Saturday, April 30, 2011

April 30, 2011

4-30-11 Saturday, 7:48 am Springfield, 59 and sunny.

Thank you Lord for this beautiful morning. The coffee is delicious and I am well rested and ready for the day. Guide my mind, my heart, my hands and feet as I serve you with joy as a steward of time, energy and creation.

The royal wedding yesterday had a much greater spiritual emphasis than I anticipated in my morning blog yesterday. The sermon was my favorite part, and with much rewinding of the video I was able to transcribe the part that was said so well:

The Right Reverend Richard Chartres, Bishop of London preached the sermon:
“As the reality of God has faded from so many lives in the west, there’s been a corresponding inflation of expectations that personal relations alone will supply meaning and happiness in life. This is to load our partner with too great a burden. We’re all incomplete, we all need the love which is secure, rather than oppressive. We need mutual forgiveness in order to thrive. And as we move towards our partner in love, following the example of Jesus Christ, the Holy Spirit is quickened with us, and can increasingly fill our lives with light.”

One of my goals is to keep the reality of God from fading in my life, and in the lives of those in which I have influence. As I am reading through the book of Judges with the One Year Bible, I recognize that the people of Israel experienced cycles of knowing and trusting God, then peace and prosperity, then a disregard for God (His reality fading from their lives) followed by defeat and misery. I am also reading the personal story of Vasil Zavgorodniy, My Crucible of Suffering, about his faith journey through imprisonment in the USSR in during the 1970s and 80s. His faith is victorious and joyous as he suffers at the hands of the state, and the reality of God is fresh and brightly burning in his life.

Judges 11:1-12:15

Chapter 11 contains the tragic account of Jephthah of Gilead. He was a great warrior, expelled by his half brothers who were threatened by him. When the Ammonites began to war against Israel, seeking to recover their land lost 300 years previous when Joshua was leading Israel, the people of Gilead sent for Jephthah, and made him their leader. “Jephthah made a vow to the Lord. He said ‘if you give me victory over the Ammonites, I will give to the Lord whatever comes out of my house to meet me when I return in Triumph. I will sacrifice it as a burnt offering.” (11:30-31)

After his victory, his daughter, his only child came out to meet him, playing on a tambourine and dancing for joy. Jephthah tore his clothes, and kept his vow. He let his daughter go for two months with her friends, then he sacrificed her. This is such a tragic event. It has always seemd to me that Jephthah sinned twice – first by his rash vow, and secondly by sacrificing his daughter. He should have absorbed his own mistake, sparred her life and suffered whatever God would have done to him for breaking that rash vow. Instead, he sacrificed his daughter, starting a tradition that the young women of Israel would go away for 4 days, remembering the plight of Jephthah’s daughter.

Chapter 12 names several judges without describing much of their lives. This list includes Ibzan, Elon, and Abdon. As I daily record my thoughts and activities, my hope is that in the future pastors and other spiritual leaders will benefit from this account of my brief life as a pastor in Missouri.

Guide me Holy Lord on this beautiful Saturday in April as I serve the risen Savior, fully conscious of Your reality in my life and in this world today.

Friday, April 29, 2011

April 29, 2011

4-29-11 Friday, 4:09 am Springfield, 44 degrees, clear and calm

I awoke with a start this morning around 3:00, hearing something that sounded like a low laughter. All of us in Springfield are a little jumpy following the double homicide a few days ago of an elderly, Godly couple by an apparent home invader with a knife. My adrenaline kicked in and I laid there awake, thinking about evil, the murders, and also the royal wedding of prince William and Katherine Middleton which is happening right now in London. So, I am up and at um. No sign of home invaders, and the wedding is still about an hour away. Also today is the launch of the next-to-last mission of the Space Shuttle program, which began while I was in seminary in the early 1980s.

Judges 9:22 – 10:18

Continuing from yesterday’s reading, Abimelech is opposed by Gaal and fighting erupts. The result is that Abimelech defeats Gaal and the people of Shechem he is leading. Shechem is destroyed and the ground covered with salt. Abimelech is killed while attacking the tower in Thebez, as a woman dropped a millstone off the roof. He was mortally wounded, and had his young armor bearer kill him with his sword so that he would not die at the hands of a woman.

Tola “is the next person to rescue Israel” (10:1) He serves for 23 years, and then Jair judges Israel for 22 years. Then the people of Israel “abandoned the Lord and no longer served him at all” (10:6) Much trouble followed for the people of Israel.

It is clear that to abandon the Lord is to bring trouble. And, the gods of this world are always so attractive. As the royal wedding is currently taking place in Westminster Abbey, I am pondering the godlessness of that society, with all the images of Christianity, but the lack of evidence in lives surrendered to the Lordship of Christ. The language used in the wedding will be Biblical, historical and traditional. It will be interesting to see how the lives of this young couple reflect the love and the life of Christ.

Lord, may my life today in Springfield bring you glory, laud and honor, to thee redeemer king! I am yours, take my thoughts, my actions, and use them in your divine service. Guard me from the allure of the gods of this world. Thank you for the birds that are beginning to sing, and all the eggs in nests that will hatch with new life in the days to come.

Thursday, April 28, 2011

April 28, 2011

4-28-11 Thursday, 5:45 am Springfield, 42 degrees, clear!

The rain has finally stopped, and the sun will shine today. The cloudy, misty, rainy weather that has persisted has felt like London, which is where Kate Middleton will wed prince William at Westminster Abbey tomorrow. His mother, Princess Diana was killed on Aug 31, 1997, and the eyes of the whole world are on this couple and their wedding.

Today I lead session 17 of the Peer Mentoring group. We will discuss the book Shaped by God’s Heart – The Passions and Practices of Missional Churches by Milfred Minatrea. I have some time this morning to review this book and prepare for the discussion. I benefit from teaching a book study to other pastors, as I have the opportunity to apply it to my work at Wesley.

Judges 8:18- 9:21

Gideon kills Zebah and Zalmunna, kings he has captured. The Israelites live in peace for the 40 remaining years of Gideon’s life. He has 70 sons, including Abimelech, who after Gideon’s death is favored by the people of Shechem, and he kills all but one of his half brothers. Jotham, the one surviving son of Gideon rebukes Abimelech and the citizens of Shechem with a story about a time the trees decided to choose a king. The olive tree refused to be their king, because he would have to quit producing the olive oil that blesses both God and people. The fig tree and the grape vine refused for the same reasons. Then all the trees finally turned to the thornbush which agreed to be king.

This scripture teaches how people often make poor choices when they choose their own leaders. It could also teach that often the best leaders are too focused on their own settings, and cannot see the larger good for which they could make sacrificial, servant leadership investments of their own lives. I am not sure how this scripture applies to my life. One application is that it affirms that the appointment system used by the United Methodist church to deploy pastors has merit over the call system, as when a local church calls its pastor, there are thornbushes that sometimes are placed in positions where people get burned.

Guide me today, most Holy Lord as I serve and lead your people. Guide us in the decision whether or not to host the UCO from Azusa Pacific at Wesley in two weeks. Be thou my vision, o Lord of my heart, naught be all else to me save that thou art. Thou my best thought, by day or by night, waking or sleeping thy presence my light

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

April 27, 2011

4-27-11 Wednesday, 6:15 am Springfield, 51 degrees, cloudy, storms forecasted for today.

This is a very interesting weather pattern occurring. We have had more than a week of storms, and they are predicted for the next several days. Flooding is widespread, and will only get worse. I was able to ride the Kawasaki to church yesterday, but took the car back in the evening for the life group leaders’ banquet. Our day with Doug Anderson was quiet fruitful. He is a very good consultant/coach.

Judges 7:1 – 8:17

The story of Gideon continues. After testing God with the fleece, twice, he leads the men into battle. God tells him that he has too many soldiers, and if they defeated the Midians, they would “boast to Me that they saved themselves by their own strength” (verse 2). This is a danger and problem down through history, and especially prevalent in my generation. God’s instructions to Gideon whittled his army down to 300 men. When they defeated the 135,000 man army, it was clear that God truly had been the one who gave the victory.

In the aftermath of this tremendous victory, there were petty personal issues. For example, the people of Ephraim complained that he did not send for them when he first went out to battle. He noted that the leftover grapes of Ephraim’s harvest were better than the entire crop from his little clan. He pointed out that “God gave you victory over Oreb and Zeeb … what have I accomplished compared to that?” (8:2-3) He also had trouble with the officials in the towns of Succoth and Peniel, who refused to give his 300 exhausted men provisions until they actually captured the enemy. Gideon would return to these towns after he captured Zebah and Zalmunna and punish the leaders in Succoth, and kill all the men in Peniel.

My takeaway this morning is twofold: God is powerful and is the one who accomplishes great victory, even though humans are very prone to take credit for their own salvation; secondly, even in the midst of the great working of God among the people there is pettiness, selfishness, and complaining. Guide my steps today, most Holy Lord as I walk into this day aware of your great power, and also of my tendency to trust in my own strength, to have difficulty believing You are up to a great miraculous work, and that even so, people will complain and be petty.

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

April 26, 2011

4-26-11 Tuesday, 5:48 am Springfield, 55 degrees, cloudy, wind 12 mph from the west

The birds are singing (chirping) loudly in these predawn moments. How do they know the sun is about to rise? The weatherman (Brandon Beck) is predicting partly sunny today, high at 67 and more rain tomorrow. The roads are flooded around Springfield with many schools closed because of the flooding. It is interesting to observe the high water and all its consequences. Last night we took Bethany to the airport, bound for LA, and we already miss her. We had a great week together, and Easter weekend was especially meaningful with David and Danelle visiting, and Easter lunch with the Collettes.

Today I have a full day with Doug Anderson in town. He is our coach through the HCI process and very insightful as we move forward. He was here in February, and will return in a couple of months. I will get to the office early, write my pastor’s pen, review staff job descriptions and prepare for our work this week. Tonight we have a banquet for the life group leaders, and Doug will speak to us about small groups in the church.

Judges 6

The Israelites did evil in the sight of the Lord, building altars to Baal and erecting Asherah poles. The angel of the Lord came to Opherah where Gideon was grinding grain down in a winepress so the nasty Midianites wouldn’t come and take it. The angel says to Gideon “mighty hero, the Lord is with you.” Gideon asks him where all the miracles are spoken about by his ancestors. He states “But now the Lord has abandoned us and handed us over to the Midianites.”

God is getting ready to perform another miracle through this youngest member of the weakest clan. Gideon will test God’s will with a fleece a couple of times, and God confirms to Gideon his plan.

I believe God is going before us in 2011 and continues to work his will through us. Reading this chapter gives me a great sense of expectancy of what God will yet do. I am also reminded to pay special attention to guard against the cultural creep that would entice believers to trust in the gods of those around us who do not worship and serve the one God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ.

I am yours today, and everyday Lord. I will live today with the expectation that you continue to work your wondrous plan through your people, leading, empowering, and equipping. Guide me today as a pastor in Springfield to hear your word, and to do your will, taking the risks that you intend, for the advancement of your kingdom.

Monday, April 25, 2011

April 25, 2011

4-25-11 Monday, 5:53 am Springfield, 55 degrees, rain.

Yesterday was a very special Easter Sunday. I had the privilege of preaching at the Springfield community sunrise service at Hammons ballpark. The rain held off just long enough for us to be dry, and I challenged Springfield to allow God to redeem the lynchings of 1906 by making Springfield the most welcoming community in the country. It was a good service, and Bethany said it might have been my best Easter message ever. Throughout the additional 4 services at Wesley we had strong attendance even though it rained much of the morning. After Easter dinner at our house I was exhausted and enjoyed an afternoon nap.

Today is Bethany’s last day here, as we take her to the airport tonight. Audrey flies out to L.A. a week from today in preparation of Bethany’s graduation. I will complete an online course for my updated airport badge, read, and putter around in the garage and basement. Tomorrow our HCI consultant comes to town for a day of meetings.

Judges 4:1 – 5:31

Following Ehud’s death, the Israelites again did evil in the Lord’s sight and He gave them over into the hand of King Jabin, a Canaanite. Sisera was the commander of his army, which included 900 chariots. Deborah was a prophet judging Israel at that time. God used her and Barak, along with 10,000 warriors from the tribes of Naphatil and Zebulun to defeat the Canaanite army. Seeking rest, Sisera was killed by Jael, the wife of Heber with a hammer and tent peg as he slept in her tent.

Chapter 5 is the song of Deborah and Barak. Verse two says “Israel’s leaders took charge, and the people gladly followed. Praise the Lord!” During the period of the judges in Israel, there was intermittent leadership. People going their own way, which resulted in disobeying God and defeat to neighboring enemies were followed by God raising up a judge to lead the people. I observe that in the church, when the leaders take charge, and the people gladly follow, there is great spiritual growth.

Guide me today, most holy Lord as I seek to be the leader you have called me to be. Guard me from any hesitancy to actively seek your will and call others to follow in the spiritual battle to build your kingdom in this generation. May this day of rest be healing and a preparation for the week that follows.

Saturday, April 23, 2011

April 23, 2011

4-23-11 Saturday, 7:34 am Springfield, 55 degrees, stormy.

Fierce storms throughout the area, including a tornado that struck Lambert Field in St. Louis, breaking out terminal windows. The sky here is gray with a touch of green illuminated by the occasion flash of lightening accompanied by a roll of thunder. We will go out for a family breakfast this morning, and spend the day getting ready for Easter. I will be working on my message, and prayerfully preparing for the celebration of the resurrection.

Matthew 28
Verses 1-10 are the text for my Easter sermon. The women come to the tomb, find terrified guards with an angel sitting on the rolled away stone. This angel of the Lord’s appearance was like lightening, and his garment as white as snow. The angel said to the women “do not be afraid, I know that your are looking for Jesus who has been crucified. He is not here, for He is risen, just as He said.

Powerful images from that moment in history when the dawn of resurrection power and grace was beginning! Each Easter we remember the glorious discovery of the empty tomb, and down through history millions have experienced newness of life through Jesus Christ. Last night after the 7 pm Good Friday service we had a special time with the confirmands, their parents and mentors in the sanctuary and at the altar, as they each had the opportunity to say Yes to God’s invitation for pardon, salvation, and Lordship.

Reading this scripture this morning reminds me of the reality of Christ, risen from the dead, reigning over nature, kingdoms, history, the universe. I desire during my brief earthly life to follow Him faithfully, to live fully in His grace, to love completely as He did, and to be oriented toward His eternal kingdom every day of this temperal life. I am your 55 year old servant. Use me according to your plan and purpose for today, and prepare me for tomorrow.

Friday, April 22, 2011

April 22, 2011

4-22-11 Good Friday, 6:23 am cloudy, threat of heavy rain for the next 5 days.

Fifty-five years ago today I was born! My mother was 30 and my father was 38, living in Los Angeles. Five years ago I awoke in Africa on this day, and no one travelling with me knew it was my birthday. Yesterday the office staff surprised me at lunch with a celebration. Tomorrow morning we will have a family celebration. I look forward to using the senior menu and getting other senior discounts. At SunRise we had a group called FAFF – Fun After Fifty Five, of which I could join today!

Aging is a funny process. My dad turned 55 in Dec of 1972, during my junior year of high school. That summer he had purchased some acreage in Kentucky, planning someday to retire there (he never did). Within 5 years he took early retirement from his primary career as a chemical engineer, and worked at various jobs until he was 80. My mom turned 55 when I was in my first year of seminary. She had purchased an accounting and tax practice when she was 52, named it Grace Baxter and Associates, and would lead that firm for 25 more years.

Internally I am a composite of the 4 year old boy, the grade school kid, the teenager, the college student, the painting contractor, the CPA, the groom, the young pastor, the proud father, the church planter, the little league baseball coach, the grieving son (plus all the other ages of life in my memory). Externally I am a white-haired 55 year-old husband of 28 years, father of two delightful young adults, and a pastor with lots of experience. Thank you Lord for this day, for this season and for these reflections.

John 18:28 ff The events of “Good” Friday

The Jewish leaders led Jesus from Caiaphas into the Preaetorium, and it was early (about this time? 6:45 am?) They themselves did not enter in order that they might not be defiled (it was somehow an unclean place) so they could eat the Passover. Pilate asked them what accusation they brought. They did not specify, but said they could not impose the death penalty. When Pilate questioned Jesus, he stated “my kingdom is not of this world. If my kingdom were of this world, then my servants would be fighting, that I might not be delivered up to the Jews, but as it is, my kingdom is not of this realm.” Jesus concluded by saying “… I have come into the world, to bear witness to the truth. Everyone who is of the truth hears my voice.” Pilate said “what is truth?”

On this Friday morning, I am mindful of the fact that I serve a King whose realm is not of this world. Even as the weather is violent today, as it was when He was tortured and executed in this world which is His creation. The kingdoms and nations, rulers, leaders and financial institutions might seem to exist apart from God, but everything is subject to His truth. Guide me in your truth today, most Holy, living, loving, powerful redeemer.

Thursday, April 21, 2011

April 21, 2011

4-21-11 Thursday, 6:20 am Springfield, 47 degrees, cloudy with rain predicted.

Holy week continues. Yesterday morning I enjoyed breakfast with a friend who has begun a blog and he showed me how to link this blog with my Facebook account. I will try to do that today. My goal with this writing is to daily record aspects of my walk with God and to provide a window into my soul. Yesterday afternoon I worked with two Wesley leaders on writing a new vision statement, utilizing the work of our Day of Visioning in February. Last night the Wow meal (pork chops!) provided a good context for visiting and fellowship with the gathered faith community. On the way home I stopped by an Alzheimer’s unit where one of our members was admitted yesterday, which is hard for him at 61 and for his wife. I will plan to visit as the weeks and months unfold.

This morning I will give a radio interview at KTTS, host 2 pastors in my office for prayer, and then I have flexible time to return phone calls and emails, work on my Easter message and prepare for the weekend At 3:00 we will walk through the Wesley Easter services. Tonight I will attend the Maundy Thursday service led by Pastor Jim Massey and the Holy Land pilgrims.

Joshua 22:21-23:16

This reading has two parts. The first involves a somewhat obscure incident with the tribes of Reuben, Gad, and Manasseh, whose land was on the east side of the Jordan, per their request to Moses, and who had fought with the other tribes in the conquest of the Promised Land. Word had come to those other tribes that there was an altar built on the east side of the Jordan. Gathering at Shiloh to go to war against their fellow tribes because they had built a “competing altar”, wisely they decided to send a delegation to investigate. The leaders of Reuben, Gad, and the half tribe of Manasseh explained that they did not build this altar for making sacrifices (which would have been in direct disobedience to God), but as a memorial to remind future generations that although the Jordan River divided them, they were undivided in their worship of God. This satisfied the delegation and they returned to Shiloh, and there was no war.

There are so many implications and applications of this incident. For me the most obvious is to be careful when assuming motives for the actions of other people. I am impressed with the foresight of the builders of this replica altar as they sought to remind future generations of the oneness they experienced.

Joshua 23:1-16 records the words of the elderly Joshua as the years have passed. He realizes he will soon die “going the way of everything on earth”. His basic message to the gathered elders, leaders, judges, and officers of Israel is to “be very careful to follow everything Moses wrote in the Book of Instruction. Do not deviate from it, turning either to the right or to the left.” (23:6)
His message to his people is a vital and relevant message to all followers of God: “cling tightly to the Lord your God as you have done until now.” (23:8) I desire to follow Joshua’s advice, and to teach it to this generation with whom I serve. It is always so easy to loosen one’s grip, especially when life is easier, and the daily journey appears to require less faith.

I am reading the account of a Russian Christian who experienced fierce persecution in the 1970s and 80s. His faith was refined as gold in a fire. Guide me Lord as I walk in faith on April 21, 2011 in Springfield Missouri. I am clinging tightly to You.

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

April 19, 2011

4-19-11 Tuesday, 6:14 am Springfield, 67 degrees, full moon through high thin clouds

A cold front will come through today, whipping up scattered thunderstorms. Bethany arrived safely last night and we went out for sushi. Today I have much to do as I work on worship planning, greet the kids of creation, pray with the staff, meet with the hospitality captains to plan for Easter Sunday, and lead our 4:00 meeting of the Sunday Morning Task force.

Joshua 19:1 - 20:9

The continued record of land allotments to the tribes and their clans. Eleazar the priest, Joshua son of Nun and the tribal leaders allocated grants of land to the tribes of Israel by casting sacred lots in the presence of the Lord at the entrance of the Tabernacle at Shiloh. (19:51) After the land was divided among the tribes, the Israelites gave a piece of land to Joshua as his allocation.

This was a massive relocation and resettlement of people. Reading it this morning I have been thinking through when in history and during this present generation such a massive resettlement has taken place. During the 18th and 19th centuries Europeans migrated to the Americas and Africa, colonizing, settling, and often enslaving or expelling the populations formerly in those places. Today massive people shifts are mostly the result of refugees from war or natural disasters, plus the political issues involved with Israel, Palestine, and various Arab countries. The ebb and flow of peoples and tribes in Africa is also significant, such as the massacre in Rwanda of one tribe by another.

Chapter 20 contains the instructions to designate “cities of refuge” as God had instructed Moses. These were a place for people to flee to if they accidently killed someone. The elders in the city of refuge would hear their case and determine their eligibility for residence, which would protect them from being killed in revenge by the family members of the deceased. A maternity home was established in St. Charles county with the term “refuge” in its name, alluding to these cities where people could turn in desperation.

Lord, today is a fresh new opportunity to serve you. Guide me in all I do that I might honor you and extend your kingdom through the work of Wesley United Methodist Church. I realize how brief the life is, even though it has the illusion of permanence. Help me to prepare, to encourage, to lead, to serve in the power of your Holy Spirit in cultivating and developing more disciples of Jesus Christ who worship, care and serve.

Monday, April 18, 2011

April 18, 2011

4-18-11 Monday, 7:21 am Springfield, 58 degrees, partly sunny, spring green!

The bright, fresh colors of spring green are all around. From the grass to the trees, to the blackberry bushes in my garden, new life is bursting out. I have this day unscheduled, and will observe sabbath. Yesterday was a most fulfilling, and strenuous day with worship, speaking at the Easter egg hunt, walking through a rehearsal with the confirmation students and parents, and then premarital counseling with a delightful college-age couple. Tonight Bethany arrives from Los Angeles to spend her spring break here in Springfield. David and Danelle will be here for the weekend. Our water heater is on the fritz and will probably need to be replaced.

Obituary in today’s paper, for my barber of the last 4 years: “John C. Hipsher was born March 30, 1941 in Pleasant Hope, Mo., and passed away April 16, 2011 in Springfield, Mo., after a brief battle with cancer.” I will plan to attend his funeral on Wed at Park Crest Baptist church. Unfortunately death and grief are a regular part of life here in Springfield, and around the world. As I live in and serve a community, it is my privilege to work closely with families in the midst of their loss. I visited John on Thursday and met his wife and brother Paul. John was a man of great faith and had a strong witness to the power of God in his life. He was ready to enter eternity.

Joshua 16:1 – 18:28 (from today's God Sightings, the One Year Bible)

These chapters contain details about the allotments designated for the different tribes, half tribes and clans. “The descendants of Manasseh were unable to occupy …” They complained to Joshua that they had so many people and not enough land. “Joshua replied, ‘if there are so many of you, and if the hill country of Ephraim is not large enough for you, clear out land for yourselves in the forest where the Perizzites and Rephaites live.’” (17:15) One application of this incident is for followers of Jesus to believe that God is at work in their midst, and to avoid complaining about the lack of opportunity to serve Him. In Cape Girardeau, in Kansas City, in O’Fallon very large congregations have been planted by United Methodist pastors (La Croix, Resurrection, and Morning Star). There is still no limit to what God is doing through His followers.

Guide me today, most holy, living, powerful Lord as I walk with you and serve you in this generation. Guard me from discontentment and whining like the descendants of Manasseh, and give me more of the spirit of Caleb.

Sunday, April 17, 2011

April 17, 2011

4-17-11 Palm Sunday, 5:54 am Springfield, 41 degrees, clear, calm, birds singing.

Matthew 21:1-11

This has been a great weekend of Mission Blitz! This morning we will celebrate the work around Springfield, and remember the Sunday in which Jesus entered Jerusalem, riding on the colt of a donkey. My message has three parts – The Colt (a look at the prophesy from Zechariah), The Crowd (a consideration of who was present) and The Question (what was the key question being asked then, what is the critical question being asked today). My hope is for the hearers today to recognize the presence, the power and the purpose of Jesus Christ among us.

This afternoon we have the Easter Egg hunt, at which I am teaching the Gospel message using an easter egg, and final practice with the parents and confirmands for the baptism and confirmation services of the next two weeks. Following that I will meet with a young couple in preparation for their wedding, using a book their uncle has recommended.

Thank you Lord for this day and all that lies ahead. May Your strength be my strength, and may I be your servant through the faith community called Wesley United Methodist Church in Springfield Missouri today!

Saturday, April 16, 2011

April 16, 2011

4-16-11 Saturday, 7:13 am Springfield, 38 degrees, cloudy.

Yesterday the Wesley Mission Blitz kicked off with preliminary work at several project sites. Audrey and I worked at Harmony House, wiping down overhead pipes, and then painting them white. She will return there this morning, I will visit several other sites today. My body tells me that it did stretching, bending and lifting that it is not accustomed to, and my soul is gratified for the outpouring of unselfish love through this faith community.

Joshua 13-14

Joshua is getting on in years, and God tells him that there is still land yet to be conquered and inhabited as the promised land. These two chapters contain details of tribes, clans and land. Reading this I was reminded of the current ways in which people live in the United States, some definitely in clans grouped in areas, some spread across the country, living more as individual and family units, migrating based on jobs and opportunities.

14:6-15 contains the account of Caleb, aged 85, leading a delegation from the tribe of Judah to speak with Joshua about their allotment. Caleb reminds Joshua of Moses’ promise “the land of Canaan on which you were just walking will be your grant of land…” Caleb strongly advocates for this by saying to Joshua “I am as strong now as I was when Moses sent me on that journey, and I can still travel and fight as well as I could then. So give me the hill country that the Lord promised me.” (verses 11-12) Three times in this section it is said about Caleb: “he wholeheartedly followed the Lord, the God of Israel.” This is a great goal for every believer – to wholeheartedly follow God, and to live fully and energetically to the end of life pursuing the promises of God.

May this day be a day of wholeheartedly following you, most Holy Lord. Guide my steps, and the work of the Wesley UMC as we serve across the Springfield region demonstrating your love with all our strength.

Friday, April 15, 2011

April 15, 2011

4-15-11 Friday, 6:56 am Springfield, 54 degrees, storms.

The weather was not as severe as predicted last night, as we received about an inch of rain with mild lightening and thunder. The low is only predicted for 38 tonight, well above the earlier prediction of a freeze. So, the flowers and few vegetables should be safe without special attention, and there does not appear to be danger of a frost for the next week. We have probably seen our last frost in this region for the season. Now the plants (and bugs) can grow in earnest.

Joshua 11:1-12:24

These chapters form a summary of the initial conquest of the promised land. It is difficult to read about the total annihilation of the people who occupied Canaan. God told Moses, who told Joshua to spare no one. “And Joshua did as he was told, carefully obeying all the commands that the Lord had given to Moses.” (11:15) It is not easy to apply this chapter to today. Obedience to God’s will is supremely important. This occupation of the promised land was a unique event in the life of God’s chosen people. The crusades were a disaster, an attempted “conquest” of the Christian era. Religious people with power must be so careful to use it wisely, extending the kingdom of God, and not foolishly, building their own.

This weekend Wesley UM Church invades the community of Springfield with the Mission Blitz. We have 700 people signed up to invest half a day in working throughout the community, helping people in need. We are partnering with several agencies and ministries who specialize in different forms of care and witness. Jesus said that when we have fed, clothed, visited the marginalized, we have done so for Him. We are invading Springfield with kindness and care today and tomorrow. Guide our every step, bless our every effort to the building of your work, Lord, in this generation.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

April 12, 2011

4-12-11 Tuesday, 5:16 am Springfield, 44 degrees, clear.

Yesterday, following a morning of worship planning, writing, meetings, and phone calls, Audrey and I visited the dear family of our friend and classmate Linda, as her mom is recovering from eye surgery. We spent the latter afternoon and evening planting flowers and working in the yard until dark. It was hard work, and fulfilling as Audrey placed the flowers with her artistic eye, and I dug the holes. Today I chair the district Ordained Ministry Team which meets at Wesley, and in the evening participate in our ongoing small group.

Joshua 5:1-7:15; Luke 15

Joshua encounters the commander of the Lord’s army, a man with a drawn sword. Joshua inquires “what do you want your servant to do?” He learns that he is to send the priests and the ark around Jericho once a day for six days, and then seven times on the seventh day, with the people shouting upon a signal from the priests. They were also commanded not to take any of the things from Jericho, only Rahab and her house would be spared.

Joshua implemented this plan, the walls of Jericho fell, and Rahab and her family were spared. However, a man named Achan had stolen some things from Jericho. The Lord was angry with the Israelites, and they were defeated in their attempt to defeat the town of Ai. God tells Joshua why they were defeated, that “hidden among you, O Israel, are things set apart for the Lord. You will never defeat your enemies until you remove these things from among you.” (7:13) As I consider the people of God today, the Bride of Christ, the Church, I am pondering what might be hidden among us, things set apart for the Lord? I think this is an individual and a corporate question, to be pondered by each individual and each local body of Christ. This question reminds me of the incessant pull of the flesh toward selfishness, disobedience, covetousness and lack of faith. Offsetting these pulls upon the human spirit is generosity, sensitivity to God’s spirit, a yielded, surrendered heart, and a life that is regularly examined for anything that separates us from God. “Without holiness, no one shall see God.”

Guide me today Lord as I seek to live completely devoted to you, yielded to your will, hoping in your promises, doing your work. Guard me from selfishness and covetousness. Give me a a heart for the lost sheep, coin and son.

Monday, April 11, 2011

April 11, 2011

4-11-11 Monday, 6:20 am Springfield, 58 degrees, cloudy.

Thunderstorms are in the area after a high of 80 degrees yesterday. It looks like there will be one more frost, probably Saturday night. Audrey and I will plant the flowers she bought, and simply plan to cover them if a frost is predicted. The average last frost date in this area is April 13.

Joshua 3:1-4:24
God made Joshua a great and respected leader in the singular act of leading the nation across the Jordan river. God told Joshua to have the priests carry the ark into the river, which was at flood stage, and stand there. The river stopped, and the Israelites were able to cross a dry riverbed. 12 men, one from each tribe, took a large rock from the dry river and made a pile on the other shore where they camped to remind future generations of this great event.

I am reminded as I read this that Joshua’s leadership flowed from his walk with God, and his obedience to God’s voice. Adam Hamilton comes to mind as a man who has exhibited great leadership as he walks with God. It is in following God that people become servant leaders. Guide me today, most holy Lord, as I follow your lead, serving the church, and leading into places that you instruct.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

April 10, 2011

4-10-11 Sunday, 5:44 am Springfield 68 warm degrees

I am looking forward to this morning of worship, teaching, fellowship, and baptisms! This has been an interesting week and I am ready for the routine of this sabbath morning. The birds are singing, and if we don’t praise God, the rocks will cry out. My sermon topic involves the question – do we really have a choice? My conclusion is that yes, we have a choice to worship and believe in God, or not.

Ephesians 1:5-12

“He destined us for adoption as his children through Jesus Christ, according to the good pleasure of his will…” I will suggest three aspects of God’s will this morning – His direct, or purposeful will, that He accomplishes, no matter what. Isaiah 46:11 “I will also bring it to pass, I have purposed it, I will also do it.” The purposes of God will prevail, and nothing will stop this.

The preferential will of God involves God says to humans, “here is what I would like you to do, I have these directions and if you walk in these ways it will go well with you. But I am not going to force you to obey – make up your own minds.”

The permissive will of God – example – Lucifer rebelled against God and led a third of the angels in this rebellion. This was not God’s preference, but He is using it to accomplish his determined purpose, that through much tribulation we must enter the kingdom of God.

Guide me today Lord as I teach about your will, and present the choice that you have allowed us to make.

Saturday, April 9, 2011

April 9, 2011

4-9-11 Saturday, 7:59 am Springfield, 69 degrees, mild thunderstorms overnight.

Its beginning to look a lot like Spring, everywhere you look! Flowering trees, greening grass, even leaf buds on my blackberries, which yesterday Rochelle showed me how to prune and train to the wires. Bill and Peggy are visiting from Kansas City, and we are having a wonderful time.

Luke 13

Jesus refers to some people from Galilee that Pilate had murdered and asked “do you think those Galileans were worse sinners than all the other people from Galiliee? … Not at all! And you will perish too, unless you repent of your sins and turn to God.” (verses 2-3) It seems he was making the point that when bad things happen to people, it is not necessarily directly because of their sin, and that each of his hearers has the opportunity to repent of their sin and turn to God to escape eternal death. I am pondering how these examples and statements of Jesus relate to the topic of free will and predestination (my topic for the sermon tomorrow).

Jesus heals a woman who was doubled over for 18 years, “crippled by an evil spirit”. The “leader of the synagogue was indignant that Jesus had healed her on the Sabbath day.” Jesus commented that people will untie their ox or donkey on the sabbath day and lead it out for water. He asked “isn’t it right that this dear woman, a daughter of Abraham, be released, even on the sabbath?

The final section of this chapter involves Jesus teaching about the Kingdom of God – how it is like a mustard seed, planted in a garden which becomes a tree, or like yeast used in making bread, how just a little permeates every part of the dough. These teachings inspire within me great hope, that even as the kingdom of God is almost invisible, it is real, overcoming and my opportunity in this age is to work in the Kingdom of God, even when it is not evident nor obvious to most people. One benefit of studying church history is to see how small movements have become powerful forces in shaping the world.

Guide my small steps today, Lord, and my joy of family and preparation of sermon as your kingdom comes, and permeates all of creation.

Friday, April 8, 2011

April 8, 2011

4-8-11 Friday, 6:56 am Springfield 62 degrees.

I have an 8:00 meeting with the Springfield Community Easter service planning team. From there I will go to the office and work on my sermon design. This afternoon I will be home getting ready for hosting my cousin and his wife from Kansas City. Audrey and I are so looking forward to their visit.

Luke 12:35-59

“Be dressed for service and keep your lamps burning…” Jesus teaches his followers to be always ready for his return. Down through history believers have held various postures toward Christ’s promised return. With the current unrest in the Middle East, and uptick in natural disasters such as earthquakes and volcanoes, many are speculating that the end could be near. I am ready, and I realize that for 2000 years people have been ready.

Verse 48b “When someone has been given much, much will be required in return; and when someone has been entrusted with much, even more will be required.” I have always been conscious of the fact that I have been very blessed and “been given much”. This is a great reminder that much is required by God from my stewardship of life. It is a temptation for those to whom much is given to simply sit on it, and enjoy it. Guide me today Lord as I serve you with joy, diligently working for your kingdom, expecting your return, serving out of the abundance which you have given.

Thursday, April 7, 2011

April 7, 2011

4-7-11 Thursday, 6:45 am Springfield, 54 degrees, birds singing.

I had a dream last night that is now fading fast but was aggravating. I was in a school setting, and taking a three-part essay exam. I had written the first two essays, and was about to write the third. I noticed that I could have used a blue book, but the teacher had not really offered them. As I went to write the third essay, I could not find the notebook in which I had written the first two. I searched all around my desk, behind my desk, etc. I was so frustrated, and the teacher encouraged me to just write the third essay and find the other two later. I was almost paralyzed because I had misplaced that notebook. Audrey was the teacher! When I awoke, I was still frustrated, and had to remind myself that this was only a dream. Hmmm, I wonder what it means.

Now that I have finished Isaiah, I need to set a new course for daily Bible reading. For now, I will resume the God Sightings, One Year Bible. Yesterday I was in Columbia, and read Proverbs 6, but did not blog or journal. Today I have a full schedule.

Deuteronomy 31

Moses tells the people that he is 120 years old and can no longer lead them. He also tells them that the Lord has shown him that he will not make it into the promised land, and that Joshua will lead them. He encourages the people and Joshua to be strong and courageous, trusting God’s promises as they cross into the promised land. Moses also is aware that the people will rebel against God, and worship the gods of the people of the land. He strongly warns them, and writes instructions to them, to be carried with the ark as a reminder.

I read this chapter in light of the last two days I spent in Columbia with pastors of very large churches, and with leaders of our conference, thinking together about leadership, change, and the direction of the United Methodist Church. We studied the book by Gil Rendle, about the mainline churches wandering in the wilderness for the last 40 years. One of the pastors compared our current situation to that of John Wesley in the eighteenth century as an Anglican priest. I said “if John Wesley could not renew the church of England …” Bishop Schnase said “Bruce, finish that sentence”. We all knew that the implication was not hopeful for the current United Methodist Church. However, there is a hopefulness about stirrings within the denomination, and its emphasis upon making disciples through vital local congregations.

I am so thankful to be the lead pastor of a very vital congregation that has a rich and fruitful history with a hopeful and promising future. Guide me today Lord as I write, plan, lead, serve and prepare for the promise land into which you are leading each of us.

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

April 5, 2011

4-5-11 Tuesday, 4:23 am Springfield, 31 degrees.

I woke up early with energy and purpose. I will read the final chapter of Isaiah, pray, and get ready to drive to Columbia for the Bishop’s peer mentoring group. If the Concous was not in the shop, I would consider riding it on this trip. It would be a cold first leg, but the forecast is for sunny and warmer today and tomorrow. Alas, I will drive the boring LHS, whose oil I changed last night.

Isaiah 66

Verses 1-6 “are a judgement passage coming abruptly after the preceeding hope passage. …The judgement pronounced here is on those who are depending on externals for their relation to God. Inevitably, when this attitude prevails, cultic behavior comes to be an end in itself. … The hope for Israel’s future is not in cultic manipulation, but in repentance and faith in the power of God to enable us to live truly righteous lives.” (Oswalt, 665-666) As I finish my chapter by chapter devotional study of this great prophet Isaiah, I am reminded of my life-long assertion that the Old Testament prophets have much to say to the mainline protestant churches. This tension that Oswalt writes about is present in the church today. I think it could be a contributing factor to the church’s struggle over worship style – “cultic manipulation”. I have observed since the 1960s people who have more passion about style of worship than they do about their relationship with God.

This chapter is one of hope and promise that all people, all nations and tongues shall be gathered to God’s holy mountain (verse 20). Radically, this prophet even states that from the gathered gentiles God will “take some of them for priests and for Levites”. This seems to refer to those of us who follow Christ, not from within Judaism but from beyond, as we declare God’s glory among the nations.

Commenting on verse 19 Oswalt poses the question “Will the people declare the glory of God to the nations, or will they be so seduced by the glory of the nations that they will abandon their God?” (page 689) This is a pertinent question for today, as followers of Christ must navigate the culture of nations and alliances and determine how to be loyal to God within the context of being citizens of the world.

Lord, I give you thanks for your servant Isaiah and the message he proclaimed to his people, recorded and available to me. I thank you for those who have digested this book, like Oswalt, and offer commentary and application. Guide me as I labor in your Word and prayer, seeking to deliver to your people and the nations the message you are giving to your church through this pastor. As I meet with our bishop and other pastors today, and church leaders from across the country tomorrow, guide me as I live this day in the shadow of your wings, with the hope of your glorious future and your call to serve in this present day.

Monday, April 4, 2011

April 4, 2011

4-4-11 Monday, 8:09 am Springfield, 47 degrees, cloudy.

Yesterday was a good day in the life of this pastor. The morning worship services, which included communion, were meaningful, and the afternoon town hall meeting went well. Today I will be at the office most of the day, working on worship planning and various to-dos that have accumulated.

Isaiah 65

Verses 17, 18: “For behold, I create new heavens and a new earth; and the former things shall not be remembered or come to mind. But be glad and rejoice forever in what I create; for behold, I create Jerusalem for rejoicing, and her people for gladness.”

Verse 25: “The wolf and the lamb shall graze together, and the lion shall eat straw like the ox; and dust shall be the serpent’s food. They shall do no evil or harm in all my holy mountain”, says the Lord.

This chapter is a looking forward to the end of time, and paints a picture of the New Jerusalem where there will no longer be heard “the voice of weeping and the sound of crying”. Reading these verses reminds me of the eternal future God has in store for His people, and all who call on His name. During this brief earthly life we have the opportunity to build his kingdom, spreading his message of redemption. It is unfortunate that for many people, even religious people, the goal of this life is one of ease and pleasure. It is tempting for me to envision the rest of my life through the lens of comfort and then secure retirement. There is much sacrificial work still to be done, as God’s people follow His will and not their own. Guide me today Lord as I serve you with joy.

Sunday, April 3, 2011

April 3, 2011

4-3-11 Sunday, 6:08 am Springfield, 58 degrees, breezy

It is good to be home from California. Yesterday our trip went smoothly, with a brief layover in Phoenix. The weather outside this morning feels like southern California. I am greatly anticipating this morning of worship, sacrament and fellowship, with a town hall meeting at 3, and a premarital counseling at 5.

John 13: 1-20

Jesus washes his disciples feet. They do not understand what he is doing, or why, but he wants them to experience his servant role, so that they can go and do likewise. This is my theme this morning – just as Jesus was God as an “undercover servant”, so each of us should be, always, everywhere looking for opportunities to serve.

– In 2010 a new television show was launched, based on a British reality show called Undercover Boss. Larry O'Donnell the CEO of Waste Management, Inc, (the trash company) spent a week working in his company in entry level jobs. This T.V. show was an immediate hit, because people enjoy seeing a powerful, wealthy person taking a lowly position and doing common work. And then the followup is that the workers are rewarded, or receive extra training as needed. This is what God did when he came in the person of Jesus Christ.

Guide me Lord as I serve you today. Inspire my leading, preaching, serving, listening, praying. May this first Sunday in April be a day in which You are glorified through the Wesley (Springfield) worshipping community. Amen.

Friday, April 1, 2011

April 1, 2011

4-1-11 Friday, 6:44 am Arcadia, 61 degrees, sun rising into clear sky

Tonight Bethany sings her senior recital at Azusa Pacific University. I am looking forward to it with great anticipation along with a little nervousness for her. At dinner last night she seemed calm, prepared and ready.

This morning I will read scripture, pray, and run 6 miles as the world around here wakes up.

Isaiah 64
The prophet calls for God to come down and show the nations his power. Isaiah also confesses that his people have not called upon God nor obeyed Him, and their righteous is like filthy rags. Reading this I was thinking about my United Methodist people whom I love and whom God has used in powerful ways.

Lord, may this verse speak to me throughout this day.