The dead were judged by what was written in the books, by the way they had lived.” (verse 12b)

Reading this, I wonder about Hitler, about the holocaust, about future deceptions, and future Armageddon. The book recording my life is still open, with much yet to be recorded. I desire to live fully for Christ and the church, investing daily my energy, time, emotion, mind, heart, strength in advancing the kingdom of God. As I rest during this break at the end of the year, restore and refresh me, most Holy Lord.

Malachi 1

God of the angel armies is not pleased with the worship offered by the priests and the people of Israel. They have minimized worship, and the temple, and the animals they bring for sacrifices are not their best. I take note of this indictment against the chosen people, and will guard against it in my life, and in the life of the church which I have the privilege to pastor. Guide me Lord as I seek to worship you in spirit and in truth, offering the very best I have in praise of your Holy Name.

Monday, December 27, 2010

December 27, 2010

12-27-10 Monday, 6:55 am Springfield, 15 degrees, clear and cold!

Yesterday was a very good Sunday. Bruce Boehmer did an excellent job preaching, and over 700 people attended Wesley the day after Christmas. I made four significant pastoral visits, one in my office following the last worship service, one at a family’s home, and two at the hospital. I was privileged to be used by God in these lives discussing deep matters of life’s hurts, addictions, frailties, and eternity.

Rev 18:1-24

This chapter contains the vision John had concerning the destruction of Babylon, the great city with which the kings of the world committed adultery. The merchants of the world grew rich selling her all the materials she consumed in her luxurious lifestyle, and it was destroyed suddenly, leaving the world’s sellers without a buyer, and the kings of the world dismayed. As I read this chapter, several thoughts run through my mind – 1. The consumerism of our economy, especially now that the access to the world’s markets and suppliers is so direct. 2. Individual extravagance, compared to a simple life of basic needs. 3. Wondering what city or nation will become the Babylon of this chapter.

A few nights ago Audrey and I watched a 30 minute television show about a monastery in Europe whose CD of Gregorian Chant has hit the top 10 charts. This show was a good look at the monastic life. I have been influenced by Benedictine spirituality since my days in seminary when I was introduced to Thomas Merton and his monastery near Louisville. Dennis Okholm has written Monk Habits for Everyday People which makes application of the practices of monasticism for protestants. This is one intentional way to avoid the excesses of Babylon.

Guide me today Lord as I prepare for this next week. I am mindful of the consumer luxury infused in this culture, and I desire to live faithfully for you in every way, every day.

Sunday, December 26, 2010

December 26, 2010

12-26-10 Sunday, 6:15 am Springfield, 19 degrees, windy

I am looking forward to worship this morning. Bruce Boehmer will be preaching, and I will be in each service, doing the welcome, the morning prayer, the benediction. Ed is out sick today, as he was for Christmas Eve. Bethany is singing with Lauren and Rochelle, and Priscilla is playing the piano and leading some of the congregational hymns.

Yesterday, Christmas day was a wonderful holiday around the Baxter house. David and Danelle were with us, as was Bethany. We slept in until about 9, after the 5 Christmas Eve services. We opened presents until about noon, and then got ready for hosting the Collettes for dinner. After a beautiful ham dinner with all the sides, we enjoyed pie and coffee, fudge and candy as we watched from beginning to end “It’s a Wonderful Life”.

Rev. 17:1-18

John is taken in the Spirit to see the great judgement of the harlot riding a scarlet beast with 7 heads and 10 horns. The angel leading John explains some of the judgement. Reading these verses reminds me of the unseen realities, and of the cosmic end times. I am living today in a period of relative calm but even so I understand the vulnerability of world power and the susceptibility of world rulers to corruption, etc.

Guide me today Lord as I lead the church called Wesley on this Sunday (boxing day in England), as we worship and adore your Holy Name, and offer our lives as your servants.

Friday, December 24, 2010

December 24, 2010

12-24-10 Friday, 7:20 am Christmas Eve! 31 degrees, very light rain.

Today we expect 1700+ worshipers in the 5 services, beginning at 3:00. The pastors and worship team are prepared, and I am looking forward to each aspect of this peak day of ministry and outreach to those asleep in their faith, and those who are nominally churched, as well as the committed – fully devoted followers of Christ. I will work on my sermon here at home for a couple of hours this morning. I am feeling more prepared than usual for family gift giving tomorrow, as my presents are wrapped, and I have inserted surprises into stockings.

Psalm 143:1-12

I picture this could be the prayer of many who will come tonight – “losing all hope” (verse 4); “thirst for you as parched land thirsts for rain” (verse 6); “my depression deepens” (verse7); “let me hear of your unfailing love each morning” (verse 8); “rescue me from my enemies” (verse 9); “may your gracious Spirit lead me forward” (verse 10) “bring me out of this distress” (verse 11); “in your unfailing love, silence all my enemies” (verse 12).

It is good for me to read this Psalm as giving voice to the cries of the hearts of those who will come tonight seeking something, and needing the unfailing love of God to fill and raise up and give hope for this life and the life to come. Guide me as I bring a message of hope and light for all the world.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

December 22, 1010

12-22-10 Wednesday, 5:34 am Springfield, 25 degrees, windy, clear – Saturn bright in the eastern sky.

Yesterday was a full and fruitful day. The funeral lunch for the James family was so well done, the visitation and funeral of Louise James in the sanctuary went well and was well attended, and the graveside committal service was a meaningful conclusion to the process. Last night 40 staff and spouses gathered for the Christmas party at Riad’s restaurant, with great energy and good conversations around the tables.

This morning I will join our team which welcomes students to York Elementary School. Later today we will meet to coordinate final details of Christmas eve services. Dave Synder is predicting 1-3 inches of snow on Christmas eve, with maybe some freezing rain. This developing weather could provide a great ambiance to the evening services, and could also impact attendance. There are television and radio ads inviting people to the five services. This evening David and Danelle will join us for dinner, and begin a visit that will last through Christmas afternoon. It will be great to see them again. Last year their Christmas visit was cancelled because of the inclement weather.

Rev 12:18-13:18

The beast with 7 heads and 10 crowns comes up out of the sea. A second beast with two horns and the voice of a dragon comes from the earth, builds a statue of the first beast, makes it speak, and causes everyone to worship the statue. In order to buy food, everyone must have the mark of the beast on their forehead or their right hand, its number is 666. This vision of the end times with the mark of the beast is the topic of much speculation. Could it be related to future use of bar codes or micro chip technology that is scanable and will be required for commerce? How close are we to these end times?

This morning I am convinced that the best way to live is with the expectation that the end times could be near at hand, and my life should be ordered accordingly. I do not think it is helpful to speculate about every detail, and which country or leader might be part of this vision. I realize that the world as I know it could melt away in a moment, and this fuels the intensity and focus of my journey today. Complacency is one of the most dangerous enemies of the church, and reading this chapter today compels me to zealously guard against it. Guide my steps, my words, my thoughts, my planning today in ways that bring honor to the King of kings and advance the Light of the world in this generation. Amen.

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

December 21, 2010

12-21-10 Tuesday, 6:20 am Springfield – 41 degrees, cloudy.

There is a lot to be done today! We have staff prayer at 9, worship planning at 10:15, a funeral lunch at 11:30, funeral at 2, and staff Christmas party from 6-9. Lord, give me the strength, wisdom and courage to do all that needs to be done to serve you with joy today.

Rev 12:1-17
This is a most interesting chapter. It involves the vision of a woman giving birth, and opposed by the dragon. Jesus is clearly the child that is born, and Satan is the enemy. There is great tumult, great conflict that ensues, with specific details. This chapter reminds me of the real and present conflict in this world of the powers and principalities warring against God and the people of the Way. I must never forget this unseen, but very present darkness, and struggle in every way, fully utilizing the spiritual power of the weapons described in Ephesians 6.

Dr. Jim Combs, (now attending Wesley) has written a study guide to Revelation entitled Rainbows from Revelation, which I find helpful. His interpretation of this chapter is that it is partly a flashback, and mostly a look into the future conflict during the tribulation. This is one among many interesting possibilities. This book of Revelation is so valuable for the believer to study, ponder, read, absorb. And, I observe that many people avoid this book of the Bible because of its complexity, and because of the conflict that it describes, still to come on earth.

Guide me Lord as I live out this season of my life, during this period of history on earth. Even as the moon was fully eclipsed by the earth last night, guard me from this present darkness, and may the light of Christ never be eclipsed by anything that would come between me and your eternal light. Amen.

Monday, December 20, 2010

December 20, 2010

12-20-10 Monday, 8:19 am Springfield, 25 degrees, cloudy.

I am looking forward to this day. After a busy weekend I have this unscheduled time to practice sabbath. Regularly the days of the week roll by, and I am pleased with my investment of energy and time, with the ebb and flow of focused effort, and intentional rest. It is hard for me to stop working once a week, and with many things pending for tomorrow, including a funeral and a staff Christmas party, there is some work I must do (like a farmer with his livestock fallen into a pit).

Last night I took some groceries to the home of Skip and Tawnya, a couple I have been working with for about 18 months. He called me when he came out of prison and was homeless. He has committed his life to Christ, and is trying to make good decisions. They are living totally on the edge of survival, and when I can I help them with some food. They were living 40 miles out of Springfield in Everton, which made it hard to help. This month they moved back to town, and live around the corner from Broadway UMC, where he has attended the last couple of Sundays.

Psalm 139

“O Lord, you have examined my heart and know everything about me. You know when I sit down or stand up. You know my thoughts even when I am far away.” This is a beautiful prayer in a very special Psalm. It reflects how precious each human is to God, and thus the value we humans have in God’s sight.

Today, as every day, I commit my thoughts, actions, goings and comings to your will and purposes. Amen.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

December 19, 2010

12-19-10 Sunday, 5:55 am Springfield, 31 degrees, partly cloudy.

This morning I will lead in worship as we wrap up the 4 week study on angels. The angels and the shepherds are a delightful incident in scripture, recorded in Luke for all generations. It is such a privilege for me to shepherd the flock called Wesley. I am thankful for this calling and for this congregation.

One of our members died last night, Louise James. She was 87 and a retired music teacher. She had been a big part of the Wesley choir and music program, and I hope that many of our choir will be able to sing at her funeral, probably on Tuesday at Wesley.

Last night as I was in my study, working on my sermon, I entered a familiar zone of prayer and deep meditation. I often emerge from this time with freshness and good ideas for the message I am preparing. The thought occurred to me that there might be a special unseen presence of angels in that room, as I develop the message that God is pressing upon me. Guide me today as your messenger, shepherd, watchman, guide and guardian. May my spirit, my physical presence, my whole being serve your holy purposes today, and every day until my home going or your return.

Saturday, December 18, 2010

December 18, 2010

12-18-10 Saturday, 7:30 am Springfield, 19 degrees.

Bethany made it home from Los Angeles last evening. It was so good to see her and have her in our home for 10 days. She had a good 7th semester at Azusa Pacific University, and it is hard to believe she is half way through her senior year. We will have a great holiday visit with her and then she will be off to finish college. Today I will work on tomorrow’s sermon, develop the flow of January 16 worship, meet with an engaged couple, and exercise ( I have not logged 7000 paces, the minimum target, all week).

Habakkuk 1-3

This prophet has a vision and conversation with God. His main point is to ask why people more sinful than Judah would be used to punish them. God decries people who trust in their own strength (1:11). The last few verses of Habakkuk have inspired me throughout my walk with God. They are a commitment to be a disciple, essentially for better or worse, richer or poorer, etc. “Although the fig tree shall not blossom, neither shall fruit be in the vines; the labour of the olive shall fail, and the fields shall yield no meat; the flock shall be cut off from the fold, and there shall be no herd in the stalls: Yet I will rejoice in the Lord, I will joy in the God of my salvation. The Lord God is my strength, and he will make my feet like hinds’ feet …” (3:17-19 KJV)

Lord, even in this day of plenty and of peace in our land, I realize that many people are hungry and subject to violence, injustice, fear and disease. May I never trust in my own strength, but totally lean upon your power and your holiness. I am yours today.

Friday, December 17, 2010

December 17, 2010

12-17-10 Friday, 6:52 am Springfield, 25 degrees, cloudy.

Yesterday morning I woke up in Eureka, near St. Louis. I had made an onsite visit with a pastor and his staff parish committee, as I represented our conference’s Board of Ordained Ministry. Planning to return home by 11, I found myself in the middle of a very light freezing rain, that turned Hwy 44 into a parking lot. Fortunately, I was able to find a hotel and got a short night’s rest, and then was at Wesley by 9:45 am. I led a peer mentor group for several pastors, month 14, and we discussed how to have crucial confrontations when needed. Jerry and I met and made final preparations for the evening’s church council meeting, setting our 2011 budget,which went very well. I also finally got a flu shot yesterday.

Today I my work will focus on my sermon for Sunday, and I will also get a start on my sermon for Christmas Eve. I am looking forward to both of these opportunities to share the good news of Jesus Christ. Pastor Mi Hyeon and I have an interview with a person applying for one of our open positions. This evening Bethany flies home from college in Los Angeles, and we are eagerly looking forward to her visit. David and Danelle will be able to spend a couple of days with us next week. I love this time of year!

Nahum 1:1 – 3:19
The destruction of Ninevah (capital of the cruel and defiant Assyrians) predicted. Nahum’s message came about 150 years after Jonah and his reluctant ministry in Nineveh. Verse 15 is similar to Isaiah 52:7 and probably the basis for Romans 10:15. Nahum 15: “Look! A messenger is coming over the mountains with good news! He is bringing a message of peace. … Your wicked enemies will never invade your land again. They will be completely destroyed.”

The angels announced good news to the shepherds, a message of peace on earth, good will to all people. The enemy of death will be completely destroyed. This is the subject of my sermon for Sunday, part 4 of my angel series.

Revelation 8:1-13
The Lamb broke the seventh seal and there was silence throughout heaven for about half an hour. John saw the seven angels who stand before God, and they were given the seven trumpets. Another angel with a gold incense burner came and stood at the altar. “And a great amount of incense was given to him to mix with the prayers of God’s holy people as an offering on the gold altar before the throne.” (verse 3)
It was at the altar of incense in the temple that Zechariah saw the angel Gabriel, who announced to him the birth of his son, who would be John the Baptist. I wonder if there is a connection with this angel at the altar in heaven?

Today we have established a day of prayer (and fasting) at Wesley. God’s holy people will spend time in the sanctuary praying for the upcoming Christmas eve services, and the Spring series “Life Hurts, God Heals”. Guide me today Lord as I pray, and work, writing, planning, developing ideas and ministering to your people in this age.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

December 15, 2010

12-15-10 Wednesday, 6:19 am Springfield, 25 degrees.

Last night the first “Kids of Creation” Christmas program was a delightful success! Audrey played the piano accompaniment as the kids sang songs and heard the real story of Christmas, written by Bria Cole. I made opening comments to a sanctuary 2/3 full of parents, grandparents, friends and family. Audrey and I went out afterwards for a tasty dinner at Celeito Lindo. Today I have the morning in the office, lunch with the pastors as we evaluate our work for the past year and look to the coming year, and then I drive to St. Louis to participate in an onsite visit of a pastor who is applying for full ordination next year. I will meet David for coffee on my way into town.

Revelation 6:1-17
The Lamb breaks the first six seals on the scroll one at a time, each accompanied by an appearance of a horse and rider, battles, slaughter, war, martyrs, earthquake, blackened sun and reddened moon. Reading these verses again (having been reading them with interest since 1974) I am reminded that the earth and its people are headed for a cataclysmic end times. The recipients of this vision, living in about 90AD, persecuted by the Roman government with believers being murdered and publicly executed, were encouraged by this vision and assured that their faith was not in vain.

As I grew up during the cloud of fear called the cold war, when the U.S. and Soviet Union threatened to nuke each other, the possibility of a fiery end to life as we know it was on our minds often. Now that the U.S.S.R. is no longer a super power, the proliferation of nuclear weapons continues to be an issue, with rogue states like Iran and North Korea developing the technology to deliver this type of destruction.

I have no control or influence over these international issues. I do have the daily opportunity to worship the Lamb who sits on the throne, and serve God with my life in this generation. “Oh, praise the Lord, all you servants of the Lord, you who serve at night in the house of the Lord. Lift up holy hands in prayer, and praise the Lord. May the Lord, who made heaven and earth, bless you from Jerusalem.” (Psalm 134:1-3).

I am your servant, use me on this day to embody your will and purposes. Mindful of the end times, lead me in the present times to encourage, equip, empower, inspire, heal and forgive. Surround me with your light, guard me from this present darkness. Come Lord Jesus.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

December 14, 2010

12-14-10 Tuesday, 6:25 am Springfield, 24 degrees, wind 10 mph from the south.

Yesterday I finished the family Christmas letter, did some Christmas shopping, exercised, read, and in the evening worked with Audrey to organize our family room downstairs. We are still sorting and storing boxes and misc. family mementos from my parents house. Will my adult children someday sort and store the stuff we are accumulating?

Rev 5:1-14

The apostle John sees a scroll, and no one is worthy to open it. Then the lamb, who was slaughtered, with 7 horns and 7 eyes, and he took the scroll. The 24 elders sang a new song, including these words “your blood has ransomed people for God from every tribe and language and people and nation. And you have caused them to become a Kingdom of priests for our God. And they will reign on the earth.” (verses 9b-10)

We who live under the new covenant, who are followers of the Way, are part of this kingdom of priests. This is similar to the language Peter used in his second epistle. The full implications of this are immense. Martin Luther worked are elevating the role of believers as he began the protestant reformation. The 20th century witnessed the rapid increase of the operational use of the gifts of the Spirit. What will be characteristic of this century? What will the movements be that shape and move the church in the United States, and around the world?

Guide me Lord as your servant in this age. Guard me from living in the past or the future, empower me to serve among your Kingdom of priests. On this Tuesday, let my words, thoughts, actions and responses be pleasing to you, my Lord and my King.

Monday, December 13, 2010

December 13, 2010

12-13-10 Monday, 6:35 am Springfield, 6 degrees, wind chill -6.

Yesterday was a great Sunday at Wesley. Even as I was recovering from a stomach virus that jumped me suddenly on Saturday night, the Christmas musical could not have been more powerful with its message of God’s plan for salvation. My sermons at 9:30 and 10:30 about Joseph’s encounters with angels in his dreams were okay, I would give them a 7 on a scale of 1-10. I will download it to my mp3 and listen to it this week, as part of my endeavor to increase the effectiveness of my communication.

Today I will pursue sabbath. Reading a book with that title by Wayne Muller from Bethany’s library, I know I need to rest, recreate, and recharge throughout the year, and especially during this season. As we live in a very busy and tired generation, I must demonstrate God’s plan for a day of rest out of every 7. And, it is so hard to set work aside, especially the work of pastoring and leading the church.

Revelation 4:1-11
In this part of the vision, John sees an open door to heaven, and is transported there in the spirit. He describes the throne, surrounded by the 24 elders, the 7 torches, the 4 living beings who continually said “Holy, holy, holy is the Lord God, the Almighty – the one who always was, who is and who is still to come.” (verse 8). The 24 elders lay their crowns before the thrown and say “You are worthy, O Lord our God, to receive glory and honor and power. For you created all things, and they exist because you created what you pleased.” (verse 11)

This glimpse into heaven stirs my heart, and leads me to worship right now. It also reminds me of the language of the great worship hymns and songs down through history, to this current day. There is a beautiful stained glass window above the balcony facing south at Wesley with a crown at the center. Yesterday I was focusing on that crown, remembering the reign of Christ, and also the crown that is prepared for each believer.

You are holy, you are worthy, O Lord and I give you glory, honor as you created all things, including me in your holy plan. I worship you today, and look forward to the day when I will place my crown before your throne.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

December 11, 2010

12-11-10 Saturday, 6:20 am Springfield, 48 degrees, raining.

Elizabeth Edward’s funeral will be today at the Edenton Street United Methodist Church in Raleigh, North Carolina. Yesterday I had the privilege of officiating at the funeral of Bill Hensley, a retired Springfield police officer and member of Wesley. Today I will attend the birthday party for Jesus at Wesley, work on my sermon, pray and support the dinner tonight for special guests connected with agencies around town, and then enjoy the evening performance of the Christmas musical. It would be easy to get overwhelmed as a pastor during this season. And, we have a great team and powerful opportunities for ministry.

Rev 2:18-3:6

Letters to the churches of Thyatira and Sardis. In these two serious letters Jesus commends Thyatira for love, faith, service, and patient endurance. But He has a complaint against this church for tolerating “that woman – that Jezebel who calls herself a prophet – to lead my servants astray.” To the church at Sardis, He states that though they have the reputation for being alive, they are really dead. He tells them to “Wake up!”

“Anyone with ears to hear must listen to the Spirit and understand what he is saying to the churches.” (3:6) My ears are open to what God’s Spirit is saying to the churches, in this letter, and in 2010. I desire to understand, interpret, and act upon God’s instructions. Guide me holy Lord as your servant in this age.

Friday, December 10, 2010

December 10, 2010

12-10-10 Friday, 5:15 am Springfield, 30 degrees, clear.

Today we host the funeral service for Bill Hensley at Wesley, and make our final preparations for the weekend, which will include our Christmas Musical, a Saturday dinner for special guests, Saturday evening special edition of the musical, and four Sunday morning services. Yesterday my trip to Rolla was very productive as 5 of us from around the state were trained to be team leaders to Mozambique. Last night I met briefly with our Mission Outreach team and at length with our finance-trustee committee as they proposed a budget for 2011.

Reading The Story of Asbury Theological Seminary by Kinghorn I was surprised to learn that its second president, J. C. McPheeters (1889 - 1983) was born and raised in southwest Missouri. I had the privilege of hearing him preach in chapel, and even the special joy of eating lunch with him once in the seminary cafeteria in about 1981. For 18 years he was the founding pastor of Glide Memorial Methodist Church in San Francisco. Pondering his life has led me to ponder mine, returning to my passion for spiritual formation and the “long view of a short life”. I need to continue developing this emphasis.

Amos 1:1-3:15

This prophet, whose name means “burden”, is called from the humble life of a shepherd in Tekoa, to bring messages of destruction to Israel, Judah, and surrounding countries, all resulting from disobeying God’s purposes, lounging in luxury gained by fraud and deceit, and ignoring the poor. May God guide me in this generation as I preach the Word, teach the Way of Jesus, and live out my calling as a shepherd.

Rev 2:1-17 (Reading from Goodspeed’s translation)
Letters from Jesus to the angels of the churches of Ephesus, Smyrna, and Pergamum. Ephesus is commended for hard work and endurance, but chastised for not loving as they did at first. Smyrna is commended for suffering through distress, poverty, and slander, and encouraged not to be afraid, as they will receive the crown of life and not be hurt by the second death. There is no correction or chastisement for the church of Smyrna. I went to the Smyrna elementary school in second grade in Louisville, Ky. The church in Pergamum is commended for being faithful, even as Antipas was put to death among them. They are chastised for allowing the false teaching of Balaam, and the Nicolaitans in their church.

As a pastor, I have always found great comfort, wisdom, and challenge in the seven letters of Jesus to the seven churches. As a church planter in 1990 I developed a Bible study based on these seven letters which I conducted in homes from Oct – Dec in preparation for the launch of SunRise in March of 1991. As I have been invited to preach there on the 20th anniversary of that first Sunday, perhaps I should use these 7 letters as a basis for a “Letter to SunRise” modeled in this same style.

I am yours today, most Holy One. Use me as your shepherd through this day of funeral and preparation in and around the church.

Thursday, December 9, 2010

December 9, 2010

12-9-10 Thursday, 5:54 am Springfield, 30 degrees, wind 10 mph from the south.

This morning I drive to Rolla for a day of being trained to lead a team to Mozambique. It will be a long day, and a good investment of my time. In 1985 I was the first conference coordinator of Volunteers in Mission, and in conjunction with the New York office I developed the first leader training events. Tonight we have the finance/trustee meeting to set the budget for 2011, and this will be an interesting meeting.

Revelation 1:1-20

This is the beginning of the revelation that God gave to John while exiled on Patmos. He sees Jesus, and speaks to him. He learns of the seven angels and the seven candlesticks. I wonder if this infers that each church has a particular angel, or if this was specific just to these 7 churches. Jesus refers to himself as “the one who is, who always was, and who is still to come, … and the ruler of all the kings of the world.” (verses 4-5).

Like John, I am a servant of Jesus Christ. As pastor and leader of a church I serve as an undershepherd, doing the work of God, using the gifts, energy, experience and opportunities that He has given me. As I read this first chapter of Revelation, I am reminded again of the reality of the spiritual world, and of the impending close of this age, with the visible reign of Christ. Guide me Lord as I invest this day in building your kingdom and serving in your army. Amen.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

December 7, 2010

12-7-10 Tuesday, 6:22 am Springfield, 20 degrees, the anniversary of Pearl Harbor.

Yesterday I landed at Fort Leonard Wood, and took a brief self-guided tour of their outdoor display from the 1940s. My mother had a friend who was killed on this day at Pearl harbor, and many who died throughout the war. She held a grudge against Japan until the end of her life. Today our troops are in Iraq and Afghanistan, with tensions high in the Korean peninsula. It is good to have a well-trained, well-resourced, disciplined military, and only time will tell how world politics unfold.

Hosea 6

Verse 3 “Oh, that we might know the Lord! Let us press on to know Him.”
Verse 6 (God says) “I want you to know me more than I want burnt offerings.”
Yes, to know the Lord is the greatest gift of the human life, and yet it is so easily discarded, as demonstrated by Adam who broke God’s covenant, and betrayed His trust. My vocation as a shepherd is to lead people to know the Lord, to proclaim the good news, to set the captives free and seek the lost. I do so with my eyes open to the realities that the people of God down through history have been prone to reject His love and his kingdom, just as Hosea painfully experienced the adultery of his wife.

3 John
In this letter to his friend Gaius, the apostle commends him for hosting the traveling teachers. John had written to “the church” about this, “but Diotrephes, who loves to be the leader, refuses to have anything to do with us.” I wonder how many unhealthy “leaders” there are in the current church who are like Diotrephes, who refuse to have anything to do with the real work of the gospel. We could call this the “Diotrephes Principal”. John continues “dear friend, don’t let this bad example influence you. Follow only what is good. Remember that those who do good prove that they are God’s children, and those who do evil prove that they do not know God.” (verse 11)

Guide me Lord as I follow only what is good. Guard me from deviating an inch from your will in my life and ministry as a pastor. Just as Gaius provided what he had for your unnamed servants, help me to use what I have today for those who I will encounter.

Monday, December 6, 2010

December 6, 2010

12-6-10 Monday, 7:29 am Springfield, 14 degrees, clear

It is a beautiful, cold, wintery morning. I have the plane reserved for the day and am planning to take a short trip this morning, mainly to get in some training and to enjoy the environment of aviation on this day of sabbath rest from my pastoral labor. Yesterday was a good and full day of ministry, and this week will be packed with celebrations and preparations.

2 John 1
This letter is either addressed to a particular woman, or to a church. It encourages correct doctrine concerning the person of Jesus Christ. In my generation I have seen much false doctrine taught in the mainline churches (which are losing members) and I am aware of the struggles yet today over doctrine. I am reading a history of Asbury Seminary by Kenneth Kinghorn, and am especially interested in the early years, the 1920s and 30s as it was just getting started. The evangelist Morrison, who was president of Asbury College had a vision for an academically sound, world class seminary that was true to scripture and would nurture the faith and spiritual life of its students. Now in its 87th year, the seminary seems to be fulfilling this vision well.

Psalm 125

“Those who trust in the Lord are as secure as Mount Zion; they will not be defeated but will endure forever.” Yes, Lord, I trust in you, my hope is in you, my life will endure in you forever. Even as I take to the air in a frail, small plane, I know that my security is in eternity, not in this life. Guide me today Lord as I fly and recharge the batteries for spiritual leadership.

Sunday, December 5, 2010

December 5, 2010

12-5-10 Sunday, 4:59 am Springfield, 23 degrees, wind 10 mph, feels like 13 degrees.

Thank you Lord for awakening me at 4:30 and giving me the rest and energy to get up and prepare for the privilege of leading worship, holy communion, and delivering the message from your word about angels.

Yesterday was a good day, with early work at church, a hospital visit to a child, exercise, rest, reading, and then shopping with dinner with Audrey. Last night I was pleased that my outdoor Christmas lights came on automatically with the timer, as from year to year I have to relearn how to program it. Today will be an important Sunday in the life of the Wesley UMC faith community. We will celebrate the Lord’s supper, bring our white Christmas gifts forward, and we expect many guests. I feel the weight of responsibility, and the grace of God’s wonderful provision for the work that lies ahead.

Luke 1:26-38 The angel Gabriel visits Mary

The angel said “greetings, favored one.” This descriptive phrase is rich in meaning. In verse 30 the angel says “do not be afraid, Mary, for you have found favor with God.” And in Mary’s song, in verse 48 she says “my spirit rejoices in God my Savior, for he has looked with favor on the lowliness of his servant.”
This greeting to Mary, as one “full of grace” has contributed to the Catholic doctrine of the Immaculate Conception, that Mary was free from the stain of sin from her conception. This has always been a mystery to me, and as I read about this doctrine this morning, I realize that it does not include the belief that Mary was born of a virgin, but that in her conception, she was not tainted by original sin, as are all other humans.

Today I have much to say and as always, a limited time to say it. I will now work on refining my notes so that I might be the most fruitful with my message today. Thank you Lord for this morning, and in the language of Mary “here I am, the servant of the Lord; let it be with me according to your word.” Amen.

Saturday, December 4, 2010

December 4, 2010

12-4-10 Saturday, 6:21 am Springfield, 42 degrees, clear, with Saturn shining brightly in the southeastern sky.

I have the Men’s meeting at 7:45 and the women’s breakfast at 10. Audrey is hosting her Honduras team for brunch. Last night I worked until 9:45 getting the outside lights up. It looks nice as our roofline is illumined in white, tracing its three peaks and valleys.

I John 4:1-21

The apostle begins this chapter with instructions to test those who say they claim to speak by the spirit. This is helpful today, just as it was critical in the early, formative years of the church. Clearly we are involved in a spiritual battle. Verse 4: “But you belong to God, my dear children. You have already won a victory over those people, because the Spirit who lives in you is greater than the spirit who lives in the world.” As I teach this series on angels, I am increasingly mindful of the reality of the spiritual conflict between God and the evil powers of this world in which humans are in the middle, and can be servants and soldiers on either side.

In verse 7 John turns to another common theme of his epistle – that as believers we are called to love each other. In the 1970s we sang a scripture song using the KJV of these 2 verses: “Beloved, let us love one another. For love is of God, and everyone that loveth is born of God, and knoweth God. He that loveth not, knoweth not God, for God is love. Beloved, let us love one another first John four seven and eight.”

One observation of most United Methodist churches today is that they have an inward focus. I would not say that they love each other too much, but it is so easy to pay attention to those who are at hand, to the exclusion of those who are still asleep. It is good for me to read these verses, and to remember that as the world observes the unselfish love that believers have, it will attract as light attracts. And, this love must be sincere, without pretense or hypocrisy.

Guide me today, most holy Lord as I seek to demonstrate love to those who are part of the body of Christ, and to point all of us to sharing your love in this lost and broken world.

Friday, December 3, 2010

December 3, 2010

12-3-10 Friday, 7:48 am Springfield, 26 degrees, clear

I John 3:7-24
“Dear children, let’s not merely say that we love each other; let us show the truth by our actions. Our actions will show that we belong to the truth, so we will be confident when we stand before God.” (18-19) I am drinking coffee from a mug that says Wesley 2011 Worship – Care – Serve and these verses remind me that this is the mission and the measure of belonging to Christ, to the Truth, and gives us confidence as we stand before God.

Psalm 122:1-9

“I was glad when they said to me, ‘Let us go to the house of the Lord.’” (verse 1) Worshipping God, standing within the gates is a joy, a privilege, a longing for those who truly love Him and are called according to His purposes. Worship is an obligation and an external exercise for those going through the motions, desiring to appear religious. I desire to stir up in every believer a heart for passionate worship that will transform every moment from ordinary to holy.

I am yours, most Holy One. I desire to show the truth by my actions, that I belong to You. On this day of the week that you endured the cross, despising its shame, may I live a cruciform life, in the midst of this generation, during this holiday season.

Thursday, December 2, 2010

December 2, 2010

12-2-10 Thursday, 7:04 am Springfield, 32 degrees, partly cloudy

Daniel 9:1-11:1
Daniel prays for his people, confessing their sin before God, and asking God to forgive them and let His anger and wrath turn away from Jerusalem. “Let your face shine upon your desolated sanctuary” (verse 17). This is a prayer that is appropriate for many mainline churches, whose members, leaders and clergy have neglected God, played at being religious while trusting other gods of money, power and influence. We need more modern Daniels who will reject the food of Babylon and praying to God, will pour out their lives for the sheep.

The “Life Application Topic” – Prayer included under this chapter of Daniel in the Wesley Study Bible states that “Wesley calls prayer the ‘proper test of our desires, nothing being fit to have a place in our desires which is not fit to have a place in our prayers’” (Sermon 26). Wesley says we pray “not for a passive, as for an active conformity to the will of God.”

For Daniel, it is clear that his desire is to please God, and his heart is for the spiritual renewal of his people. As I read The Minister as Shepherd by Charles Jefferson, I am reminded of this theme for pastors. Jefferson reminds us that the hard work of shepherding is not done in public, but in private. Even though occasionally a shepherd’s work will be publicly acclaimed, and people swept into obscurity like Joseph, Daniel and Corrie Ten Boom are sometimes celebrated, the real work in God’s vineyard is a daily application of faith and a constant attention to the direction and will of God.

As the winds and frontal boundaries continue to shift and change, may my walk with You be constant and unchanging. Your will is perfect, and it is an honor and a joy to serve among the company of the redeemed, seeking the lost and serving the people of the Way. Guide my steps today, most holy Lord.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

December 1, 2010

12-1-10 Wednesday, 6:10 am Springfield, 23 degrees.

The beginning of the 12th month, a fresh page on the calendar. My dad was born on this date in 1917, and this is the third year since his passing. This morning I will pray at 7:00 at the church with a prayer partner for the people who are not yet part of a faith community. At 9:00 I will pray with the staff and the church prayer team, and at 10 I will meet with the nifty nine. I have a lunch meeting, and then dinner with the Alpha leaders and recent graduates as we look to the future. Yesterday I had a good annual review with my district superintendent as we discussed this past year, and the report of the staff-parish committee.

Daniel 8
The prophet describes another vision, this one of a strong ram, defeated by a one-horned goat. “The army of heaven was restrained from responding to this rebellion”. Gabriel is dispatched to tell Daniel the meaning of his vision. (I am teaching about Gabriel again this Sunday, as he is the angel who in addition to speaking to Zechariah, appeared to Mary announcing her selection to be the mother of the Christ.)

It is easy for me to neglect the book of Daniel, and reading it this week seems so fresh and current. Perhaps I should design one of my January sermons around this godly man and his visions of the end times.

Guide me holy Lord today, as I walk with you, serve your church, shepherd your people, and seek those asleep and apart from the flock. Amen.