Wednesday, November 30, 2011

November 30, 2011

It is good to be up early, to have the gas fireplace on and a fresh cup of coffee. I will open the Word as I prepare for this day which the Lord has given me. I have several meetings, including a breakfast, Christmas eve planning, potential staff interview, directors staff and program budget planning, and a site visit to a pastor’s church who is up for ordination this spring.

1 John 1

“The Word that gives life was from the beginning, and this is the one our message is about. Our ears have heard, our own eyes have seen, and our hands touched this Word.” (Verse 1) The apostle John is writing about his first-hand experience with Jesus, the Word made flesh. Last night at our life group we read the first verses of the Gospel of John in which the apostle describes how God sent the Word from the beginning. This word truly is life-giving and full of light and love.

“But if we live in the light, as God does, we share in life with each other. And the blood of his Son Jesus washes all our sins away.” (Verse 7) Living in the light is the habitation of the believer. Darkness is the residence of evil and all who desire to hide their sins. It is curious to me how in the church there exists angst and conflict in a community of light. This happens down through history and across cultures. Thomas Merton experienced it in his monastery, I witnessed it in seminary, I see it in churches across Missouri, including Wesley. The key seems to be to continue to live in the light and to shine the light into every dark corner.

Guide me today most holy Lord as I live in the light of your love and carry that light into every meeting, every relationship that I share today and each day during this holiday season.

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

November 29, 2011

Yesterday I ran 6, including a timed mile which I completed in 7:48. According to Galloway’s marathon math, this indicates I could complete a marathon, running at a hard pace, in about 4:25. Galloway suggests that his readers consider a different approach to marathoning – running for fun at a slower pace. I have completed 3, always with a time goal in mind. I have dreaded the long runs the last 15 years, and I have never taken nutrition along the way in a marathon. I am going to try Galloway’s run-walk-run method, extending my long runs further out than before and at the slower pace he recommends. I will also allow 2 weeks between long runs for recovery. I have in mind that I could run the Feb 5 marathon in around 4:30. My stated goal is to complete a marathon in each decade, and the pace is only secondary. Qualifying for Boston would be great, but would require a 3:40 (8:23/Mile) for my age group.

2 Peter 3

The apostle continues in his teaching about the Lord’s return to judge the earth. He gives practical instructions to the readers of his letter: “My friends, while you are waiting, you should make certain that the Lord finds you pure, spotless, and living at peace. (Peace is the advent theme for this 2nd week.) Don’t forget that the Lord is patient because he wants people to be saved. This is also what our dear friend Paul said when he wrote you with the wisdom that God had given him.” (Verses 14-15)

Pure, spotless, living at peace – This is clear, applicable instructions to any believer on any day. For Bruce Baxter this means a regular monitoring of thoughts, actions, and relationships. As a maturing believer, 34 years into this journey, attention to my thoughts, actions and relationships is at the center of my discipleship, and this fresh reminder this morning is like polishing the existing metal, so that it does not grow tarnished. I do have thoughts that pop into my thinking that I regularly expel, like the blood system wraps up and expels germs. My actions are always public and my goal is complete authenticity in living a blameless life. There are some relationships that are difficult, mainly within the church with folks who don’t like some aspect of the decision making or worship service. I endeavor to live at peace with everybody, as much as lies within me.

Peter’s final verse, our last record of his thoughts before he was executed for his faith: “Let the wonderful kindness and the understanding that come from our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ help you to keep on growing. Praise Jesus now and forever! Amen.” My desire is to keep on growing through the wonderful kindness and the understanding that come from Jesus Christ. It is always a possibility that believers will slow down or stop growing. I need to make sure I do not get into a rut and lose the cutting edge of spiritual growth and development.

Guide me through this day, most precious Lord. Lead my thoughts, actions, and relationships that each may be reflective of your wonderful love and peace.

Monday, November 28, 2011

November 28, 2011

2 Peter 2
The apostle raises the issue of false teachers in the church. He reminds the readers that in the former days false prophets spoke to the people of Israel. It seems that these false teachers are like Balaam, who have gone down the wrong path and are motivated by selfish ambition and pleasure. As I read this chapter it stands out as being beyond my experience. In my ministry I have not faced this problem in the church. I am aware that across Christianity there are false teachers, but I have not had to deal with this other than at a philosophical level.

My goal is to daily search the scriptures, to constantly hone and sharpen my understanding of scripture and the pastoral ministry. I am blessed to be appointed to Wesley, a church with a rich and healthy history, and a bright and promising future. Leading into the healthy future with a clear mission and vision is a joy and is all consuming.

Guide me holy Lord on this Monday.

Saturday, November 26, 2011

November 26, 2011

“The end of all things is near; therefore be serious and discipline yourselves for the sake of your prayers. Above all, maintain constant love for one another, for love covers a multitude of sins. Be hospitable to one another without complaining. (I Peter 4:7-9)

“Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, so that he may exalt you in due time. Cast all your anxiety on him, because he cares for you. Discipline yourselves, keep alert. Like a roaring lion your adversary the devil prowls around, looking for someone to devour. Resist him, steadfast in your faith…” (I Peter 5:6-9)

These two sections, from chapters 4 and 5 speak to me on this dreary Saturday: Be serious and be disciplined. William Law wrote A Serious Call to a Devout and Holy Life (1729) and this book strongly impacted John Wesley. For me today, the admonition to be serious resonates with my orientation and practice of the last 34 years. Today that means to carefully apply myself to the preparation of the word for sermon tomorrow and funeral tonight. It means seriously applying myself to each interaction with people throughout the day, knowing that I bring the presence of Christ to each conversation. To be disciplined for me today means to stay focused on priorities. As I scanned my journal from 2006 looking for marathon notes I realized the steps I outlined in early January, which had I pursued with discipline would have ended up the year further ahead. Training for a marathon always involves discipline, which then can be applied to other endeavors. For me, it has to be writing and developing resources.

Resist the devil – this admonition reminds me that “we labor not against flesh and blood but against powers and principalities… This life is a spiritual conflict, the devil is real, evil is present and as a follower of Christ I must live this life as a soldier in an armed conflict.

Guide me holy Lord as I navigate this day. Thank you for the words of your servant James, as they admonish me to be serious, disciplined, and to resist the evil one.

Today I will work hard on my sermon for tomorrow, visit a nursing home at the request of Norma’s daughter, meet with a couple about their January 14th wedding, and conduct the funeral for Jim Morris in Rogersville at 6 pm. My legs are a little tired from the 6 miles yesterday, and I am encouraged from reading Galloway’s book on marathon training and his technique of run-walk-run. He suggests training on the long run at a pace 2 minutes a mile slower than a person’s optimal marathon pace.
[The following is a excerpt from my 2006 journal concerning that marathon]

4-9-06 Sunday 8:00 pm Columbia Missouri
I have completed my third marathon, with my family attending and supporting.
I finished in 4:37 and change. I am relatively pleased with the performance, would always liked to have done better. I signed up for the 4:20 pace team, ran with them til 5 miles, lost track of the pace leader, then from 7 til 15 was about 3 minutes ahead of the 4:20 pace. I completed the half marathon in 2:07, right at my time for last year, when all I was running was the half. In fact, last year I was so relieved to turn with the half-marathoners at the 9 mile mark, knowing there was no way I could have completed 26. Today, when they turned for the half, I had a sense of relish and excitement at the thought of completing the whole.

At 17 ½ the pace leader and 4 or 5 others passed me, and I could not pick up my sagging pace. I did not hit a recognizable wall, and in fact welcomed the 18 mile marker, feeling pretty well. I missed seeing the 19 mile marker, and was struggling by the time I got to the 20.

I knew I would finish, and reveled in the fact that I was running further than ever in 10 years. My legs and my pace struggled from that point forward. A guy named Dave told a couple of good jokes, which helped me pick up the pace. I finished up running with a day-trader from orange county who was really running awkwardly due to a tight groin muscle. A volunteer on a bike even asked him if he needed assistance, which he declined. It was so good to see my family near the finish line, which I tried to discern for several blocks, and then appeared sooner then I expected. It was such a blessing to have my family with me Saturday night and Sunday.

Friday, November 25, 2011

November 25, 2011

Turkey trot in finished in 26:50 (8:40 per mile), almost 2 minutes better than my 28:47 last year. I have always known that regular workouts increase one’s capacity, but it is refreshing to see the benefit in actual results. I placed 1110th overall, 34th out of 181 men my age (55-59).

I Peter 3:

“Honor Christ and let him be the Lord of your life. Always be ready to give an answer when someone asks you about your hope.” (I Peter 3:15) This is a simple, direct admonition with infinite implications. To honor Christ and to let him be the Lord of your life is the gist of discipleship. This is the heart of the life of faith. I desire to fully live out this instruction from Peter. He might not have had me in mind 2000 years ago when he wrote it, but in God’s infinite capacity He knew me. Even as I search the results from yesterday’s turkey trot and am amazed at the detail and capacity of the technology that records and reports the results, I believe that God knows everything all the time, a capacity that is unimaginable.

My hope is built on nothing less than Jesus’ blood and righteous. I dare not trust the sweetest frame, but wholly lean on Jesus’ name. The words of this great hymn of the church are my words this morning as the sky begins to lighten with the dawn of a new day. Guide me today most holy Lord as I honor you and live patiently with you as Lord of my life. Use me to teach and demonstrate this lordship to others near and far.

Thursday, November 24, 2011

November 24, 2011

In 45 minutes I leave for the Turkey Trot. Last year it was a great experience, and I am hoping to enjoy it again today. I have been training harder this year than last, as I prepare for the Feb 5 marathon, and I am in an older (55-59) age group than I was last year. I will pick up Lauren and her friend from Wales Natasha at 6:45. Then this afternoon we will host the Collettes for dinner. Yesterday was quiet around the office, and I made good progress in several areas.

I Peter 2:11-3:7

“Dear friends, you are foreigners and strangers on this earth. So I beg you not to surrender to those desires that fight against you.” (I Peter 2:11) This world is not my home, a fact that I remember often. Peter does not specify what the desires are that fight against the “pilgrims”, but they relate to the desires of the flesh and ego for gratification, pleasure, status, fame, and too many more to name. On Sunday my sermon is titled “How to wait with hope” and I will address the issue of combating “those desires that fight against you.”

“If you are a husband, you should be thoughtful of your wife. Treat her with honor, because she isn’t as strong as you are, and she shares with you in the gift of life. Then nothing will stand in the way of your prayers.” (I Peter 3:7) It is good for me always to be reminded to be thoughtful, as this does not come naturally. I am so very thankful to be married to Audrey, and will treat her with honor all the days of our life together as pilgrims on this earth.

Thank you Lord for this national day of gratitude. I am thankful for your Word and for you Spirit. Fill me and use me for your purposes today, and every day.

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

November 23, 2011

“Be alert and think straight. Put all your hope in how kind God will be to you when Jesus Christ appears.” (I Peter 1:13, Common English Version) This is the scripture for today in the One Year Bible, and it is my theme for Sunday’s message. This week is the first Sunday of Advent, with the traditional theme of hope. Last Sunday my message was on Thanksgiving with Hope, and Sunday my title is Waiting with Hope. To be alert, to think straight and to put all my hope in how kind God will be to me when Jesus Christ appears could be the heart of Sunday’s message.

My approach during these almost 30 years of pastoring has been to daily read and meditate upon the scriptures, specifically to hear God speak to me, to feed my soul, and to frame my day in God’s will. I am careful not to read scripture only looking for sermon ideas. But on days like today, when my theme has long been established, and the daily reading speaks directly to that theme, there is a great merging of pastoral preparation and personal practice of holy living. So what does it mean for Bruce Baxter to be alert and think straight?

Audrey and I have awakened early on this day before Thanksgiving. The house was stuffy with the thermostat set to 71. We should keep it overnight to 68 or lower. It is programmable, but that always seems so complicated. I might revisit my attempt to maximize its capability by programming it. Just like the thermostat, each of us humans has greater capacity than we normally use. Often it is great calamity or conflict that draws the most out of us. My opportunity, and the same for each living person is to every day live to the fullest, in ways that please God. Today is the first day of the rest of my life, and I will take a “long view of this short life.”

In Mark 13:32-37 Jesus says “take heed, be on the alert, … it is like a man away on a journey…put his slaves in charge, assigning to each one his task.” It is so easy to lose the alertness necessary to please God. Jesus said “be wise as serpants and harmless as doves.” Watching, paying attention, noticing what is happening all around is the instruction of Jesus to his disciples, and in Peter’s letter to believers who did not know Jesus in the flesh. My message to Christ followers and to seekers is to pay attention, think straight and wait with hope for the return of Jesus Christ, and to the present working of God in the world.

Henry Blackaby wrote Experiencing God and his main theme was for the reader to look around and observe what God is doing in the world, and to jump in and participate.

“Behave like obedient children. Don’t let your lives be controlled by your desires, as they used to be. Always live as God’s holy people should, because God is the one who chose you, and he is holy.” (I Peter 1:14-15) In verse 24 Peter reminds the reader that the scripture says “Humans wither like grass and their glory fades like wild flowers… but what the Lord as said will stand forever.” I will be officiating at a funeral on Saturday of a man who died Monday morning of a heart attack, after leading an 8 o’clock meeting at his office. I am very conscious that on any given day, Christ might return, or this human heart might stop beating. Guide me today Lord as I seek to be alert and think straight, putting all my hope in how kind you will be to me when Jesus Christ appears.

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

November 22, 2011

My body feels the effects of 28,000 paces yesterday, and I am ready for the week ahead. Yesterday I ran 7 and did 70 minutes on the elliptical for an equivalent of 14mile run. I mowed the front lawn, worked around the house, installed a bookcase in the basement and finished the evening by watching a 1997 movie with Audrey. Today’s schedule is busy, with worship planning, staff meeting with Ann G. around communication, followed by executive staff meeting. I will get to the office early, and since I wrote my pastor’s pen yesterday, I will get a jump on the day.

Psalm 119:17-32

“Open my eyes, that I may behold wonderful things from Your law.” (Verse 18) The life of a person who is following God must be an ongoing openness to revelation. God continues to show His children “wonderful things”. A real key is to be a hearer and a doer of God’s word (as James reminds us.) In the church there are those who attend Bible studies for ever, yet do not bear fruit for the kingdom. As I study God’s word using the One Year Bible format, I am daily beholding wonderful things, and seeking to live them.

“I am a stranger in the earth” (Verse 19) as where the Pilgrims who, seeking religious freedom, ended up in New England. On this Tuesday in the Ozarks it is good for me to remember that I also am a stranger in the earth, and that this world is not my home. This brief journey, even if it lasts 100 years is as a dream when one awakes. This is the day that the Lord has made, I will rejoice and be glad in it.

“I shall run the way of your commandments, for you will enlarge my heart” (Verse 32). As I train for a February marathon, and as I plan to run the Turkey trot on Thursday, the metaphor of running is daily familiar. I do not have a conscious memory of including this verse with the great “running” verses of scripture, such as Hebrews 12:1 and Isaiah 40:31. As in training one’s physical body through running, the heart grows stronger, so in obeying God’s commandments, God strengthens and enlarges one’s heart.

Lord, may my eyes be opened and my heart enlarged as I live out your word on this November day in Missouri. Guide my words, thoughts and actions that they may glorify you.

Monday, November 21, 2011

November 21, 2011

Carl Edwards is an inspiration. Yesterday he finished second at Homestead Florida to Tony Stewart, and the two tied for the Sprint Cup Championship series. The tiebreaker went to Stewart who won 5 of the last 10 races. In mid-afternoon, I decided to go to the gym and workout, rather than sit on the couch and watch the rest of the race. Edwards is a great competitor, and a genuinely great person. He trains hard physically, and competes earnestly. God has not called me to be a spectator or a fan, but a disciple and a son who is inheriting the kingdom. Even as I appreciate the efforts of Carl Edwards, my goal is to fully maximize the life and possibilities of Bruce Baxter. This involves saying no to many things, in order to say yes to the possibilities for God’s best.

James 5

Verses 1-6 are addressed to rich people, who have “lived on earth in luxury and self-indulgence. You have fattened yourselves in the day of slaughter.” In many ways this describes the last several decades of life in the United States. Obesity is one of the major problems. Luxury and self-indulgence are so normal that it goes unnoticed until this writer from the New Testament era points it out. Lately I have considered the content of two books: Rich Christians in an Age of Hunger and When Helping Hurts. Both point out the dilemma of Christ-followers who have plenty in an era when a billion people go to bed hungry.

“Be patient, then, brothers and sisters, until the Lord’s coming. See how the farmer waits for the land to yield its valuable crop. … you too, be patient and stand firm, because the Lord’s coming is near. (verses 7-8) I must everyday live in the context of the return of Christ. For whether His second coming is in my lifetime or not, my days on earth are limited, and my opportunities to spread the kingdom are finite. Expecting His return is the best way to live, and to guard against luxury and self-indulgence.

“Don’t grumble against one another, brothers and sisters, or you will be judged. (Verse 9) In many churches there is “grumbling against one another.” This is one reason so many younger believers leave the church. I do not think that the grumblers realize the full consequences of their complaining and expressions of unhappiness. Guard me Lord from being a grumbler.

“As you know, we count as blessed those who have persevered. You have heard of Job’s perseverance and have seen what the Lord finally brought about. The Lord is full of compassion and mercy.” (Verse 11) I endeavor to persevere. I have seen too many people throw up their hands and bail. Throughout scripture there are admonitions and examples of perseverance.

Thank you Lord for your Word today. Guide me as one who perseveres, who avoids luxury, self-indulgence, and grumbling. May my life be a blessing to You, reflecting Your character and divine nature. As I live out my earthly days, now in this 55 year-old body, in my 29th year as a husband and as a pastor, use me according to your plan and purposes. Use me up completely, may I hear your words at the end “well done good and faithful servant.”

Saturday, November 19, 2011

November 19, 2011

Today is almost the last day of deer season. I have not heard any reports on how the harvest is going, given the weather we have had. However, “hunting around” on the internet, I have discovered that so far there have been 208,000 deer taken, with two days to go, compared with 188,000 for all of last year. Some year I might join the hunt. Bethany’s opening night for Falstaff was last night, and as we were sitting in a full Kickapoo auditorium watching Shannon in “The Phantom of the Opera”, I was thinking about Bethany’s opera, and her leading role, and wishing I could have been there also.

James 3

“…no one can tame the tongue. It is a restless evil, full of deadly poison. With the tongue we praise our Lord and Father, and with it we curse human beings, who have been made in God’s likeness. Out of the same mouth come praise and cursing.” (James 3:8-10) There is so much truth and wisdom in this chapter concerning the self-control of what a person says. For me, one of the early signs of my conversion was the elimination of cursing from my daily speech. It happened almost overnight, as I heard the foul expressions coming out of my mouth, and they injured my soul. The Holy Spirit did the work on my heart, and my tongue was tamed. It now remains for me to always be careful what I say, that I might use wisdom and grace and kindness in speaking.

I have the privilege of speaking publicly every week, and tomorrow I will be speaking about Thanksgiving with Hope. I pray that the words of my mouth will be acceptable in God’s sight, and will be a blessing to the hearers. Hope is the anchor of the soul.

Most precious eternal Word, live in me that I might live. Speak in me that I might speak. Fill me that I might overflow with your love, kindness, patience and joy.

Friday, November 18, 2011

November 18, 2011

“Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry, because our anger does not produce the righteousness that God desires.” (James 1:19-20) “Do not merely listen to the word, and so deceive yourselves. Do what it says.” (Verse 22) These are two very practical, very direct instructions. It is easy for me to begin applying them to everyone else. First I must examine my own conduct, and see if there are any areas where I am not listening well, and settings in which I become angry. I will ponder this. I must also be introspective and consider what portions of the Word I might be merely listening to, but not doing. James if famous for saying “faith without works is dead”.

Today Lord, guide my steps as I work in the office on my sermon, on weekend preparations, on planning and organizing, and then as I go to attend the funeral of a beloved father of two sisters who are members at Wesley. Thank you for yesterday, with its meetings, planning, pastoral phones calls, etc.

Thursday, November 17, 2011

November 17, 2011

This is the coldest morning of the season (25 degrees). I must unhook the hoses, so the faucets do not freeze. Yesterday was a good day. Continuing from Tuesday I experienced being mildly melancholy, which is somewhat unusual for this optimistic, hopeful soul. I am not sure what the factors were that contributed to this feeling, but certainly they include the gloomy weather, the aftermath of church conference, the upcoming holiday season. Perhaps I experienced a “trough of low pressure” (in weather terminology) sweeping across my soul. I pushed through the day, including pushing through the 5 mile run with Bill in the 41 degree windswept afternoon. So this morning after a decent night’s sleep, and with the sun on the horizon I feel much more buoyant than yesterday. It is good for me to walk through these feelings, and come out on the other side.

James 1:1-18

James is an extremely helpful and relevant book of the Bible, an open letter written to the church by James, the “half brother” of Jesus, and a leader of the church in Jerusalem.

“Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance.” (James 1:2-3) In the relatively safe and secure environment in which I live, it is so different from the dangerous, persecuted, impoverished life of the recipients of this epistle. And, I can apply these verses to my life, what I have experienced in the last couple of days, and to the lives of all who follow Christ, as there will be trials of many kinds. Perhaps there is the false notion that if a person is really pleasing God, that He will make life easy and pleasant. Sometimes this is true, and often the genuine, true believer will face difficult trials.

Guide me today Lord as I lead by serving you and shepherding your flock in Springfield. Guide my thinking, my planning, my praying, and my schedule. Use me in the lives of people who are facing trials of many kinds. May I please You in all I say and do.

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

November 16, 2011

Jesus, the unchanging Savior, expects His followers to live a life of love.(Hebrews 13) This love includes all people, leads to purity in marriage, doe not love money, imitates worthy leaders, and centers on the unchanging Christ. (notes from my dad’s Disciple’s Study Bible) This book of Hebrews is more a sermon than an epistle. Addressed to the Jewish followers of Christ, its teaching are rich with moving from the old testatment history and traditions to the new covenant God has made through His Son. This last chapter has the application for the believer.

Verse 17 exhorts the readers to “obey your leaders and submit to their authority … so that their work will be a joy, not a burden, for that would be of no advantage to you.” I observe that for many pastors their work is a burden. Leading the flock in ways that are outwardly focused and call for faith stretching out of the comfort zone meets resistance in many ways. This one verse fires a laser of light down through the ages to facilitate a better way of being the people of God. Bishop Schnase describes resistance not as a problem to be solved, but as information to be considered. Recently I conversed with a pastor who has led his congregation through tough times, and a few entrenched people are calling for his replacement. His pastoring continues as a burden, not a joy. Oh to see the body of Christ submitted to its Lord, and supportive of its pastors!

It is good to be home, to have the gas fire burning, and to be preparing for a day of pastoral ministry. Yesterday I drove home from the gathering of pastors in Osage Beach, and worked at the office and then at home. Audrey and I went for a 40 minute walk. Today I have a 7:30 am breakfast, worship planning, a book study at lunch, a conversation with our college age pastor, a run late in the afternoon, and then a meeting with a couple this evening. Between these appointments I will be working on sermon prep, and my fourth role as lead pastor.

Guide me today, most holy Lord as I serve You and shepherd the flock called Wesley. Use my thoughts, energy, compassion, and diligence to bear eternal fruit. Lead me into Your joy as I prepare to preach about hope and Thanksgiving.

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

November 15, 2011

“Make every effort to live in peace with everyone and to be holy; without holiness no one will see the Lord. See to it that no one falls short of the grace of God and that no bitter root grows up to cause trouble and defile many. See that no one is sexually immoral, or is godless like Esau, who for a single meal sold his inheritance rights as the oldest son.” (Hebrews 12:14-16)

Such practical, specific instructions – live at peace, don’t let bitterness take root, guard against sexual immorality. As I read them in the peace of this 5 am devotion in my room at this lovely resort, they seem obvious and easy. And I know that in the crush of life these three are significant fruits of God’s Holy Spirit at work in the life of the believer. I want my life to continue to be an open book, in which I live transparently and exemplary as a follower of Christ. With every ounce of my being I reject any form of pretense or pretending to be religious. I believe this will further the cause of Christ through my ministry.

The next generation values authenticity. It is often in short supply in the church. I am reading You Lost Me, by David Kinnaman in which he describes the journey of many young adults who grew up in the church and are no longer part of a faith community. His thesis is that there are things that the church does which “loses” individuals in their teens and twenties. I am looking forward to digesting the thoughts of this book, and also participating tomorrow in a book study with pastors at Ridgecrest.

Guide me today Lord as I make every effort to live at peace with everyone and to be holy. From the role of pastoring a wonderful and large church in Springfield, guide me as I seek your face and lead by following in your steps.

Monday, November 14, 2011

November 14, 2011

It is odd weather for November. Overnight the temperature rose 10 degrees from midnight on. I travel to Tan Tar A today for a meeting with the bishop and other pastors of large churches. I might ride the Concours, even though there is an outside chance of rain tomorrow, and we are in the middle of deer season. This morning I have a mind to throw my running gear on and get a long run in, even before daylight.

Hebrews 11:32- 12:13

The last verses of the Faith Chapter, Hebrews 11 lead directly in to chapter 12 which begins: “Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us, fixing our eyes on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith. For the joy set before him he endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.”

I have always found great inspiration in these verses. As a runner, I fix my attention on the goal, and run with perseverance. Today that will be 130 minutes, 65 out and whatever it takes to get back. I will leave at the break of daylight, here in about 15 minutes. I will meditate upon Christ as I run, and upon the passages from Ezekiel, Psalms and Proverbs.

Last night Audrey and I watched a movie we rented from Red Box entitled Of Gods and Men. It centers on the monastery of Tibhirine, where nine Trappist monks lived in harmony with the largely Muslim population of Algeria, until seven of them were kidnapped and assassinated in 1996 during the Algerian Civil War. It was in French, and the main characters were Trappists, who live under a vow of silence, so there was not a lot of dialogue. It was inspiring, as toward the end the monks considered the incarnation of Christ, and their decision to stay put, even as they realized their lives were at risk.

Guide me today Lord as I run with perseverance the race that You have set before me, fixing my mind and heart upon You, the author and perfecter of faith. Let your joy be my joy today, most holy Lord.

Sunday, November 13, 2011

November 13, 2011

“See what love the Father has given us, that we should be called children of God; and that is what we are.” I John 3:1-3. The apostle John wrote this near the end of his life, probably as the lone surviving disciple from the original 12. His goal in this letter was to teach about love and to give confidence to the followers of Christ, that they were in fact loved, and called to love one another.

As a pastoral leader in the church, I want to teach and model this love that Jesus lived, and that He has called each of us in his body to replicate. It almost sounds too soupy or ethereal to say that we are called to love one another. Verse 18 smacks this directly: “Little children, let us love, not in word or speech, but in truth and action.” The example of adoptive parents is truly love in action – taking all the physical, emotional and financial needs of children and giving themselves to meeting these needs. AS followers of Christ, in the church we must do the same. This is a challenge in churches of all sizes. I am currently experiencing the challenges in the context of the very large church. There is a way to live this out and today I have the opportunities that will be present through Wesley and the morning of worship and service.

Having gone to bed early last night, I am rested and ready for the day, even at this early hour. When I arise while the clock says 4 something, I almost always think of John Wesley and his early and vigorous schedule. I will read scripture, pray, work on my sermon, and get ready for this morning of pastoral ministry.

Guide me holy Lord as I seek to love with the love which you have for me and all your children.

Friday, November 11, 2011

November 11, 2011

“Let us draw near to God with a sincere heart in full assurance of faith… Let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for he who promised is faithful.” (Hebrews 10:22-23) Yes! After last night’s contentious church conference, I need these pure words of scripture, with the writer’s encouragement to draw near to God and to hold unswervingly to the hope of the resurrection and the kingdom of God which is coming.
Jesus has taken our sins upon himself, and as he lived the life of a teaching, healing, life-giving Rabbi, he faced much opposition, mainly from religious people. Martin Luther, John Wesley, Dietrich Bonhoeffer, all faced opposition from people firmly rooted in religious tradition. For every Christ-follower, the challenge is to draw near to God, to hold firmly to the hope, and to act boldly to bring about change.

“Let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds.” (Verse 24) All of us need to be “spurred on toward love and good deeds.” There is within the human heart a desire to settle, to stay where it is comfortable, and to allow the inertia of inactivity to control. The King James Version (400 years old this year!) translates this verb as “let us provoke one another…” In modern usage, the word “provoke” is rarely viewed in positive light, it is almost always negative. And I think that every believer needs to be provoked to love and to do good deeds.

Guide me today, Holy Lord as I serve you with joy, drawing near with a sincere heart, holding fast to the hope, because you are faithful. Open my eyes that I may see, glimpses of truth you have for me. Place in my hands the wonderful key that shall unclasp and set me free. Silently now I wait for thee, ready my God, Thy will to see, Spirit divine! (Words from hymn by Clara H. Scott, 1841-1897)

Thursday, November 10, 2011

November 10, 2011

Joe Paterno was fired yesterday at the age of 84 as the head football coach of Penn State. A news commentator this morning has likened College Football to church for many people, and this alleged sexual abuse of boys by an assistant coach similar to the cover up in the Catholic Church. The preservation of the institution and beloved leaders has displaced the protection of young lives and their well-being.

Last night Rick Perry made a blunder in the republican presidential debate as he lost his train of thought when stating he would eliminate three agencies of government, forgetting the third agency, which this morning he said was the Energy department. The field of 8 candidates continues to head toward the Iowa caucuses and next year’s primary race for the White House.

Yesterday at Wesley we had a very good staff meeting, an evening program of celebrating Veterans, and I also attended the college-aged ministries led by Matt Kerner at the St. Paul church. At noon I ran 6 miles in 56:10 (9:22/mile) with Bill McCurry. Today we have our annual church conference led by our superintendent Dwight Chapman.

Hebrews 10:1-17

“It is impossible for the blood of bulls and goats to take away sins.” (Verse 4) This section of Hebrews describes the death of Jesus on the cross as being a once-and-for-all sacrifice for sins for all time. “By one offering He has perfected for all time those who are sanctified.” (Verse 14) Beginning in verse 1, the writer has addressed the topic of the perfection, or completion of those who draw near to God. I am most thankful for the emphasis Wesley placed upon God’s perfecting work in the believer. Today as I go about this beautiful autumn day, my meditation will be upon the fact that “we have been sanctified through the offering of the body of Jesus Christ once for all.” (Verse10)

May my life Lord be a continued response to your sacrifice as I live to please and serve You, representing You in this fallen world. Through the church, in the community and to the ends of the world may my life glorify You and it is changed from glory unto glory, evermore transformed into your image.

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

November 9, 2011

I am up and getting ready for a 7:30 am breakfast. Audrey is up and the cats are confused. Today will be a fairly typical Wednesday, with the addition of the Veterans dinner tonight. It will be our first Wednesday night dinner since May. We will have our executive staff meeting, and we will continue preparing for tomorrow’s church conference.

Psalm 107

This Psalm ends with verse 43 “Let all who are wise heed these things and ponder the loving deeds of the Lord.” The gist of this scripture is found in verse 1 “Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good; his love endures forever.” As I prepare for this season of Thanksgiving, this Psalm could be a great source of teaching and inspiration. It recounts many of the ways that God has provided for his people over the years.

Last night our life group began a study of a book called The Advent Conspiracy, which is an attempt to put Christ at the heart of Christmas, and to provide an avenue for his followers to get out of the rut of consumerism. The premise of the book is pretty simple: worship fully, spend less, give more, and love all. This is a great reminder and a way to practice one’s faith in Christ during the holiday season.

Guide me today, most holy Lord in all that I do, say, think, plan, and give.

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

November 8, 2011

Yesterday I accomplished three significant goals – I ran the equivalent of 12 miles (6 on the road, plus 60 minutes on the elliptical), I replaced the leaking valve on our hot water heater, and I changed the oil and filter on the Concours. My body is sore (in a good way) from the workout, the leaking hot water heater is now leak-free (started leaking last winter), and after 6000 miles my motorcycle has new oil, but it was leaking a little from the oil filter, which I probably will have to reinstall.

I retired early, and continued reading the biography on Jefferson Davis. I am up to 1862 as the writer describes his pursuit of the civil war on all fronts. The local Wilson’s Creek battle was mentioned as an early victory for the south. In retrospect the brutalities and losses of war seem so stupid. The gallantry and heroics are appealing to boys and men, but the death, destruction, and ruin are tragic. However, the reality is that humanity is prone to fight and kill; a well-trained, well-resourced military is necessary for defense and protection. As we celebrate veterans’ day this week, I am thankful for those who have served, and those currently in uniform.

Hebrews 9 – The True Tabernacle

The writer describes the earthly tabernacle, given by God to Moses and for the people. This tabernacle had an outer area where people worshipped and brought their sacrifices, and an inner, holy of holies area that once a year the high priest entered, covered with blood for his own sins and the sins of the people. In verse 24 the writer continues: “For Christ did not enter a holy place made with hands, a mere copy of the true one, but into heaven itself, now to appear in the presence of God for us now was it that He should offer Himself often, as the high priest enters the holy place year by year with blood not his own. … So Christ also, having been offered once to bear the sins of many, shall appear a second time for salvation without reference to sin, to those who eagerly await Him.

Lord, I eagerly await your appearance a second time. Living between your first and second appearance is a joy and a responsibility to share your gospel with all who will receive it. It is so incredible that you died for me, your holy life for my sinful soul. May my life be a testimony of your grace, today and every day.

Monday, November 7, 2011

November 7, 2011

I am still benefitting from the extra hour this weekend due to the time change. I am always amazed at how much difference an hour makes, both in the fall and then in the spring. Yesterday was a very good day of worship, communion, and fellowship. In the afternoon and evening I rested, read more of Cooper’s biography of Jefferson Davis, made some phone calls, and watched parts of a movie with Audrey. Today I will utilize this day off to get in a 12 mile run, work around the garage and basement, and perhaps start writing our family Christmas letter.

Hebrews 8

Jesus is the high priest, made perfect forever. He has taken his seat at the right hand of the throne of the Majesty in the heavens, a minister in the sanctuary, and in the true tabernacle, which the Lord pitched, not man. (Verses 1-2) The earthly tabernacle, constructed by Moses as a result of a vision when he was on the mountain, and the systems of the “old” covenant are imperfect, a shadow of the reality of heaven.

Jesus is the “mediator of a better covenant, which has been enacted on better promises. For if that first covenant had been faultless, there would have been no occasion sought for a second.” (6,7) The writer of Hebrews proceeds to quote at length from the prophet Jeremiah, chapter 31, verses 31-34 in which there is the promise of a new covenant. God says: "I will put my laws into their minds, and I will write them upon their hearts. And I will be their God, and they shall be my people.”

We are now living in the days of this new covenant. I have the privilege of ministering, serving under the better covenant, as have all believers since the day of Pentecost. Serving as a pastor at Wesley church, I see God in the person of the Holy Spirit writing his word upon people’s hearts. Guide me holy Lord as I serve you during this brief earthly journey, until I take my place before the throne of the Majesty in the heavens. May this day be a day filled with your grace as I breathe in your love and live fully through this gray November Monday.

Sunday, November 6, 2011

November 6, 2011

My goal this morning is to teach and demonstrate that the purpose of worship is to focus upon God and to get our focus off ourselves. In the sanctuary we will sing “O Worship the King”, “Glorify Thy Name”, “Majesty, Worship His Majesty”, and close with “Take Our Bread”. In the gym we will sing “Today is the Day”, “My Jesus I Love Thee”, “Consuming Fire”, and close with “The Heart of Worship”.


I love this Sunday on which we set our clocks back one hour. On a normal morning, this would be 6:20 am. As a pastor I always find Sunday mornings too short, and the time seems to go by too fast. So, I will read scripture, pray, worship and study my sermon as I prepare to lead worship for 1000 people this morning in four worship services.

Psalm 150

Praise the Lord! Praise God in his sanctuary; praise him in his mighty firmament. Praise him for his mighty deeds; praise him according to his surpassing greatness! Thus the Psalmist begins the final Psalm in the Hebrew worship book. This morning I will be teaching about worship, and telling the Matt Redmon story of his writing “The Heart of Worship”. John Wesley wrote “Christ the Lord is Risen Today.”Charles Wesley wrote thousands of worship songs. Martin Luther wrote “A Mighty Fortress is Our God.” Rick Warren begins his classic “Purpose Driven Life” with the sentence “It is not about me.”


On this first Sunday in November, I am looking forward to the faith community gathering, to celebrating the Eucharist, and to expending all my energy in ministry. Guide me Holy Lord, in your surpassing greatness as this servant seeks to glorify thy Name in all the earth.

Saturday, November 5, 2011

November 5, 2011

11-5-11 Saturday, 8:31 am Springfield, 45 degrees, cloudy

It is fully November - A gray sky, muted colors and cold. This is one of Audrey’s favorite months, and together we enjoy very much this feel of autumn and preparation for the holidays. Today I will work on my sermon, work on preparations for Thursday’s church conference, exercise, and contact three folks as their pastor. Yesterday I made three pastoral calls, including one nursing home, one “homeless” couple, and one couple in their home. I appreciate the flexibility of a pastor’s schedule, and a key to fruitfulness is using days such as this without meetings to accomplish the roles and make progress toward the goals on one’s missional job description. This is my 29th year as a pastor, and I am growing, learning, challenged, and fruitful. It is hard work, and for those who are called, God supplies exactly what is needed.

Hebrews 7:1-17

As the writer in chapter 6 introduced the concept of Jesus as “a high priest forever according to the order of Melchizedek”, he writes more completely about Melchizedek and the office of high priest in this 7th chapter.

In Genesis chapter 14 the account is given of Abram using his 318 trained men to chase down the kings who raided Sodom and abducted Lot. Upon the recovery Lot and all the other people from Sodom along with their goods which had also been stolen, the king of Sodom went out to meet Abram, and “Melchizedek king of Salem brought out bread and wine; now he was a priest of God Most High.” According to the writer of Hebrews, Melchizedek was “without father or mother, without genealogy, without beginning of days or end of life, resembling the Son of God, he remains a priest forever.” (Verse 3)

Tomorrow I am preaching about worship, that it is more than music, more than money, more than Sunday morning. I will incorporate this incident with Abram and Melchizedek in the section about worship being more than money. The fact that Abram gave him a tenth of the plunder implies faith and worship. Melchizedek preceded the Levitical priesthood. He became “a priest not on the basis of a regulation as to his ancestry but on the basis of the power of an indestructible life.” (verse 16)

Guide me today most Holy Lord as I serve You alone, filling the role of pastor through the faith community called Wesley United Methodist Church here in Springfield, in the waning days of 2011. Guide my sermon preparation, my phone calls, my writing, my discernment that your kingdom may come and your will be done today through me.

Friday, November 4, 2011

November 4, 2011

11-4-11 Friday, 4:54 am Springfield, 38 degrees, clear

It is good to be up early. I am looking forward to the time change this weekend, not only because we essentially “gain” an hour, but also because the sun will rise an hour earlier. These days the sun is not even up at 7:40. In the evening, the sun will set an hour earlier, around 5:15 making for longer evenings.

Hebrews 6

“Let us press on to maturity…” The opening verse of this chapter leads the reader to consider the discipleship pathway, the pursuit of a “grown up faith”. This is one of the strong emphases of my teaching and leading, that each of us who follow Christ must be growing in our walk. For the writer of Hebrews, in verse one he cautions readers to not be “laying again a foundation of repentance from dead works and of faith toward God, of instructions about washings, and laying on of hands, and the resurrection of the dead and eternal judgment.” (Verses 1-2)

Verses 18-19 encourage us to take hold of the hope that is set before us. “We have this hope as an anchor for the soul, firm and secure.” I treasure this metaphor of hope being the anchor of the soul. Without hope there is drifting and uncertainty and no direction. With hope, even in the midst of a storm there is the expectation that beyond what can be seen, a better future exists. On Sunday preceding Thanksgiving my sermon topic is “Thanksgiving and Hope”, and I am looking forward to examining the ways that hope shapes one’s outlook and daily living.

Guide me today most holy Lord as I live with the hope of life with You inside the curtain. May my steps be ordered by you, my thoughts taken captive by you, my words be according to your will and purposes.

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

November 2, 2011

11-2-11 Wednesday, 7:00 am Springfield, 50 degrees.

Our life group was a good experience last night. Having arisen at 4:45, run 3 miles, and worked all day, I was not necessarily looking forward to going. Audrey got sick in the afternoon and was not able to attend. There were ten of us, mostly in our 40s and 50s at various places along life's journey. We caught up on each other’s lives and finished the six-part study on Weird. We will begin an Advent study next week.

Today will be a fairly normal Wednesday, with the addition of my attending the 8:30 pm college student worship service downtown. I have not yet attended this service which began the end of August. We have our church conference next week, and I am thankful that we have a strong pastoral and staff team to prepare for this. Lonely were the days when it was all on my shoulders to prepare for the annual church conference as the solo pastor of a couple of small churches, or as the lead pastor of a new church start (SunRise in O’Fallon).

Hebrews 4

The great theme of this chapter is “entering His rest”. And this rest is great and different from the rest that Joshua led the Israelites into when they occupied the Promised Land. The first verse says: “Therefore, let us fear lest, while a promise remains of entering His rest, any one of you should seem to have come short of it.” This rest is multifaceted, and the heart of it appears to be resting from our striving earn or do, and accepting the provision that God has offered. The last verse of the chapter says: “Let us therefore draw near with confidence to the throne of grace, that we may receive mercy and may find grace to help in time of need.” What a balanced chapter! Beginning with words such as fear, promise, coming short; it ends with the words grace, mercy, help in time of need. This is the longing of the human heart, the desire of the human condition.

Verse 12 is a great statement and reminder about the characteristics of the word of God. “For the word of God is living and active and sharper than any two-edged sword, and piercing as far as the division of soul and spirit, of both joints and marrow, and able to judge the thoughts and intentions of the heart.” I have found this to be accurate and true about the Bible, the word of God. I need the thoughts and intentions of my heart exposed regularly by the living and active word. Every day I open myself to God by reading His word, and gain confidence to draw near to the throne of grace.

Guide me today, holy Word made flesh that my thoughts and intentions, my soul and spirit laid open before You may be shaped, molded, fashioned, and applied to building Your kingdom, furthering Your cause in this short finite time of my earthly existence. This world seems so secure, with sturdy houses and all our needs met – food, clothing, shelter, security. And I realize how temporal this all is in light of Your coming kingdom and reign over all things. Help me live today for eternity.

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

November 1, 2011

11-1-11 Tuesday, 5:40 am Springfield, 49 degrees.

Yesterday I successfully completed 11 miles but it wasn’t pretty. I ran the Greenway from National and Sunshine west, through the park near Horton Smith, etc. I averaged 10:15 a mile for the first half, and about 11:50 a mile for the second half. My body feels the aftermath of this effort. Last night was a pleasant evening of receiving Trick or Treaters. Families came by as Audrey and I sat on our driveway with a fire burning in our portable fireplace. The pleasant smell of pine filled the neighborhood. Today I have a typical Tuesday, with a couple of extra meetings in the afternoon. Tonight our life group meets.

Hebrews 3
Jesus, “the apostle and high priest of our confession” is compared and contrasted with Moses. Both were faithful to Him who appointed them. “Moses was faithful in all his house as a servant…but Christ was faithful as a Son over His house whose house we are, if we hold fast our confidence and the boast of our hope firm until the end.” (Verses 5-6) The writer of Hebrews compares and contrasts Jesus with angels in chapters 1-2, and here in chapter 3 with Moses. Writing to a predominately Jewish audience, this author is building a strong case for Christ.

Verses 12-19 provide personal application for the teaching. “Take care, brethren, lest there should be in any one of you an evil, unbelieving heart, in falling away from the living God. But encourage one another day after day, as long as it is still called ‘Today,’ lest any one of you be hardened by the deceitfulness of sin. For we have become partakers of Christ, if we hold fast the beginning of our assurance firm until the end.” (Verses 12-14)

Guide me today, Holy Son of God, precious Lord, as I encourage your followers through the pastoral ministry. May I be faithful in all your house as a servant, building up the body with love and sound doctrine. Use my words, my actions, my thoughts, my planning to glorify your holy name, and bring many to your saving grace, rescued from the deceitfulness of sin.