Sunday, October 31, 2010

October 31, 2010

10-31-10 Sunday, 5:45 am Springfield, 42 degrees, clear.

I am looking forward to all that this day has in store. From the four morning worship services, in which we will baptize and receive new members, to the new member luncheon, then the afternoon children’s party, and at the end of the day, the annual visitation of children and their parents “trick or treating”. My custom is to build a fire in my portable fireplace in the driveway, and greet visitors outside. Audrey has missed the last couple of Halloweens, and it will be good to have her here this year.

Hebrews 2:1-18
“So we must listen very carefully to the truth we have heard, or we may drift away from it.” (verse 1) This morning I will be teaching from the Israelite experience of 40 years in the wilderness through the lens of I Cor 10 where we are also reminded that “these things (wilderness experiences) occurred as examples for us, so that we might not desire evil as they did.” (10:6) My hope is to relate our real, everyday experiences to those of the people of Israel during their wilderness wanderings so that we might put God at the center of all we do, not commit sexual immorality, not tempt Christ (doubting his existence to make Him prove he is really present) nor complain. Guide me Lord as I speak your truth and apply your word to this generation.

Psalm 103 (Today’s Psalm in the One Year Bible) I love this Psalm, and reading it again here in this early hour of devotion it occurred to me that this might be the perfect Psalm to sum up the message today. “Let all that I am praise the Lord, with my whole heart, I will praise his holy Name. … May I never forget the good things he does for me – He forgives all my sins and heals all my diseases, He redeems my from death and crowns me with love and tender mercies. He fills my life with good things. My youth is renewed like the eagle’s! He revealed his character to Moses and his deeds to the people of Israel.

Lord, with all that I am I praise you this morning! I desire to serve you fully today as your pastor in this generation. Fill me today with everything I need to minister among your people. In the precious Name of Jesus, Amen.

Saturday, October 30, 2010

October 30, 2010

10-30-10 Saturday, 6:06 am Springfield, 40 degrees, clear.

It is good to be home – to make my own coffee, sit by the fire here in the family room. I had a very good trip this week, serving on the Missouri Conference Ordained Ministry Team, and the Asbury Seminary Alumni Association Council. Yesterday I stopped by the piece of property my dad purchased in 1972 near Aurora, KY. I chatted with Jimmy Sholar and then walked the woods for an hour. The pine trees we planted in those early years are now mature trees, and continue to grow. The log cabin David and I started in 1999 sits without a roof in a great secluded spot. It was good to pray, reflect, and hike.

I am looking forward to being back in the office today, meeting with folks about their baptisms, processing the accumulated mail, and preparing for this evening’s Eagle Scout presentation. Tomorrow is a big Sunday, with new members joining, being baptized, and reading the names of all who have died in the past 12 months. It will also be the first Sunday after the HCI consultation.

Hebrews 1:1-14
This opening chapter establishes the unique place that Jesus fills, above and different from the role of angels. As I prepare for my December series on Angels, I will study this chapter in more depth. This book is written to the growing Jewish Church, just months before the destruction of the temple and the end of offering sacrifices according to the “first covenant”. As I serve Christ under the “New Covenant”, I embrace and apply the teachings of this book of the Bible through Wesley United Methodist Church.

Friday, October 29, 2010

October 29, 2010

10-29-10 Friday, 7:22 am Wilmore, Ky, 38 degrees.

Today I drive home to Springfield, travelling diagonally southwest through Kentucky. It is a beautiful day, and I am looking forward to the drive, and to being home.

Philemon 1:1-25 (there is only one chapter of this short letter from Paul to Philemon)

This brief letter is written by Paul while imprisoned, to Philemon, a follower of Christ as a result of Paul’s ministry. The single topic is Paul’s request that Philemon receive his runaway slave Onesimus back and forgive him anything owed. This is because Onesimus has become a Christian and has greatly helped Paul while in prison. Paul was bold in this request, and the life of Onesimus hangs in the balance.

My application of this letter in my life is twofold – first, I am prepared to be asked for something costly by a fellow believer who also is sacrificing greatly for the gospel. Second, I will be courageous like Paul, and not shy away from asking others to make huge sacrifices for the gospel of Jesus Christ. Guide me in this application, most holy Lord.

Thursday, October 28, 2010

October 28, 2010

10-28-10 Thursday, 6:30 am Wilmore, 55 degrees, partly cloudy

Our Asbury Alumni Association had a good day of meetings yesterday, culminated by dinner at the president’s house last night. He is just back from South Africa, the Lausanne Conference on Evangelism.

Jeremiah 52:
King Zedekiah reigned in Jerusalem eleven years. He rebelled against the king of Babylon, who then surrounded the city and besieged it for 2 years. When all the food ran out, the king and the army left the city and were captured on the plains of Jericho. The scene that is described is unimaginable to me – Zedekiah was made to watch all his sons be executed, along with other officials, and then his eyes were gouged out. I cannot fathom what that would have been like. Truly this was extreme torture. The Babylonians then destroyed Jerusalem, demolishing the wall and the temple. The end of life as it was known for the people of Israel as they were hauled off into Babylonian captivity.

In this peaceful setting, a seminary and college community with a rich history of educating and training Spirit-filled servants of Christ, the violence and horror of war, torture, and killing is foreign. I know it is happening every day in some part of the world. The warfare of the spirit for the eternal souls of humans is being raged every day also, with eternal consequences. I must remain informed and vigilant to daily walk with God and put on the armor of the Spirit.

This meeting of the Alumni Association will conclude at noon, and then I will work on my sermon for the rest of the day. My heart yearns for the people of Wesley in Springfield to hear and practice the Word of God, this week about being in the Land between. Guide me Lord in all you ways, that I may please you today, and serve you faithfully all my days.

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

October 27, 2010

10-27-10 Wednesday, 7:45 am Indiana, near Louisville Ky., 60 degrees, pre-sunrise dawn.

I am in route to Asbury Seminary where we will meet as an alumni board, beginning at 1:00 this afternoon. I have served on this group under various names since 2003 when it was called the Alumni Leadership Team. I look forward to what lies ahead today, especially the fellowship with other alums from around the country, under the leadership of Tom Harrison.

Titus 2
The Apostle Paul guides Titus in his ministry to older men and women, and in turn the influence on younger men and women. Verse 12 is a culmination of this teaching: “We’re being shown how to turn our backs on a godless, indulgent life, and how to take on a God-filled, God-honoring life.” This morning actor Charlie Sheen is in the news for a drunken rampage in a New York hotel, illustrative of a godless, indulgent life. This current generation is increasingly godless and indulgent. Thus, the contrast of a God-filled, God-honoring life provides a witness and a source of hope for those trapped in the downward spiral.

Paul’s conclusion in this chapter to Titus is “Tell them all this. (That Christ offered himself as a sacrifice to free us from a dark, rebellious life into this good, pure life, making us a people he can be proud of, energetic in goodness, verse 14.) Build up their courage, and discipline them if they get out of line. You’re in charge. Don’t let anyone put you down.” These are strong words to this younger, organizing pastor on Crete, who is responsible for appointing leaders throughout the region for the new and growing church.

Guide me today in this good, pure life, make me energetic in goodness, a person You can be proud of as I travel, meet, and serve on this team of leaders. Help me to be a leader who inspires others to action, taking on lives filled with your love and your spirit.

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

October 26, 2010

10-26-10 Tuesday, 6:00 am Columbia, 57 degrees, cloudy, dark.
(This is my 200th Blog post this year!)

I am looking forward to this morning’s meeting of the Board of Ordained Ministry, which will continue where we left off yesterday. I am a new addition to this board, and I am looking forward to the opportunity to serve in the tasks of credentialing, recruiting, empowering pastors. Steve Breon is an excellent leader, and he is leading us into the future well.

Sitting here at the desk in my room in the Hampton Inn, looking out my window at the traffic on hwy 70, I feel compassion for the travelers flying by, wanting each one to know the love and the relationship of God through Jesus Christ that is possible. Following this devotional time I will be reviewing The Land Between by Jeff Manion, and working on my sermon for Sunday, as the worship planning team meets in my absence this morning at Wesley.

Titus 1 (from the Gideon Bible, and from my Droid, my One Year Bible is still in the car!)
Verses 5-9 describe the type of leaders that Paul is instructing Titus to appoint. This chapter is so fitting for the work of the Board of Ordained Ministry! As I read from the King James version, and also from The Message, it is clear that leaders in the church must blameless, well thought of, faithful to spouse, whose children believe and are “not open to the charge of being wild and disobedient” (TNIV). “It is important that a church leader, responsible for the affairs in God’s house, be looked up to – not pushy, not short-tempered, not a drunk, not a bully, not money-hungry.” This person must welcome people, be helpful, wise, fair, reverent, and have a good grip on himself! These are all characteristics that I seek to develop daily in my life, and have been developing since 1974. These are also the characteristics I would like to see in the man who my daughter will marry!

Guide me Lord today, as I serve you with joy and obedience. Guide me in growing in grace and fruitfulness, as I develop leaders who nurture and serve your church, your bride, your presence on earth.

Monday, October 25, 2010

October 25, 2010

10-25-10 Monday, 5:41 am Springfield, 61 degrees, dark.

I have awakened with energy and much to be done before I leave at 8:45 for Columbia. Today is my first meeting with the Conference Board of Ordained Ministry, as a mid-quadrenium appointee. Tomorrow I will drive toward Wilmore, KY, where I will meet with the newly formed Alumni Board, chaired by Tom Harrison. I knew that October was tightly scheduled, and it feels like this last week will fall into place nicely and I will move into November with more open space on my calendar.

Yesterday we concluded the Healthy Church Initiative with a luncheon after the morning worship services. Bob Farr did a great job of reading and describing the report to the 140+ folks gathered. I was pleased with the level of participation all weekend, and the team did a great job guiding the Wesley congregation through this process. I will write my pastor’s pen article about the report and prescriptions, and post it on our web site. The five prescriptions, if adopted in November at the Church Conference, will guide us into a growing, fruitful future.

II Tim 4:1-22
This is the final record we have of Paul’s life. He was executed after this letter was written, and we do not know the details. A person’s last words always carry more weight, and Paul’s exhortation to Timothy in verse 2 is poignant: “Preach the word of God. Be prepared, whether the time is favorable or not. Patiently correct, rebuke, and encourage your people with good teaching.” I also receive these words as being God’s word to me this morning. I am looking forward to the next 3 weeks of messages, and will heed this admonition of the great apostle Paul.

During the rest of this chapter, Paul reveals his humanity, as he expresses loneliness, his need for his coat, and his papers, and his request that Timothy would come visit him before winter. Paul names the people who have abandoned him, and those who have supported him. He sums up his life in verses 6-7: “As for me, my life has already been poured out as an offering to God. The time of my death is near. I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, and I have remained faithful.” May these words be true also of the life of Bruce Baxter, whenever this race comes to the finish.

I am yours, Lord, and desire to run with endurance the race you have set before me. Thirty-six years now I have been your disciple, and the number of years remaining is a mystery. Use me today, this week, this season as I pastor and lead your people through this time of the journey. Thank you for Paul, and all others who have preceded me on this path.

Sunday, October 24, 2010

October 24, 2010

10-24-10 Sunday, 6:08 am Springfield, 60 degrees, dark.

Two weeks from today we will be off “daylight savings time”, and the dawn will move up an hour. The post 7:00 am sunrise makes getting ready feel even earlier than it is. Today I am not bringing the morning message, and I am released from the familiar sense of burden during this hour of readiness and preparation. Bob Farr will preach as part of our Healthy Church Initiative weekend. It has gone well so far, and will culminate with the reading of the report following morning worship.

II Tim 2:22-3:17
“Run from anything that stimulates youthful lusts. Instead, pursue righteous living, faithfulness, love, and peace. Enjoy the companionship of those who call on the Lord with pure hearts.” (verse 22) This one verse contains three components of spiritual maturity -1. Avoid, reject, guard against anything that stirs up or caters to unholy desire; 2. Lean into, pursue, develop 4 areas – righteousness, faithfulness, love and peace; 3. Practical application – cultivate deep relationships with small group of growing, pure-hearted believers. This one verse would make a great morning message, as it speaks strongly to me, and will be my meditation for the day as I apply the three components to my life.

Writing about the difficult days to come, Paul warns Timothy about people who “will act religious, but they will reject the power that could make them godly. Stay away from people like that!” (3:5) John Wesley warned about a future day when people called Methodists would have a form of godliness but lack the power thereof. I have seen this in my lifetime, and I am hopeful of the return in the Methodist tribe of many people who rely upon the power of the Holy Spirit and “call on the Lord with pure hearts”.

Guide me today, Lord, as one of your followers who seeks your kingdom, with righteousness, peace, and joy in the Holy Spirit. I conclude this early morning time of scripture and prayer with the intention of taking every breath today in You, and every step, every word filled with your power.

Saturday, October 23, 2010

October 23, 2010

10-23-10 Saturday, 6:29 am, 68 degrees, mild.

Today I have the Men’s breakfast at 7:50, Church Council at 9:00, and the HCI workshop from 10-3. It will be a long and good day of pastoral work in the church.

II Tim 2:1-21
In verses 3-7 Paul compares the Christian life, and especially leadership in that life to being a soldier, an athlete, and a hardworking farmer. He encourages Timothy to “think about what I am saying. The Lord will help you understand all these things.” As I think about them, I realize that for Bruce Baxter, being enlisted in God’s army means that I continually say no to that which would distract and take away from my service for the King. Similar to an athlete, I must focus on the prize of the high calling in Jesus Christ, strictly living and leading by his rules if I am to please him. And, like a farmer, I will work hard for fruitful results, and my life will share in the harvest, as God gives the increase.

Guide me today Lord as I serve you with joy in the midst of the Wesley faith community.

Friday, October 22, 2010

October 22, 2010

10-22-10 Friday, 6:47 am Springfield, 58 degrees, cloudy.

We are in the midst of our consultation weekend. The team arrived yesterday afternoon and conducted 4 interviews. I will meet with them for a couple of hours this morning, and Audrey and I will go to dinner with them tonight. Tomorrow is a full day with church council and five hour workshop. This is a healthy process and will be fruitful for my pastoral leadership and for the life and future of this church.

II Tim 1:1-18
Verse 1b “I have been sent out to tell others about the life he has promised through faith in Christ Jesus.” In this sentence Paul states his mission in life. It is clear, simple and compelling. Each of us should be able in one sentence to state God’s purpose in our lives. I have worked on this in the past, and the first line of my Vitae states my objective: “To advance the kingdom of God in this generation through incarnational servant leadership.” Guide me Lord as I live into and through this purpose.

Paul continues this introduction to what will be his last recorded letter before being executed with descriptions of his imprisonment and instructions to Timothy. “Hold on to the pattern of wholesome teaching you learned from me – a pattern shaped by the faith and love that you have in Christ Jesus.” He observes that “everyone from the province of Asia has deserted me”, and that Onesiphorus has often visited and encouraged Paul.

I and II Timothy are two of my favorite books of the Bible. I am approaching the age in which Paul was probably executed – in his late fifties. Lead me Lord as I advance your kingdom in this generation through servant leadership, today, tomorrow, and each day until you receive me into your unchangeable eternity.

Thursday, October 21, 2010

October 21, 2010

10-21-10 Thursday, 6:58 am Springfield, 44 degrees, clear.

Yesterday at this time I was meeting a member of Wesley who has a heart for those who do not yet know Christ. We prayed at the altar in the sanctuary together. It is good for me to plan focused, intentional times of prayer. Later in the morning I met with three other pastors to pray for each other.

This afternoon at Wesley we begin the consultation weekend of the Healthy Church Initiative. A team of five leaders from around the conference will interview our staff and lay leaders, conduct a focus group, meet with the church council, conduct a Saturday workshop and lead in worship on Sunday. At noon they will present five prescriptions for the church to implement for greater fruitfulness. I am looking forward to this process, and to how it will assist the pastors and leaders of Wesley in moving forward. During the day today I will lead a peer mentoring group of pastors who have already been engaged in this process.

I Tim 6:1-21

“…true godliness with contentment is itself great wealth. After all, we brought nothing with us when we came into the world, and we can’t take anything with us when we leave it. So if we have enough food and clothing, let us be content.” (verses6-8) These verses have spoken strongly to me over the years, guide me as I internally shape and control desires. As Audrey and I listened to the Dave Ramsey lecture last night on investing in mutual funds, he is teaching how to manage assets with the end goal of being very generous. God has blessed the decisions Audrey and I have made over the years, and we are content. Guide me each day Lord as I serve you with joy, content with enough food and clothing, and seeking ways to be generous until we depart this life (with nothing, but the fruit of a life well-lived).

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

October 19, 2010

10-19-10 Tuesday, 5:37 am Springfield, 54 degrees, cloudy, high expected only in the 60’s.

Today I ride with two other pastors from Springfield to Columbia for the peer mentoring group, facilitated by Bishop Schnase. We will discuss Orbiting the Giant Hairball, and catch up with each other. I benefit from these sessions, even though the time away from Wesley and the regular routine of the week leaves work to be made up. Tonight Audrey and I will have dinner at Dwight and Sandy’s house. Bethany texted me at 1:15 am to say she was safely in Los Angeles and en route to her apartment. It was good to see her this weekend, albeit ever so briefly!

I Tim 4:1-16
Paul’s instructions to his protégé, about what and how he should teach. Paul tells Timothy not to let anyone think less of him because he is young. “Be an example to all believers in what you say, in the way you live, in your love, your faith, and your purity.” This is great advice for every pastor. In verse 7-8 Paul observes that physical training is good, but training for godliness is much better. As I work out at the Meyer center, and run 2-3 times a week, I am keeping in minimal fitness. Once a decade I have run a marathon, with the months of training required. I desire to keep spiritual training in the forefront of my priorities, because as Paul states, “it is much better, promising benefits in this life and in the life to come.”

The great spiritual servant leaders have all exercised spiritual discipline. I need to renew my efforts, refine my plan for “training for godliness”, and secure a spiritual coach (historically called a spiritual director). I have not had such a director or coach for several years, and if I am to maximize my spiritual training, I must have a relationship with a trained person who can help me make forward progress from “here to there”. I have been trained to be a spiritual director, and in my coaching I practice some of this.

Reading Philip Towner’s commentary on this passage, he organizes a succinct summary of what Paul is saying to cultivate healthy leaders – 1. Nourishment from God’s word, 2. Training in godliness, 3. Mission (for this we labor and strive). This is a good formula upon which to meditate and to use as a skeleton for the design of a plan for every leader and aspiring leader.

I am yours today, most Holy God. Use me, equip me, teach me, that I might be your fruitful disciple who worships you, cares about your sheep, and serves following your example.

Monday, October 18, 2010

October 18, 2010

10-18-10 Sunday, 6:20 am Springfield, 52 degrees, high, thin clouds.

With a wedding on Saturday and overnight company, my journaling has been scant. It is good to awaken early on this my Sabbath from work and open this journal with thoughts and reflections as I prepare to open God’s word. Sunday morning seemed to go well, and I think my message was well-directed and will prepare us for the Healthy Church Initiative this coming weekend. My goal was to create a sense of urgency about what God is doing and will do through this congregation in this time and space. It was also “pastor appreciation” Sunday, and at all four services our lay leader Margaret did a great job of commending us pastors and calling the congregation up to lay hands on us and pray.

Today our daughter Bethany is in town, and will depart tonight for Los Angeles. We had fun playing Yahtzee around the dinner table last night. She is doing so very well in her senior year at Azusa Pacific, and considering what God is leading her to undertake next year. We will enjoy spending time with her today.

Jeremiah 31:27 – 32:44
31:33-34 “But this is the new covenant I will make with the people of Israel on that day,” says the Lord. “I will put my instructions deep within them and I will write them on their hearts. I will be their God, and they will be my people. And they will not need to teach their neighbors, nor will they need to teach their relatives, saying ‘You should know the Lord.’ For everyone from the least to the greatest will know me already,” says the Lord. “And I will forgive their wickedness, and I will never again remember their sins.”

This is a powerful promise of God’s new covenant. I am thankful that I am one who benefits from this promise, and I have experienced God’s instructions “deep within” and written on my heart. Everyone around me, however does not yet “know the Lord”, and there is still much teaching of neighbors and family to do before the end.
Today I will finish reading Gordon MacKenzie’s Orbiting the Giant Hairball for our peer mentoring group in Columbia tomorrow. Bishop Schnase has been recommending this book for a couple of years. It was written 14 years ago by a corporate executive from Hallmark, and subtitled “A corporate fool’s guide to surviving with grace”. I see many applications for the church.

This is the day that You have made. I will rejoice and be glad in it. May my steps be ordered by your spirit, and my energy be renewed as the eagle’s on this day of rest and re-creation. Thank you Lord for your hand directing my life, and your instructions deep inside.”

10-16-10 Saturday, 7:20 pm Springfield, 79 degrees, clear.

Audrey and I just arrived home from the wedding of Danica Pape and Brad Wolf in Washington, MO. I will work on sermon for a while until my friend Bill Mauck arrives to spend the night. It was a beautiful wedding on a beautiful fall day. My scripture reading with introduction went very well, plus I was invited to pray the blessing over the meal. We are now tired and fulfilled in our travels and our relationships.

Friday, October 15, 2010

October 15, 2010

10-15-10 Friday, 7:30 am Springfield, 44 degrees, clear.

I just saw two bluebirds on the fence in my backyard. For two summers I have had a bluebird house nailed to my deck post, and each summer a brood has been raised. Seeing the pair this morning causes me to wonder if they are scoping out the house for next year, or visiting their home for one last time before they migrate south. I do not know the winter practices of bluebirds. Next year I hope to set out a second birdhouse for their multiplication.

II Thes 3:1-18

“Finally dear brothers and sisters, … we ask you to pray for us.” Paul is finishing up his letter, and requesting pray that “the Lord’s message will spread rapidly and be honored wherever it goes…” I desire this to be my prayer also, in this generation. As I teach and preach about the grace and mercy of God, His message of unconditional love through Jesus Christ, I covet the prayers of many that the Kingdom of God will expand, and lives will be transformed into his His image, thus bringing transformation to this world.

He finishes this epistle with the instruction to work hard, and stay away from misguided believers who sit around idle, just waiting for the return of Christ, or the end of life, or whatever. He reminds them that he worked hard night and day when he was with them, and if a person doesn’t work, he or she shouldn’t eat. Hard work is always a great example. John Wesley, Francis Asbury, E. Stanley Jones, Dietrich Bonhoeffer, Mother Teresa, – all of these worked hard, right up to their last breath. May my life be an example of hard work, laboring for the Master from the dawn to setting sun. I desire for my life to be a good example for others to follow –balanced, centered, intentional and Spirit-led.

Thank you Lord for your servant Paul. Thank you for the recording and preserving of his letters, thoughts, actions, warnings and encouragements. May Your church in 2010in Springfield and around the globe be about the work of making new disciples, cultivating fruitful lives, and enlightening the world through your holy Love.

Thursday, October 14, 2010

October 14, 2010

10-14-10 Thursday, 4:44 am Springfield, 41 degrees, clear, frost beginning to form.

I had been awake for quiet a while, and finally after the clock turned 4:00 I decided to get up on what I am calling “Wesley time”. John Wesley’s instructions to his travelling preachers was to get up at 4 when they had a 5 am preaching service, and no later than 5 on all other days. I do not have a 5 am service this morning, but lots of work in preparation for this day and for this weekend.

II Thes. 2:1-17
This chapter begins with Paul desiring to “clarify some things about the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ and how we will be gathered to meet him.” I am using the Tim LaHaye Prophecy Bible, with the Book introductions written by Jim Combs. This particular edition of the Bible zeroes in on the prophecies, and this chapter is rich in prophecy.

Recently I heard a spiritual leader state that “the rapture is simply a theological construct.” I recoiled at this statement, and I realize that it is foundational to liberal theology, minimizing the message of scripture and the truth of God’s past, present and future interaction in human lives and civilization. My own understanding is that the prophecies about Christ’s return speak of a visible, point-in-time return of Jesus to earth, rapturing the church as part of the end of time as we know it. I lean to a “mid-tribulation” rapture, followed by the 1000 years reign. Clearly the anti Christ has a prominent role in the end times.

I apply this to my devotional time this morning: Jesus is coming back, time is shorter than we think, I must “labor for the Master from the dawn to setting sun.” He could come today or this year, or in the next few years. The events of the Middle East, with Iran gaining a nuclear capability and all the conflict surrounding that area, highlights for me the possibility and reality of an Armageddon.

Use me holy Lord on this autumn day as I invest my life in the pastoral ministry of the Wesley UMC, training servant leaders, ministering your grace, and obediently surrendering my life and my will to your divine purpose. Come Lord Jesus, come.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

October 12, 2010

10-12-10 Tuesday, 6:55 am Springfield, 54 degrees, foggy.

I Thessalonians 5:4-28
Reading Jim Combs’ introduction to I Thes in the Tim LaHaye Prophecy Bible is most helpful. This is probably the first epistle that Paul wrote, having preached three Sabbaths at the synagogue in Thessalonica before a mob ran him out of town. In each of his two letters to this young church he speaks of Christ’s return 18 times.
I need to be reminded that Christ is returning, and that it could be any time. Those Christians who fully expect Him to come back soon live lives that have an urgency, and greater fruitfulness than those who disregard this prospect. I wonder what Wesley and Asbury believed and taught about the second coming of Christ?
Verse 10: Christ died for us so that, whether we are dead or alive when he returns, we can live with him forever.” This addresses the concern that if a person died before Christ returns, what is their eternal state?

Verse 14 gives instructions to the leaders concerning different dispositions in followers – those who are lazy, timid, weak; and they are to be patient with everyone. Verses 15-22 give practical advice on how to live until Christ comes: don’t pay back evil, do good to all people, be joyful, pray without ceasing, be thankful in all circumstances, do not stifle the Holy Spirit, do not scoff at prophecies.

Just reading and summarizing the above verses gives me much to think about and act upon today. I need to adjust my interaction with people based on their temperament. I need to pray always, and be patient with all people, resisting evil and doing good. Guide me Lord on this day in the middle of October, in the middle of the United States, to be and do all that you desire as I live to please you and to serve you through pastoral ministry today.

Monday, October 11, 2010

October 11, 2010

10-11-10 Monday, 6:09 am Springfield, 56 degrees, mostly clear. Sunrise-7:19 am; Sunset-6:41 pm

Yesterday we had a great Sunday morning, with the celebration of children’s Sunday, and the wrap-up of the series on Fruitful Living. God’s strength sustained me through the rigors of the Sunday morning schedule. In the afternoon I took a nap, and Audrey and I took a walk on the Greenway which begins/ends at the iron bridge. In the evening we went to see Secretariat, a well-done movie which reminded me of living in Louisville in the 60’s, and the energy surrounding the Kentucky Derby each May.

Jeremiah 16:16 – 18:23

17:9-10 “The human heart is the most deceitful of all things, and desperately wicked. Who really knows how bad it is? But I, the Lord, search all hearts and examine secret motives. I give all people their due rewards, according to what their actions deserve.”

As I was opening my paperback copy of this One Year Bible to day 284 (today), these words just jumped off the page to me. The deceitfulness of the human heart is a truth that is uncomfortable, and one that needs reminding regularly. I recognize the deceitfulness that resides in my heart, and will regularly subject it to checks and balances, including a covenant partner, small groups, prayerful reflection and honest application of God’s word and the illumination of the Holy Spirit.
I do not think I have ever preached on this passage. Perhaps in the coming weeks as I tackle “The Land Between”, looking at the Israelites desert wanderings and applying it to the faith community and also to the individual experience it will be helpful consider these verses. The Wesley Study Bible notes state that this is the “strongest statement made anywhere in the Bible about the deception and sinfulness of the human heart.”

Reading chapter 18 of Jeremiah, I remember how hard a life he lived, being God’s faithful messenger in a time when God’s people where unfaithful. Wesley and Asbury also lived hard lives, and saw great results. Both of them were disappointed toward the end of their ministries by the economic prosperity of the people who applied the Biblical principles to their lives, then after getting out of poverty and life on the edge lost some of their fervor and zeal for God’s kingdom. Guide and guard me Lord, as your servant in this generation, to keep pressing forward, aware of the deceitfulness of my own heart and willing to engage your people, challenging them to radical obedience to your will and purposes.

Sunday, October 10, 2010

October 10, 2010

10-10-10 Sunday, 6:02 am Springfield, 54 degrees.

Last night Audrey and I attended the “Stand Up For Marriage” hosted by Yakov Smirnov at the Juanita Hammons Auditorium. It was a great event and did not finish until after 10:30. I will be working today on shortened sleep, and I will be completely relying on God’s strength, wisdom and power throughout the morning.

John 4:34-38

I preached from this chapter a few weeks ago during the passionate worship sermon, lifting up Jesus’ answer to the Samaritan woman’s question about worship. Today I am focusing on Jesus’ words to his disciples “look around you, and see how the fields are ripe for harvesting.” (verse 35) Four verses later it says “Many Samaritans from that city believed in him because of the woman’s testimony… and many more believed because of His word.” (39 and 41).

My goal in this morning’s message is to wrap up the series on Fruitful Living, and to empower hearers to multiply the kingdom through their fruitfulness that results in seeds being planted. Lord, here in Oct of 2010 I know that the fields are white, ready for the harvest. I know that time is shorter than any of us can know. Use me this morning, and each of my remaining days to be at work in your fields, and with your servants at work in your fields to increase the harvest of souls for eternity.

Friday, October 8, 2010

October 8, 2010

10-8-10 Friday, 6:29 am Springfield, 54 degrees, clear.

We arrived home from Alton at 9:15 p.m., after a fruitful trip to the Honduras summit. We made good connections and my presentation went well on financing capital projects with a portion of the capital campaign. I met the guy who painted the white shutters and windows I was unable to paint on the education building in Diez, and we had lunch with the woman from COR who led the leadership training for Sunday School teachers, and who picked the curriculum. As we left, Audrey and I had a nice conversation with Bishop Palmer.

Today my calendar is open as I had thought I might need to be at the Honduras Summit today also. I will use today to write my sermon, and to catch up on preparations for the HCI weekend. There are also several people I need to follow up with a phone call or email. First, I will begin with the daily reading from The One Year Bible, and pray.

Jeremiah 10 – 11:23

Verses 6: “Lord, there is no one like you! For you are great, and your name is full of power.” This verse is one upon which to meditate. A contemporary Christian song builds upon this verse, and I am reminded that God is full of power, and nothing on earth, no person or power is greater than God. Jeremiah made fun of wooden idols, man-made images of gods. In my generation, there is fear of nuclear power, the awe of computer power and government surveillance, etc. This verse will be my meditation today, and my source of strength for the day.

As I have briefly caught up on the news, I realize that a small plane crashed and burst into flames at the downtown (small) airport here in Springfield, killing one woman, injuring the pilot and one passenger; and in the middle of the night there was a fatal crash on I 44 involving a semi and a car. Both of these fatalities remind me of the frailty of life, especially as I piloted a small plane with two passengers around Springfield last week, and drove home on 44 last night. Thank you Lord for your power, for the mystery of your will, and the opportunity to serve you today, October 8.

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

October 6, 2010

10-6-10 Wednesday, 5:54 am Springfield; 41 degrees, clear

Yesterday I did not journal, as I had an early breakfast. The rest of the day was filled with fruitful meetings with staff and leaders. I did manage to get a workout in, running the second half of a 2.7 mile run at a 9:10 pace – quicker than I have been doing lately. My plantar faciatious has flared up painfully this morning, and I am looking forward to getting the custom orthodics that will hopefully be the answer. Last night before falling asleep I had meaningful time of prayer, as my desire has been to pray in the evening, an examination and reflection of the day.

Today at noon Audrey and I drive to Alton, Ill. To participate in the National Honduras Summit. I will make a presentation tomorrow at a breakout group about how we have allocated a percentage of capital funds campaigns to fund capital projects. I will prepare my handout and organize my presentation following devotions. I will also work on my sermon here at home before I head out to 8:45 prayer with Bob and Tim.

Col 2:8-23

Reading verses 8 and 9 in Greek Interlinear: “Beware lest anyone of you there being taken captive through philosophy and empty deceit according to the tradition of men, according to the elementary principles of the world and not according to Christ; because in Him dwells all the fullness of the godhead bodily.” Wow! These two verses, and the concept of being taken captive by Christ, in whom dwells all the fullness of the Godhead bodily fills my imagination. I have been meditating, chewing on this reality as it comes to me through this scripture in a new and fresh way.

Guide me Lord as I willing go forward as your captive, free in your grace, and guarding against the vain philosophy and empty deceit according to human tradition.
I am yours, fill me, send me, use me in your work today.

Monday, October 4, 2010

October 4, 2010

10-4-10 Monday, 6:52 am Springfield, 36 degrees, clear and cold. First frost (light) of the season!

Last night Audrey and I attended the Steven Curtis Chapman “Family Night” with Jerry, Bev, Steve and Rochelle. The Chapmans have a wonderful ministry, with their two sons on the verge of touring with their own band, and Mary Beth speaking about the death of their daughter Maria and the book she has written. It was good to be in the audience last night.

This morning I need to go to the office and get an email out to the participants in the Wesley leadership experience tomorrow night. I snored a lot last night, keeping Audrey up, and so as she catches up on Zzzs I will ride the motorcycle to the church, and then out on a little morning ride in the crisp fall air.

Jeremiah 2:31-4:18

The prophet, speaking for God, uses many metaphors of Israel being like a prostitute, or an adulterous wife, leaving the God of her youth in search of something else. He promises that Egypt will fail her, just as Assyria did.
4:3 “This is what the Lord says to the people of Judah and Jerusalem: ‘Plow up the hard ground of your hearts! Do not waste your good seed among thorns. O people of Judah and Jerusalem, surrender your pride and power. Change your hearts before the
Lord, or my anger will burn like an unquenchable fire because of your sins.’” As I read this, I pictured Wesley or Asbury using this as a text for a fiery sermon. I do not preach “fiery sermons”, but speak in more of a teaching mode.

Guide me Holy Lord as I seek to be obedient and faithful to your word and your leading in every way, all the time. Guard me from complacency, and from pleasing people, speaking words they always want to hear. Use me as your pastor, shepherd, and faithful, obedient servant.

Sunday, October 3, 2010

October 3, 2010

10-3-10 Sunday, 4:41 am Springfield, 42 degrees.

I can see Jupiter and Uranus in the west, and the waning harvest moon in the east. I have lighted the pilot for the gas fireplace, and it is warming up the living room. For the first time this season, as I was outside on the deck I could see my breath as it vaporized.

This morning I will preach on generosity. I will spend the next hour and a half in final preparation of my mind, heart, and spirit. Guide me Lord as I seek to be your conduit of grace, your messenger of good news, and your agent transformation in my generation.

II Cor 8-9
Paul writes these two chapters about generosity, especially in connection with the offering he is gathering for the poor in Jerusalem. He worked on this offering for over 10 years, from 46 AD until 57 AD when the delegation from the gentile churches brought the gift. Guide me Lord as I seek to be your agent of generosity.

Saturday, October 2, 2010

October 2, 2010

10-2-10 Saturday, 2:35 pm Grayrock Dr., 61 degrees, partly sunny.

I had a great flight this morning around the Springfield vicinity with Bob and Norma. We flew over the area in which they grew up and met as high school sweethearts. We flew over Table Rock Lake, which was just being formed when they got married. It was one of the most delightful sightseeing flights I have taken. This afternoon I have a wedding, and I just watched the Today Show wedding from Thursday, with my friend Steve Cox officiating. He did a great job under lots of pressure.

Before flying this morning I read Philippians 3:5-21 in which Paul describes his background. If anyone could trust pedigree and works righteous it would be Paul. But he says that although he once thought these things were important, he now considers them all dung, refuse, worthless compared to the infinite value of knowing Christ Jesus as his Lord. Help me Lord to communicate this truth in my generation, as I treasure the gift of salvation through faith.

Friday, October 1, 2010

October 1, 2010

10-1-10 Friday, 7:00 am Springfield, 46 degrees, clear.

September is over, October has just begun! I enjoy the passing of the months and the changing of the seasons. Tonight I will take the airplane flying after the wedding rehearsal and get a bird’s eye view of the evening over Springfield. Today I have a graveside funeral service at 1:00 for a Wesley member who was active until she went to a nursing home several years ago.

Exciting news: Last night I finally got my new cell phone, a Droid X to sync contacts and calendar with my Palm data base. Over 1000 contacts and my calendar are now on my Droid. I have been carrying both phones, like a pair of 6 shooters one on each hip. Now I must check the details of my calendar, and perhaps add the “notes” for my contacts, but I am very pleased to have gotten the sync to work.

Philippians 2:19-3:4

In verses 19-24 Paul tells the recipients that he is preparing to send Timothy to them. He states that other people (he could send) “are seeking their own interests, not those of Jesus Christ.” This continues the theme he followed earlier in the chapter about self-emptying, and warnings against self-centeredness. In verse 22 the Greek word dokimen is translated “proven worth” referring to Timothy. This is a word I desire to have continually applied to me – that Bruce Baxter has dokimen, proven worth in the work of the gospel, in the servant leadership of the church.

I am continuing to read Wigger’s biography of Asbury, who proved his worth to the cause of Christ. I am currently reading about the events of 1784, the Christmas conference, the role of Coke in ordaining Asbury, etc. The Methodist movement in America had about 9,000 participants in 1780, and about 60,000 by 1790. Asbury was always looking for men of proven worth, as are we today as the church continues to need unselfish, spirit-filled, compassionate, visionary servant leaders as pastors. As I lead this very large church called Wesley, I constantly am aware of creating a culture of call, which will result in many individuals hearing God’s call to pastoral vocation.

In verses 25-30 he tells the Philippians that he is presently going to send to them Epaphroditus, who was sick and almost died, and has been very helpful and supportive of Paul. From this paragraph I remember again how important individuals are in the work of ministry. Parkcrest Baptist church, almost next door to Wesley has this on their church sign “never underestimate the value of one soul.” Reading Paul’s letters, I am so aware of this truth.

Guide me today Lord as I serve you with joy, and seek to encourage, comfort, and present your gospel through my life on this first day of October in the Ozarks.